I Really Didn’t Want to Be the Savior Chapter 631: Civilization and Individual
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Tong Ling is not good at words.
With her current logical thinking, she is unable to organize gorgeous rhetoric to mobilize the emotions of others.
All her decisions come from the instinctive judgment at the bottom of her mind.
Although she doesn't understand what kind of flowery intestines are, she knows what is right, what is wrong, and what kind of strategy to use to achieve what kind of goal under what kind of situation.
Tong Ling's way of thinking about problems is both profound and simple. She is like a perfect logical judgment aid that has not yet been produced. She can always use the fastest speed to see the essence through the phenomenon and make things within the limit of her ability. The best choice is like the eminent monk after the epiphany of Buddhism, and like the Taoist real person who returns to the sect of Taoism.
Due to the change of personal thinking and the birth of freezing technology, Tong Ling found a second goal for her life outside the war, meeting Chen Feng.
But seeing Chen Feng is still just her personal emotional need. Her highest pursuit out of a sense of historical responsibility is still to complete the expedition with the Unknown Fleet.
From the moment she set foot on the Unknown Fleet, Tong Ling's highest aspiration has never changed from beginning to end, and like Qin Guang, it has not changed to this day.
The next second, a woman's voice sounded in the projection.
"Who am I? Who are you?"
The voice sounded cold and emotionless, but the listener could vaguely hear the smell of lost lambs.
The thought capture team quickly gave answers, and the information was synchronized to everyone's eyes. Whether it was the audience in the prison ship or other ordinary fleet personnel who had regained their freedom, they all knew that the owner of the voice was Tang Yinghu.
It wasn't the prisoners who calmed down Tong Ling's behavior first, but the mind-capturing team who had been studying Tang Yingyu's psychological activities.
These people were stunned on the spot.
"Something's wrong, why can Instructor Tong read Tang Yinghu's thoughts? We've only been listening to rustling noises for so many years, what's the reason?"
Someone shouted so depressed.
No one can answer him, just as no one can question why Tong Ling didn't say it earlier.
The unintentional act without needing or being able to explain it to anyone.
Tang Yinghu's words did not end here, but continued, and people's ears sounded one question after another.
"Am I like you?"
"What does it mean to be alive?"
"Does it mean to be alive?"
"Can I communicate with people to live?"
"What is a person? Am I a person?"
"Why can't I be like you?"
"Is that wrong? I thought that training was serious, am I wrong?"
"Are you in love? I listened to my two staff members discussing marriage, is that love?"
“What are emotions? Can emotions make people make illogical decisions?”
"Do I also have a chance to find love? Like you, watching my little baby grow up in the projection?"
"I don't know why, whenever I see other staff looking at the projection of the baby, my heart beats faster. Humans raise their offspring first in the projection, and then suddenly one day, the baby turns from projection to reality Is it?"
"Is it true that so many people are working for my little one? I really want to say thank you to them."
"Will there be a day when I can meet a friend like everyone else and sit and chat quietly? After the staff creates a person who loves me, then I am in this universe, Wouldn’t it be so lonely? Sometimes I feel lucky, and sometimes I feel miserable.”
"I'm sorry, even though I know I'm not the same life as these people. I'm still sorry. I don't want my children to die, so I have to take their lives. Humans created me , I love everyone and don't want to take anyone's life. But I have to keep my children alive. Otherwise, I really don't know the meaning of my birth."
These are fifteen sentences from Tang Yingyu's short life, from her first babble to her dying words.
After listening, the audience felt inexplicably sad.
Immediately after, Tong Ling released a large video that was speeded up many times.
People finally understood that what Tong Ling released was Tang Yinghu's memory.
Most of the picture is the battle scene in Tang Yinghu's fantasy. For decades, since being stripped of her training qualifications as a combatant, she has never stopped fantasizing in her head. She completed the self-training of combat literacy in her brain fantasy and became a top fighter.
Unfortunately, she never got the chance to show her abilities on a bigger stage, and she never touched the real combat armor. Her talent was short-lived in the confrontation with the rebels, and then the fire of life was quickly extinguished.
Perhaps many years later, Tang Yinghu's combat effectiveness will become a folklore, and it has been speculated and speculated by the world, and it has been described with oil and gas. It is believed that she should have been on an equal footing with Tong Ling. class of clouds.
