I’m Not Shouldering This Blame Chapter 121: Comfort
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A person, in the emptiness, don't know how long it can last.
Time is eternal, and there will be one day that you can’t make it through.
Jian Hua was very cold, and the chill came out of her bone marrow.
He doesn't feel like lying on a bed, he feels like lying in an ice cellar, only the palms and fingertips are warm.
——The shadow of the nightmare slowly receded, and he returned to this vivid world with colors and sounds.
He doesn't care much about being alive, but "how to live" is still very important. Even a simple and comfortable person in his home is willing to be such a sadly lost person.
If the mind cannot be maintained firmly, Jian Hua estimates that he will simply choose to die.
He doesn't have the idea of being unwilling, reluctant, and struggling to survive anyway.
"I'm here." The man holding his palm whispered.
Suddenly Jian Hua hugged him with great strength.
"I heard that you died before me."
Li Fei was slightly taken aback when he heard such a question, and then Jian Hua said to herself: "This is very good, then there is no need to find a way back."
If you change someone else, you can't hear Jian Hua's meaning, and Li Fei is of course different.
He stroked Jian Hua's back with his left hand. It took a while before he felt the cold temperature on Jian Hua's body recede. He restrained his arm and relaxed slightly, and Li Fei in turn pressed the person on the bed.
He kissed Jian Hua's forehead and neck, staying beside the rhythmic blood vessels for a long time.
Unbutton the collar and let the cold skin stick to his chest without any gaps.
The clothes on the two of them are getting less and less. Although the movements are intense and the exchange of breath is rapid, the intimacy behavior only ends at this step.
They lie on the bed, breathing close at hand.
The spring night was cold and the quilt was thrown to the side. There was no air conditioner in the room, but the chill was gone.
All this kind of warmth comes from the feeling of the person next to the pillow, Jian Hua is a little lost.
His expression fell in Li Fei's eyes in the dark.
Li Fei wanted to make Jian Hua more "warm", looking at love. The corners of his eyes were stained with crimson, showing a forbearing and uncomfortable look. Uncontrollable physiological tears came out, slipped over his cheeks and fell loose in the ears. In the hair. I really want Jian Hua not to speak except gasping and groaning, so that the lover can thoroughly feel his own existence...but he can't.
The happier the body, the more empty the heart feels.
Love is not a good medicine, it cannot cure diseases.
If Li Fei enters Jian Hua's body when he is uneasy, Jian Hua subconsciously feels the fact of "occupation", his emotions will be out of control, and he may be more vulnerable. This is not what Li Fei would like to see Yes, it's not the change that Jian Hua likes.
Love is respect, not possession.
The power field blended, the dark behemoth felt the familiar temperature, and didn't even bother to open its eyes, shook its head comfortably, and then snored. The flame fierce beast who felt the enemy's return had a very complicated mood, looked at the other side's eyes and moved a few steps closer, and after finding that there was no movement, he thought deeply about it and lay down to rest-forget it, anyway, I'm used to it.
The two hugged and slept, the room was silent.
Four hours later, Jian Hua opened his eyes again. This time he did not dream, did not see the endless dark world of nothingness. He was like a normal sleep. When he woke up, he was lazy and relaxed, nostalgic for the pillow and The temperature of the bed.
"..."
Jian Hua recovered and found that the pillow was missing and the quilt was thrown aside. The temperature actually came from Li Fei who was holding him.
Because mushrooms filled the room unscrupulously, when Jianhua’s ability was out of control, they were not even let off by the bed. After Li Fei was asleep, he used a thick cover as a pillow, not only used it himself, He even leaned on it with Jian Hua.
Jian Hua raised his head slightly after waking up, and the mycelium quickly slipped away.
The "pillow" broke down into silk and ran away. Li Fei's inevitable face "smashed" on the bed. He opened his eyes blankly, wondering what had happened.
A few seconds later, Li Fei remembered what happened before going to bed. Because he was worried about Jian Hua, he was touched on his cheek just as he was about to say something.
"..."
The two have their eyes facing each other, leaning on the bed, not even wearing clothes.
Jian Hua was not embarrassed at all, he didn't see too clearly in the dark anyway, he touched Li Fei's face with his finger, and he confirmed what he had just guessed.
The mushroom is crushed, and of course the front of the cap is smooth, but the back is not too flat.
Li Fei’s face is now marked by root mycelium.
When he touched his backhand, he understood it, and his mood was very delicate.
"I'm hungry."
"I'll get...huh?" Li Fei replied subconsciously. After hearing what Jianhua said, he was surprised again.
"In my dream, I didn't let the mushroom enter the cavity, probably because of this, I can feel hungry now." Jian Hua recalled this time, the feeling of the horror discovery was not too obvious, and he recovered. Be sensible and start thinking about how to deal with the problem, so as not to let yourself fall into that nihility world.
"The people at Red Dragon made some soybean sprouts at the base, and the instant soup they brought in. The taste and nutrition are okay. You haven’t eaten for a long time, so it’s not convenient to eat things that are too hard and dry. , I will bring you a copy?"
Jian Hua nodded.
Li Fei was about to put on clothes and go out. Although he could see things clearly, he still rummaged in the mushroom pile beside the bed for a long time before smoothly finding out the underwear jacket and trousers from the tangled clothes.
