I was Idle and Cool Chapter 182: Frank

"...That's why I had a falling out with my father at the beginning, and then I met you, took Xue Chi as a student, and married you as my wife."

For Gu Juefei, this is a long story.

He started from the beginning of the story, breaking up the ups and downs of the past few years and telling Lu Jinxi to listen to it.

From dawn to dawn.

Clear light shines through the snow-white window paper, but no one cares about the candles burning in the room, and they are almost burning to the end.

Lu Jinxi stared at him, feeling in a trance.

This is the first time that Gu Juefei has mentioned to her all his youth and youth, from high-spirited to full of anger, from upright to unscrupulous...

When he was young, he was a genius who was well-known in Beijing; later, he traveled around the world, and he was widely publicized as a handsome boy.

Be kind, gentle, and talented.

But that year's floods, that year's famine, that year's epidemics, like a sharp claw sticking out of thin air, tore apart the hypocrisy of the prosperous world, and let him see the decaying flesh and blood of prosperity , riddled with holes!

Change, from then on.

He is no longer the elegant son in the eyes of the world, the gentle gentleman in the eyes of his peers, or even the filial son in the eyes of his father...

He became a monster in the eyes of those in the know, and a man in the eyes of those who didn't.

In the rainy night, he ran away in anger, and Xue Cui Ding couldn't hide it. It was the six years he suffered for the ignorant people who couldn't see the truth; Yanchishan saw Xue Kuang's goodbye for three and a half years.

A short ten years.

Time has buried these old things, and even those dark wounds are hidden in the gaps of time and are easily invisible.

But he finally waited-

Xue Kuang is back!

Wait, the day when all the hidden truths will finally be revealed to the world, and the day when all the injustices suffered will be finally washed away!

"So, if he died in Hanshan Pass, I would be the culprit behind his death. I should have been your husband's enemy, Xue Chi's father's enemy, and I should have left you alone. The man behind the widow for nearly six years. When I first approached you, in addition to liking and being attracted, I also harbored misfortune. I want to marry his wife and teach his son. If he lives, I will teach him to suffer and be mad. He had a good plan, and separated me and the old lady, and I separated his wife and son, and the family was no longer a family!"

The hoarse voice seemed to have been ground on a rough stone, and the blood was rubbed out, soaking in the wound over the years, and covered with a thick layer of ashes.

Gu Juefei spoke word by word, clearly and viciously.

He cut open the most insidious and despicable self in front of her without reservation, including the possible impure scheming and scheming.

No one knows how much the word "home" is in Gu Juefei's heart. He can love the world at the same time, but he can't protect his small family in the torrent of misunderstanding.

The father who raised him grew up, punished him on his knees in the ancestral hall, and expelled him from the house.

Xue Kuang is the loyal hero in his eyes, the blood of his colleagues in the world. He believes in Xue Kuang, but doubts him.

How can you not hate?

How can you not hold grudges?

Gu Juefei has always been a person who will pay revenge, and the motivation that initially drove him to do all this is indeed the word "hatred"——

He wanted Xue Kuang to feel the same pain.

I just didn't think about it...

His eyes flickered slightly, he gently clenched Lu Jinxi's fingers, lowered his eyes, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and finally said in a low voice: "But I like you, I love you, if you don't marry, this is Really."

Lu Jinxi noticed a slight tremor in his fingertips. He only felt that he had heard a long, long story, and every detail in it seemed to confirm that he first saw the records of Xue Kuang's military exploits. guess.

She was silent for a moment while she lay on her side on the couch.

The eyes flowed like water, and finally asked him: "What are you afraid of?"

When he first came back, he opened his mouth and said "don't be afraid" to her, but at that time she just felt very confused, and she couldn't judge what kind of difficult situation she needed to face, and she couldn't predict the future How is the road.

She is not afraid.

But Gu Juefei, who had confessed everything to her at this moment, was frightened, she could feel it.

What are you afraid of?

Gu Juefei also asked himself this way, then raised his eyes and looked directly at her, as if he wanted to look into the deepest part of her heart.

"I'm afraid you are the Lu family."

“…”

It may be the most inexplicable sentence when it falls in the ears of others; but when it falls in the ears of Lu Jinxi, it is like a storm hitting the embankment and crashing into pieces of broken waves.

He had guessed it.

Lu Jinxi looked back at him, finally leaned in to kiss his dry and cold lips, then smiled and revealed his biggest secret: "But I'm not."