I Just Came to Borrow a Light Chapter 31:

Yuan Wu probably didn't expect him to be so straightforward. Seeing him without speaking for a long time, he started to laugh.

"Is it funny?" Lin Chengbu tugged at his sleeve, "Hey, stop laughing... What's funny, I'll state the truth."

"Yeah." Yuan Wu nodded, still smiling.

"Forget it," Lin Chengbu sighed, "let's laugh."

"I'm done laughing." Yuan Wu withdrew his smile, leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes.

Lin Chengbu glanced at him. He originally wanted to say that he would go to bed at a certain time, but he didn't open his mouth after thinking about it. If this topic hadn't started at Yuan Wu, he wouldn't be able to say it, and he was afraid to say it. After Yuan Wu was over, he laughed again.

I don't know if I just think it's Coke, or if I'm just laughing at it.

Yuan Wu didn't speak after laughing, just closed his eyes and rested.

Lin Chengbu was stunned by the side for half an hour, but he couldn't help it. He gently pushed Yuan Wu: "Hey, did you come here to sleep?"

"No," Yuan Wu frowned, "I just... haven't thought about it yet."

"What did you think about?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"I haven't figured out what to do with Yuan Shen's stuff," Yuan Wu frowned, "Did you miss lunch?"

"...Well." Lin Chengbu responded.

"Are you hungry?" Yuan Wu asked.

"It's okay, it's okay," Lin Chengbu looked at his watch, "Anyway, you can have dinner after a while."

"I heard your stomach growl." Yuan Wu opened his eyes and tilted his head to look out, "Hey? There is a milk tea shop, do you see it? There is a milk tea shop, although it is not a tribute tea..."

"Why?" Lin Chengbu squinted at him.

"Go," Yuan Wu opened the car door, "Uncle, please drink milk tea."

"The police will come to tow the truck in a while." Lin Chengbu sat still.

"Too tow," Yuan Wu got out of the car and looked back and forth, "I didn't say no to stop here, but I didn't draw a grid. There are so many cars in front and back... Are you bothered."

Lin Cheng stepped out of the car.

"Like a little old lady," Yuan Wu walked over to the milk tea shop, "I can worry too much."

"To be honest, it's my fault that I'm like a little old lady," Lin Chengbu followed behind him, "If it's just like you, who cares about you."

Yuan Wu stopped and turned around, his arms suddenly raised.

"Hey!" Lin Chengbu was startled, and quickly raised his head to cover his head.

Yuan Wu came over and hugged him, patted him on the back, and said softly, "Thank you."

Lin Chengbu froze in place, until Yuan Wu walked into the milk tea shop, then he put down the arm he had been raising and walked over slowly.

Yuan Wu bought two cups of milk caps and a box of egg tarts and sat down at the small table by the door.

"What are you doing?" Lin Cheng walked over and sat across from him, took a glass and took a few sips at once, "Suddenly like this, it made me feel like..."

"Nothing," Yuan Wu stirred back and forth with the straw in the cup, "I just want you to know, I know what you do."

"It's okay if you don't know, and I didn't do it just to let you know." Lin Chengbu looked at the straw in his hand, and after a while he couldn't hold back. "Hey, don't stir it, it won't taste good."

"I didn't let you drink like this," Yuan Wu said, "then how do you want me to drink?"

"This way," Lin Chengbu pulled the straw up, "just drink the milk cap and tea at the junction, it's the best way to drink it."

"...Okay," Yuan Wu took two sips as he said, "Little girl."

"Get out." Lin Chengbu said.

After drinking the milk tea and eating the whole box of egg tarts, Lin Chengbu felt that he was finally at ease.

But Yuan Wu didn't seem to think about it yet, sitting at the table in the milk tea shop, and there was no movement.

"Or go back first," Lin Chengbu said, "you can come over after you've made up your mind."

"The rent for this house expires next week, so I have to clean it up in the next two days," Yuan Wu said. After a while of silence, he stood up, "Let's go, go in and clean up, you just happened to help me. "

"Let me tidy up," Lin Chengbu said, "I've tidy up for a while, skilled worker."

"This time I have to clean up myself." Yuan Wu smiled.

This neighborhood is old, and the property is estimated to be missing.

The house rented by Yuan Shen is on the first floor. The window faces a small piece of grass. There are chickens that I don't know who is stocking it. There are also a few broken flower pots on the side. The roots of the flowers have grown into the grass below. On the grass, it was fine.

