I Just Came to Borrow a Light Chapter 54:

&nbAccording to Yuan Wu's habit in the past, he would not take the initiative to ask such a question, because the answer would make him feel that he could not bear it or deal with it.

&nbBut I don't know what happened today, although he didn't think about how to answer if Lin Chengbu really wanted to know this, he still asked.

&nbMouth out of control.

&nbStill out of control?

&nbYuan Lu squeezed a strip of bacon out of the lunch box and put it in his mouth.

&nb"I wanted to ask," Lin Chengbu said, "but when you say that, I don't dare to ask."

&nb"Then don't ask." Yuan Wu said.

&nbLin Chengbu didn't cooperate, he asked very clearly when he finished speaking: "Did you miss me?"

&nbYuan Wu didn't speak, swallowed the bacon in his mouth, squeezed another piece and put it in his mouth, and slowly finished eating before opening his mouth: "A little...thinking about it."

&nbThere was no Lin Chengbu's voice in the receiver, it was very quiet.

&nb"What's wrong?" Yuan Wu asked.

&nb"No," Lin Chengbu replied after a while, "it's just a little mood swing."

&nb"Want to cry?" Yuan Wu asked again.

&nb"Maybe," Lin Chengbu said, "but I didn't cry."

&nb"Be strong," Yuan Wu lit a cigarette, "I'm quite a young man."

&nbLin Cheng paused for a while, then laughed after a while: "Hey, you're a bit destructive."

&nb"What if else," Yuan Wu smiled, "Should we hug each other and cry together?"

&nb"You said," Lin Chengbu thought for a while, "When I want to go back, will you still miss me?"

&nb"No," Yuan Wu said, "What do you think about seeing each other every day, this time I've been apart for a long time before I realize that I'll miss you."

&nb"...Why are you so calm?" Lin Chengbu couldn't help asking.

&nb"I just look calm," Yuan Wu took a cigarette, "I'm surging in my heart."

&nb"Can you swipe on your face?" Lin Chengbu said.

&nbYuan Wu pondered for a while, and sighed: "I can't turn it over, I'll pick you up when you come back, maybe I can turn it out."

&nbLin Chengbu could laugh for a minute over there.

&nb"By the way, where are all your thick clothes," Yuan Wu asked, "I don't see any thick coats in your closet."

&nb"In the upper cabinet door, down jackets and coats," Lin Chengbu said, "just take one and send it to me."

&nb After hanging up the phone, Yuan Wu went into the bedroom and opened the door above the closet. There were a few jackets hanging inside. He glanced at them and felt that Lin Chengbu's face and figure were wasted by these styles.

&nb In addition to the hanging clothes, there are also several folded down jackets. Yuan Wu picked one out and looked at it. It was an ordinary style, and it would turn into a candied haws after wearing it. .

&nb He clicked his tongue, stretched out his hand and pulled out another piece. Before he could see it clearly, he felt that something slipped out along with the clothes and fell to the ground.

&nbHe glanced down, it was a small book.

&nbDiary?

&nbAn illiterate cook still keeps a diary?

&nbMy God is this amazing...

&nbYuan Wu picked up the book, hesitated, and opened the first page.

&nb This is a Lori-style ledger. It is estimated that, like the picnic basket, it was given to him by a female member of Lin Chengbu's family... But the most amazing thing about Lin Chengbu is that he can use all these things.

&nbYuan Wu felt that if he hadn't known Lin Chengbu for so long, he would definitely think this person was a sissy.

&nbThe first page of the ledger has a line of words.

&nb-Jehovah · Step by Step Helping the Blind · Noon's Loss and Expense List

&nbYuan Wu stared at this line of words for a long time before he understood.

&nbThis is not a diary. After opening the next few pages and looking at it again, Yuan Wu stared at the words on it in a trance.

&nbThis is probably Lin Chengbu's account book of debt collectors.

&nbFrom the day he left Shenqiao, he went to Lin Chengbu for training, recording all kinds of expenses piece by piece.

&nbSome look funny, but Yuan Wu doesn't laugh much.

&nbLin Chengbu has done a lot for him, this is something he has always known, and it is precisely because of this that he has never been able to treat Lin Chengbu as indifferently as before.

&nb But when everything is laid out in such a checklist, the impact of that candor is a bit surprising.

&nb The last line of the bookkeeping content was written: I was at home waiting for Yuanwu to drop off the plane and say goodbye, but I missed the airport bus and had to take a taxi fare.

&nb He should have written it down before going out, Yuan Wu flicked it on the notebook.

