I Really Didn’t Want to Be the Savior: Ten thousand testimonials
【Ten thousand testimonials】
On June 16, 2020, "I really don't want to be a savior" reached 10,000 orders.
Today is the second day of Wanding, and the thoughts that I want to organize have basically been sorted out.
I'm sorry to write this speech for too long, after all, I haven't written the text yet today.
How should I put it, as everyone knows, I have always been a street writer who lived by testimonials and moved people to beg for food.
There are too many thoughts in my heart, so my testimonials are short, probably not too short.
It has been almost fifteen years since I started writing my first novel in December 2005.
I didn't think I could hold on to a seemingly boring thing for so long.
About fifteen years of writing on and off.
From 2005 to 2009, he read and told stories.
From 2009 to 2015, I worked hard most of the time, and I wrote something casually in my spare time, which was regarded as an adjustment in my life.
From 2015 to 2019, he wrote novels full-time, and completed three books, "Take the Goddess Emperor with You", "Daddy Catching Demons", and "The Ninth Occupation".
In 2019, three consecutive eunuchs "I Plant Myself", "I Can Manage Heavenly Tribulation", and "Asgard in the Palm". After writing three books in a year and earning 0, I hit rock bottom.
In December 2019, I opened "I really don't want to be a savior" in numbness. Maybe it's a coincidence, maybe it's fate, maybe it's deliberately planting flowers that don't bloom, and inadvertently planting willows and willows. The three words "Savior" are the title of the book, but they are actually the savior of my personal life.
I didn't expect, really didn't expect this book to be my personal savior.
To be honest, if I didn't write a book, I probably wouldn't starve to death. Many readers know that I used to engage in scientific research and environmental protection, but many readers don't know that, in fact, I face different "temptations" every year. What is the so-called temptation. In this field of environmental protection in Sichuan Province, I still have some origins. Since 2015, I have always encountered temptations of this kind, chief technical engineer, project manager, director of a sewage treatment plant, person in charge of a solid waste landfill... This similar position is basically put in front of me every year Two or three times.
Every time, I tell myself that I should give up writing novels and go back to environmental protection, not only fulfilling social responsibilities, but also earning a little more solid money to support my family.
But every time, I think that writing novels and stories is actually a social responsibility and can realize the value of life. I have always believed that if stories can be used to convey some inspiring things, the things I left to the times may be able to repair more sewage plants, operate more sewage treatment facilities, and torture more heavily polluting industries than I do. .
I asked myself again, what do I like the most?
But in the end I chose to continue writing novels.
My family didn't quite understand it, nor did the leaders, bosses, and college professors that I declined.
Actually, I sometimes don't understand it myself.
I quit my job before because of the compulsion of life, and my income could not cover my family expenses.
It's been a year now, and the first order is only 300 yuan, and the manuscript fee is a few hundred dollars a month. What am I still insisting on?
Now that the country has turned around, it is not only 10,000 to 20,000 yuan a month when I go back to the environmental protection industry to be a technical director.
Now that time flies, it's been half a year, and I still don't understand what I was insisting on at that time.
Luckily, persistence paid off.
I don't know if the order from the first 300 to 10,000 is unprecedented.
I don't know if I can do better in the future.
It's just that I get an unparalleled sense of satisfaction and pride when I look at the book reviews posted by my brothers and sisters in the dead of night and see that everyone can be touched by me.
I would even imagine if readers could find the moment when they were touched by Chen Feng when they faced difficulties in life, whether they would be able to face the difficulties like Chen Feng.
I hope that my book can make other people's lives better, which is my highest goal.
I often say to some friends who have known each other for many years that an author should have a sense of responsibility and a sense of mission when writing a book.
But I also get ridiculed a lot.
Shuangwen is shuangwen, how come you can be cool, and you can make money with peace of mind.
You're a hobbyist, and you don't earn money, but you're full of sense of responsibility. You can't even raise your own family. Are you qualified to talk about responsibility and help others?
I want to retort, I always want to say that the power of literature should not only be cool, it should and must be something else.
But it turns out that this market is very realistic, the world of traffic is very realistic, and it is really cool to make money, and at the same time, the world also laughs at the poor and not the prostitute.
I am poor, and I am humble, so I am powerless to refute.
It's all right now, I'm proud of myself.
I've proved with facts that writing online novels can be unobtrusive pursuit of cool, and you can talk about things that are not so cool.
We should believe in the times, believe in readers, and create good and valuable things with heart, and they will surely be noticed by others.
As fast food literature, online literature can give the era some more meaningful spiritual qualities if it can seize the bright spot.
My words are a bit outrageous and shameless.
But now I'm not afraid of being laughed at. Since I first started writing in 2005, every novel I've written has tried to work in this direction.
Perhaps I didn't do well enough in the past, or maybe I didn't achieve enough in my life experience, so I deserve to be mediocre.
At least now, I'm finally doing it with the support of my brothers and sisters, subscription after subscription.
10,000 orders.
I believe this will not be our end.
The story of the Savior has only just begun to fully unfold.
Our future is bound to be a wider sea of stars.
I also believe that good things can eventually come out of the circle.
Salvator Mundi still won't be the end of my writing career.
I firmly believe that sooner or later, along with all my brothers and sisters who paid to subscribe to me, I will be able to leave our mark on this era, firmly moving forward.
In the information age of fast food, we must leave things that are slower for us and things that can make people sink.
This is bound to become an important step in the development of new literature.
We will tell the world that online literature authors can take into account the two characteristics of rapid creation and deep thinking.
This is something unprecedented and cannot and should not be ridiculed and despised.
This is my highest pursuit of writing a book.
A special thank you to many people here.
My editor in charge, Lu Ming, is a very enthusiastic, serious and responsible guy.
Thanks also to the editor-in-chief of Science Fiction Channel May!
Thanks to my operations officer, **** readers Ye Feng, Deep Sea No. 2, Orange, and more.
Thanks to the brothers who discussed my writing journey with me.
"Dao Ji" Pei Tugou
"Being the richest man from a loss starts from the game" blue shirt to get drunk
"I really don't want to be famous" Wuma Xing
"I really don't want to be reborn"
The mysterious big watermelon in "Top of the Canyon"
"When a Doctor Opens a Plug-in" with an inch to measure
"Beginning with the Bird" is the job
"Long Live the Emperor" Cut Water 2
"I'm on my way" but I can't smile and forget the river
Dream Catcher
"Previous male god" hold incense
"Host" Black Sky Demon God
"Emperor" is tired of writing Xiao Sheng
"20 Billion Withdrawal at the Beginning" Paradise Feather
"I'm Not a Devil" Blind Leek
Finally, let's briefly summarize some recent updates ~IndoMTL.com~ The word count has not decreased, but it has become less regular.
I have to admit that as the plot progresses, it does get harder to write, both to maintain depth and to avoid the dullness of repetition.
I can't say that I can be perfect, I can only promise that I will try my best to work hard in a better direction.
I can also guarantee that every chapter I write has no intention of flooding.
If you really want water, then it probably won't be so difficult to write.
In short, try to do better, I ask for your understanding.
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