I Really Didn’t Want to Be the Savior Chapter 297: Obsessive-compulsive disorder
It didn't take long for today's master Song Siyu to return.
The girl is not tall, with refreshing short hair, and her face looks a little childish, giving people a very clean feeling.
She also wears very simple round-rimmed glasses and dresses in a very simple style. She doesn't look like Miss Song family from a prominent family in Hanzhou at all, but rather a young student from an ordinary family.
When Chen Feng saw the real person for the first time, he only felt that the other person looked more like Ou Qinglan than in the photo.
He wants to beat Fatty Ou again.
It's really a delicate flower in the rich cow dung, the world is getting worse, and people's hearts are not ancient.
"Master, this is Song Siyu. She also admires you very much."
Fatty Ou held Song Siyu's hand and introduced happily.
Chen Feng forbears jealousy, and pretends to nod deeply, "Not bad, congratulations."
"Thank you, Master!"
Fatty hasn't answered yet, but Song Siyu answered loudly with a crisp voice.
Fatty Ou is not polite, Song Siyu really admires Chen Feng, whether it is academic or artistic, Chen Feng can be called her double idol.
She is particularly interested in the quantum programming concept proposed by Chen Feng. After seeing Chen Feng, she can't walk. The teacher on the left and the teacher chatter and ask questions, and incarnates into a hundred thousand whys.
This girl looks quiet, but in fact she has an active temperament, quite detached and familiar.
Before Chen Feng said anything, she had already learned from the fat man to beat the snake and follow the stick to arrange the master's name.
Previously, Chen Feng wondered how these two people with such a big difference in image got together.
Now he understands, it really isn't that everyone doesn't enter the house, it's all fate.
If Fatty Ou couldn't stand it any longer and dragged him away, Song Siyu would have stayed here and chased Chen Feng all night.
When she was about to leave, Song Siyu struggled to ask if she could go back to China to work directly at Xingfeng Research Institute after finishing her Ph.D.
Chen Feng shied this matter to Ryan, saying that he did not care about specific affairs at the institute.
After a long time, Fatty Ou walked back embarrassedly while wiping away his sweat, "I'm sorry, Master, my daughter-in-law is so familiar with her, she has no manners, she reads too much and her brain is stupid."
Chen Feng said angrily: "It's as if you don't know it by yourself. Do you read a lot?"
As soon as Fatty recalled the process of being attached to Master, he seemed to be in the same boat as his wife.
"It's alright, alright, go on with your business, you are the protagonist today, don't worry about me."
We were all our own people, so there wasn't so much red tape. Everyone sat and chatted, chatted, gave some red envelopes, and gave some small gifts. New 81 Chinese website updates the fastest mobile terminal: https:/
Chen Feng walked around with Meng Xiaozhou and Ryan, chatting with everyone about the events of the past few days, to stabilize the military.
Then he chatted casually with Chen Li, He Jiaqi and others to maintain their relationship.
In the end, he couldn't resist the saucy maiden Mai Hui, and when he regained his senses, he realized that he had promised He Jiaqi another song.
Master Chen felt overwhelmed, but he could be said to have realized what Zheng Rou said about Mai Hui at the beginning, "It's very hot, and a special event will come."
Chen Li and the others next to him envied He Jiaqi's good fortune. There was an agent who was so good at communicating with Chen Feng. It seemed to others that it was difficult for others, but Mai Hui did it so smoothly.
Chen Li began to wonder, should he also bring an assistant who is in the same vein as Mai Hui's style, and come to Maimang?
Qin Lu is thinking, if she wants to change her style and take a more neutral route, then maybe there is still hope for the monkey plan.
Otherwise, the boss looks more and more immortal now, and there is no hope if he doesn't work harder.
Then there is the banquet. The chefs responsible for the banquet are all from the star-rated hotels under the Ouhe Group.
At the lively banquet, Fatty Ou jumped up and down, got carried away, and drank a lot.
When the banquet was over, everyone was chatting again, and from time to time the two of them sang and danced. There were many Mai Ba who reproduced the real original sound, which is the ultimate KTV in the world.
