I was Idle and Cool Chapter 13: Wonderful love

In the room, Lu Jinxi was the only one left.

Holding the opened letter in her hand, she still can't react: How do you think this aunt's tone is so hateful that iron can't become steel? Not only is he not opposed to remarriage, but he is still rushing to remarry...

For a moment, Lu Jinxi frowned.

It was only very soon that she analyzed one or two reasons based on what she knew.

The identities of the princesses in the past dynasties are not low, and there are not a few who have raised their faces in secret.

When I arrived in this dynasty, looking at the important position of Princess Yongning in the dynasty, I knew that the princess here is not a dodder, and it seems that there is no shortage of things to raise the head of the face.

Princess Yongning has not remarried since Xue returned.

Lu Jinxi doesn't know whether she keeps her face or not, but she is very open to men and women, which is quite common.

The biggest problem today is not this.

So, Lu Jinxi quickly pulled his thoughts back and glanced outside the door first.

The maids were all frightened, and at this moment, including the blue bird and egret, no one came in.

Naturally, she didn't mean to call them in, she just frowned, pursed her lips tightly, and took out the letterhead from the envelope.

It is a blue and white paper with a blue back and a white face, which looks sober and elegant.

As soon as I take it out, it has a faint sandalwood fragrance.

As soon as Lu Jinxi heard about it, an ominous premonition came to her heart.

After a closer look, the top four words on the letterhead are: "Bo Xian Aijian."

At that moment, my heart was half cold!

This paper is full of delicate and elegant hairpins and small letters. At a glance, you can tell that it is from a family of poetry and calligraphy, and the handwriting is also what Lu Jinxi had seen in Lu's study.

If it wasn't for the Lu family, who else could it be?

Lu Jinxi felt dizzy in front of her eyes.

She slowly took a step back, sat back on the chair, and pressed her temples with her fingertips, forcing herself to calm down and look again.

"Bo Xian Aijian, I felt a chill the day before yesterday, and I didn't reply in time. I feel guilty and uncomfortable."

"Today I have recovered a little from my illness, and I will write Chen Jun with affection."

"When you ask a gentleman, your concubine reads it every time you read it. It moves your heart and loves it. However, there are many fetters. , for fear of misunderstanding you, I dare not answer you lightly."

"I hope that Jun Xu Lihua will have a period of time, and the concubine will think about it."

"There is still snow at the end of winter, the sky is still extremely cold, I hope you take care."

"Jin Xi's handwriting."

Looking at the last four words, Lu Jinxi didn't know how she should think about the Lu family.

She thought that the Lu family was infatuated with Xue Kuang and was willing to pay, but she didn't expect...

The two characters "Bo Xian" are supposed to be the words of Song Zhiyan, a scholar from the five-rank servant, and the word "Ai Jian" is used for people who are close.

After reading it, what else could she not understand?

It is true that Mr. Lu has a relationship with others.

It seems that Song Zhiyan made a request, and the Lu family has been thinking about it, but she has too many scruples and it is difficult to make up her mind. I hope Song Zhiyan will give her time.

She will give the exact answer when the pear blossoms.

"There are so many fetters..."

Could there be more?

One is the widow-wife of Xue Kuang, the general of Wuwei Township, a first-class wife by the imperial court, and has three biological children and a concubine's concubine.

Although one is a bamboo horse, I have known each other since childhood, but now he is a married man!

Remarried?

What about Song Zhiyan's original partner?

Elope?

It's not realistic for both of them.

Lu Jinxi could see that the Lu family was moved and affectionate, but it was difficult to make a choice.

Fortunately, she hasn't decided yet.

This letter, by accident, fell into the hands of Princess Yongning, and then returned to her own hands, and it didn't cause a catastrophe.

Sitting in the chair, a layer of cold sweat broke out from her back.

On the green and white paper, there were a few deep wrinkles on her tightly pinched fingers, which were particularly dazzling.

After a long time, she recovered her strength, raised her slender fingers, and gently rubbed the center of her eyebrows.

What was the experience between Song Zhiyan and the Lu family?

