I Just Came to Borrow a Light Chapter 30:

Lin Chengbu took the lighter that Yuan Wu handed over. Now the weather has turned cold, but the metal lighter still has Yuan Wu's body temperature. He quickly held the lighter in his hand.

Keep warm.

"This is the only one left," Yuan Wu said, "return it to me when I'm done."

"...Oh." Lin Chengbu hurriedly touched the cigarette in his pocket, took out the cigarette case after a long time, opened it and glanced at it, it was empty, he looked up at Yuan Wu in embarrassment, "I'm out of cigarettes."

Yuan Wu didn't say anything, he took a cigarette case from his pocket, pulled one out, and held it to his lips.

This action made Lin Chengbu tremble a little. If he trembled a little more, he could catch up with Si Chuan. He leaned over and took a bite of Yuan Wu's fingers, putting the cigarette in his mouth.

When he lowered his head and lit the cigarette, he had time to react and massaged his brain.

He came to a conclusion that made me feel more at ease. Anyway, Yuan Wu was normal and not angry.

Just as he was about to stand up and talk to Yuan Wu, Yuan Wu sat on a bench while lighting a cigarette, and looked side by side with him at the side street in front of him.

"I can see this angle as soon as I turn the road downstairs," Yuan Wu said, smoking a cigarette. "No wonder he runs every time."

"...Ah." Lin Chengbu didn't look at the gate of the community with a little guilty conscience.

"Is it still possible to see if my window is on?" Yuan Wu narrowed his eyes and touched him with his arm, "Really?"

"Ah, yes." Lin Chengbu quickly raised his eyes and glanced over there. Indeed, he usually saw Yuan Wu turn off the lights at night and went home.

"Come on, uncle will give you a gadget." Yuan Wu took out a small telescope from the inner pocket of his coat and put it in his hand, "play it."

Lin Chengbu took the binoculars, suddenly embarrassed.

"Play, take a look." Yuan Wu stabbed him with his arm again.

"I... don't want to play now." Lin Chengbu cleared his throat.

"Do you believe me if you don't play?" Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu put the telescope in front of him.

"It's the other way around." Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu turned the telescope around.

Auntie.

The magnification of this telescope is not high, but if you look at it from here, you can see the curtains of Yuanwu's house... If Yuanwu looks from the window...

"Are you clear?" Yuan Wu asked him.

"...Well." Lin Chengbu nodded, holding the binoculars at a loss.

"My mask," Yuan Wu flicked his finger on his chin, "do you know that it's custom-made, just this one, you're afraid I won't be able to find you..."

"Fuck me." Lin Chengbu whispered, and took out the mask that was stuffed back into his pocket.

Black background with a fluorescent blue slap print on it, this thing is custom made...

"Go back," Yuan Wu took his hand and looked at his watch, "You are at work today, can't you go too late in the afternoon?"

"Yes." Lin Chengbu responded.

Yuan Wu looked at him, he looked at the mask in his hand and said nothing.

"It's three o'clock now, and you're still sitting still?" Yuan Wu said.

"If you didn't come out, I would have left as soon as I finished the phone call." Lin Chengbu glanced at him, "I don't want to leave when you come out."

"Then you should be absent from work." Yuan Wu yawned, leaning on the bench and looking up.

"That's what I thought." Lin Chengbu took out his mobile phone and called the store. He pretended to have a stomachache for a while before hanging up, "I'm asking for leave."

"Good boy," Yuan Wu stood up, "then sit and play."

Lin Chengbu was stunned for a while, then he jumped up and shouted when Yuan Wu walked back to the middle of the road, "Are you going back now?"

"Otherwise?" Yuan Wu said without looking back.

"No, I have already asked for my leave!" Lin Chengbu chased after him.

"Just take a good time off and play." Yuan Wu said.

"What am I playing alone!" Lin Chengbu felt a little depressed, "I want to play with you...play with you!"

Yuan Wu stopped after crossing the street and turned to look at him.

"Play with you." Lin Chengbu corrected his statement again.

"What are you playing?" Yuan Wu asked.

Lin Chengbu opened his mouth and closed it again.