Chen Feng was encouraged to sing a song with Zhong Lei, Lu Wei and Qin Lu respectively.
Although Chen Feng's voice is average, his pitch is not bad now. With the help of professional singers, his level is still a little interesting.
He even sang two "new songs" that he promised to He Jiaqi and Chen Li respectively.
The creation of this scene detonated the atmosphere to the extreme, just like the demeanor of the king of the music world, and almost made a passive debut.
When the commotion was almost over, the time unknowingly went past nine o'clock in the night.
Ou Junlang called everyone together and invited them to raise a glass to celebrate.
In fact, Fatty had already drank a lot at noon, but it was all occasional wine. Tonight, he was really happy, and he drank every time he met anyone.
"That, hiccup... Master and brothers and sisters, thank you all. I'm happy today, I'm really happy! But I want to say something from my heart, everyone thinks I'm rich, and I'm having a bad time. People envy or something. But in fact, everyone knows me, and I, Ou Junlang, are really simple."
"I don't want anything else in my life. One is to sing, but to marry Song Siyu. I have been looking forward to this since I was five years old. Now I have achieved both of my dreams. Here is one person I want to thank most, this one. People are my masters! Chen Feng, Master Chen! I will respect Master first with this cup! Master, do it! You must do this cup of wine!"
Fatty Ou really drank so much that he dared to force Chen Feng's wine.
Chen Feng didn't blame him, he smiled and sighed.
With his current physique, no amount of alcohol would be a problem.
After thanking Chen Feng, the fat man turned his head and thanked Song Siyu again. He didn't know who was going to let the two of them have a drink.
The fat man responded.
But some people say that Song Siyu's hand is juice, not wine, and it doesn't count.
Chen Feng's heart thumped, and he was about to stop it, but the fat man who was so drunk that his tongue was knotted did not agree.
He cheered up and waved his hand very manly, "That's not good! My wife can't drink now!"
When he said this, the fat man put his hand on Song Siyu's stomach very gently, and his face was filled with happiness.
Song Siyu lowered his head shyly, looked at Bai Shengsheng's big hand around his waist, and quietly put down his left hand and placed it on the back of Fatty Ou's hand.
She looked sideways at the fat man.
The two looked at each other, their eyes filled with unbearable sweetness.
The light sprinkled on the two of them, like a waterfall of light pouring down, the romantic atmosphere is both incompatible and moving.
Meng Xiaozhou took the lead, "Kiss one!"
Chen Li and the others followed in unison, and even Lu Wei blended into the atmosphere, waving and shouting.
Everyone laughed and envied.
There were only two people in the audience who were silent.
One is Chen Feng, who stood quietly watching this scene, and the other is Zhong Lei, who kept his eyes on Chen Feng from beginning to end.
Chen Feng didn't want to do this. He also wanted to blend in with the atmosphere, but he couldn't.
His thinking is very divergent, and this picture reminds me of some things and a lot of things.
He was jealous when everyone was in the midst of joy.
He thought of his daughter who was struggling in the timeline time and time again, but could not be born.
My grandfather was very concerned about this matter before he left, but in the end he was disappointed.
Even though Grandpa changed the subject quickly, Chen Feng still saw the loss in his eyes.
As for this life, Chen Feng knows very well that his genetic level is too high, and it is theoretically impossible for him and Zhong Lei to give birth to future generations.
Born in the 21st century, Zhong Lei does not have the genetic arousal of the 31st century.
Even a future top commander like Tang Tianxin, who has almost reached the limit of 35%, and whose brain structure is different from ordinary people, has only 1 in 10,000 hit rate.
In the tens of billions of large-scale matchmaking in the next several timelines, only Tang Tianxin will always be selected.
Zhong Lei in the 21st century cannot have a result with him.
But the fat man is good. The fetuses in Song Siyu's womb will be passed down from generation to generation, and there will inevitably be such amazing and brilliant descendants as Ou Qinglan.