This letter must have been sent by Lu Shi before she became seriously ill. She has been here for more than half a month, and this letter has been sent out for at least half a month. Why did it only fall into the hands of Princess Yongning today?

Lu's door is not open, and the second door is not open. Who sent this letter?

……

Numerous doubts surfaced.

In normal times, Lu Jinxi would not be interested in such matters of love at all, but now that she is wearing this shell, she would never dare to let these thunders that bomb back at any time be hidden by her side.

Taking a deep breath, she slowly pressed the letterhead onto the square table and looked out the door.

Qingque and Egret, both outside, were sent away by the people of Princess Yongning just now. I'm afraid they still don't know what happened in the house.

A jumpy and lively, playful and cute, very clever;

A calm, thoughtful, and well-rounded person.

The original body has lived in a deep house for a long time. What is there to hide from her personal maid?

Both of these maids know, or at least one of them knows.

Soon, Lu Jinxi's eyes fell on Qingque, and his thoughts flashed: "Egret, take a woman and go outside to find Pan Quan'er, and prepare to thank Doctor Zhang. Qingque, come in. "

"Yes."

The two maids responded in unison.

The egret didn't think much, then bowed and backed away.

Qing Que didn't know why she called herself. As soon as she stepped in, she saw the letter under Lu Jinxi's hand, and her face changed in an instant.

She trembled in her legs and panicked: "Madam, this, this letter is not..."

Didn't they send it out earlier?

When did you come back?

“…”

Lu Jinxi looked at her and knew she had guessed right.

It's really Qingque who is helping Lu to deal with these things. Looking at this trembling appearance, the soul is almost gone.

Her delicate face was slightly gloomy, without any expression, she only said slowly, "The eldest princess came just now for this letter... She said that she met Lord Song Zhiyan halfway through and cut it down..."

"No, impossible."

Qing Que knelt on the ground, kowtowed, and said in a trembling voice: "Madam Mingjian, you handed this letter to the servant girl more than 20 days ago, and the servant girl gave it to Yin Liu'er according to the rules. Delay for half a day! If, if Yin Liu'er is still as usual, this letter should have been sent out..."

Yin Liuer...

It's a raw name.

Lu Jinxi had read the roster of servants in the manor, but didn't remember the name. Come to think of it, it should be someone who collects money from outside to do things for people.

She lowered her eyes and glanced at Qingque: "I know it's not you. I'm unlucky, what good is it for you? Get up."

I asked Qingque to come in, but because Lu Jinxi guessed it was her, she put on a few words.

It's not much, but it's enough for her to figure out what's wrong with this.

"Thank goodness my aunt bumped into me today and turned her elbow towards me. If someone cuts me off, I'll be able to peel off my skin even if I don't die!"

Lu Jinxi's eyes were cold, her voice was getting colder.

"It's not your problem, or something went wrong on Yin Liu'er's side. Go back and find someone, find a reason for me, and ask him a question! I want to see, what kind of errand is this! "

Qing Que just got up, but she was nervous and panic: "Now it has been broken by the eldest princess, madam, you..."

"I was confused about this. I was taught a lesson by my aunt today, and I knew that I was wrong..."

When I came to my senses, of course I had to take the credit of the princess.

She took the letter and looked at it again, her voice getting lower and lower: "Go and get the rest, today... burn them all."

"Mrs..."

Qing Que was surprised and looked at her in disbelief.

In the past few months, her life has been lived in fear.

Which maid would be willing to help her own wife pass private messages and help her teach and receive privately? When they turned around, they were discovered, and they were the first unlucky ones.

She was soft-hearted and couldn't stand Lu's repeated pleas, so she had no choice but to find Yin Liu'er, a trustworthy outsider who had begged Mrs. Yu to help deliver the letter.

Now Lu Jinxi means...

Give up?

For a while, I didn't know if it was joy or emotion. Even Qingque had always been steady and complicated. It took a long time for him to react. For fear that Lu Jinxi would regret it, he hurriedly said, "This servant will go, then I will go!"

After he finished speaking, he left the room and entered the opposite room.

That is the room where Lu Jinxi usually rests.