Yeah, what are you doing? The days he and Yuan Wu were most familiar with were when Yuan Wu had a neuropathy. Now that Yuan Wu was no longer nervous, their relationship instantly returned to its original state.

Fuck you!

"Forget it," Lin Chengbu sighed, walked back and waved at Yuan Wu, "Go back and rest, I'm going to work."

Yuan Wu didn't speak, turned around and entered the gate of the community.

After walking more than ten steps, Yuan Wu looked back and saw that Lin Chengbu didn't follow him, so he probably really left.

He stopped, leaned against a tree by the side of the community road, and lit a cigarette.

It doesn't feel the same as before.

In the past, Lin Chengbu was just an ordinary, not annoying, person with good looks and body, who could get angry and slap his face at will, a suitor.

But now it's different.

Once I realize that Lin Chengbu is the only person who hasn't let up and forgotten about him for so long, and the only person who has been working hard and hasn't given up on him for so long...

Even if he still has no further thoughts about Lin Chengbu, he still can't do it as before.

Take short hands and eat soft mouths, even if you don't ask for it.

Tsk.

Yuan Wu took out his mobile phone, turned it on, and dialed Lin Chengbu's number.

As soon as the call came through, before he could hold the phone to his ear, it was already picked up.

"Hello? Hello!" Lin Chengbu's voice came out immediately.

"Hey," Yuan Wu sighed, "Keep your voice down."

"I'm just... I'm quite surprised," Lin Chengbu's voice instantly turned into a whisper, "Are you turned on?"

"I have some arrangements this afternoon," Yuan Wu said. "If you don't mind, wait for me at the door for a while, and I'll go out now."

"Okay!" Lin Chengbu responded immediately.

Yuan Wu choked off his cigarette, got up and walked to the gate of the community. Before he walked ten meters away, he saw Lin Chengbu running in from outside.

"Don't let you wait for me at the door for a while." Yuan Wu said.

"I don't want to wait." Lin Chengbu said.

"Where did you park your car?" Yuan Wu asked.

"On the side of the road where you turn at the end of the street," Lin Chengbu pointed, "stop there...it's not easy for you to see."

"You said you've been tossing around, hide your car, put on your hat, and hide when you stare at me," Yuan Wu said, "Finally put on my mask."

"How could I know that your mask is exclusive?" Lin Chengbu took out the mask, "then... give it back to you."

"Don't wash it?" Yuan Wu said.

"Oh," Lin Chengbu stuffed the mask back into his pocket, thinking about it and making up his mind, "I won't return it, I'll keep it, anyway, you will just throw it on the boat."

Yuan Wu smiled.

Lin Chengbu is in a good mood. Walking is like walking on a trampoline, very brisk.

"You can dance." Yuan Wu said.

"Huh?" Lin Chengbu looked at him, took out the remote control and pressed it, and the car yelled from the front.

"So lively." Yuan looked at him in the afternoon and then opened the door to get into the car.

"Actually, I've always been quite lively," Lin Chengbu also got into the car. "It's just that you haven't carefully observed me, and you don't know what kind of person I am."

"Really," Yuan Wu pulled the seat belt and looked at the buckle, "You are probably such a person."

"What..." Lin Chengbu turned his head to take a look and laughed, "Does this count, then the whole back of your clothes is covered with this stuff."

"Yes," Yuan Wu fastened his seat belt, "I'm just like that."

"What?" Lin Chengbu started the car.

"That's it." Yuan Wu said.

"That's it, that's it," Lin Chengbu drove out of the car, "Anyway, after knowing you until now, after two years in the middle, nothing has changed much... Where are we going?"

"Let's open it first, open it at will." Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu glanced at him and didn't ask any further questions. The car took a random direction along the street and turned away.

Go straight at the green light, turn left at the red light, and after three intersections, Yuan Wu whispered an address beside him: "Go there, do you know the way?"

Lin Chengbu's heart moved. This address was quite familiar to him, although he had never been there.

The address that Yuan Wu said was on that small note.

"I haven't been there," Lin Chengbu said, "show me the way."

"Well, let's go around Shang Er, there are few cars." Yuan Wu turned on the music.

"Okay," Lin Chengbu nodded, "going there... why?"

"Pack up some things." Yuan Wu said.

