I Just Came to Borrow a Light Chapter 38:

Lin Chengbu went to change his clothes, Yuan Wu sat on the sofa and continued to stare at the TV that was not on.

Sitting in the living room, I could hear Lin Chengbu humming softly in the bedroom, Yuan Wu suddenly felt a little restless.

Is Lin Chengbu really so happy?

Yuan Wu felt that he was not very good at expressing himself, while Lin Chengbu... should be not very good at covering up.

Maybe in some ways, he is happy, such as sitting at his house by himself now, such as what they did last night, and for example, what he did was not out of comfort...

But just like Lin Chengbu would be incoherent when he was nervous, it was obvious when he was not feeling so well.

I can tell the difference and won't confuse it.

When Lin Chengbu said this, Yuan Wu could already feel his mood, a little depressed, maybe a little disappointed.

Although Lin Chengbu's understanding was not exactly the same as what he wanted to express.

Don't let yourself get too caught up until you see hope.

This is what Yuan Wu wanted to say, and wanted to tell Lin Chengbu.

Now that he saw Lin Chengbu's appearance, he began to wonder if he was really too incapable of expressing himself and didn't know how to feel his feelings. At such a time, such a scene made Lin Chengbu understand this depressing feeling. The spirit of the meeting...

Yuan Wu, you are really inappropriate to approach anyone.

Yuan Wu was a little irritable.

But something new soon diverted his attention.

After Lin Chengbu changed his clothes and came out, he suddenly realized that he actually promised Lin Chengbu to accompany him to the hospital to hang water.

More irritable.

Yes, more irritable.

In order to ease the previous atmosphere, inexplicably, he took the initiative to undertake something he was afraid to do. Lin Chengbu could feel his emotions, and then he would worry...

Yuan Wu scratched his hair.

"Did you find it too?" Lin Chengbu walked out of the bedroom.

"Huh?" Yuan Wu looked at him through the dangling locks of hair.

"My hair, it's time to take care of the mess." Lin Chengbu said.

"Is it a mess?" Yuan Wu blew his hair, "It used to be quite messy."

"That mess and this mess are not the same thing," Lin Chengbu looked at him, "you are really messed up now, before that was a handsome mess."

"I'll take care of it every two days, can I be handsome?" Yuan Wu scratched his hair again.

"Well," Lin Chengbu squatted in front of him, "I'll accompany you to get a haircut first?"

Yuan Wu looked at him and said nothing.

"I know which one you went to," Lin Chengbu smiled, "It's not far from the hospital, Goldfinger, right

. "

Yuan Wu was silent for a long time, stretched out his hand and flicked Lin Chengbu's chin: "Then you go to hang water while I'm getting a haircut? I said that if I accompany you to the hospital, I will accompany you to the hospital, no need to help me. Make excuses."

"...I didn't," Lin Chengbu felt a little embarrassed, "I'm...what, just...me..."

"I see, this statement is too unreasonable..." Yuan Wu sighed.

"What do you do to score points without a good mouth?" Lin Chengbu suddenly laughed, "what do you think?"

Yuan Wu glanced at him.

"Would you like to try again?" Lin Chengbu leaned in front of him.

"Hey," Yuan Wu patted his face, "be reserved."

"Going for a haircut?" Lin Chengbu smiled.

Yuan Wu hesitated for a while, then stood up: "Go and hang water, Dr. Liang said, desensitization therapy, it will be fine after a few visits."

"When is the haircut?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"No," Yuan Wu looked at him, "Why are you so persistent?"

"It's so fun to watch," Lin Chengbu said, "I'll take a look at the handsome and **** and I'll be fine."

"...the water has been lifted." Yuan Wu was a little helpless.

Lin Chengbu thought he felt much more comfortable today, but after getting in the car, he glanced in the rearview mirror and found that his face was still quite pale, and he looked haggard because he forgot to shave... It seems Masturbating while sick is really a lot of consumption.

"Damn," he touched his face, "this face is vicissitudes."

"Let's go," Yuan Wu looked at him, "You probably do... consume a lot, so eat some milk and eggs at noon to supplement your protein."

"Am I ugly?" Lin Chengbu was a little worried, "Why don't you wait for me for a while and I'll go upstairs to shave..."

"Beautiful!" Yuan Wu gave him a thumbs up, "Very beautiful! Mature beauty! I drive."

"Is this a sincere compliment?" Lin Chengbu opened the door with a smile and got out of the car.

"From the bottom of my heart." Yuan Wu said.