&nb Under the line, a bar is drawn hard and straight.

&nb Is this stage over?

&nbOr will it not be recorded in the future?

&nbYuan Wu took out his mobile phone, photographed the book page by page, and stuffed it back into the closet.

&nb After thinking about it, she took it out, found a pen and wrote a line on the last page.

&nb-I don't know how much it would cost to buy a coat for the sake of improving the aesthetics of Yahweh.

&nbAccording to Yuan Wu's standards, none of Lin Chengbu's coats looked good, so he had to get up early the next day and go straight to the mall.

&nbJiang Chengyu had just walked into the underground parking lot of the mall when he called him and asked him to go over for afternoon tea.

&nb"I'm not going," Yuan Wu said, "I'm outside."

&nb"Which is outside?" Jiang Chengyu asked, "Are you still going out in such a cold weather?"

&nb"Buy clothes." Yuan Wu replied.

&nb "Isn't that very close?" Jiang Chengyu knew that the shops where he usually buys clothes are very close to the 18th, "I'll come here after I buy them."

&nb"I'm not buying my own clothes." Yuan Wu said.

&nb"...Who do you buy?" Jiang Chengyu was stunned, "Lin Chengbu?"

&nb "Ah," Yuan Wu threw a few bags on the back seat, "He said it was cold over there, and he didn't bring enough clothes for him to send over. I took a look and his clothes were too ugly."

&nb "Damn it, so you bought it for him and sent it over?" Jiang Cheng was a little surprised, "Why didn't you deliver it in person..."

&nbYuan Wu thought for a while: "Alright?"

&nb"Okay, sir!" Jiang Chengyu said, "No leave is allowed during this time! It's so cold that it will affect business, so it's up to you to pull people for me."

&nb"Then you're talking shit." Yuan Wu said.

&nb"I'm just talking shit," Jiang Chengyu sighed, "Xiao Wu, are you serious?"

&nb"Probably," Yuan Wu got into the car, "You still drink afternoon tea, don't you go to the hospital to see Changyu's **?"

&nb"...What?" Jiang Chengyu was stunned.

&nb "Aren't you going to tell me that he's slaughtered?" Yuan Wu started the car.

&nb "Yuan Wu, is your brain enough?" Jiang Chengyu said, "He has appendicitis!"

&nb "Really?" Yuan Wu laughed, "I may have misremembered, mainly because I was a little surprised. It stands to reason that if you want to fold it, you have to fold it..."

&nb"Don't you **** mention this?" Jiang Chengyu said, "Hurry up and send your clothes, I'm so emotional that you say no!"

&nb"See you tonight." Yuan Wu hung up the phone.

&nbAfter Lin Chengbu's clothes were sent, Yuan Wu sent him a message and gave him the tracking number.

&nbThen sat on the edge of the flower bed at the door of the courier company and lit a cigarette.

&nb I don't know why, when Jiang Chengyu didn't say that when he sent the clothes over, he didn't have any idea, he just felt a little bit like Lin Chengbu and hoped that he would be by his side.

&nb But after Jiang Chengyu said that, he became a little irritable.

&nb The kind of missing Lin Chengbu suddenly became very strong. He opened the mobile phone calendar and glanced at it, and the time before Lin Chengbu came back still needed to turn pages and pages.

&nbIt made him irritable.

&nbFuck.

&nbHow long?

&nbWhy does the training take so long?

&nb It was only two months before they invited him to a bartending training class, and he refused to go because it was too long.

&nbThree months?

&nb Isn't that chef annoying?

&nb After smoking a cigarette, he stood up and prepared to go back. It was almost time for dinner. Lin Chengbu's chasing soul-killing serial meal would be delivered immediately. At noon, he missed the one that was left in the corridor .

&nb Before the car left the parking space, Lin Chengbu's phone called: "So soon?"

&nb"How slow is it to send clothes," Yuan Wu put on his earphones and backed up the car, "You have a cold if you send it late."

&nb"Which one did you send?" Lin Chengbu asked.

&nb"I didn't send any of them," Yuan Wu sighed, "Xiaobubu, you can keep those clothes for ten years before wearing them, okay?"

&nb"Oh," Lin Chengbu responded, "then what did you send me?"

&nb"New clothes." Yuan Wu said.

&nb"You bought me clothes?" Lin Chengbu was stunned.

&nb"Well," Yuan Wu said, "don't be too moved."

&nb"I can't be moved now," Lin Chengbu said, "I'm a little worried now."

