I Just Came to Borrow a Light Chapter 45:

Lin Chengbu felt that he slept soundly this night, but woke up three times in the middle of the night, and every time he woke up, he knew that he had not slept soundly

.

I don't know if I finally got my wish and I was a little overexcited, or I finally got my wish and I was overexcited. In short, I was a little overexcited. Every time I woke up, I would go to Yuanwu's side.

But when Yuan Wu fell asleep, his temper was completely restored to his original state. Every time he leaned over, he would be hit with an elbow. Yuan Wu was very violent and savage, and once almost pressed his knee against his egg.

After getting up in the morning, Lin Chengbu first took a temperature for himself and prayed that he would no longer have a fever. He really didn't want to go to the hospital again, and he didn't want to take Yuan Wu to accompany him to the hospital again.

However, the young man is strong and his body temperature is normal. He happily puts the thermometer upright on the table in preparation for Yuanwu's examination.

Then stood in front of the refrigerator wondering what kind of breakfast to make.

Yuan Wu doesn't seem to have any requirements for food. He thought about it. He has fasted for a long time, and now he doesn't have to eat liquids all the time. Last night... there was still consumption...

Yuan Wu got up quite late, Lin Chengbu and Mianfa, noodles and stuffing were all done, and when he was about to start the work package, he walked out of the bedroom with a yawn and bare feet.

"Make dumplings early in the morning?" Yuan Wu was stunned when he saw what he had on the desk.

"No," Lin Chengbu smiled, "How about pie? Do you like it?"

"I love to eat," Yuan Wu walked over to take a look, "You're really not too troublesome..."

"It doesn't take much if you can do it," Lin Chengbu pointed to the thermometer on the table, "My fever is gone, so I don't need to go to the hospital."

Yuan Wu glanced at him, then raised his hand and touched his forehead: "It seems that the fever is gone... Are you having a transient fever? Is it a broken body syndrome?"

Lin Chengbu held on to the dough for a while without saying a word. Yuan Wu walked slowly to the bathroom, and then he threw the dough on the counter: "Whatever you say, it will break on you anyway. .”

Yuan Wu looked back at him, smiled and said nothing, turned and went into the bathroom.

Lin Chengbu made pies very quickly. When Yuan Wu came out after washing up, five or six pies were already on the plate.

"It's quite fragrant." Yuan Wu reached out and took one, and quickly threw it back.

"Hot it, let it sit for a few minutes before eating," Lin Chengbu said, "it's time to get angry."

"It's the same for a few minutes, it's time to get angry, you should eat it tomorrow," Yuan Wu picked up the pie again, tossed it back and forth in his hands, and sat on the sofa, "When are you going to work?"

"Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow," Lin Chengbu looked at the calendar, "I wanted to ask for next week, but this time I took too long to ask for leave..."

"Then let's go to Shenqiao today." Yuan Wu took a bite of the pie.

"Today?" Lin Chengbu was stunned.

For Yuan Wu, Shen Qiao is different from any grandparents hospital. It is the base of his neurotic life and the landmark of his disordered life...

Lin Chengbu never dared to mention big things, because he was afraid that he could face other things, but he couldn't deal with this place with deep traces of Yuanshen.

Yuan Wu suddenly decided to go today, and he was surprised.

"I want a big head," Yuan Wu said while eating, "I watched him grow into a little boy..."

"Will you miss me?" Lin Chengbu suddenly asked, "You watched me grow from a young man to a big young man

. "

But he regretted it immediately after asking.

To a certain extent, this question of myself should be a pressure for Yuan Wu.

"You are dangling in front of my eyes every day," Yuan Wu said, "I don't feel anything, I didn't have time to think about it, and you appeared again."

"Ah." Lin Chengbu flipped over the pancakes.

"I don't want to, it's annoying sometimes," Yuan Wu finished eating a cake, got up and took another one, and pointed at him, "It's too much, it's childish, it's annoying."

Lin Chengbu grabbed the cake from his hand: "Don't eat it."

Yuan Wu glanced at him, took another one from the plate, then took two steps back and took a bite: "I'm mad at you."

"Aren't you naive?" Lin Chengbu also pointed at him, "Gao Shi'er, aren't you naive?"

"I'm kidding." Yuan Wu sat back on the sofa.

Although I just went to Shenqiao to see the big head, I don't know how long I can walk there. There is no scenery to see in this season, and those farmhouses are closed. If you play late, there is probably no place to eat, so After Lin Chengbu finished breakfast, he started preparing for lunch.

"Good virtuous." Yuan Wu held the remote control and pressed aimlessly at the TV.