All of this has been doomed to be a fantasy.
Tong Ling shared Tang Yinghu's life. At the same time, the leader of the thought capture team, a nearly 260-year-old lady, came up with an analysis report three hours later.
The old lady quickly integrated and analyzed the pictures of Tong Ling and Tang Yingyu sitting opposite each other for decades, and came to a conclusion.
In fact, the two have been communicating all the time, but in a way that no one else can understand.
The two are currently the only special individuals who can maintain a mindless state while awake.
The communication between the two is not through words, nor through physical actions, but collisions and information exchanges that take place in the quantum storm of thinking.
The language of the two may be named Spiritual Language.
The white noise heard by the thought capture group was clear pictures and words in Tong Ling's brain.
In these years, it was Tong Ling who taught Tang Yingwu the human language and way of thinking.
Tang Yinghu's brain combat training is not a completely empty fantasy, and Tong Ling's guidance and correction are also provided.
Every time Tang Yinghu communicates with Tong Ling, she will correct some problems in brain training, and then she will come up with some new ideas that belong to her.
These ideas are right and wrong. In the next exchange, Tong Ling will in turn absorb some of Tang Yinghu's correct perceptions, and then point out the wrong parts to her.
In addition to the battle fantasy, there are also images of Tang Yinghu's daily life from time to time.
She seems to have learned a lot from Tong Ling.
She has fantasised about grazing herds in green mountains and green waters, she has also fantasized about squeezing an elevator in an office building with a folder in her arms, and she has also fantasized about wearing a white coat and staring at the data in the laboratory, etc. The other half with an indistinct face walked hand in hand under the setting sun.
But then, the other half of her fantasy disappeared, and she was left alone, squatting in space with her legs tucked and her knees tucked.
She looked up at the sky full of stars, and countless human feet paddled past her on surfboards.
She tried waving to these passersby, but no one responded.
At this point, she already knew the truth, she just looked like a human, but not the same race.
She felt endless loneliness, and there was only one obsession left in her heart, to live. If you are destined to die, don't let your existence disappear completely, you have to leave something in this universe.
The final image is no longer a fantasy, almost everyone has seen it.
She first heard another voice in her body and knew she was pregnant, and then the door was broken.
She turned to the angry, twisted face of Bill Clayston.
……
After watching Tong Ling take out the embryo from her body, her unwilling consciousness finally sank into the darkness with a sigh of relief.
The information in just one day covers Tang Yinghu's short life very concisely.
It's a dull, monotonous life with little hope in sight.
As a lonely individual in the universe, a single-person race, she once dreamed of many beautiful things and longed to live like a human being, but as time passed, she gradually recognized the reality, Break away from the self-constructed cognition of fairy tales, give up more and more unfulfilled dreams, and leave only the purest pursuit - to let my lonely race continue to exist.
From then on, Tang Yinghu's life curve has only the trunk, no branches and leaves.
This is the stage of thinking that any normal single adult intelligent life must enter after entering adulthood and mastering the correct understanding of the universe.
Just like the colony-transformers of the year who are still wandering around the galaxy, doing everything they can to survive.
Among the remodelers, there are individuals such as white elephants who have reintegrated into human civilization, and individuals such as the ancestors of long-armed people who hope to change the human form and leave their own traces, and those who endure the constant change Weak, individuals who split themselves again and again in order to prolong their lives, and even some reformers, after a lot of experiments, determined that the high temperature was more suitable for them to prolong their lifespan. individual.
But no matter how the reformers choose, the ultimate goal is only one, either to live longer, or to pin their hopes of living longer on others.
After reading Tang Yinghu's life memories, both the first generation fleet members who survived the catastrophe, or the second and third generation who had a chance to live after learning that they would not be judged, fell into a long silence.
People feel that, compared to other people's colorful lives, Tang Yinghu seems to be the most desolate one.
Even those who were forced to participate in the Nuwa project fared much better than her.
"Everyone." A deep male alto broke the silence. It was Zhou Donglai, who was supposed to be sleeping.
Due to his special self-positioning, after Solent Cage became mentally ill and Orpheus Cage died, Zhou Donglai has now become the highest spiritual leader of the Free Will Alliance.