"The world of abandonment is not over yet?" Jian Hua looked around and looked at the room. Of course, he couldn't see the clues. It was just what Li Fei said just now, which contained too much information.
Just then, someone knocked on the door.
For those who have experienced the "hot water delivery" service of Red Dragon, Li Fei's eyes twitched, and his expression instantly became gloomy.
"It's Zhao Wen." Jianhua knew who the person outside the door was based on feedback from the ability.
The door opened automatically, and the thin man was "pushed" into the room by a group of mushrooms.
There are no lights in the house. In fact, it is not easy to have lights. There are mushroom bushes in front of Zhao Wen. He was about to say something when he heard Li Fei say in a bad tone: "What a coincidence?"
As soon as they woke up, Zhao Wen came on time, how did he do it?
This kind of twists and turns, implied questioning of dissatisfaction, the albatross didn't understand, he coughed: "Actually, I didn't want to come here. I was passing by and the mushrooms tied me upstairs. "
"..."
By the way, Jian Hua said he was hungry. Mushrooms are his power, controlled by his subconscious mind.
Zhao Wen understands the embarrassment of the two people very well. In fact, he has the task and deliberately wandered around.
"The cafeteria has just opened, shall I take Jian Hua?"
"Wait."
The sound of dressing.
After Zhao Wen got out of the mushroom, he inadvertently glanced at Jianhua and Li Fei who walked out the door. The former had light red spots on the back of his ears and neck, and the latter's face... this was fanned by the mushroom cap. Slap?
Skinny wanted to laugh, but held back.
"There are many people with abilities in the sea city, not tens of thousands, but there are thousands. The base is not enough to accept so many people, but currently there are less than 300 people who have come to the base, and most of them are people from the dark abyss. ."
Zhao Wen talked and walked, Jian Hua lived in the depths of the base, and it was very quiet, almost undisturbed. The so-called canteen is different. Red dragon team members, military supernatural powers, and people who are registered and trusted like Yang Chao come and go.
Not many people know Jian Hua, and Li Fei is different.
Especially the Red Dragon crew member who has sufficient confidential reading authority, looking at the two people's eyes, there is an indescribable entanglement.
They are of good quality, and they don’t immediately find someone to whisper to each other.
"Brother Joe, you guys are here too." Yang Chao was very happy to see people.
He didn’t know Jian Hua’s real name. He worked for Li Fei. When he saw the faint marks on Li Fei’s face, Yang Chao didn’t even think about it. He accidentally got trapped while feeding the mushrooms and left some marks. what happened? Isn't it normal?
(However, the way you feed the mushrooms is different)
Jian Hua's gaze fell on the barbecue in Yang Chao's hands. There was a remnant of power. It was done by a fire-powered person?
He turned his head to look at Li Fei, and the actor looked at him speechlessly: low-level powers are easier to grasp the fire, and too powerful powers are not a good thing.
When he saw the orderly cafeteria and various barbecue set meals, Jian Hua frowned deeply. What is Honglong doing? Abandon the standardized life of the world?
The soup Li Fei mentioned is very thin, with cooked bean sprouts in it, and the aroma is obviously brewed from the concentrated soup cubes. Not everyone can have such a thing.
"Unfortunately, the soilless cultivation technology is not something we laymen can do, otherwise the food in the cafeteria could be better." Zhao Wen queued up and took three foods.
Jian Hua is taciturn and usually doesn't want to talk to others, but in front of acquaintances, especially people he recognizes, he still shows some emotions.
"What happened."
Zhao Wen just waited for Jian Hua to ask this sentence. He implicitly revealed that the world has entered the coincidence point, and all the supernaturalists have disappeared from the real world. The point is that the situation in the original book should be abandoned in the world. Survive for one year.
Jian Hua looked up and found that Li Fei had no surprised expression, as if he had guessed it from the changes in the base.
The facts are grim, Zhao Wen said solemnly: "We have been looking for the whereabouts of Dr. Mad in Haicheng. You know, monsters are more likely to find prey than us, even if he is good at hiding his powers and falling into the abandoned world. That moment is also useless."
Jian Hua agreed with this statement. For example, he and Li Fei were in a hotel apartment and found that they were surrounded by monsters.
"The information collected from multiple sources shows that there are dozens of places where monsters in Haicheng gather on a large scale. Except for you, Major Zhang, and Geng Tian, the remaining places have been investigated, all of which have been gathered by too many abilities. Among them, there are seven foreigners, and none of them look like suspects. They are still under observation." Zhao Wen shook his head, "The current opinion is that Dr. Crazy escaped Haicheng after attacking Gengtian."
Such a dangerous element is dangling in China, with a red dragon in his throat.
Jian Hua couldn't help asking: "Are the Red Dragon preparing to guard the border?"
China borders many countries. Now that there are no border guards, foreigners can easily enter China.
Zhao Wen and Li Fei sighed at the same time, and Jian Hua got the point.
"No way, no country can hold it except Australia."
Australia is surrounded by sea on all sides.
"Although the United States is separated from us by the Pacific Ocean, we cannot find their troubles for the time being, but they face more problems than ours." Zhao Wen said slowly, "The drug lord in South America, The lawless gang... the supernatural person from over there is not easy to deal with."
Not to mention that there is still a holy gate organization in China that is ill-intentioned.