Yuan Wu was afraid of the hospital, but Lin Chengbu felt that he was actually quite afraid of going to the hospital.

Walking from the parking lot to the entrance of the hospital, Lin Chengbu stopped: "Are we going in now?"

"Hmm." Yuan Wu put his hands in his pockets and covered a mask, his eyes that looked at death as if he were home, and rushed down to the ground quickly after he finished.

"Master, let's go with you." Lin Chengbu stretched out his hand into Yuan Wu's pocket, took out his hand, and dragged him into the hospital gate.

Yuan Wu's hands were cold and a little stiff, and he could feel his unease when he touched his fingers. Lin Chengbu sighed softly in his heart.

What kind of feeling is this kind of resistance to a certain place completely brought about by relatives, he can't understand it, he only feels that Yuan Wu is scarred after removing the protective layer

.

There are a lot of people hanging water. This season, people with colds and fever are crowded together. Yuan Wu turned around and found a place.

Just when he woke up an empty beverage bottle on it and wanted to ask Lin Cheng to come over and sit down, a man squeezed his **** and sat down.

Yuan Wu was stunned for two seconds, then squeezed the bottle in his hand: "Hey."

The man didn't lift his head: "Why, are you sitting on your stool?"

"Are you hanging water?" Yuan Wu asked.

"You care about me?" The man raised his head and said impatiently.

Yuan Wu knew that he had a bad temper. He had never gotten angry during this period of time. He was very strange. He always felt that he was assimilated by Yuan Shen's good temper.

When the man squinted at him with a squinted face, he felt the power of the great desolation deep in his body that he had never really woken up from.

Suddenly there was a burst of relief.

"Get up." Yuan Wu said.

"Are you crazy?" the man said.

"That's right," he nodded. "It's not quite there yet."

"I want to go to the psychiatry department." The man pointed to the door of the infusion room, "Go out and turn left to register."

Yuan Wu said nothing, raised his hand and adjusted the mask on his face.

Lin Chengbu just handed the infusion order to the nurse when he heard a chaotic exclamation behind him.

When he turned his head, he saw Yuan Wu standing next to the chair at the back door of the infusion room, and a man fell to the ground at his feet.

"What are you doing!" the nurse shouted immediately, "There are patients here! Don't fight!"

Lin Chengbu originally wanted to go over, but after looking at Yuan Wu, he stopped.

Smiles uncontrollably.

How long has it been?

He finally saw Yuan Wu like this again.

The man on the ground was about the same size as Yuan Wu, but the momentum after he stood up, based on Lin Chengbu's experience, he was definitely not Yuan Wu's opponent.

"Go out and fight!" Lin Chengbu shouted, "Don't touch other patients!"

It's not good to encourage people to fight like this, but the moment he saw Yuan Wu return to the way he used to be, he didn't care whether it was good or not.

Fight! Even as a vent.

Although he wasn't sure if Yuan Wu had anything to vent about.

Anyway, Yuan Wu had a lot of fights, so he wouldn't suffer from a fight with this person.

Lin Chengbu had seen Yuan Wu fight, and more than once.

For a while on the 18th, people often made trouble. As long as they didn't approach the bar when they started, Yuan Wu would watch the fun, but as long as someone passed by, he would make a move. Lin Chengbu always wondered if this person was standing at the bar every day. The performance is emotional

.

Until he couldn't help asking Jiang Chengyu.

"You're so cute, I don't even have the passion to defend the bar when I'm the boss," Jiang Chengyu said. "He just didn't bother to walk over, and he did it when someone brought it to the door."

Yuan Wu glanced over after hearing his voice, grabbed the man by the collar, turned his head and dragged him outside the infusion room.

While trying to break free, the man kicked Yuan Wu.

Yuan Wu didn't hide, just scooped and pulled under his leg, the man immediately fell to the ground again, and he had no chance to stand up. Yuan Wu dragged him away quickly.

Just watched him struggle all the way and was dragged out like that.

"Is that your friend!" The nurse glared at Lin Chengbu.

"Ah," Lin Chengbu smiled, "yes."

"Go and pull it!" The nurse frowned, "Why are you fighting like this in the hospital!"

"It's definitely not going to be called in the hospital," Lin Chengbu said. "I have a lot of friends, a very stable old man."

The nurse rolled her eyes at him: "The security guard will be gone in a while."

"Yes." Lin Chengbu nodded.

He thinks that Yuan Wu should be able to end the battle before the security guard arrives, and it will be done with two clicks.