&nb"What are you worried about?" Yuan Wu was puzzled.

&nb "I'm worried that you will buy me a middle finger, so how should I wear it." Lin Chengbu answered honestly.

&nb "Am I not the one with the middle finger, it's summer clothes." Yuan Wu was a little speechless.

&nb"You still have a **** mask and a t-shirt," Lin Chengbu was still very worried, "did the coat you bought me have a pattern?"

&nb"When did I wear a patterned coat!" Yuan Wu roared, "The solid color just makes you look less like a candied haws!"

&nb"Oh," Lin Chengbu responded and laughed, "Hey, do you think I'm annoying?"

&nb"Yes." Yuan Wu said.

&nb"Then what should I do?" Lin Chengbu continued in a good mood.

&nb"Hurry back." Yuan Wu said.

&nb Yuan Wu's emotional expression has always been quite direct, even if this emotion is unfamiliar to him now, just like he hates, dislikes and is impatient, his thoughts are also direct, which makes Lin Chengbu feel Feeling caught off guard, I laughed for a long time with a chicken wing in my mouth without putting it in my mouth.

&nb Hao looked at him like a patient, and after he hung up the phone, he said, "Xiao Lin, let me tell you, it's easy to be disgusted when you fall in love like this."

&nb"Why?" Lin Chengbu asked with a smile.

&nb "If the other party feels that you care too much, they will not care so much." Hao Lai educated him seriously.

&nb"Really?" Lin Chengbu took a bite of the chicken wing, "I can express as much as I like."

&nb"To the girl..." Hao Lai wanted to continue.

&nbLin Chengbu smiled and interrupted him directly: "It's not a girl."

&nbHao Lai was stunned, and after a while he said, "Are you a guy?"

&nb"Well," Lin Chengbu nodded, "hey, these chicken wings are not as good as my mother's..."

&nb"Are you in a relationship with a man?" Hao Lai came back to his senses and was even more surprised.

&nb"Yeah," Lin Chengbu took a bite of the meal, then looked at him after thinking about it, "You can change the room if you mind, it's fine."

&nb"No, I didn't mean that," Hao Lai quickly shook his head, "I just didn't expect..."

&nb "Don't be afraid that I have no idea about you." Lin Chengbu said.

&nb"...I'm really not afraid," Hao Lai let him laugh, laughing for a while and then sighing, "Hey, it's not easy for you guys like this."

&nb"It's okay," Lin Chengbu said, "the hard part is over."

&nb When Yuan arrived back downstairs at Lin Chengbu's house in the afternoon, he happened to see the delivery guy parked his car, took his mobile phone and was dialing.

&nb"Hey," he called out when he got out of the car, "Here, did Lin Chengbu order the meal?"

&nb "Yes," the little brother handed over the lunch box, "Do you eat it every day? I've delivered it I don't know how many times."

&nb "Someone forced me to eat every day." Yuan Wu said.

&nbI haven't eaten the lunch yet, and have a late-night snack?

&nbYuan Wu squeezed his waist, eating like a pig every day, feeling like his body was starting to swell.

&nbThe noon meal was a waste of time.

&nb Yuan Wu was stunned when he stepped out of the elevator. This lunch at noon seems... not to be wasted.

&nbThe lunch box is placed on top of the fire cabinet by the door. Standing side by side with the lunch box is a cat. It has slapped the lid of the lunch box open and is eating. Hearing his footsteps, the cat turns around, Watch him warily.

&nb"How did you get up?" Yuan Wu asked in shock, "Is it the elevator or the stairs!"

&nbThe cat didn't answer, just picked up a spring roll, and then slowly raised one front paw, seemingly planning to run.

&nb"You eat," Yuan Wu said, "It's okay, I don't want it anymore."

&nbHe opened the door slowly, then entered the room and closed the door.

&nbThe cat could see from the cat's eyes that the cat remained in the posture of holding the spring roll and raising its front paws for two minutes, and then ran away.

&nbYuan Wu sighed and did not go out to clean up.

&nbThis cat has a big belly. It looks like she is pregnant with a kitten, and she will probably come back to eat later.

&nbYuan Wu put the takeaway in his hand on the table.

&nb He went back to the door and looked out. When he saw the cat, he remembered that he hadn't been to the rescue station for a long, long time.

&nb I used to go often, give some money, and bring some cat food and dog food to send.

&nb The moment he saw the cat, the days of the past came back, and the memories were much clearer than he imagined.

&nbMany small emotions are still in his mind.

&nbThose lonely, aimless, and restless days made him suddenly a little unsteady.