Fatty is really lucky, whether it is the posture of reincarnation, the posture of hugging the thigh, or even the posture of giving birth to a baby, it is first-class.
Fatty lives a relaxed and comfortable life, carefree and free.
Even in the two timelines in which he played with the Brexit Group, he did not receive much criticism. Anyway, he seemed to work hard but was actually heartless and happy for a lifetime.
After he gets his own "care", not to mention, he can not only do what he likes, but also marry the person he likes, and also get excellent descendants.
This is the perfect life.
But Chen Feng looked back at himself, not to mention his childhood experiences. Now he obviously already has a golden finger, and he has the same amount of money as Fatty, and his social status is also much higher than Fatty. unhappy life.
Chen Feng knew what the problem was.
As long as a person can satisfy his basic requirements with money, his happiness in life is not absolutely related to money, power and status.
It's just that most people's demands happen to be money, power, status, and beauty, so the world mistakenly thinks that they can be satisfied by getting these.
But in fact, this concept is wrong at the source.
Satisfaction is only related to whether the person can achieve his inner aspirations.
The simpler the appeal, the easier it is to reach the end of the dream.
Chen Feng's demands are too great and too difficult to satisfy, so his heart is always empty, his heart is like duckweed, and he has nowhere to go.
He sighed secretly and spread his hands to himself.
He whispered to himself: "So I really don't want to be the savior of the world. It would be great if I was the same as I was. Alas."
He felt powerless about the status quo, clenched his fists and gritted his teeth.
Chen Feng can reverse the future, but he cannot reverse everything he has experienced in the 21st century and his changed mentality.
Zhong Lei quietly reached out and grabbed his sleeve.
Her fingers were hard, and her fingernails were a little whitish.
Lu Wei, who had been pretending to blend in with the crowd, flicked her eyes to this side, but she retracted the lightning with a guilty conscience.
Lu Wei shouted with more strength, "Kiss one!"
Ou Junlang and Song Siyu finally kissed gently. First release https://https://
Chen Feng turned his face away and walked to the pond on the other side.
Early summer nights are not too cold.
Today is the 30th day of the lunar calendar. There are no stars and moons in the sky.
Only the shimmering light of a night light can be reflected in the lake.
Chen Feng took out his hands from his pockets and leaned on the railing by the lake, staring at the shadows in the lake in a daze.
"You have always had something on your mind, and your mind is not as simple as a nightmare."
Zhong Lei next to him said softly.
Chen Feng nodded, "Yes, you saw through it."
"Why can't you say it? You should give us a little confidence, maybe we can help you share."
Zhong Lei mustered up her courage and said this.
Chen Feng pondered for a long time.
For a split second, he was almost relieved.
If the person who asked him this sentence was not Zhong Lei, but Ryan, maybe he would have said it right away.
Zhong Lei's feelings for him are getting deeper and deeper now, and she even wrote a sublimated version of "Sleepwalking Virgo" for him, but the more this is the case, the more difficult it is for Chen Feng.
He tilted his head slightly and looked at the long-haired woman who was still young at this time, with her arms raised and her feet raised, and suddenly remembered how much he cried at his twilight wedding in the previous timeline.
He finally understood his state of mind at that time.
I owe her so much.
I lied to her all my life with my feelings.
The harder she worked and the better she did, the more I couldn't break free from the guilt.
If you want to be a life-long deceiver and deceive your feelings, you need to tell lies all your life, which is both simple and difficult.
Chen Feng even thought that maybe only by becoming a real politician can he get used to this kind of life framed by lies.
He even wanted to call himself a fool.
Since you have done something very shameless, why can't you face the reality calmly, let go of your senseless moral values, and be a good liar.
Anyway, even without me, she'd be alone, wouldn't she?
At least I lied to give her a sweet dream, didn't I?
Grandpa taught me the truth, so that I live up to everyone who treats me well.
I continue to lie, should it be considered to her?
Really?
But isn't it better to tell the truth?
Chen Feng is lost.
Zhong Lei didn't know what Chen Feng was thinking, but she just keenly sensed the loosening of Chen Feng's heart.
She decides to go further.