"I don't want to go hungry, I'm just sick." Lin Chengbu didn't prepare too many things, he brought a few snacks, but neither he nor Yuan Wu liked them. I bought a piece of braised beef, which can be eaten with a steamed bun, and made a shredded chicken temporarily, and then packed the unfinished pie together.

"So virtuous." Yuan Wu said.

"There are more virtuous ones, I'll show you something." Lin Chengbu opened the cabinet and took out a box.

"What's this...?" Yuan Wu looked at a small pastoral flower he took out of the box.

"Picnic basket," Lin Chengbu propped up the basket and shook it at him, "Xianhui, do you see it? It also has a little lace, full of country girly vibes."

"Where did you come from?" Yuan Wu stared at the picnic basket, "No, Lin Chengbu, you are actually a woman, you embroider and use this kind of thing."

"Don't you embroider too?" Lin Chengbu said with a smile.

"I'll learn from you," Yuan Wu walked over and studied the basket, "I'm too embarrassed to take it out from someone next to this thing, two gentlemen, bring a small basket of broken flowers..."

"My mother gave it to me," Lin Chengbu said happily as he put things in. "She gave me anything from the supermarket."

Although Yuan Wu was reluctant, the two of them still carried the basket out the door.

In the elevator, Yuan Wu was two steps away from Lin Chengbu and stood in the corner looking at him, Lin Chengbu tutted, "What are you doing?"

"Look at the big picture to see Lin's daughter-in-law go grocery shopping." Yuan Wu said.

"Whatever you want," Lin Chengbu smiled, "I'm in a good mood today, not to mention my little daughter-in-law, I don't care about my little daughter

. "

"I will give you to Datou as a child bride." Yuan Wu said.

"Okay." Lin Chengbu bowed and pinched an orchid finger.

The elevator door opened at this moment, and an aunt walked in.

Lin Chengbu quickly took the orchid finger and cleared his throat in embarrassment.

"Xiao Lin is going out?" The aunt looked at him.

"Ah, yes, auntie goes out too?" Lin Chengbu smiled.

"Well," the aunt nodded and looked at the basket on his arm, "this basket is nice and cute."

"...Really." Lin Chengbu kept smiling.

Auntie walked with them to the side of the car before leaving, Yuan Wu got into the car: "This basket is nice and cute."

"It's cute," Lin Chengbu threw the basket on the back seat, "what's the matter!"

"Cute." Yuan Wu nodded.

"Enough!" Lin Chengbu sighed, "This aunt never greeted me before, why is she so enthusiastic today."

"Because the basket is cute." Yuan Wu said.

"...It's not over, right!" Lin Chengbu started the car.

"Cute." Yuan Wu smiled and closed his eyes, leaned the seat back, closed his eyes and rested.

The car drove all the way to Shenqiao, Lin Chengbu looked at the familiar scenery on both sides, and felt that he had returned to the days when he ran to Shenqiao when he had nothing to do, and accepted Yuan Wu forcibly forgetting him.

Suddenly a little emotional.

Every time he passed, he was very uneasy, not knowing what kind of Yuanwu he was facing.

Or, what kind of Yuan Shen.

Those days have unknowingly passed for a long time, but when I think about it, it suddenly feels like yesterday.

The worry and despair of not knowing when Yuan Wu would wake up or not, still clearly remained in his mind.

So...will it still stay in Yuan Wu's mind?

Lin Chengbu turned his head to look at Yuan Wu. After the car entered the town, Yuan Wu opened his eyes and tilted his head to look out the window.

"Stop the car," he knocked on the window, "buy Big Head something to eat, there's not enough food in the basket for him to eat for two days."

"Okay." Lin Chengbu stopped the car on the side of the road.

Yuan Wu is very clear about Datou's hobby. After buying a lot of snacks, he also bought a box of ice cream: "I should have bought something to eat in the city. It's more advanced than here."

"He's happy to see you, and he probably won't care too much about what you eat." Lin Chengbu said.

Yuan Wu smiled.

The road to the old pier is still the same, broken and bumpy, and tourists have disappeared. After the weather is cold, there will be no one here, plus the leaves on both sides have all fallen, it looks quiet and lonely

.

Because the reeds are gone, the water looks a little lonely.

"How could you... be willing to stay here forever." Lin Chengbu sighed softly.

"Yuan Shen likes it here," Yuan Wu said. "He originally wanted to...die here, but then gave up, probably because he thought it wasn't lonely enough here."

"...Really," Lin Chengbu never asked where Yuan Shen committed suicide, "Isn't it lonely enough here, you see now, there are no figures or birds."

"It's not what he wanted," Yuan Wu looked at him sideways, "Too many people died in Dongwan."

Lin Chengbu didn't speak, he didn't know what to say.

