I Only Want to Farm: Look at it all, they say that I rarely speak, I thought about it half the night last night, and I wrote a lot today…

Look at it all, they say that I seldom speak, I thought about it half the night last night, and I wrote a lot today.

Originally, the decision not to guard against theft yesterday was due to various considerations, and it was also a kind of helpless compromise, but overall I felt relaxed, probably as if I had untied the rope.

But soon someone told me: Da Da, in fact, you are very popular in the pirate literature circle.

I didn't quite understand the meaning of this sentence at the time. Is this a compliment or a derogation?

Then she said that because many novels are pirated, mine is very popular, because most people will download it and read it, so it is very popular.

I was Sparta at the time, because I always felt that the novels I wrote had a lot of typos and thieves.

She said, you don't need money, there is a plot, you can watch it, and because you basically don't ask for tickets, and you rarely ask for this or that, and you don't ask for anything, we all feel that you are not short of money, and wrote It doesn't matter if the novel is pirated.

Looking at it, I feel at ease, watching it, I went all the way from Zuowei watching TXT to farming.

I didn't know what to say at the time, I just teased a little bit, but I couldn't fall asleep when I went to bed last night, so I cried a little for some reason.

Actually, I don't know why I was crying, probably because I thought I did something wrong.

It is true that I am definitely a person who loves money, I have my own financial needs, and I also aspire to be famous and rich like others, but just like my parents educated by honest people-no matter how poor you are, you can’t ask for help. Also try not to bother people.

Yes, I don’t ask for it, of course it’s because I’m a bit lazy, but also because I don’t want to put myself too low, and I don’t want to pretend to be pitiful—actually, I’m not pitiful, but I’m really far from your kind The "Bai Fumei" who writes casually for others to watch for free or sells TXT for free is far behind.

So, I should reveal what kind of person I am... At least I'm not a strong person who doesn't mind being treated harshly.

I am from a rural background, and the county is still a concentrated area of ​​typhoons, a poor county, and my village is still a poor village in the county. I paid fifteen yuan, and the books in the store cost more than twenty, because I told my classmates how much money I had, and it seemed that I couldn’t afford it. The staff member heard it and said one thing—don’t buy it, don’t touch it.

This sentence left a deep impression on me, and I can't forget it until now.

Then I didn’t have a mobile phone until I was in the third year of high school, and I didn’t know how to use it at the time. However, when I was studying, I met people of the same age.

Later, when I went to Ningbo at university, I took the bus for the first time. My sister from the same village took me there. At this age, you should start using facial cleanser.

After graduating, it’s difficult to find a job, let’s not talk about it. My family is definitely not able to help, and girls, the family’s network resources will basically not be used on me. I have tried to drag a suitcase to a city. The dilemma of dragging the suitcase back that night.

However, the difficulty in finding a job has something to do with my failure to study well. There are many people like me, so there is nothing to complain about. After all, this is also a causal relationship.

Then let's talk about the present, after all, the present is the most important.

In fact, I think now is the time when I feel the poorest, because I grew up and know how important money is.

Last year, my mother accidentally knocked out a tooth. It was an incisor, yes, an incisor. It sounds awkward, because it is too expensive to make a front tooth, and it costs several thousand.

Later, when her relatives and children got married, she had to go out to drink, and her aunts and uncles all persuaded her to get one, otherwise it would be too much.

PS: When my mother was young, she was famous in several nearby villages for her good looks.

She was very hesitant, and I couldn't stand it anymore, so I gave her money and forced her to have her teeth done, otherwise her teeth would still be leaking, but I also chose the cheapest one, and didn't dare to use too much force when eating.

There is also March and April this year. Our hometown has a lot of tea, which is also lucky. The tea in the first season is very expensive, and the old and young in the village are very happy. My parents are also, although they have to get up at four o'clock in the morning. It takes an hour to pick tea in the mountains by tricycle, but they may think that if they can make money, it’s not hard work. It’s useless to persuade me, but no one thought that the day after my mother picked tea, 9,000 yuan was stolen from the house by thieves. many.

At that time, I was worried that they would be too sad, so I gave them 10,000 yuan, but my mother didn't want it, and said: It's okay, this is probably fate.

But she told me later that she endured it, because she believed in Buddhism, it would be good to recite some sutras silently, there are gains and losses, but my father was in great pain, and he sent her to Chashan at five o'clock the next day At that time, I said: Why is it so hard to be a human being.

During those two days, my dad's face was gray and defeated.

More than nine thousand, how many things will he have to do to earn it back?

And with the mentality that the family had lost more than 9,000 yuan in advance, my mother had to brave rainy days and hot days from picking tea in the morning to evening, eating two dry bread and a bottle of water a day.

After that, every day of hard work was to make up for more than 9,000 losses. I think this kind of gain and loss is no less than a kind of spiritual torture-your efforts are always just to make up for losses, not gains.

Or everyone can compare their hearts.

Actually, I have been out of the society for many years. I graduated in 12 years and wrote novels full-time in 13 years. Sticking to the family, I set aside 3,000 yuan for my food expenses for the next month at that time—I thought, after these few years, I would help my family build a house, at least I would be worthy of my daughter’s filial piety.

Then I only started to save my own money last year~IndoMTL.com~Because I am not young, I am 27.

Are these pitiful? I'm not pitiful, I don't suffer from any disease, I don't have a husband or child to raise, and I'm still a single dog. At two o'clock, I just think that if I really want to die alone in the future, I can save a small house and live a small life by myself, so please don't think of me as a person who wants nothing , I just... can't let go.

It is said that laughing at the poor is not laughing at the prostitute. I am always afraid that I will become the most philistine person, and I am envious of other people's achievements and income. I can get my own legitimate income, so, I am very touched by those who have been reading the original version, and I will be grateful to those who read the pirated version, but I hope you can try your best to read the original version. Because your monthly subscription of 10 yuan can give me more comfort.

Basically, it is very possible that Zhongtian is also the last book. When I started writing it, I had already planned it to be a farewell article on Girls.com, because I am a little tired from always standing still.

I hope everyone can cherish this last fate,

(End of this chapter)