Zhong Lei suddenly grabbed Chen Feng's hand holding the railing, "Speak it out, no matter what it is, from now on, can you try to dress lightly?"
Feeling the warmth and delicate touch from the palm of his hand, Chen Feng was shocked.
A terrible thought came to his mind.
Do I really believe her once?
A little more revealing?
Try it?
Zhong Lei is not an ordinary person. Maybe I should have more confidence in her ability and potential, and in her persistence in her dreams?
Chen Feng began to wonder, perhaps if she hadn't been bound by her false love, would she have done better?
She doesn't have to wait for nothing in the lie, and she can deceive almost everyone in the world with more peace of mind.
Once this thought popped up in his mind, it was out of control.
Things are always changing, and different strategies should be adopted at different stages.
Chen Feng could have continued to deceive Zhong Lei with peace of mind.
But as Zhong Lei gets deeper and deeper, although her talent is still there, her personality has undergone tremendous changes.
She became more and more considerate, and used her keen sense of music to Chen Feng.
When Chen Feng's state changes, she can immediately find out and take action subconsciously.
From Chen Feng's point of view, she is gradually sinking, and she puts too much attention on herself.
After all, her thinking went into a misunderstanding,
Chen Feng thought, I should have woken up long ago. As she continued to break out and even wrote "Sleepwalking Virgo" in advance, I should face the reality.
She has accumulated to a certain extent, and the stage of using false love to bind her is about to end.
I became her shackle instead.
I should let it go.
He took a deep breath and said, "Wait, I'll think about it first."
He's thinking about language.
In fact, he could have kept this matter in the bag and waited for "going" to do it.
If you find something wrong, you can still try it out.
But his intuition and emotion are telling him not to live like a shameless thief by opportunistic tricks, but to be more responsible and take responsibility for what he does.
Don't kidnap Zhong Lei again, just now, give her back the real freedom and give her the power of choice.
Just like her unconditional trust in herself, she should also unconditionally trust her once, believing that she can still do it.
As Tang Tianxin said, I believe in my comrades in arms.
Some things, staying behind is a lack of self-confidence.
If I want to win, I have to win completely!
Do everything that can be done well, bet big, and bet that Zhong Lei will shine even stronger after liberation.
"Zhong Lei."
"Hmm."
"Have you ever wondered why I had to ask you to write songs inspired by gold records."
Zhong Lei: "You know, didn't you say that, you want to leave more things for this world. This song can change the times and make the excellent become even better. I have never seen anything more than this. Great dreams."
Chen Feng nodded: "Well. Is this also your dream?"
Zhong Lei added: "Yes. I am very grateful that you gave me the opportunity and gave me this inspiration. You know that I have always wanted to leave some more valuable works~IndoMTL.com~ This is my most valuable work. Great opportunity. If you hadn't come up with the idea and found Ryan to help us, I wouldn't have done it."
"I've gradually come to realize that maybe the value of my whole life's songs can't be compared to this one. When I think that my name will still be remembered and sung because of it after a thousand years, I I'm shivering with excitement now."
Looking at her radiant expression when she spoke, Chen Feng remembered what she had said.
"What's the use of looking good, no matter how good-looking the skin is, there will be a day when the chest sags and the face is full of folds. It is really meaningful to live a lifetime, how many things that will never go out of style can be left behind."
She has changed a lot, but she has never changed.
Chen Feng took a deep breath and asked one more question, "Is it your own dream to complete it, or to complete it for me?"
He wants to be the first answer, then he will have no worries.
Zhong Lei pondered for a few seconds, "Have each."
Chen Feng: "Huh?"
"I didn't want so much, I just naively believed that I could do it, and I planned to try it like this all my life. I didn't live in vain if I succeeded, and I deserved it if I didn't. But you teach me You have given me a lot of things, and you also came up with this creative method with your imaginative thinking, and then I will complete it. Therefore, in my dream, you and music are half and half.”
Chen Feng froze.
Why doesn't your answer follow the formula?
Are you trying to kill my obsessive-compulsive disorder?
