I Just Won’t Play by the Book Chapter 665:
Hearing Master's question, Luo Wenzhou's eyes also flashed a trace of bewilderment, as well as some shame.
Actually, many times he would envy the two senior brothers, thinking that they had a clear goal and would do their best for it.
But it also makes him feel like he's always standing still, as if he's doing something and yet he's not doing anything.
In the beginning, he wanted to help everyone in need.
So no matter how dangerous it is, as long as there is a place where he is needed, he will rush there thousands of miles away.
But after getting acquainted with Master, he found that his little effort alone could not change the world at all.
The vast majority of people still live in endless darkness.
Even if he stretched out his hand to pull them out this time, it wouldn't take long for darkness to cover them again.
This made him gradually lose his direction and feel that everything he did was useless.
Of course, he didn't stop this kind of behavior because of this, as long as he heard that there was danger, he would still rush to the scene as soon as possible.
It's just that after rescuing a crisis, he always feels empty in his heart, because this kind of "victory" is insignificant, and he knows that everything he does is to treat the symptoms, not the root cause.
Later, he also tried to change himself and find his own way.
For example, his senior brother told him that he has a very high talent in the field of elixir, so he worked hard to study elixir.
But he is not a "hard worker" like the elder brother, sitting in front of the tripod all day will only make him feel boring.
Although he felt ashamed of his "impetuousness" more than once, people are different, forcing himself will only be counterproductive.
So Luo Wenzhou gave up this life of sitting in front of a tripod all day, and started looking for something different instead.
He was "assigned" later.
Master asked him to walk around, and Luo Wenzhou knew that Master wanted him to look around, and maybe he could gain something new.
And during this long journey, he has indeed gained a lot of insights.
The so-called "all beings are suffering", it is a desperately difficult thing to really get everyone out of suffering, at least he doesn't know where to start.
But he knew that the master would definitely do it.
So he has a new goal, as long as he firmly follows the master and completes all the tasks assigned by the master, he will definitely be able to lead all sentient beings out of the sea of suffering. Valley
However, he fell into a daze again during the execution. As the master's contact became stronger and stronger, he found that his ability was not enough at all.
Not to mention this time in Yuancheng, even when he was in Tan Kingdom before, he could only help Senior Brother Gu.
This made Luo Wenzhou once again strongly realize that this is not going to work, he must work hard, find the direction he believes in and start running wildly.
"I..." Luo Wenzhou looked up at Master, and sighed, "I'm sorry, Master, I still don't know what I want to do..."
"Then tell me what you are doing every day now."
"After I get up every day, I will practice martial arts with Senior Brother Wu for one hour, and then I will go to the pharmacy to study for two hours. In the afternoon, I will go to some high-level banquets of the Tan Kingdom."
"Banquet?" Jiang Beiran interrupted.
"Well, Senior Brother Gu told me to go. He said that where is the easiest way to get important information, and at the same time get to know more high-level people in the Tan Kingdom."
Nodding his head, Jiang Beiran continued: "So you are already familiar with the high-level circle of Tan Kingdom?"
"I can't say I'm familiar with you, but I do know a lot of people."
As soon as Luo Wenzhou finished speaking, Gu Qinghuan on the side cupped his hands and said, "Senior Brother, what Luo Junior Brother said is too modest. As far as the current situation is concerned, many big sects and families in Tan Kingdom have been infiltrated by his people. .”
"His people?"
"Yeah." Gu Qinghuan nodded, then looked at Luo Wenzhou and said, "Let Junior Brother Luo tell you about this~IndoMTL.com~ Senior Brother Gu is absurd." Luo Wenzhou first bowed his hands to Gu Qinghuan, and then Looking at Jiang Beiran, he replied: "Actually, they are just confidantes. They are very kind. As long as it is something harmless, they are willing to help me."
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After hearing this answer, Jiang Beiran patted Luo Wenzhou on the shoulder in a kind way, and told him that the most suitable route for him was Cowherd, no, to be precise, it should be called male public relations.
Suppressing the urge to complain, Jiang Beiran asked, "Then what do you think is the most fun doing that thing?"
"They are all very happy, but they are all just very happy."
'Huh? ’
Wu Qingce was taken aback when he heard this. He thought that Junior Brother Luo liked to practice with him on time every day, but it doesn't seem to be the case now.
'No wonder every time I ask him to practice his legs for a while, he doesn't want to...'