Immortal and Martial Dual Cultivation: Crushing thoughts

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Late at night, people are quiet and ca n’t sleep, just write something. (-.79xs .-

There is no update today, either you ca n’t write something, you ca n’t think of the plot, or you have an inexplicable emotion. Can't tell whether it's irritability or laziness, or 'confusing'. Anyway, I don't want to open the rough house, I don't want to go to the code, there is a force deep in my heart to resist.

This state has been going on for a long time, a long time ago, and I do n’t remember it for a long time, three months, four months, or five months? It's only recently that it's getting worse and worse, and it's so serious that it makes me feel desperate.

I was thinking, where did the problem go.

I have n’t thought about this problem carefully before. I just browsed the web, looked at the video, looked at the book, and let the time pay a little ‘wave’. Then I regretted blaming myself, why did I wavy time again, clearly Tian Yi must update it, write three chapters, write four chapters, write five chapters ... the second Tian Yi Awaken came, and there is no change.

During the day, I was thinking, what is the problem?

I think that if you do n’t understand this problem, even if you finish the old book, the new book may not be able to find the status, it is a very dangerous thing. What is the reason that it can't be solved now, it can be solved by opening a new book. Just like I always thought I owe one chapter today and I can make up three chapters tomorrow. I ca n’t write two chapters today. Why do you think you can write three chapters tomorrow? Silly and naive, it's really boring to lie to myself.

So I was thinking, what the **** caused me to fall into the current low state of "mystery".

My first thought was ambition. Maybe I have no ambition, and I have not enough cravings for money. My previous dream was simply to be able to write a book, no matter how good or bad, it would be good to write a book. But now, I can not only write books, but also make money, and my dream has been realized in excess.

And then ... what other dreams to become a great god? To be honest, I am quite pessimistic about the internet community. I think that the Internet must be constantly developing and improving. There will be a good book appeared, but there will be no real god. No matter how good the writing is, no matter how good the score is, it won't be the next celestial potato, or a dream machine.

In addition, I was originally an easy-to-satisfied person, ambition not enough, the power is hard to find.

In addition to ambition, what are the reasons?

I feel lazy ‘sex’ and bored. Day after day, I am locked in a small house. I write a book by myself, but I do n’t have any friends. At first, it was okay, but it accumulated a little bit over three years. This kind of loneliness has superimposed to the present and it is difficult to solve it by personal will.

And what else ... maybe it ’s very important, maybe it ’s how I finished unknown. The first time I wrote a book, I did n’t have much experience. I always thought about where to write, which caused the big tail now, and I feel that the round is not good. Then fall into the evil ‘sex’ cycle, the more you want to finish the book, the more you ca n’t finish it, then the more irritable ...

Before I wrote "exciting" emotions, and I wrote "fine" color chapters, the whole person will feel blood boiling, eager to know everyone's evaluation, I want everyone to praise me. I will deliberately ask people in the group, how is this chapter written ... In fact, I know that I have written very well, so I want to boast. Will post it, sneak a look at the evaluation below, seeing the compliment will also be happy.

The happiest thing in the past is that after writing two chapters, eating instant noodles and watching movies with peace of mind. Because it has always been the case, I can't write two chapters, I feel very guilty, and I'm not happy to do anything.

In the past, I used to look at the background data ~ IndoMTL.com ~ friends comments, every comment.

Now it ’s fading, and many things are boring. I feel that life is not looking forward, and tomorrow will be the same as today's Tian Yi. After one month, it will still be like this. After three years, it will still be like this ...

Because that ’s how I came here. In 12 years, I was a computer, an empty ‘swing’ and ‘swinging’ room. After three years and 16 years, the actual number has not changed much.

When I said the above paragraph, I felt quite hypocritical, but now it is much better than three years ago, and I am still not satisfied ...

I can change my mind. If I were not so hypocritical, I would n’t be able to write a book or write Xianwu.

Recalling a sentence that I once said, the code word that I don't want to face most, but only in the code word can I really get a moment of tranquility.

In the final analysis, it is still hypocritical.

What ’s the problem, why ca n’t it be updated, and why is it in poor condition ... The reason is to excuse a thousand Ten Million.

The insurance is not allowed. He crossed this threshold and looked back at himself a few years later. Even if I didn't sleep all night, I would write such a silly thing, and I might laugh.

Born in this world, no one will be bothered, and never feel how special their own suffering is, you and we are all mortals.

At the end of the writing ... it became the ‘chicken’ soup for myself, and I was drunk. After drying this bowl of ‘chicken’ soup, go to bed quickly, wake up early and wake up early, and wish you a good time soon.

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