I Really Didn’t Want to Be the Savior Chapter 297: Obsessive-compulsive disorder
It didn't take long for today's master Song Siyu to return.
The girl is not tall, with refreshing short hair, and her face looks a little childish, giving people a very clean feeling.
She also wears very simple round-rimmed glasses and dresses in a very simple style. She doesn't look like Miss Song family from a prominent family in Hanzhou at all, but rather a young student from an ordinary family.
When Chen Feng saw the real person for the first time, he only felt that the other person looked more like Ou Qinglan than in the photo.
He wants to beat Fatty Ou again.
It's really a delicate flower in the rich cow dung, the world is getting worse, and people's hearts are not ancient.
"Master, this is Song Siyu. She also admires you very much."
Fatty Ou held Song Siyu's hand and introduced happily.
Chen Feng forbears jealousy, and pretends to nod deeply, "Not bad, congratulations."
"Thank you, Master!"
Fatty hasn't answered yet, but Song Siyu answered loudly with a crisp voice.
Fatty Ou is not polite, Song Siyu really admires Chen Feng, whether it is academic or artistic, Chen Feng can be called her double idol.
She is particularly interested in the quantum programming concept proposed by Chen Feng. After seeing Chen Feng, she can't walk. The teacher on the left and the teacher chatter and ask questions, and incarnates into a hundred thousand whys.
This girl looks quiet, but in fact she has an active temperament, quite detached and familiar.
Before Chen Feng said anything, she had already learned from the fat man to beat the snake and follow the stick to arrange the master's name.
Previously, Chen Feng wondered how these two people with such a big difference in image got together.
Now he understands, it really isn't that everyone doesn't enter the house, it's all fate.
If Fatty Ou couldn't stand it any longer and dragged him away, Song Siyu would have stayed here and chased Chen Feng all night.
When she was about to leave, Song Siyu struggled to ask if she could go back to China to work directly at Xingfeng Research Institute after finishing her Ph.D.
Chen Feng shied this matter to Ryan, saying that he did not care about specific affairs at the institute.
After a long time, Fatty Ou walked back embarrassedly while wiping away his sweat, "I'm sorry, Master, my daughter-in-law is so familiar with her, she has no manners, she reads too much and her brain is stupid."
Chen Feng said angrily: "It's as if you don't know it by yourself. Do you read a lot?"
As soon as Fatty recalled the process of being attached to Master, he seemed to be in the same boat as his wife.
"It's alright, alright, go on with your business, you are the protagonist today, don't worry about me."
We were all our own people, so there wasn't so much red tape. Everyone sat and chatted, chatted, gave some red envelopes, and gave some small gifts. New 81 Chinese website updates the fastest mobile terminal: https:/
Chen Feng walked around with Meng Xiaozhou and Ryan, chatting with everyone about the events of the past few days, to stabilize the military.
Then he chatted casually with Chen Li, He Jiaqi and others to maintain their relationship.
In the end, he couldn't resist the saucy maiden Mai Hui, and when he regained his senses, he realized that he had promised He Jiaqi another song.
Master Chen felt overwhelmed, but he could be said to have realized what Zheng Rou said about Mai Hui at the beginning, "It's very hot, and a special event will come."
Chen Li and the others next to him envied He Jiaqi's good fortune. There was an agent who was so good at communicating with Chen Feng. It seemed to others that it was difficult for others, but Mai Hui did it so smoothly.
Chen Li began to wonder, should he also bring an assistant who is in the same vein as Mai Hui's style, and come to Maimang?
Qin Lu is thinking, if she wants to change her style and take a more neutral route, then maybe there is still hope for the monkey plan.
Otherwise, the boss looks more and more immortal now, and there is no hope if he doesn't work harder.
Then there is the banquet. The chefs responsible for the banquet are all from the star-rated hotels under the Ouhe Group.
At the lively banquet, Fatty Ou jumped up and down, got carried away, and drank a lot.
When the banquet was over, everyone was chatting again, and from time to time the two of them sang and danced. There were many Mai Ba who reproduced the real original sound, which is the ultimate KTV in the world.
