In The DC World With Marvel Chat Group Chapter 996: Battle for the Tower (30)
"The Days of Being a Spiritual Mentor in Meiman"
, the days when I was a spiritual mentor in Meiman
Batman remembered his question at the beginning, is he sick?
Batman woke up from the trance of thinking, then looked at Schiller and asked, "... Am I sick?"
Schiller, who was eating, was stunned. He slowly turned his head to look at Batman. The fork was hanging in the air.
This question of Batman was really something that Schiller couldn't fix, so he was like a parent whose child was not confident because of being bullied by his classmates at school, he continued to eat unintentionally, and then asked: " Did anyone tell you anything?"
Schiller's reaction made Batman squint his eyes. While repeatedly cutting the meat on the plate, Schiller gave a universal answer: "You are fine, we are very similar."
"It seems that I am indeed sick." Batman said very simply, and the movement of Schiller's hands paused again, and said: "If it is another student, I will let him describe his symptoms, but if it is You, I don't count on it."
After finishing speaking, he put down the tableware in his hand, wiped his mouth with a napkin, looked at Batman and said, "Although I have a license as a psychiatrist, I really haven't made a formal diagnosis for you, because I really I am very worried that after I give you the medical certificate, you will ask me the meaning of the root."
Of course Batman heard the sarcasm in Schiller's tone. He just wanted to speak, but Schiller stretched out a hand to interrupt him. , I am a doctor, I have to be patient with patients..."
"Well, I'm a licensed psychologist, you can trust my professional level, if you are free now, you can listen to my advice..."
What Schiller didn't expect was that Batman really straightened his back, leaning on the back of the chair, in a state of listening, Schiller shook his head and said, "You have to relax a bit, just right, The new barbecue is here, we can chat while eating..."
After finishing speaking, he directed the devil to put some barbecue on Batman's plate. Batman picked up the cutlery, but he didn't intend to eat at all. He kept looking into Schiller's eyes, as nervous as in a classroom Students waiting for papers to be issued.
"Don't be nervous, I'm a psychiatrist, I won't give you a critical illness notice, in fact, I'm glad I'm diagnosing you now, if four years ago, the pathological analysis alone would have written on my wrist Cramp."
Schiller's tone was much more relaxed than usual, showing a kind of indifference and leisure from the inside out, and he said: "If you didn't show any abnormalities when you were young, and you haven't been diagnosed, then you may not be Not on the spectrum, which means that you are different from me, you do not suffer from autism.”
"Congenital health, acquired trauma, and traumatic stress disorder are topics that cannot be escaped. Your performance is already obvious, especially when you re-experience the symptoms. For so many years, you have not been able to get rid of the pain in the alley. The shadow of the scene."
"The second is delusional disorder. I think you should have learned the definition related to it, but this is actually inseparable from the mental stimulation you received at the beginning and the subsequent symptoms."
Schiller tapped the plate with his fork and said: "After you have been mentally stimulated, there is a long period of time in a state of isolation, in which you have too many pressing needs to solve. It is your revenge plan."
"But at that time, because you were too young, there were not many actions you could put into practice, and there were too few people to communicate with. Indulging in virtual fantasies for a long time would lead to a certain inertia of thinking, which would lead to Subsequent delusional disorder."
"In delusional disorder, I think you're somewhere in between persecutory delusional disorder and grandiose delusional disorder."
"First, you overestimate the maliciousness of other people, and you are full of inexplicable worries about extremely vicious events that happen unconditionally in reality."
"Second, you overestimate your abilities, thinking that you are energetic, sharp-minded, and omnipotent."
"Of course, to a certain extent, your worry and your self-confidence are justified, but if you exceed a certain limit and continue to develop, it may lead to brain and nerve lesions, which should be You don't want to see it."
"Of course, I also have the same generalized anxiety disorder as me." When Schiller said this, Batman raised his eyebrows, and Schiller spoke in advance as if he knew what he was going to say:
"You think that anxiety disorders are tachycardia, nervousness, and cold sweats, but in fact, the most obvious symptoms you show are increased alertness, which is manifested as sensitivity to external stimuli and prone to startle reactions."
"Of course, because you are born with a relatively high IQ, the module of logical thinking oppresses emotions, resulting in unclear emotional expressions, so there are not enough externalized expressions, but there are still."
"This part of the performance may also be caused by personality-derealization disorder, that is, symptoms of paying too much attention to the surrounding environment."
"To put it simply, because of delusional disorder, you often feel that some adverse events that occur under insufficient conditions may happen at any time, which will trigger your anxiety disorder and increase your alertness. At the same time, personality -The symptoms of paying too much attention to the surrounding environment caused by derealization disorder will make you aware of every trouble around you, and question the authenticity of the environment, and then have delusions of persecution, forming a cycle..."
"At the same time, the symptoms of exaggerated delusions will make you feel that you are capable enough to deal with the extremely vicious events in your fantasy, so you will think deeply about the way to solve similar events."