Originally, Lin Chengbu felt that although the environment was untidy, it was quite down to earth. He could still pretend to be a little idyllic when he stood at the window and looked out.

But Yuan Wu opened the door. After he took a look inside, he felt that the people who lived here might not necessarily stand at the window and look out.

The house is a little messy, I don't know if it was originally messy or if Yuan Wu was in chaos.

It's acceptable to mess up a bit, but it's a bit depressing. The walls are full of letters and paintings that are very similar to the walls of the old factory.

"Do I have to lose money to the landlord when I retire this house?" Lin Chengbu said, "they have to work hard to shovel the walls."

"I told the landlord that the deposit will not be refunded." Yuan Wu stood in the middle of the room.

"Is there anything to pack? I have an empty storage box in my car." Lin Chengbu asked.

"Okay, bring it to me." Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu brought the storage box on the car into the house, Yuan Wu put the box on the ground, kicked slowly from one side of the house to that side, and then kicked back from there, as if he didn't know where it came from Start.

Lin Chengbu didn't rush him, just lit a cigarette and sat watching.

After a while, Yuan Wu started to put things on the table: "I think so."

"Yes." Lin Chengbu responded.

"I keep some things that I think make me feel comfortable, and keep the others," Yuan Wu said as he picked up a book, flipped through it, and put it back. On the table, "Like this book, it's full of... I don't know what to say, I don't think I'll keep it."

"Well," Lin Chengbu nodded, "what should I do with the ones I keep?"

Yuan Wu patted his pocket, and the key inside rang twice: "Let my grandparents handle it."

"Ah?" Lin Chengbu was stunned, feeling that in addition to Yuan Shen, his grandparents were also the ones who put Yuan Wu under great mental pressure, and he was a little worried.

"It's alright," Yuan Wu said, "I don't care what their attitudes are, I'm used to them anyway, I just want to get rid of this matter, and I won't have them in my life anymore... Of course, no more Practically, it's just thinking...that those things about them can stop bothering me."

Lin Chengbu didn't speak, just nodded.

Yuan Wu's words were not like talking to himself, but Lin Chengbu felt that he had more to say to himself.

From the day he opened the wound in the bar to the present, only he knows what Yuan Wu has experienced during this time, and it is impossible for even Dr. Liang to understand everything.

Lin Chengbu used to think that Yuan Wu was always running away. When he was in a hurry, he wanted to call Yuan Wu a waste, but after knowing that Yuan Wu had passed a little, he felt that now Yuan Wu was able to achieve this step. not easy.

"You know," Yuan Wu slowly picked up the things on the table, most of them put them back after looking at them, "I don't have a good relationship with Yuan Shen, at least I don't. How good it feels."

"Because I didn't spend much time together when I was young." Lin Chengbu said.

"Probably, it is said that his brain was injured, but I think my brain may not be very good. My earliest memory is that we changed our names," Yuan Wu smiled and put a piece of paper in the book. The photos are put into the storage box. "There will be no memory going forward, and there may be nothing worth remembering."

"My earliest memory is that I was forced to stand on a stool by the teacher when I wet my pants in kindergarten, and let the whole class visit," Lin Chengbu tutted, "I felt like my heart was broken at that time."

Yuan Wu glanced back at him: "Bare ass?"

"Isn't it! My trousers got wet, and the teacher took it off. When he brought clean trousers over, he put me on the stool," Lin Chengbu sighed, "That's the feeling, it's almost like a neighbor's old lady all day long. Just play my little * a fight."

Yuan Wu had his back to him and his hands on the table without speaking.

Lin Chengbu stared at his shoulder for a while: "Are you laughing?"

"Yes." Yuan Wu said with a smile in his voice.

"Laugh out loud, it's fine." Lin Chengbu said.

"Don't you always laugh at you for fear of hitting you too hard?" Yuan Wu said.

"Have you hit me less often?" Lin Chengbu choked off his cigarette, "It's good to be able to laugh."

Yuan Wu laughed for a while, and continued to clean up. He basically didn't move the things on the table. He took a few pens, a photo, and a small notebook that didn't seem to be used.

Yuanshen's house is quite messy, but in fact there are not many things, mainly because they are thrown out of order.

Lin Chengbu watched Yuan Wu put things in the storage box. Except for the little bit on the table, he almost didn't put anything in it. He took a folding fan from the sofa, and turned over a wrist guard in the drawer...

