I was Idle and Cool Chapter 7: Bright light

"Don't tell me the reason, and I'm not allowed to apologize..." He sighed slowly, but a faint smile appeared on Lu Jinxi's face, very shallow, "Then what do you want your mother to do? ?"

"No apology anyway!"

In this matter, Xue Chi was terrifyingly stubborn, twisting a tendon like this, the clenched fist on his side showed no sign of loosening, and his eyes were already reddish.

"I did nothing wrong! Mother, you don't believe me at all! What can you do but apologize?"

What would you do but apologize?

The short sentence, like a sharp hammer, slammed into Lu Jinxi's heart.

She was slightly stunned, staring at Xue Chi with gleaming eyes, unable to speak.

She asked the reason earlier, but Xue Chi refused to say. So she mentioned that she wanted to apologize, in fact, she wanted him to make a choice.

After all, if he doesn't think he's at fault, he shouldn't just watch his mother apologize to others for him.

This method is often used by Lu Jinxi.

But she didn't expect that Xue Chi's reaction would be so big.

At first, she didn't understand why, but when Xue Chi said this, she was angry and seemed rude, but she finally understood.

I want to know that the original body, Mrs. Lu, has a gentle and kind temperament, and seldom acts evil with others.

Xue Chi is a well-known little bully, and he will cause a lot of trouble. If the Lu family encounters such a situation, how can he not apologize?

Not everything is Xue Chi's fault.

I can hear him say "what else can you do except apologize", I am afraid that Lu always apologizes.

Adults apologize, always to save face, all courtesy, but what does it look like in the eyes of children?

Lu Jinxi was silent for a long time and looked at him.

Xue Chi stubbornly refused to look away, as if to vent his dissatisfaction and his anger. But from beginning to end, the little bit of injury was hidden behind these clumsy emotions.

"You..."

Lu Jinxi laughed out loud, feeling a little warm in her heart.

She slowly stretched out her hand, clenched Xue Chi's clenched fist, and slowly pulled apart his clenched fingers, gentle and firm.

"In addition to apologizing, I will do a lot more. You want your mother to believe in you, but have you ever believed in your mother?"

“…”

Xue Chi was stunned for a while, and she was speechless at Lu Jinxi's warm gaze.

The finger is being opened.

But he didn't want to. It was as if he had hidden something deep in layers of boxes, but now, Lu Jinxi was slowly and patiently opening them.

He had a panic and wanted to tighten his fingers to break free from Lu Jinxi.

But when he lowered his eyes and saw her mother's pale and slender fingers, it seemed like it could be broken with a single touch, but he didn't dare to struggle.

He's afraid he'll hurt her, though, he's just a kid.

So, a small palm slowly unfolded like this.

Lu Jinxi looked down, her palms and knuckles were already red, and there were still some bruises on her back, she couldn't help frowning slightly: "Don't hold it any more."

Speaking, he took his other clenched small fist and slowly broke it up.

She didn't care about his expression and continued: "If you want people to believe in you, you have to believe them first. I'm your mother, and you don't even tell me the reason why such a big thing happened. Do you trust me? How do you ask me to convince others?"

Xue Chi didn't speak.

Lu Jinxi added: "As for apology, it is common for adults to apologize, even if you are right, the elders will be polite to each other, so as not to hurt the peace, it is not necessarily your fault. ."

"Are all grown-ups like this? Yes, and an apology?"

Seemingly in disbelief, Xue Chi asked in a dull manner.

"More to come."

Apologizing doesn't mean anything, even if it's uncomfortable.

Lu Jinxi was deeply touched by this. In her early years, she was still working hard at the bottom. In order to make a living, how many people took the blame and swallowed how much bitterness?

"In this world, how can everything be satisfactory? If you want to not apologize, either you have to have enough reasons not to apologize, or you have to have enough ability."

It is impossible for Mrs. Lu not to love her children. Looking at Xue Chi's consideration for her mother, she knew that she should be a good mother.

So, she didn't want Xue Chi to have any resentment against the Lu family, so she talked about it one by one at this moment.