“He wanted to find a place where he was only himself, so that he would no longer be able to distinguish himself from others,” Yuan Wu said, and after a while he lowered the car window, stretched his arms and went out for a ride, “No I mentioned him, he should have found himself by now."

"Yes." Lin Chengbu nodded.

The old wharf is also unchanged, except that there is no big head on the wharf carrying a gourd.

"Why didn't you play here today?" Lin Cheng stepped out of the car and looked around in surprise.

"I know where he is." Yuan Wu walked towards the forest in the distance.

"Ah, yes, does he always play in the woods and grow grass." Lin Cheng followed behind him, ice cream in his hand.

"Almost, he's on this site anyway." Yuan Wu smiled.

When walking to the edge of the forest, Lin Chengbu saw a small figure swaying inside, and he shouted: "Big head!"

"Hey—" Datou responded with a loud voice, then raised his voice again, "Who is—"

"I'm brother Xiaobu!" Lin Chengbu shouted.

"Brother Xiaobu!" The big hair screamed in surprise, and watched him jump and run like a spring, "Brother Xiaobu! Brother Xiaobu!"

"Who else is there for you to come and see!" Lin Chengbu said.

Big head ran out of the woods. When he saw Yuan Wushi standing on the dirt road, he was stunned for a moment, and then he started to cry.

After crying twice, I wiped my tears and ran to this side, and shouted with a crying voice: "Uncle Xiaowu—they, they towed your boat, your boat—"

Yuan Wu smiled and didn't speak, just squatted down.

Big head cried and threw himself into his arms: "They towed your boat! I won't let them tow, they won't listen to me-"

"It's okay, it's okay," Yuan Wu patted him on the back, "Just drag it away."

"Then you won't have a place to live in the future—" Datou continued to cry with great concern.

"I..." Yuan Wu glanced at Lin Chengbu.

Lin Chengbu was also a little at a loss. How could such a child not make him sad? Neither of them did anything.

"Are you," Datou cried for a while and raised his head to look at Yuan Wu, "will you live here in the future?"

"...Yes," Yuan Wu hesitated and nodded, "I'm going back to work in the city

. "

"Oh," the tears that were so easily held back poured out again, and the fleshy face couldn't hold back, and slammed down, "I want to go back to work in the city, The city is pretty good."

Lin Chengbu listened at the same time, both funny and uncomfortable, and quickly squatted down: "Big head, do you want to eat ice cream? Uncle Xiaowu bought it for you."

"Eat—" Datou shouted with tears.

"Don't cry if you want to eat," Yuan Wu took the ice cream, "If you still cry, don't eat it."

He stared at the ice cream and wiped his tears after a while: "I want to eat it."

Lin Chengbu and Yuan Wu breathed a sigh of relief when the big head took the ice cream and lowered his head to eat.

"Is it delicious?" Lin Chengbu asked him.

"Delicious," Big Head handed the ice cream to him, "Do you want to eat it?"

"I won't eat it," Lin Chengbu glanced at the ice cream that he had poked in a mess. It was still chocolate-flavored, and the shape was a little hard to look at. "You give it to Xiao Lu..."

Yuan Wu interrupted before he finished speaking: "Don't eat."

"Then eat it yourself." Lin Chengbu patted the big head's head.

Lin Chengbu didn't mention the flowers he wanted to give to Yuan Wu. It was already this season. Even if the flowers survived, they would definitely fail at the moment. Can't stand it.

But after eating a box of ice cream contentedly, Datou raised his head and looked at Yuan Wu: "Brother Xiaowu."

Yuan Wu ignored him, leaned against the tree next to him, took a cigarette from his pocket and lit it.

"Uncle Xiaowu." Datou changed his mind and called again.

"Yeah." Yuan Wu looked down at him.

"I have a present for you," said Big Head, "I've been waiting for a long time."

"What gift?" Yuan Wu asked.

"On my boat, you can watch with me." The big head took his hand and dragged him towards the old pier.

"I'm not going to your boat," Yuan Wu said, "bring it to me."

"My mom went shopping in town," Datou continued to drag him, "you come and see."

Yuan Wu had to walk with him towards the pier.

"Don't the mother like you?" Lin Chengbu whispered to Yuan Wu's ear.

"Well," Yuan Wu nodded, "I usually don't let him get on my boat."

"I can understand," Lin Chengbu smiled, "just like you were before, I have children and I won't let him play with you."

"You can't have children." Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu clicked his tongue: "I don't want to have it either. Look at the big head crying, my head is big

. "

“I didn’t pay attention to him when he cried before, and he left after crying for a while.” Yuan Wu said.

"Then why are you still hugging today?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"Long time no see," Yuan Wu said, "I don't know when the next visit will be..."

