I was Idle and Cool Chapter 193: Before leaving

Looks like he's seen through his own tricks.

But so what?

Yesterday's open and secret struggle had already come to an end. Even if Xue Kuang had a lot of unwillingness in his heart, it could only be turned into bitter water and swallowed it himself.

Lu Jin stepped in from the outside without hesitation, and also stood in the hall and looked at the painting hanging in front of him. It was the first time that he could see the murderous aura from the ink.

I don't know if it's because of the current situation?

She curled her lips and said, "Before setting up a game for Gu Juefei, you probably never thought you would lose, right?"

"I thought about losing, but I didn't expect to lose at the hands of a woman in the end." Xue Kuang was unexpectedly peaceful, "Or, I didn't expect to lose to the so-called 'ex-wife' In hand. After all, you are not her, neither good nor weak."

The former wife, Mrs. Lu, in his mouth was actually a "she" that was neither light nor heavy, neither cold nor hot, Lu Jinxi felt somewhat embarrassed when he heard it.

"She has wasted eleven years for you in this back house. Have you ever felt guilty for this woman who once fell in love with you?"

To be honest, the situation at this time is a bit strange.

It's a strange peeling feeling.

It is obvious that the "people" they are talking about are standing in this hall, but whether it is "she" herself or Xue Kuang, every word and every word is like talking about another person who is not here.

It's just that they didn't feel anything wrong, it was natural.

As early as yesterday in court, Xue Kuang had already guessed a lot of things. Facing Lu Jinxi's question, he was silent for a moment, but in the end he smiled and asked, "Why do you think it's me who should feel guilty?"

Lu Jinxi looked at him and said nothing.

Xue Kuang walked to the side and slowly poured a cup of tea for her, revealing the old scar on her wrist.

"Xue Mou is also the one who was given marriage. His heart is like iron. It's you, how do you choose?"

The Sacred Heart is like iron.

She was shocked for a moment by such a straightforward and even rebellious word, but then she knew that Xue Kuang had seen it clearly from beginning to end.

"You don't mean to tell me that you brought back the concubine born by Orchid on purpose back then, did you? The purpose was to not want to accept this marriage. But I didn't expect that even though Mrs. Lu had already asked for it. At the gate of the palace, the emperor did not change his mind."

"You're really smart."

Xue Kuang had been in the army for half his life, and there were not many women he had ever come into contact with, and even very few had a good impression of him, almost nothing.

His life seems to be only for this family, for the war in the world.

But Lu Jinxi may be an accident.

Her appearance made him realize for the first time that the so-called pleasure of conquest can also be realized in a woman. Although she actually stood on the opposite side of him, was his enemy, hated him, hated him, but he couldn't control himself, couldn't help but be attracted by the hypocrisy hidden in her sincerity, couldn't help but speak eloquently for her When the moving demeanor is reversed.

This is an unprecedented interest.

Xue Kuang didn't look back at her, but continued to say: "If I don't marry her, Xue's family will be disobedient to the decree; if I marry her, the world will stab me in the spine and say I'm wrong. Her whole life. But when we got married, she and I were just strangers. Why, I have to like her, as if I didn't like her, it would be a big mistake? As for the life in the back house, which family has no secrets and is outside all year round , Xue Mou is not a god. Just like the play you sang yesterday, you know better than anyone that the ignorant world always sympathizes with the weak, and you control their emotions in your hands. But your heart is actually the same as mine, Cruel and ruthless. In the end, to you, it's just someone else's joys and sorrows."

Love is never wishful thinking, no one can press his head and force him to like a woman he doesn't like.

Xue Kuang never felt guilty.

Because he knows very well that the seemingly powerful self is essentially just like the Lu family, and is in a weak position to be manipulated by others.

The tears of the weak always win sympathy, but the sadness of the strong is often neglected.

The tea was ready, Xue Kuang handed it to her: "Drink tea?"

Lu Jinxi glanced at him and took it, but neither drinking nor thanking him, he just said lightly, "I'm different from you."

"In your eyes, all the people are just stupid people without their own judgment. That's why you dared to completely abandon the law in court yesterday and just sell the word 'miserable'. You know they won't Doubt such a poor woman, just as I know they won't doubt a me who sheds blood for the country."

Xue Kuang laughed, confident.

"What's the difference between you and me?"

"Gu Juefei is different from you, but I am the same as him." Lu Jinxi did not answer directly, but gave a point that Xue Kuang could easily understand, "What he doesn't agree with about you is exactly the same thing. I don't agree with."

"I'm beginning to understand why Gu Juefei is so fascinated by you that he doesn't even want his life." Xue Kuang's deep voice suddenly added a hint of danger, "until this time when I'm talking to you. , Xue Moucai regrets it a little, before I go to court, I should beat that Zhao Mingde and let him sentence you to me."

"But you didn't."

Lu Jinxi was very calm, and there was no trace of worry and worry in her expression.

"Because you know that Gu Juefei can think of what you can think of, and even what you haven't thought of, he will plan ahead. You can't do anything with him. Even if you really do something in private, it is possible He grabbed the handle, and in the end, he didn't do anything, but he hurt himself."

It is true, word for word.

He and Gu Juefei had a life-threatening confrontation as early as ten years ago. Now, although everyone is fighting openly and secretly in the court, and using other people's lips to criticize each other, it can fall on them, but it is a comparison. A cautious.

But this just gave Lu Jinxi room to play. He miscalculated.

Xue Kuang still laughed: "If you had come a few years earlier, and you were the one who was given marriage, I would definitely fall in love with you, even more desperate than Gu Juefei."

"Too late."

The other party was actually teasing, but unfortunately there was no smile on Lu Jinxi's face.

"And even if you can fall in love with me, it's impossible for me to be tempted by a ruthless man who supports his soldiers in battle and doesn't care about life and death."

"You seem to know me well."

Xue Kuang squinted slightly.

Lu Jinxi glanced at the hot tea cup in his hand, and said lightly, "I don't know much about it, but after reading the battle report about your five or six years of battle at the border, I can almost recite it."

"Hahaha..."

This is really unexpected.

Xue Kuang knew that she had read her own battle report. After all, the whimsical stories that came out of Xue Chi's mouth were wild, but they all matched the border war.

It's just that he didn't expect that she saw so much.

No wonder.

If someone has done meticulous and meticulous analysis and research on the battle report, and is a little skeptical, it is not difficult to see a clue from it.

Xue Kuang stared at her eyes, only to feel that the woman in front of her was approaching a calm perfection in terms of appearance, temperament, and wisdom.

Actually, even today, they've only met three times.

But from her, he discovered a new possibility that he had never tried before.

This can be dangerous, but it's wrapped in a nice coat that gives him the urge to take the plunge just before he writes and leaves the book.

Or, the urge to try.

So he looked at her for a moment and said slowly: "The book of Heli has not yet been printed, you still have a chance to go back. And I am sure, I will be tempted for you."