"Your other residence?" Lin Chengbu looked at him.

"No," Yuan Wu also glanced at him, "Where Yuan Shen used to live."

"...Oh." Lin Chengbu responded.

Sure enough, the address was Yuan Shen's.

Just...what did Yuan Wu go there to pack? Won Shin stuff? His own stuff?

Lin Chengbu didn't ask any further questions and drove towards the second ring road.

Yuan Wu stopped talking and looked out the window. It was very similar to when he was crazy. When Yuan Wu was not nervous, Lin Chengbu had no chance to drive him, so there was no comparison. Yuan Wu may have always been like this. .

But Lin Chengbu has nothing to worry about now, don't worry about Yuan Wu falling asleep suddenly, crying suddenly, jumping out of the car, suddenly not knowing him...

Lin Chengbu felt an indescribable joy when he thought that these worrying things would never happen again, and he couldn't help laughing while looking at the road ahead.

After laughing for a long time, he glanced at Yuan Wu again and found that Yuan Wu was leaning against the car window and looking at him.

"I just... laugh." Lin Chengbu felt a little embarrassed.

"I didn't think you laughed so much before." Yuan Wu said.

"We didn't spend much time alone before." Lin Chengbu said.

"Does it mean that you giggle when you're alone with people?" Yuan Wu sighed, "No wonder I don't want to talk to you."

"Are you embarrassed?" Lin Chengbu couldn't help laughing again, "Oh, Diu Diu, I just wanted to laugh."

"Laugh," Yuan Wu turned back and looked out the window, "It's not easy, yeah."

Lin Chengbu looked at his profile, and after a while he whispered, "Hey, Yuan Wu."

"Yeah." Yuan Wu responded.

"You've sorted out the past now," Lin Chengbu said, "then you...know, that's...why...uh, just..."

"Speak your native language." Yuan Wu sighed.

"Why didn't you agree to me?" Lin Chengbu said, "Can you tell me why?"

"What's the point of that?" Yuan Wu turned around, "Why didn't you agree to Jiang Chengyu after chasing you for so long?"

"Because I like you," Lin Chengbu replied without thinking, and then he was stunned again, "You don't... like others?"

"No." Yuan Wu said.

"You don't hate me, do you?" Lin Chengbu asked. After Yuan Wu responded, he was silent for a while, and then he stretched his voice and sighed, "That's actually just wrong, right? You don't feel it?"

"I'm past the age to talk about feelings." Yuan Wu said.

"Then when you talk about the age of feeling, do you have feelings for anyone?" Lin Chengbu asked again.

Yuan Wu thought for a while: "...No."

"Oh." Lin Chengbu didn't speak anymore, he couldn't tell what he felt, whether it was disappointment, loss, or a little hope.

"Turn left to the end." Yuan Wu pointed him in the direction.

Lin Chengbu turned to the left road.

"I've grown so big," Yuan Wu said, "I have no feelings for anyone."

"Have you never had a boyfriend or been in a relationship?" Lin Chengbu was a little curious.

"We have, but we haven't talked about it." Yuan Wu said.

"...Is this still possible?" Lin Chengbu was stunned.

"Yes." Yuan Wu looked at him.

"Are you holding back?" Lin Chengbu asked.

This time, it was Yuan Wu's turn to be stunned. After a while, he suddenly became happy. He leaned against the window and looked outside and laughed for a while before he stopped.

"What a fool!" Lin Chengbu clicked his tongue.

"I just want to prove that I'm not a pervert," Yuan Wu narrowed his eyes, "to prove that I am also a person who has feelings and needs feelings."

"Then do you have it?" Lin Chengbu slowed down.

"That's what I asked," Yuan Wu smiled, but didn't answer, "There is a community on the right corner of the blue billboard in front."

"Okay," Lin Chengbu turned around beside the billboard and saw the gate of a community in front, "Open in?"

"Well," Yuan Wu nodded, and when Lin Chengbu walked towards the gate, he suddenly shook his head again, "Don't go in, don't go in first, find a place to park."

"Oh," Lin Chengbu braked the car, stepped back a little, stopped next to a tree on the side of the road, and looked back and forth, "Just here, no camera, but I can't stop time. It's too long."