"Yuan Wu, you know what," Lin Chengbu whispered, "this is love, you've been with Datou for so long, you think you don't care about him, and you're not very good to him, But you will miss him, and you will think that it will be difficult to meet in the future, so you will be nice to him."

Yuan Wu looked at him and said nothing.

"This is love," Lin Chengbu put his arms around his shoulder, "Me too, Jiang Chengyu too, when you are with us, it doesn't matter, you feel that you have no feelings, and you won't give anything to anyone if you don't want to. But you will."

Yuan Wu still didn't speak.

"If one day," Lin Chengbu said, "if I don't dangle around you, you will miss me."

"Yes," Yuan Wu replied, "It should be."

"Forget it, I don't plan to enjoy your missing," Lin Chengbu waved his arm, "I'll stick to dangling in front of you."

There was no one on the boat of Datou's house, so they followed Datou on the boat.

This boat is bigger than the Yuanwu one, so a curtain was used to separate the cabins, which is equivalent to having two rooms.

Sleeping in the inner room, the outer room is equivalent to a small living room, and daily activities are here.

He knelt down in front of a small wooden cabinet next to him, opened the door of the lowermost cabinet, and waved to the two of them: "Look, here it is."

Lin Chengbu was thinking about what flowers would be dead in the closet in less than a week. Yuan Wu leaned over and took a look: "Is this the shape you made yourself?"

"Yeah!" Datou nodded vigorously, "Does it look good?"

"...It looks good." Yuan Wu said.

"Let's take a look," Lin Chengbu leaned over curiously, then froze, and quickly turned to look at Yuan Wu. After seeing the smile on Yuan Wu's face, he couldn't bear it any longer. Zhu laughed, "What is this?"

The bottom layer of the cabinet is empty, and there are three beer cans, each with a silk flower, yellow and red, and the measuring cup of Yuanwu in the middle.

Looks like...

"How long have you provided me here?" Yuan Wu asked Datou.

"I don't know," Datou scratched his head, "I originally planted a flower in a pot, but when it died, I took a fake flower... Don't you like it?"

"No," Yuan Wu took out a few jars from the cabinet, "I like it, can I take it?"

"Yes," Datou smiled happily, "I gave it to you!"

After packing the flowers into the car, Yuan Wu didn't seem to want to leave. After checking the time, he said to Lin Chengbu, "Have a picnic?"

Before Lin Chengbu could speak, his head jumped up beside him: "Okay

! Picnic? good! "

"Take him?" Lin Chengbu asked with his lips.

"What should I do then?" Yuan Wu also asked rhetorically.

"I still miss the two-person world." Lin Chengbu whispered.

"What is the two-person world?" Datou heard this, looked up at Yuan Wu and asked.

"It's the world of two people." Yuan Wu leaned against the front of the car.

"What are the two?" Big Head asked.

"Two people." Yuan Wu said.

"The world of two," he frowned and began to ponder, "What is the world of two?"

"It's just two people." Yuan Wu said.

"Which two?" Datou continued to ask.

"Me and Uncle Xiaowu." Lin Chengbu replied.

"Oh," Datou nodded, then asked after a while, "what about me?"

"You are the light bulb," Lin Chengbu sighed, took out the basket of flowers from the car, and looked at Yuan Wu, "Where are you going?"

"Go over there," Yuan Wu pointed to the other side of the road, "there is a piece of shallow water over there."

"Why am I a lightbulb?" Big Head continued insistently.

"Because it's very bright." Lin Chengbu walked over there with Yuan Wu.

"I don't light up, where do I light up?" Big Head followed behind them.

Lin Chengbu patiently said: "You..."

"Shut up until the picnic is over," Yuan Wu turned around and waved ten dollars between his fingers before Datou's eyes, "I'll give you the money."

The big head immediately closed his mouth tightly and covered it with his hand.

"Hey." Lin Chengbu sighed.

"Why?" Yuan Wu asked.

"The world of two is gone." Lin Chengbu sighed again.

"He's going back to the boat to sleep at noon," Yuan Wu said. "The thunder won't shake him, he'll have to go back to sleep in a while."

"Really?" Lin Chengbu raised his eyebrows.

"What are you excited about?" Yuan Wu glanced at him, "Just think about things like wild artillery, no..."

"Who wants wild artillery!" Lin Chengbu interrupted him in surprise, embarrassed and funny, "I just want to stay with you two for a while, blow the wind and watch the scenery, eat something and talk about it. something."

"Oh," Yuan Wu said, "we've been like this for a while now."

"It's not the same," Lin Chengbu smiled. "It's just like..."

"In love?" Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu looked at him and nodded: "Yes."