Chen Feng was encouraged to sing a song with Zhong Lei, Lu Wei and Qin Lu respectively.
Although Chen Feng's voice is average, his pitch is not bad now. With the help of professional singers, his level is still a little interesting.
He even sang two "new songs" that he promised to He Jiaqi and Chen Li respectively.
The creation of this scene detonated the atmosphere to the extreme, just like the demeanor of the king of the music world, and almost made a passive debut.
When the commotion was almost over, the time unknowingly went past nine o'clock in the night.
Ou Junlang called everyone together and invited them to raise a glass to celebrate.
In fact, Fatty had already drank a lot at noon, but it was all occasional wine. Tonight, he was really happy, and he drank every time he met anyone.
"That, hiccup... Master and brothers and sisters, thank you all. I'm happy today, I'm really happy! But I want to say something from my heart, everyone thinks I'm rich, and I'm having a bad time. People envy or something. But in fact, everyone knows me, and I, Ou Junlang, are really simple."
"I don't want anything else in my life. One is to sing, but to marry Song Siyu. I have been looking forward to this since I was five years old. Now I have achieved both of my dreams. Here is one person I want to thank most, this one. People are my masters! Chen Feng, Master Chen! I will respect Master first with this cup! Master, do it! You must do this cup of wine!"
Fatty Ou really drank so much that he dared to force Chen Feng's wine.
Chen Feng didn't blame him, he smiled and sighed.
With his current physique, no amount of alcohol would be a problem.
After thanking Chen Feng, the fat man turned his head and thanked Song Siyu again. He didn't know who was going to let the two of them have a drink.
The fat man responded.
But some people say that Song Siyu's hand is juice, not wine, and it doesn't count.
Chen Feng's heart thumped, and he was about to stop it, but the fat man who was so drunk that his tongue was knotted did not agree.
He cheered up and waved his hand very manly, "That's not good! My wife can't drink now!"
When he said this, the fat man put his hand on Song Siyu's stomach very gently, and his face was filled with happiness.
Song Siyu lowered his head shyly, looked at Bai Shengsheng's big hand around his waist, and quietly put down his left hand and placed it on the back of Fatty Ou's hand.
She looked sideways at the fat man.
The two looked at each other, their eyes filled with unbearable sweetness.
The light sprinkled on the two of them, like a waterfall of light pouring down, the romantic atmosphere is both incompatible and moving.
Meng Xiaozhou took the lead, "Kiss one!"
Chen Li and the others followed in unison, and even Lu Wei blended into the atmosphere, waving and shouting.
Everyone laughed and envied.
There were only two people in the audience who were silent.
One is Chen Feng, who stood quietly watching this scene, and the other is Zhong Lei, who kept his eyes on Chen Feng from beginning to end.
Chen Feng didn't want to do this. He also wanted to blend in with the atmosphere, but he couldn't.
His thinking is very divergent, and this picture reminds me of some things and a lot of things.
He was jealous when everyone was in the midst of joy.
He thought of his daughter who was struggling in the timeline time and time again, but could not be born.
My grandfather was very concerned about this matter before he left, but in the end he was disappointed.
Even though Grandpa changed the subject quickly, Chen Feng still saw the loss in his eyes.
As for this life, Chen Feng knows very well that his genetic level is too high, and it is theoretically impossible for him and Zhong Lei to give birth to future generations.
Born in the 21st century, Zhong Lei does not have the genetic arousal of the 31st century.
Even a future top commander like Tang Tianxin, who has almost reached the limit of 35%, and whose brain structure is different from ordinary people, has only 1 in 10,000 hit rate.
In the tens of billions of large-scale matchmaking in the next several timelines, only Tang Tianxin will always be selected.
Zhong Lei in the 21st century cannot have a result with him.
But the fat man is good. The fetuses in Song Siyu's womb will be passed down from generation to generation, and there will inevitably be such amazing and brilliant descendants as Ou Qinglan.