Come on, some private things are hidden there, right?

Lu Jinxi was sitting on the chair, thinking back to Qingque's expression, she felt a little funny, but when she thought about it, she was full of sadness.

Lu's letter says "I read it every time I read it", which proves that the letter sent by Song Zhiyan has been read many times over and over again, and it is very likely that she has preserved it.

But she doesn't know where.

After Lu Jinxi came here, most of the time he was ill, and there were people around him for twelve hours, and he didn't dare to rummage around to find out the secret of the original body.

To find these letters now, of course, I can only find an excuse and let the well-known Qingque go to find them.

"Burning" is an excuse; asking Qingque to fetch it is a "fraud".

Unexpectedly, it was a success.

After a while, Qingque brought back a small red sandalwood box and placed it lightly on the square table beside Lu Jinxi.

"The slaves didn't dare to move. You put them all in on your own, and they're all inside."

As soon as the box was opened, it was filled with layers of letterheads.

Different from the green and white paper used by the Lu family, this box is mostly made of cold gold paper with gilt, and the handwriting on it can be said to be Yanjin Liugu, which has its own calm and regular air.

These should be Song Zhiyan's letters and words.

Lu Jinxi picked it up and read it one by one from beginning to end.

Qing Que only thought she was burning and wanted to remember her once, so she stood aside and didn't dare to urge her, but just kept an eye on her.

Lu Jinxi browses very fast.

With the few words in Song Zhiyan's letter, she actually put together a whole story.

It turns out that the Lu and Song families are long-term friends, and the Lu family and Song Zhiyan have known each other since childhood.

The two grew up together, childhood sweethearts.

When I reached the age of love, I set my life privately.

Unexpectedly, eleven years ago, Emperor Qing An, who had been on the throne for less than two years, broke them up with an edict and let Lu Jinxi marry Xue Kuang.

It's not that they didn't think about resisting.

In addition, Xue Kuang brought back a five-year-old concubine from the border to give birth to a son, they thought they could change. But Mr. Lu went to beg, but Emperor Qing'an was still hard-hearted and his will remained the same.

The Lu family is still married.

After getting married, she broke up with Song Zhiyan and wanted to live a good life with Xue Kuang. Unexpectedly, she gradually became interested in Xue Kuang, but Xue Kuang had no intention of her.

The true feelings were wrongly paid, and even half of the warm eyes could not be exchanged.

Lu's life has been very dark here.

As soon as the news of Xue Kuang's death in the battlefield came, it was considered that the light was completely gone, and he fell into a drowsy darkness.

She is like a tree, living in the world in a daze.

Until, a year ago, she went to the Jokhang Temple to offer incense and reunited with Song Zhiyan.

At that time, Song Zhiyan had a wife, but it was also the life of his parents. It was not what he wanted.

The former childhood sweethearts, the two of them only glanced at each other from a distance, and then tossed and turned after returning.

Not long after, there was a letter from Song Zhiyan, who went through hardships and adventures and arrived at the Lu family's place.

The old love was rekindled.

Song Zhiyan is willing to divorce his wife for the Lu family, welcome her again as a wife, and express his intentions many times. Whose feelings can last for more than ten years without changing?

The Lu family also felt it, unable to let go, and gradually struggled.

……

Seeing this, Lu Jinxi sighed deeply.

She felt pitiful for Mrs. Lu.

The childhood sweetheart was separated, and the husband she married was separated from her in appearance. After she was a widow, she met the bamboo horse, but they were different.

On the other hand, I felt that Lu's behavior was very inappropriate.

There is nothing wrong with boldly following one's heart and pursuing affection. But the person who had personal contacts with her was a married man.

His wife is a poor woman just like her.

"Wow..."

The sound of the letter paper flipping was like Lu Jinxi's floating mood.

She's complicated.

This is the last Leng Jinjian. The content is exactly to ask Lu Shi to give him a reply, which just matches the letter from Princess Yongning today.

She picked it up and prepared to burn it first, then look back to find a way to deal with it.

Unexpectedly, just after she picked up the cold gold paper, a slightly smaller green and white paper appeared underneath!