"You have reached the age of Xiao Shi, and the little man should take responsibility."

The palm of his right hand was also opened, so Lu Jinxi used his palm to hold both of his small hands, the other hand placed on his shoulder, and sat side by side with him.

"Mother is willing to believe you, but you should be brave enough to do anything that hurts."

"My mother has been ill for a while, and I want to understand a lot. Therefore, in the future, if it is not your fault, I will not apologize to others for you."

"Now, can you tell your mother why you fought with the second son of Luo?"

Because he just came back from the Jokhang Temple, Lu Jinxi's body was still stained with the faint scent of sandalwood in the Buddhist hall, which gradually dissipated.

Xue Chi heard the news, and his heart slowly calmed down.

His eyelashes trembled lightly, and the two hands in Lu Jinxi's palms curled up unconsciously.

Lu Jinxi knew that he was thinking and struggling inside, so he didn't rush.

Just...

After a long time, he still shook his head stubbornly and said in a low voice: "...I don't want to say it."

At least, he didn't want his mother to know.

“…”

This temper is really stubborn.

Actually, Lu Jinxi didn't expect it, but she was not embarrassed. She just got up in the seat, stood in front of Xue Chi, and slowly squatted down, so that her eyes could be as famous as Xue Chi.

"Come and look at me."

Xue Chi raised his eyes. His dark eyes seemed to have been dipped in a deep well. They were slightly moist, but they looked bright.

At that moment, there was a pitiful smell.

Lu Jinxi wanted to laugh, but she didn't. She just looked at him like that, her eyes were peaceful and equal, and there was no force.

"Answer after thinking about it: really don't want to say it?"

This is a very serious question.

Xue Chi can feel it, he even knows what his answer will affect.

A voice said in his head, you should tell her.

However, he didn't answer, just pursed his lips, summoned up his courage, and replied firmly: "I really don't want to say it."

"Okay."

Lu Jinxi knew that this was the final answer.

Xue Chi is not ignorant, on the contrary, he is very smart.

She actually admired this kid a little: "If you don't want to tell it, then I believe that the reason is that you don't want to tell other people's secrets. When you want to tell people, tell me again."

"Madam!"

Qing Que, who stayed in the house to wait, couldn't help but exclaimed when she heard this sentence, with a bit of inexact panic in her voice.

"The British government is over there..."

"I have my own way of explaining it.".

Lu Jinxi waved his hand indifferently, but his smile was very relaxed.

She touched Xue Chi's head: "Now you sit here obediently, continue to let Sister Qingque give you medicine, and don't move around. As for me, I'll go to the British government first..."

"You—"

"I know, no apology!"

Before Xue Chi could speak, Lu Jinxi repeated the sentence he had been letting go before, and couldn't help laughing.

Xue Chi was a little embarrassed, turned a small head over, and snorted.

Lu Jinxi didn't mind either, she clapped her hands and stood up.

"Anyway, my mother respects you this time. Whatever you say is what you say. Just before I go, I have something to tell you."

His ears perked up, Xue Chi slowly turned his head again and looked at her.

Lu Jinxi's eyes were clear, and she stared at him with a smile at the corner of her mouth: "If you want to care about someone, just say it well. Sometimes people are too stupid, but you don't know who you care about."

"Who cares about you?!"

As soon as she said those words, Xue Chi immediately froze and almost bumped into the small square table beside her.

He glared at her angrily, but Lu Jinxi's eyes were only as clear as snow.

At that moment, Xue Chi only felt that he was like a roe deer on the snow, with nowhere to hide and being seen through, he quickly avoided his eyes in embarrassment, and said impatiently, "If you want to go, go quickly. , don't be here, it's annoying!"

Twisting his head abruptly, he turned to look at the long-closed carved window.

It didn't look any different, he was still the old bully, but Lu Jinxi could easily see his red earlobes, which seemed to be dripping blood.

This is awkward and shy.

Lu Jinxi almost laughed out loud, but knew that the child was thin-skinned, he didn't attack himself, and he was seen through by others, which made him feel a little embarrassed.

She also cooperated and pretended not to see anything, and said, "Okay, I'll be leaving now."