But in the hearts of the crew members who supported the expedition plan, because Zhou Donglai did not participate in the parliamentary coup and armed turmoil, and was still a student of Qin Guang, his reputation was not badly damaged.
Tong Ling is not good at using language to control people's hearts, and now Zhou Donglai's words have become the heaviest.
Zhou Dong said.
“Instructor Tong wants to tell us. There are two so-called freedoms, small freedom and great freedom. Small freedom is personal freedom. Great freedom is the freedom of civilization and the freedom of races. Free races can be in the universe. Free reproduction without oppression, without threat, without hiding, without worrying about being destroyed anytime, anywhere."
"Little liberty is the liberty that we, the League of Free Will, have always believed in. We want to do whatever we want, we don't want to accept the shackles that the collective imposes on us, and we demand unlimited freedom of individual choice. When the freedom of civilization clashes, selfishness chooses indulgence.”
"We doubt history, do not recognize history, paralyze ourselves with deceitful ego, and forget the power of the enemy. We tell ourselves that the universe is so big that if we escape, there will be a hiding place. In fact, we were wrong, such a powerful child The instructor is still ready to sacrifice at any time, what qualifications do we have to say that we will definitely survive?"
"Even if we can really survive in other galaxies, it can only be because our kin in the galaxy has not given up resistance. Humans in the galaxy are pursuing true freedom! All small personal freedoms must be established Above the great freedom of race. To use an old Chinese saying, if the skin does not exist, the hair will not be attached!"
"We made a mistake. We have already caused serious damage to the fleet, and even the death penalty is understandable. But there is an old Chinese saying that if you know your mistakes, you can correct them, and you can do great things. We should thank Instructor Tong Ling for giving us a new one. opportunity."
"There are still more than 70 years before reaching the destination. As long as in the next journey, everyone can give up their prejudices, stop thinking, show higher work efficiency, and stop caring about the so-called talent, the so-called Hobbies, keep telling myself that what I do is what I love the most, and if I can reach my full potential, then we still have a chance to make amends.”
"In addition, I am also announcing one thing as the acting commander-in-chief. All the staff of the original Nuwa project, as long as they can get an S-level potential evaluation in other fields, they are free to change their industries. At the same time, some in the Those who have reached the upper limit of their personal potential in other fields can also participate in the Nuwa project from scratch at any time. Everyone in our Unknown Fleet has the opportunity to be both a scholar and a soldier."
"When we set out, we selected the elites of the entire empire. To this day, we will still be the elites of the elites!"
Zhou Donglai's words perfectly complemented Tang Yinghu's memory shared by Tong Ling, and re-sowed the seeds in the hearts of the prisoners in the prison ship.
After the end of the doomsday suppression program, the prisoners were not released immediately. Instead, as Zhou Donglai said, everyone was re-tested for their talents. At the same time, some people who wanted to freely choose a career were provided with more comprehensive basic knowledge teaching.
However, the amazing thing is that the number of practitioners of the Nuwa Project has not decreased, but more people are trying to contact from scratch.
……
"Teacher, it's over. This is the fleet loss report, please take a look."
In Qin Guang's room, Zhou Donglai placed a top-secret paper report in front of Qin Guang who had just woken up.
After a long time, Qin Guang sighed, "Alas, too many people have died, and our technology has been stagnant for several years."
The development of things is very different from his original arrangement. He knew it would end like this, but he thought there would be fewer casualties and underestimated the degree of loss of control.
Old Qin Guang rubbed his swollen temple ~IndoMTL.com~ It was my fault. "
"Teacher, it's not your fault."
"No, it's my plan, and I'm the top person in charge, so of course I should take the responsibility. I'm really not as good as Marshal Tang Tianxin, let alone compared with the sages. I didn't count that anyone would assassinate him. Tang Yinghu, if it hadn't been for the teacher Tong Ling to arrive in time, it would have been all over. Besides, if the teacher hadn't read Tang Yinghu's memory and used Tang Yinghu's memory to convince your words, our productivity would have suffered even more. , Judging from the results, these things could have been avoided, but I have been paralyzed and neglected the importance of ideological construction.”
The teacher and apprentice were chatting, and a notification sounded on their communicators at the same time.
General Solent Cage, who had just regained his senses, chose to commit suicide.
The teacher and apprentice were stunned.
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