But what surprised him was that Yuan Wu had already come in from outside as soon as the nurse had punctured him. His clothes were neat and clean, not even his mask was crooked.

"It's over?" Lin Chengbu asked in surprise.

"It didn't start," Yuan Wu said while covering his mask, and then pointed behind him, "I met someone who knew me."

"Who?" Lin Chengbu followed and looked over, suddenly nervous.

And upset.

A young man stood behind Yuan Wu, with a smile on his face, and... quite handsome.

"You know him?" Lin Chengbu felt a little dangerous. His knowledge of Yuanwu's circle of friends was limited to the 18th, and there was only one Yang Hui outside the 18th, and he didn't know him until after he started looking for Yuanwu.

Where did this handsome guy come out of nowhere... uh, handsome shit?

"I don't know." Yuan Wu said.

"Brother Lin," the man smiled, "I know you too."

"Huh?" Lin Chengbu was stunned.

"I'm sorry," he looked back at the door of the infusion room, "that was my friend just now, and I apologize for him."

"Has he been beaten?" Lin Chengbu was more concerned about this.

"Yes," he smiled, "I'm counting, three punches."

After the person left, Lin Chengbu held the infusion bag and followed behind Yuan Wu.

Yuan Wu took him to the place where he had fought with people before: "Sit here

. "

"Well," Lin Chengbu sat down, "you just..."

"That person grabbed the seat, but he wasn't a patient." Yuan Wu said.

"Oh, what about his friend?" Lin Chengbu asked a little unsteadily, "that person just now said he knew me, who is he?"

"I don't know," Yuan Wu said, "Guests on the 18th."

"Really," Lin Chengbu squeezed the infusion tube and whispered, "You are a fan."

"It doesn't matter who he is." Yuan Wu looked at him.

"Yes," Lin Chengbu tutted, "Who the **** is."

The seat Yuan Wu was looking for was at the very edge of the row of seats. Lin Chengbu was sitting, and he was leaning against the wall next to him.

About half an hour later, there were some vacancies in the infusion room, but Yuan Wu didn't go past and just stood beside him.

"Will you sit down for a while?" Lin Chengbu said.

"No." Yuan Wu said.

"Aren't you tired? I've been standing for so long." Lin Chengbu looked around, looking for two empty seats next to each other.

“I didn’t feel tired after standing for two hours before,” Yuan Wu said.

"Yeah." Lin Chengbu replied, this is true, and he didn't see the seat next to him. If Yuan Wu was allowed to sit far away from him, he would be very reluctant.

When the bag of water was almost finished, the person next to Lin Chengbu left, and he quickly said in a series: "Here, here, here... sit and sit..."

Yuan Wu sat down beside him: "Why are you so anxious, there is no one now."

"Chat," Lin Chengbu said, "you don't speak when you stand there."

"I don't necessarily have something to say when I sit down." Yuan Wu glanced at him.

"Still... not feeling well?" Lin Chengbu asked in a low voice, "Would you like to get a haircut?"

"Look at how unhappy my hair is?" Yuan Wu sighed.

"It's very uncomfortable." Lin Chengbu said.

Yuan Wu ignored him. After a while, he felt a rubber band from his pocket, scratched a few times on his head, and tied his hair indiscriminately.

"Hey, that's fine too," Lin Chengbu stared at him and lowered his voice, "It's very **** to have your hair **** like this, you know, when you're bartending... Hey, I don't know how to say it, It's special...special...I want to rush over to take a bite and press the bar..."

"The more I talk about it, the more vigorous it is." Yuan Wu patted his leg, "beware of making yourself hard again in public."

"Fuck!" Lin Chengbu was stunned for a while, and just as he was about to denounce Yuan Wu, a figure passed in front of them.

"Brother Xiao Wu." The man sat down on the vacant seat on Yuan Wu's side.

Lin Chengbu turned his head abruptly, glared over there, and found that it was the one just now, he couldn't hold back: "Why are you here again?"

"My friend is gone," the man smiled, "I'll come over to chat

. "

"No," Lin Chengbu suddenly wanted to get angry, "Who are you, why don't you just chat?"

"My name is Chang Yu." The man reached out to him.

Lin Chengbu subconsciously stretched out his right hand to hold it, but when he stretched it out, he remembered that the needle was stuck in his right hand today, so he patted Chang Yu's hand a little angrily.

Chang Yu smiled and looked at Yuan Wu again.

Yuan Wu reached out and shook his hand.

Lin Chengbu turned his head and didn't want to look at it, it was just annoying.