He leaned over to take a look. The folding fan was all black, and it was cool. It was written in silver ink. He couldn't understand what was written.

"This fan is mine," Yuan Wu took it and fanned it twice, "how about it."

"...You still use this kind of old man's folding fan?" Lin Chengbu was stunned.

"It's been a while," Yuan Wu slammed the fan away, then opened it with a flick of his wrist, "This is what I liked before I changed my style."

"What was your style before you changed it?" Lin Chengbu asked with interest.

"The jacket and black cloth shoes," Yuan Wu put the fan into the box, "the old man's cloth shoes, very comfortable."

"...Oh," Lin Chengbu looked at him, "I wish I knew you later."

"Huh?" Yuan Wu looked at him.

"That kind of real old man's style is not my thing," Lin Chengbu said, thinking about it and feeling a little emotional, "If it was really like that, I wouldn't have to toss with you for so many years."

"It's a loss, isn't it." Yuan Wu said.

"No, if I really feel like I'm in a panic, I won't be like this. I look stupid, but I'm not really stupid," Lin Chengbu smiled and leaned his head on the sofa, "But, When I look at you, it means that I have feelings for you, maybe I still have feelings for you, if you are an old man and cloth shoes, maybe if you are a woman, maybe I will be able to inherit the lineage of our old Lin family.”

Yuan Wu looked at him for a while, then turned around and continued to pack up slowly: "Xiaohua."

"...Are you calling me?" Lin Chengbu was stunned, "What is Xiaohua doing?"

"Lord Xiaohua." Yuan Wu said.

"Fuck me," Lin Chengbu was a little speechless, "You're not finished, right? This is the Lord?"

"You said it yourself," Yuan Wu put a book into the box, "I didn't put it down for you...I'll have something for you later...probably."

"Really?" Lin Cheng quickly stood up from the sofa, "What is it? Why did you give me something? It's not a festival."

"It's probably, maybe," Yuan Wu said, "maybe, it's estimated..."

"No," Lin Chengbu clicked his tongue, "If you don't want to send you, don't worry, I don't expect you to send me anything, really, seeing you like this, I'm embarrassed for you. "

"Okay, I'll give it to you for sure." Yuan Wu patted his arm.

"What the **** is it?" Lin Chengbu followed behind him and turned, "And why do you want to send something?"

"If you don't shut up, it will be gone." Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu quickly sat back on the sofa and lit a cigarette.

Yuan Wu spent more than an hour packing the things he wanted into the storage box.

"Okay," he said, "let's go."

"I'll help you get the box," Lin Chengbu immediately jumped up from the sofa and glanced at the room that was basically the same as before, "What did you take? Didn't you take much?"

"Well," Yuan Wu seemed to be a little tired, and walked out of the room with a reply, "The key is on the table, lock it for me."

"Okay," Lin Chengbu picked up the key, lifted the box with both hands, and then shouted, "Hey!"

The box is almost weightless.

Yuan Wu didn't get in the car, leaned against the front of the car and didn't light a cigarette, watching a few chickens walking around on the grass.

"I also brought you such a big box," Lin Cheng walked over, took out a lighter and helped Yuan Wu light the cigarette, "You can fit a shoebox with this little stuff."

"There's nothing left to take," Yuan Wu breathed out a cigarette, "that's all Yuan Shen took from me in the past."

"It's all your own?" Lin Chengbu was stunned, "I thought you wanted to take some of his things as a souvenir."

"No, Yuan Shen and I have nothing to remember," Yuan Wu looked at the smoke, "He has been unhappy all the time, and me, too, there is nothing to remember between such brothers. "

"Well, as long as you feel comfortable," Lin Chengbu kicked the wheel, "but... but..."

"It's here again," Yuan Wu glanced at him, "Did you get beaten up when you were learning to speak?"

"Your uncle," Lin Chengbu smiled, "I just want to say, don't think there's nothing to remember between us, even if nothing happened..."

"A lot has happened," Yuan Wu took a puff of cigarette and threw half of it into the trash can next to him, "I won't forget it, I will remember it for a lifetime."

"Really?" Lin Chengbu looked at him.

"Am I so heartless in your heart?" Yuan Wu opened the passenger door and got into the car.

"I'm just worried," Lin Chengbu also got into the car, "I'm ready to remember when I'm old, I'm always afraid that the person I've been thinking about has nothing to remember about me."