As he spoke, he turned around.

Qing Que hurriedly took the first two steps: "The servant has already prepared some precious medicinal herbs and supplements, will you bring them with you later?"

"It's your job."

Lu Jinxi nodded, very satisfied with Qingque's stability and thoroughness.

I'm afraid that if the Lu family didn't have these two girls, the past days would be even more difficult.

"You will take care of my brother here. Doctor Zhang will come to show him in person in a while, so be careful. On the British government's side, let these two little girls join me."

She casually pointed to the two maids in blue who were standing in front of the curtain.

The two maids were a little surprised, reacted, and then hurriedly bowed: "Yes, ma'am."

"The things are all over there. Hurry up and hold them. Go with your wife. Be careful on the way." Qing Que pointed in one direction, and warned a few more words.

Then the two maids took the tonic and medicinal herbs, followed behind Lu Jinxi, and walked out of the warm house.

Friday's family had been waiting outside for a while, and when she saw her coming out, she hurriedly saluted.

Lu Jinxi waved her hand and said casually, "The third grandma took the person back, right? I see. Your daughter still needs someone to take care of you. You are allowed two days off, so go back and take care of it first."

Friday's home was stunned.

She was going back and forth with Ruizhu, how did she think that Lu Jinxi would give such a big favor?

My eyes were slightly wet for a while, but Friday's family was quite moved: "Grandma has a good heart, and this old slave thanked Li'er."

"Go."

Lu Jinxi stood under the eaves and nodded.

This Cai from Friday's family sincerely thanked her for bending over and retire and leave.

The sky outside the porch is still gray, and there is the sound of ticking water under the eaves.

Lu Jinxi heard this, and only raised her head to look like this. She was not affected by the gloomy weather at all, but felt relieved, as if the sun had cleared up.

When she thought of Xue Chi's reaction, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but twitch.

It's so coke.

When you say "you are not allowed to apologize", you simply don't want his mother to be wronged in vain.

But Xue Chi really can't speak, and can't express concern, instead, he has a fierce expression.

"It's a stupid boy..."

Lu Jinxi smiled slightly, looked away, and walked out of the yard.

"Too domineering, is there any more kingly law?"

"The old man is a bad old man, you actually have the heart to coerce him!"

"Only you high-profile families need to see a doctor, do you just need to see a doctor?!"

"Don't look at poor people..."

"In the past, I only heard that your second grandmother is kind-hearted and a bodhisattva! Today, today, the old age is an insight. It's really the world is getting worse, the world is getting worse..."

Before she could go out, a series of complaints came in.

Lu Jinxi raised her eyebrows slightly, but she was in a good mood, and the warm smile on her face had not yet disappeared. When she was out of the door, she saw an egret on the road to the south, with a woman and an old man with a medicine chest. come over.

Of course the egret saw her as well, and hurriedly waved her hand to tell the old woman and the old man to stop, while she took two steps, stepped forward and called, "Husband—"

The remaining word was suddenly stuck.

The egret raised her head and stared at Lu Jinxi, dazzled by the bright and warm smile on her face.

This...

A lady?

Hibiscus has a beautiful face, her lips are pink and white, and she purses a shallow arc. Under her clear eyes, there are even more shimmering waves, which are slightly squinted because of her natural smile, which makes her look very lazy.

She was originally dressed in moon-white armor, but at the beginning of her recovery, her face was pale, and at first glance, she looked colder than the surrounding Can Xue.

But now...

These slight smiles are like a round of bright sunshine, dispelling the melancholy that has been trapped on the face all the year round, making the residual snow melt, the ice is broken, the facial features are alive, and a pool of spring water flows.

Gentle and warm.

Clear and compelling, dazzling, dazzling.

The egret stared blankly for a long time before suddenly remembering...

Their wife was also one of the three beauties in Beijing, along with Wei Yi, a virtuous concubine who is currently favored in the palace, and Sun Xuedai, the governor of Yingtian and the wife of the Minister of War, who married Jinling far away.

Why...

Only now does she feel that Madam is so beautiful?