Fatty is really lucky, whether it is the posture of reincarnation, the posture of hugging the thigh, or even the posture of giving birth to a baby, it is first-class.
Fatty lives a relaxed and comfortable life, carefree and free.
Even in the two timelines in which he played with the Brexit Group, he did not receive much criticism. Anyway, he seemed to work hard but was actually heartless and happy for a lifetime.
After he gets his own "care", not to mention, he can not only do what he likes, but also marry the person he likes, and also get excellent descendants.
This is the perfect life.
But Chen Feng looked back at himself, not to mention his childhood experiences. Now he obviously already has a golden finger, and he has the same amount of money as Fatty, and his social status is also much higher than Fatty. unhappy life.
Chen Feng knew what the problem was.
As long as a person can satisfy his basic requirements with money, his happiness in life is not absolutely related to money, power and status.
It's just that most people's demands happen to be money, power, status, and beauty, so the world mistakenly thinks that they can be satisfied by getting these.
But in fact, this concept is wrong at the source.
Satisfaction is only related to whether the person can achieve his inner aspirations.
The simpler the appeal, the easier it is to reach the end of the dream.
Chen Feng's demands are too great and too difficult to satisfy, so his heart is always empty, his heart is like duckweed, and he has nowhere to go.
He sighed secretly and spread his hands to himself.
He whispered to himself: "So I really don't want to be the savior of the world. It would be great if I was the same as I was. Alas."
He felt powerless about the status quo, clenched his fists and gritted his teeth.
Chen Feng can reverse the future, but he cannot reverse everything he has experienced in the 21st century and his changed mentality.
Zhong Lei quietly reached out and grabbed his sleeve.
Her fingers were hard, and her fingernails were a little whitish.
Lu Wei, who had been pretending to blend in with the crowd, flicked her eyes to this side, but she retracted the lightning with a guilty conscience.
Lu Wei shouted with more strength, "Kiss one!"
Ou Junlang and Song Siyu finally kissed gently. First release https://https://
Chen Feng turned his face away and walked to the pond on the other side.
Early summer nights are not too cold.
Today is the 30th day of the lunar calendar. There are no stars and moons in the sky.
Only the shimmering light of a night light can be reflected in the lake.
Chen Feng took out his hands from his pockets and leaned on the railing by the lake, staring at the shadows in the lake in a daze.
"You have always had something on your mind, and your mind is not as simple as a nightmare."
Zhong Lei next to him said softly.
Chen Feng nodded, "Yes, you saw through it."
"Why can't you say it? You should give us a little confidence, maybe we can help you share."
Zhong Lei mustered up her courage and said this.
Chen Feng pondered for a long time.
For a split second, he was almost relieved.
If the person who asked him this sentence was not Zhong Lei, but Ryan, maybe he would have said it right away.
Zhong Lei's feelings for him are getting deeper and deeper now, and she even wrote a sublimated version of "Sleepwalking Virgo" for him, but the more this is the case, the more difficult it is for Chen Feng.
He tilted his head slightly and looked at the long-haired woman who was still young at this time, with her arms raised and her feet raised, and suddenly remembered how much he cried at his twilight wedding in the previous timeline.
He finally understood his state of mind at that time.
I owe her so much.
I lied to her all my life with my feelings.
The harder she worked and the better she did, the more I couldn't break free from the guilt.
If you want to be a life-long deceiver and deceive your feelings, you need to tell lies all your life, which is both simple and difficult.
Chen Feng even thought that maybe only by becoming a real politician can he get used to this kind of life framed by lies.
He even wanted to call himself a fool.
Since you have done something very shameless, why can't you face the reality calmly, let go of your senseless moral values, and be a good liar.
Anyway, even without me, she'd be alone, wouldn't she?
At least I lied to give her a sweet dream, didn't I?
Grandpa taught me the truth, so that I live up to everyone who treats me well.
I continue to lie, should it be considered to her?
Really?
But isn't it better to tell the truth?
Chen Feng is lost.
Zhong Lei didn't know what Chen Feng was thinking, but she just keenly sensed the loosening of Chen Feng's heart.
She decides to go further.