&nbHe always felt that a long time had passed, but in fact, it didn't seem to be long, so many memories were still there, unhappy, uncomfortable, unhappy...

&nbHe opened the lunch box and took a bite. Today's dinner is fried pork ribs with tomatoes, scrambled eggs and corn ribs soup.

&nbIt tastes good.

&nbHe put down his chopsticks, took out his mobile phone and called Lin Chengbu.

&nb He knew that it wasn't the right time to hit the past. Lin Chengbu was either writing that ghost summary or taking a rest to prepare for his training at night.

&nbBut he fought anyway.

&nb I don't know why, the memories of the past suddenly made him panic, but he couldn't understand why he was panicking. He just suddenly felt that Lin Chengbu was like his placebo.

&nbHe needs to take a sip now.

&nb Lin Chengbu quickly answered the phone: "Hello?"

&nb"I'm fine." Yuan Wu said.

&nb"...Oh," Lin Chengbu was stunned, "then you called..."

&nb"Listen to your voice." Yuan Wu said.

&nb"Oh," Lin Chengbu seemed a little surprised. He was stunned for a long time before he said, "Then what should I say for you to listen to?"

&nb"Whatever." Yuan Wu said.

&nb "I...then what..." Lin Cheng stammered, "You...hey, I...I rely on Chef Liu to come. I have to...I need a while...or night... …”

&nb"Say you won't disappear." Yuan Wu said.

&nb"What?" Lin Chengbu was stunned again, but quickly reacted, "I will not disappear, I will always be there, whether you can see me or not."

&nb"Come back soon," Yuan Wu neatly sized the lunch boxes in front, "I don't want to eat takeaway."

&nbThe days go by slowly in two situations.

&nbNo hope and no hope.

&nb Although Yuan Wu didn’t express as much as Lin Chengbu every day, I miss you, I want to go back, and now I look at Chef Liu and want to fast-forward or pull the progress bar, but the number of times I look at the calendar has increased significantly. , I remember very clearly what day of the week it is today.

&nb"It's almost the Chinese New Year," Jiang Chengyu tugged at his phone, "What tricks are you doing this year... Da Qi! How long will it be for the New Year?"

&nb"One month and seven days." Yuan Wu took a sip of wine.

&nbJiang Chengyu turned his face to look at him, then leaned in front of him and stared at him: "Xiao Wu, are you living your life with your fingers right now?"

&nb"You still need a spanner for a few days?" Yuan Wu looked at him, "It's a miracle that this IQ can open a bar."

&nb"How long will Lin Chengbu be back?" Jiang Chengyu asked.

&nb"You miss him?" Yuan Wu said.

&nbJiang Chengyu laughed: "Fuck."

&nbIt's been a few days.

&nb Yuan Wu thought it was very strange, he could remember the days before, two months, one month, twenty days, fifteen days, the closer he got to the day Lin Chengbu came back, the more he could not remember.

&nb Every time I think about it, I only have the concept of "a few days away".

&nbHe has never expected anyone like this, except for Lin Chengbu, probably no one has expected him like this. He may be inexperienced in missing and waiting in remembrance.

&nbI don't understand the numbers.

&nb It wasn't until Lin Chengbu called him early in the morning and woke him up from his dream that he jumped out of the infinite loop of "it's been a few days".

&nb "I'm going to the airport now," Lin Chengbu said, his voice a little out of tune because of his excitement, "I checked the time, and if I'm not late, I'll be there at 12:15 noon, but I think it's definitely late. , I'm embarrassed to say that I'm a plane..."

&nb"Yeah." Yuan Wu looked at the time.

&nb "You don't have to come too early, you don't have to wait if you come later." Lin Chengbu said.

&nb"Yeah." Yuan Wu took another look at the time.

&nb"Uncle," Lin Chengbu said, "why are you so calm? I don't dare to go back if you are like this."

&nb"Ah!" Yuan Wu shouted, "That's great!"

&nbLin Chengbu was probably startled, and didn't say anything for a long time.

&nb"Ha! Ha! Ha!" Yuan Wu continued, "You're finally back! Haha! Is this okay?"

&nb"...you should calm down," Lin Chengbu said, "by the way! I have a request."

&nb"Huh?" Yuan Wu responded.

&nb "I want to drink milk tea, can you bring me a cup?" Lin Chengbu said.

&nb"Okay." Yuan Wu said.

&nb After hanging up, he got up and called Da Qi while changing his clothes: "Are you in the store? Help me get some cream... I'll use it later."