"I'm telling you Xiaohua," Yuan Wu gave him a serious look, "If you want someone else to chase after you, just with your eloquence, it will take a month at most, and the other party will fall." /

"I'm not eloquent," Lin Chengbu frowned and started the car, "I can't say such things to others, you have to figure this out, I'm speaking to you, that's all."

Yuan Wu did not speak.

"Also, I'll endure what's wrong. Xiaohua, you call me one more time and I'm anxious with you." Lin Chengbu said, "I really don't think I have a temper."

"I see." Yuan Wu smiled and nodded.

It was almost six o'clock when I drove back from Yuanshen. Lin Chengbu said to have a meal, but Yuan Wu did not refuse.

But the car stopped at the door of the hotel, but Yuan Wu watched the people coming and going outside and didn't move.

"What's the matter?" Lin Chengbu immediately asked, "Do you think there are too many people?"

"No, I just suddenly lost my appetite," Yuan Wu hesitated, then turned to look at him, "The tofu you've been talking about before, can you make one and try it?"

"Tofu?" Lin Chengbu was stunned for a moment before he reacted, "I made tofu?"

"Yeah." Yuan Wu nodded.

"That can only be done in a restaurant," Lin Chengbu said. "Are you going to Chunzhi with me? Before I asked you to go, I almost kowtowed and you didn't go."

"Let's go," Yuan Wu thought for a while, "Can't go today, don't you have a stomachache, you pretend to be sincere, I think your boss is coming to visit you."

"It's alright," Lin Chengbu smiled, "I can still help when I go now, it seems that I am loyal."

"Let's go, try it," Yuan Wu said, "I've been bragging about it for so many years."

Lin Chengbu didn't know why Yuan Wu suddenly wanted to go to Chunzhi for a meal. It was because he had tossed for so long, thanked him for a little comfort, or was simply willing to eat.

But he didn't bother about this reason. If Yuan Wu wanted to eat, he would bring Yuan Wu there and make it for him.

He feels that his greatest advantage is that he is not too tangled. It should be the opposite of Yuan Wu. Maybe Yuan Wu is too tangled, so he almost couldn't get himself out of it.

Chunzhi wasn't full today, and one of the boxes was vacant. Although there would definitely be guests later, Lin Chengbu still asked Sun Yingchun for the box.

"You still use the box alone?" Sun Yingchun looked at him incomprehensibly.

"Very... important friend." Lin Chengbu smiled.

"Then you use it," Sun Yingchun sighed, "Just now you said you would use the box, I was wondering if I brought a girl, but it turned out to be a man."

"My mother doesn't even bother about it," Lin Chengbu put his arms around her shoulder, "I'll go to the kitchen in a while."

Lin Chengbu received the tea and snacks from the waiter and opened the door of the box.

Yuan Wuzheng was standing by the window, and when he looked back, he saw that he was putting a tray on the table. He came over and took a bite of a snack: "Aren't you a chef, let's reveal the stuffing."

"I just want to make you more comfortable." Lin Chengbu took the cup and poured him tea.

"Oh." Yuan Wu looked at him and twitched the corners of his mouth.

"That..." Lin Chengbu felt that what he said was probably ambiguous, and in order to prevent Yuan Wu from hurting him again, he quickly made a mistake, "The meringue is delicious, the red bean cake. "

"Oh." Yuan Wu took another red bean cake and took a bite.

The red bean cake was just out of the oven, so soft and fluffy, Yuan Wu had a hand of scum when he took a bite, and a lot of **** on his mouth.

"It's delicious," he patted the scum on his hands and licked his lips, "I feel like this is enough for me."

"Don't," Lin Chengbu stretched out his hand and took the plate of red bean cakes in front of him aside, staring at his mouth, feeling a little distracted, "You still have to eat my tofu."

Yuan Wu looked at him and smiled after a few seconds: "Okay."

"No," Lin Chengbu reacted suddenly, "No... I mean..."

Yuan Wu didn't say anything and looked at him with a half-smile.

"Don't laugh." Lin Chengbu pointed at him.

"Haha, hahaha," Yuan Wu said expressionlessly, "what do you want?"

Lin Chengbu stared at him for a while, then leaned on the table and rushed over to kiss him quickly: "That's it."

Yuan Wu was stunned by him, and he said a long time ago: "Oh, I thought you were going to slap me on the spot."