"Long-term lingering in these thoughts will lead to thinking inertia and brain shift, which will make symptoms worse."
After Batman listened, he was silent for a while, and then said: "My willpower has been tested by the green light ring. Of course, I am not saying that is the only benchmark, but, I think, my willpower should It is beyond ordinary..."
"This goes back to the cognitive theory you are most interested in." Schiller answered very patiently: "If your cognition is always wrong, then the stronger the willpower, the worse the symptoms will be." Quick."
"I feel, I can't feel some emotions." Batman described his symptoms as accurately as possible, "My mind is telling me that I should be happy or sad, but I don't feel like it. It's like a car without an engine..."
Schiller paused, as if thinking, he said: "Then I take back my previous conclusion, you may indeed have some pedigree characteristics, but maybe it is because of your super high IQ, which makes up for the similar symptoms. The influence of the future, so it was not discovered in time."
"To put it simply, your reason can use theoretical analysis to figure out what mood the other party should be in, and what mood you should be in, so you can express this mood by acting, right? ?
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Batman recalled a moment, and then said: "When I was young, my parents let me play with other children. I thought I should be their leader, so I was very excited in the chase, and I was very excited after the victory." Happy, but actually, I don't feel anything."
"It seems that it is true." Schiller nodded and said: "I am the same, but the difference is that my own emotions are weak, but I can be very sensitive to the emotions of others, which is why I can be a psychiatrist."
"Actually, if you have been able to act proficiently, there is no need to treat autism, because the process of autism treatment is to teach you how to act as a normal person, you have been able to do this, and do it well Very good, then this is not an urgent problem to be solved."
"I suggest that you first solve the delusional disorder that causes you to be hyperactive and behave abnormally for a long time, otherwise, this may also interfere with your expression of emotion." Schiller looked at Batman and said: "Focus on illusion and less on reality, It's nothing to worry about when you have nothing to worry about, but do you really have nothing to worry about?"
"Leaving aside the various practical problems that must be faced to save Gotham, the education of Aisha and Dick is a difficulty that cannot be overcome."
"You can't always think that one day in the future, someone will harm them, or they will encounter some serious trouble in the future, and then deduce from the results of your delusions what you want to teach them."
"True education should focus on the present moment. What do they need? What are they expressing? What kind of emotions are they conveying? Then give feedback to these emotions and behaviors, which can help them build a stable personality."
"If you only look at their future and don't give them any feedback on the emotion they are giving, it will easily lead to personality defects. Then no matter how many moves and skills you teach them to deal with danger, it will only destroy their personality in the end Defects, irrational decisions brought about.”
After hearing these words, Batman was silent for a long time, he thought of his parents, especially his mother.
Thomas occasionally talks about the future with him, encouraging him to study hard, master various survival skills, and be an excellent person. However, Martha almost never talks about these things with him, and only responds to his every A tiny action.
Batman didn't know whether what he missed was these two people, or the response and understanding he could get from every look, expression, and movement before the two gunshots.
After that, it never happened again.
To a certain extent, Batman is incomprehensible, but this does not mean that his willful choices are actually those choices that cannot be understood by ordinary people, but are understood by his friends.
Gordon understands his justice, Harvey understands his philosophy, and Alfred understands his hatred. However, the understanding that humans need is not only in these grand aspects, but also in those subtle emotional feedbacks. The most important source of security.
Batman did not respond to any of these diagnoses~IndoMTL.com~It seemed to be acquiescence, but Schiller felt that this was a good start, because the biggest manifestation of delusional disorder is not knowing it , if he didn't refute, it just means that he started to heal.
But at this time, Schiller said: "Batman, you know? You make me very unhappy."
Batman looked at Schiller, not knowing what he said, but Schiller put down the tableware, wiped his mouth with a napkin, and said, "I invited you to dinner, but you didn't eat anything, don't you think?" , is this impolite?"
Batman subconsciously looked at the food on his plate, then glanced at the Corrupted General hanging on the hook, and told him rationally that it was a demon, no different from the cattle and sheep he usually ate.
However, General Rotting Heart is a very typical humanoid demon, so Batman feels a kind of physical disgust towards the very obvious joint structure in the plate.
Seeing Schiller's threatening eyes, Batman was unmoved in the slightest. Tolerating Schiller's actions was already his bottom line.
The next second, Batman was strangled by the neck, and the strange demon strangled Batman's neck tightly with his elbow. the ground.
With a "bang", Batman felt that his head had been hit hard, and before his vision gradually went dark, he saw the reflection of the leather shoes under the suit pants.
The last thing that appeared in his field of vision was the squatting Schiller, the approaching fork, and the meat being sent into his mouth.
And the last thing he heard was Schiller's voice with a smile:
"The meat of the workers, you have eaten enough, now, come and taste the same bourgeois taste as you."