"Brother Xiao Wu," Chang Yu didn't seem to mind Lin Chengbu's attitude, "Is it more than two years? I can't see you on the 18th, and I haven't heard of you anywhere else."

"Well," Yuan Wu replied, "I stayed with my family and didn't go anywhere."

"Really," Chang Yu sighed, "will you return to the 18th in the future?"

"Let's take a while." Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu stared at the chair opposite and raised his eyebrows. This common phrase made him uncomfortable, but Yuan Wu's answer made him happy for a while.

He never dared to ask Yuan Wu's return to the 18th, for fear that Yuan Wu would be under pressure, but now he suddenly found out that Yuan Wu actually planned to go back, and he felt that he was completely ill.

"That's great," Chang Yu said with a smile, "I asked Jiang Chengyu before, and he said he didn't know."

"I didn't tell him." Yuan Wu said.

"I used to go every day when you were here," Chang Yu said. "After changing people, I feel like it's boring to go."

Lin Chengbu turned his head and stared at him.

I never imagined that Yuan Wu's fan brother would still meet him in the hospital!

Chang Yu avoided Lin Chengbu's gaze, looked at Yuan Wu and asked with a smile, "A boyfriend?"

"Huh?" Yuan Wu's eyes swept across Lin Chengbu's face quickly, and he paused, "No."

"I used to be able to see Brother Lin," Chang Yu said. "If you don't go, you won't be able to see anyone anymore..."

Chang Yu and Yuan Wu chatted one after another, but Lin Chengbu didn't listen carefully to what they said.

My mood slid a little.

But what's there to slide down...

Yuan Wu is right, he is indeed not a boyfriend, and it has only been a few months since he became acquainted. In the eyes of others, he may be just like a regular customer like Chang Yu, and there is no difference.

...What about in Yuan Wu's heart?

There should be a difference.

Yes.

It's just that Yuan Wu has no way of expressing this difference. With someone he doesn't know well, Yuan Wu doesn't need to distinguish this level in detail, higher than fans and lower than boyfriends.

There is no problem with this answer

.

Lin Chengbu is very clear.

But the mood is still low, whether he can figure it out or not.

He knew why he was like this, even though he kept saying it, he didn't expect Yuan Wu to show his promise, and he didn't expect Yuan Wu to respond, just because he liked it too much, he was willing to do everything for Yuan Wu. All kinds of things...

But there is still a little bit of expectation, buried in my heart, I will carefully look it up from time to time, and say it casually in a joking tone.

"Finished." Yuan Wu's voice rang in his ear, and he reached out and rang the bell.

"Huh?" Lin Chengbu snapped back to his senses and sat up straight.

"Uncomfortable?" Yuan Wu looked at him.

"...No," Lin Chengbu glanced at him and found that Chang Yu had left at some point, "He left?"

"Well, it's been a long walk." Yuan Wu said.

"I didn't pay attention," Lin Chengbu leaned back on the chair, "You guys chat well?"

"I don't know how good it is to chat," Yuan Wu also leaned back on the chair and said softly, "Are you upset just now?"

"No!" Lin Chengbu said quickly, his voice was a little loud, and several people next to him looked over, and he lowered his voice, "How is it possible."

Yuan Wu clicked his tongue and said nothing.

The nurse came over and changed a small bottle: "This bottle is enough to hang."

"Thank you." Lin Chengbu said.

After the nurse walked away, neither of them said anything. Lin Chengbu was a little embarrassed. The little girl who accompanied her mother to hang water was in a daze.

"Hey," Yuan Wu touched him with his arm, "do you want to drink milk tea?"

"Ah?" Lin Chengbu looked at him.

"I've been staring at people for a long time," Yuan Wu said. "If you keep staring at them, I feel like you're going to grab it."

"I..." Lin Chengbu noticed that the little girl was holding a cup of milk tea, "I didn't..."

"Want to drink? Uncle bought it for you." Yuan Wu said.

"I don't want to drink," Lin Chengbu frowned and adjusted his sitting posture a little tangled. "Hey, it's fine if you don't say it. As soon as you say this water, I'll..."

"Want to pee?" Yuan Wu asked.

"Ah." Lin Chengbu responded.

"Then go pee, do you want to help you lift the bottle?" Yuan Wu looked at him.

Lin Chengbu was a little distracted: "Why don't you say help me..."

Yuan Wu was obviously stunned for a moment, the corners of his eyes were bent and he didn't make a sound.

When Lin Chengbu realized what he said, he suddenly stood up, took the bottle, and walked towards the door as if running for his life: "I'm going."