Pretty elegant hairpin in small capital letters, with new handwriting.

Isn't that?

Lu Jinxi was stunned for a moment, then took it up after a moment's astonishment. When she saw it, she didn't know what to think for a moment—

It's not too late!

Shi Lu...

Such a pitiful and lovely person, in the end is so kind that it makes people feel distressed.

"Master Song's desk mirror, after replying to the letter, he tossed and turned, unable to sleep."

"Half of my concubine's life was full of ups and downs. I was lucky enough to meet adults, childhood sweethearts, and even. If I were there at that time, I would not dare to go against my heart."

"However, the wise wife is by your side, and she is without fault or fault, and she is dear to you."

"My wife is today as my concubine was in the past."

"A concubine is unwilling to live up to the person she loves, what face is there to take the love of others?"

"Water Moon Mirror Flower, don't look at it for a long time."

"For months, thanks to the wrong love."

"The concubine Qinglan ancient Buddha, I wish to pray for the peace of the adults."

"Lu's own handwriting."

From "Bo Xian Ai Jian" to "Song Daren Tai Jian"; from "Jin Xi's own handwriting" to "Lu's own handwriting", there is another woman hidden in the middle of these changes, who have suffered many years of bitterness and suffering?

Song Zhiyan should be her true love.

But after several struggles and hesitations, even if she wanted to be with him again, she couldn't let herself hurt another woman like her.

After reading these few short lines, Lu Jinxi felt a dull pain in her heart. After all, she still admires her...

"Madam, are you... all right?"

Xu saw her expression was wrong, and the blue bird on the side hung a heart again.

Lu Jinxi shook her head, fumbling with her fingertips for the letter, which was still fresh in ink, but in the other hand was a thick stack of cold gold paper.

She glanced at it and threw it into the charcoal basin.

The paper caught fire and ignited instantly.

In a short while, it became a pile of ashes.

Lu Jinxi didn't take a look, only put the green and white paper left in her hand, put it in an envelope, and handed it to Qingque: "This letter, you will send it for the last time. Tell that Yin Liuer to be careful, and then If something goes wrong, I will take care of him and call someone to peel him!"

Qing Que almost bit her tongue in shock.

Isn't that the end of the story? why-

"One last time."

Lu Jinxi sighed and motioned her to come up to receive the letter.

"If you are worried, you can open it and take a look."

"The slave does not dare. Whatever you say, the slave will believe it."

Qing Que hurriedly shook her head, gritted her teeth, but still received the letter, hesitantly said, "Then the slave or maid should send it as soon as possible?"

"Go."

Lu Jinxi nodded, not wanting to delay this matter for too long.

Even if this letter was intercepted by Princess Yongning again, I would never scold her again.

Qing Que got it right, she hid the letter in her sleeve and went out.

She left on the front foot, and the egret came back on the back foot to report to Lu Jinxi: "Madam, everything has been explained to Pan Quan'er, and it has also been specified that only ordinary medicinal materials are needed. He has asked someone to draw up the list at this moment, saying that he will hand it over tomorrow. Let's see."

Lu Jinxi nodded: "I don't know this person very well, but looking at the way he handled brother Chi's affairs, he should be able to do it well. I don't mind lifting him up. When someone comes tomorrow, I will report directly to him. I am."

After she finished speaking, she walked over and sat back on the edge of the kang with the carved lacquer square.

But as soon as she looked up, she saw that the egret's face was wrong.

There seemed to be a bit of hesitation hidden on the plate with a round face, and she looked at her with some caution, as if sizing her face.

Lu Jinxi said: "You girl, you always have a rectum, and you can say anything when you have something to say. With this hesitant look, what happened to you, so it's hard to speak?"

"…Isn't this servant afraid that you will be angry?"

The egret whispered to himself, but then the voice became lower and lower, as if he was taboo.

"When the slave servants were on the road, I heard from Jiao Ma, who was serving the two sisters, that Sister Lang started to run towards the eldest son again after nearly half a month..."

Eldest son...

The lame boy that Xue Kuang brought back?