"Five good citizens." Yuan Wu said.

"I haven't been deducted any points since I got the book." Lin Chengbu smiled.

The front of the car is facing the gate of the community. In the afternoon, when there are the least people, two or three people and three cars pass by after ten minutes. It is very quiet.

Yuan Wu adjusted the seat back and looked at the gate of the community with his arms on his back.

Lin Chengbu didn't know what he was thinking, but he felt that such a lukewarm and very cool weather, with such a comfortable sunshine after the morning, was stunned for more than ten minutes. He felt a little sleepy.

Since Yuan Wu woke up, it seems that it is not so easy to sleep, and he has been looking forward with his arms on his pillow.

Just when Lin Chengbu wanted to get off the car and go to the nearby grocery store to buy a bread pad, Yuan Wu moved and said, "It doesn't seem to be there."

"What?" Lin Chengbu looked at him, "Nothing?"

"Feelings," Yuan Wu said, "Who do you like or who you hate? There seems to be none."

Lin Chengbu then realized what they said about 20 minutes ago: "Do you think you don't have it?"

"Well, no." Yuan Wu said.

"I want to smoke a cigarette." Lin Chengbu said.

"I smoke, it's not like I don't smoke." Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu opened the car window and sunroof, lit a cigarette, took two puffs and said, "You have it."

"Huh?" Yuan Wu looked ahead.

"If you really have no feelings," Lin Chengbu said, "you wouldn't be like this because of Yuan Shen."

Yuan Wu tilted his head to look at him, and after a while, the corners of his mouth curled up: "Yes."

"Also," Lin Chengbu thought for a while, "you treat me differently."

"Is there any difference?" Yuan Wu said, "I still think you are quite ashamed sometimes."

Lin Chengbu smiled: "It's different, you should know it yourself."

"Don't think too much, sir," Yuan Wu stretched out, "you've been tossing for so long, everyone will remember it, it doesn't mean what will happen to me."

"I didn't really point out that you can make promises." Lin Chengbu smiled.

"Tsk," Yuan Wu reached out and squeezed his chin, "Laughing so aggrieved."

"Don't be fooled," Lin Chengbu patted his hand away, "You know it's easy to set fire, I'm so young."

"Do you want a face? You are so young, and you dress like a middle-aged person at dusk all day long." Yuan Wu said.

"Bring the distance to you," Lin Chengbu pulled on the T-shirt on Yuan Wu's body, which he couldn't tell apart from the front, the left, the right, the inside and the outside. "I used to think that you thought I was too young."

"Fuck off," Yuan Wu said, "You're only five or six years younger, and you're really big enough to think you're much younger. Let me tell you, I didn't bother to pay attention at first sight. Do you know why?"

"I know," Lin Chengbu smiled, "Why don't you call me uncle."

"No," Yuan Wu also tugged at the clothes on his body, "It's too tasteless to wear it, it's a waste of money."

"Okay?" Lin Chengbu leaned beside him, "You haven't praised me yet, do you think I'm actually pretty handsome?"

"Well," Yuan Wu stared at his face for a while, then continued to look down, "I think you are pretty handsome everywhere, to be honest."

"Are you really not at all tempted?" Lin Chengbu frowned.

"I'm not tempted, let's do something else." Yuan Wu said.

"Where did you move?" Lin Chengbu's eyes lit up, and his fingers lightly dipped twice on Yuan Wu's arm, "You can move anywhere, it's better than not moving anywhere."

"Really?" Yuan Wu narrowed his eyes, "Do you mind?"

"What do you mind?" Lin Chengbu looked at him.

"Do you mind if I just want to sleep with you sometimes?" Yuan Wu asked.

Lin Chengbu was stunned.

My mind is a little bit frozen.

Yuan Wu is so close to him that he can see Yuan Wu's eyelashes clearly. When Yuan Wu uttered the word "go to bed", his voice was like that of Dove wrapping around his neck. Going to the moon with the skin.

"I...probably...don't mind." Lin Chengbu glared at him.

"It's quite open." Yuan Wu sighed.

"Ah, yes," Lin Chengbu still glared at him, "I've been thinking about going to bed with you for a long time, not sometimes, but every day."