Zhong Lei suddenly grabbed Chen Feng's hand holding the railing, "Speak it out, no matter what it is, from now on, can you try to dress lightly?"
Feeling the warmth and delicate touch from the palm of his hand, Chen Feng was shocked.
A terrible thought came to his mind.
Do I really believe her once?
A little more revealing?
Try it?
Zhong Lei is not an ordinary person. Maybe I should have more confidence in her ability and potential, and in her persistence in her dreams?
Chen Feng began to wonder, perhaps if she hadn't been bound by her false love, would she have done better?
She doesn't have to wait for nothing in the lie, and she can deceive almost everyone in the world with more peace of mind.
Once this thought popped up in his mind, it was out of control.
Things are always changing, and different strategies should be adopted at different stages.
Chen Feng could have continued to deceive Zhong Lei with peace of mind.
But as Zhong Lei gets deeper and deeper, although her talent is still there, her personality has undergone tremendous changes.
She became more and more considerate, and used her keen sense of music to Chen Feng.
When Chen Feng's state changes, she can immediately find out and take action subconsciously.
From Chen Feng's point of view, she is gradually sinking, and she puts too much attention on herself.
After all, her thinking went into a misunderstanding,
Chen Feng thought, I should have woken up long ago. As she continued to break out and even wrote "Sleepwalking Virgo" in advance, I should face the reality.
She has accumulated to a certain extent, and the stage of using false love to bind her is about to end.
I became her shackle instead.
I should let it go.
He took a deep breath and said, "Wait, I'll think about it first."
He's thinking about language.
In fact, he could have kept this matter in the bag and waited for "going" to do it.
If you find something wrong, you can still try it out.
But his intuition and emotion are telling him not to live like a shameless thief by opportunistic tricks, but to be more responsible and take responsibility for what he does.
Don't kidnap Zhong Lei again, just now, give her back the real freedom and give her the power of choice.
Just like her unconditional trust in herself, she should also unconditionally trust her once, believing that she can still do it.
As Tang Tianxin said, I believe in my comrades in arms.
Some things, staying behind is a lack of self-confidence.
If I want to win, I have to win completely!
Do everything that can be done well, bet big, and bet that Zhong Lei will shine even stronger after liberation.
"Zhong Lei."
"Hmm."
"Have you ever wondered why I had to ask you to write songs inspired by gold records."
Zhong Lei: "You know, didn't you say that, you want to leave more things for this world. This song can change the times and make the excellent become even better. I have never seen anything more than this. Great dreams."
Chen Feng nodded: "Well. Is this also your dream?"
Zhong Lei added: "Yes. I am very grateful that you gave me the opportunity and gave me this inspiration. You know that I have always wanted to leave some more valuable works~IndoMTL.com~ This is my most valuable work. Great opportunity. If you hadn't come up with the idea and found Ryan to help us, I wouldn't have done it."
"I've gradually come to realize that maybe the value of my whole life's songs can't be compared to this one. When I think that my name will still be remembered and sung because of it after a thousand years, I I'm shivering with excitement now."
Looking at her radiant expression when she spoke, Chen Feng remembered what she had said.
"What's the use of looking good, no matter how good-looking the skin is, there will be a day when the chest sags and the face is full of folds. It is really meaningful to live a lifetime, how many things that will never go out of style can be left behind."
She has changed a lot, but she has never changed.
Chen Feng took a deep breath and asked one more question, "Is it your own dream to complete it, or to complete it for me?"
He wants to be the first answer, then he will have no worries.
Zhong Lei pondered for a few seconds, "Have each."
Chen Feng: "Huh?"
"I didn't want so much, I just naively believed that I could do it, and I planned to try it like this all my life. I didn't live in vain if I succeeded, and I deserved it if I didn't. But you teach me You have given me a lot of things, and you also came up with this creative method with your imaginative thinking, and then I will complete it. Therefore, in my dream, you and music are half and half.”
Chen Feng froze.
Why doesn't your answer follow the formula?
Are you trying to kill my obsessive-compulsive disorder?