Infernal Hero Chapter 11: If I love you

Gu Tianyou spent the first fourteen years of his life growing up in prison. He had seen the most evil criminals and heard the most complicated and tortuous criminal experiences, but he had never come into contact with the parents in his ordinary life. On the first day I came to Jiang's mother's house, I sat at the small dining table, looking at the fragrant white rice in the bowl, the braised pork with the taste of home in the plate, and the girl with bright eyes and white teeth on the opposite side. Everything is dreamlike and unreal.

If it's a dream, go ahead and do it.

From this day on, Gu Tianyou's fate has turned a corner. Seems to be back on the normal track of life for a child his age.

Jiang Chunxiu's family used words and deeds to tell Tianyou that in addition to the evil side of this world, there is also a good side. But she can only instill this concept into Tianyou's brain, but she can't dig out the deep-rooted evil skills and cold reality in Tianyou's brain.

While in prison, the body is not free, but the spirit is not restricted. And since coming out, schools, teachers, parents, morals, laws, all kinds of constraints and rules have come from all directions. For Tianyou, who is used to being independent and free in spirit, this is difficult to adapt to.

He is rebellious and has a mind and insight far beyond his peers. Everything that his classmates like is childish and unfamiliar in Tianyou's eyes, and he has no interest at all. Therefore, it is difficult for him to make any friends at school. Most of the time, Gu Tianyou always wandered the campus alone, without any sense of existence.

Fortunately, there is Xu Jiahui.

Gu Tianyou likes Xu Jiahui. In the beginning, it was out of adolescence's instinct to yearn for the opposite sex. After living together for a long time, this love gradually expanded to love, I love Xu Jiahui's sunshine and fitness, love her carefree temperament, and even love her petty temper that breaks out and suddenly goes out, even the way she picks her nose. In Tianyou's view, it's all so funny.

Gu Tianyou's age is exactly the age of young Mu Ai, the age when he just began to have great curiosity about the opposite sex. The impulse of adolescence is like a beast ready to go, trying to devour his sanity at any time. But no matter how strong the urge in his heart was, he could always subdue the beast.

It is not only because of the strong self-control skills that have been cultivated since childhood, but also because the person who taught Tianyou to read and read is Miao Shifan. This morbid and cruel serial killer spends most of his time only teaching arts and not virtue. During more than a year of study, the only moral constraint he instilled in Tianyou was that he must respect women.

Rapists are some of the most despised people in the prison ecosystem. Tianyou remembered that at that time, the only thing Miao Shifan was passionate about was torturing such people. Every time he has a whim, he likes to find a **** and teach himself to do simulated surgery on others.

From the age of fourteen to Jiang's mother's house, for two full years, Gu Tianyou maintained a pure and holy love for Xu Jiahui.

However, the fire of youth is constantly burning, and it is not just God's blessing who is tested for reason.

This year, both Gu Tianyou and Xu Jiahui were sixteen years old and entered high school one after the other.

Two young men and women who are extremely curious about the body of the opposite **** live under the same roof. Gu Tianyou is young, tall and handsome, and his special life experience brings him a mature charm that is far better than that of young people of the same age, both physically and psychologically. . And Xu Jiahui is already a slender girl in flowering season, like a flower hanging in the morning dew, budding.

He and she were attracted to each other at the beginning of their relationship, and everything started as a matter of course, and it was as beautiful as a couple.

Gu Tianyou can resist her growing enthusiasm, but she can't resist Xu Jiahui's growing enthusiasm with her bright and decisive nature.

Jiang Chunxiu is busy with work most of the time, and her husband Xu Jinwen is a border guard and is away all year round. In this family, most of the time, there are only two young men and women who lack common sense about sex, and there is a lot of private time for each other every day. Coming together seems to be a matter of course.

It happened on the winter solstice, and the sun was shining brightly that afternoon.

Gu Tianyou came home, Jiang's mother was working overtime in the unit, and Xu Jiahui was preparing dinner there. She was wearing blue and white sportswear, the sun shone on her body, and her graceful lines exuded a youthful glow. Gu Tianyou stared at her with calm eyes like water, and the desire in his heart was already surging like a tide.

Xu Jiahui suddenly raised her head and smiled at Tianyou, "What are you looking at? Why don't you come to help?" Saying that, Chong Tianyou hooked her fingers. It's hooking your fingers, not beckoning. Tianyou walked over like a sinister, Xu Jiahui suddenly stood up, as if her feet slipped, and her whole body fell into Tianyou's arms.

The fiery youth is as red as blood. The joy and pain brought by the first sacrifice of life are intertwined. The two young men and women finally stepped on the restricted area and picked the forbidden fruit of life.

Xu Jiahui is unexpectedly pregnant

First discovered by Jiang's mother, then furious Xu Jinwen rushed home after hearing the news. In this family, he is Jiang Chunxiu's husband and Xu Jiahui's father. In a certain frontier defense department, he was the deputy squadron leader of the armed police of a certain anti-drug force, and was awarded the third-class hero many times. On the day he learned of this, he rushed home from the army, and when he entered the door, he raised his gun and pointed at Gu Tianyou's head.

"We took you home from the horns to feed you, study for you, help you integrate into society, and live a normal life. That's how you repay us?"

Xu Jinwen's angry eyes were about to burst into flames, and his trembling hands seemed unable to restrain the urge to pull the trigger. If Jiang Chunxiu hadn't tried desperately to stop him, it would be hard to say whether this angry father, who values ​​tradition and loves face, would have actually shot.

"I will be responsible!" Gu Tianyou stood in front of Mama Jiang honestly. Although the little boy looks thin, he is already taller than the average adult, looking down at the middle-aged woman who accepts him with all sincerity and tolerance, and there is no remorse in his expression.

Jiang Chunxiu was willing to believe that Gu Tianyou's words were sincere, but she couldn't make up her mind, so she shook her head helplessly and turned her eyes to her husband.

The Xu family is a very traditional family, and Xu Jiahui's pregnancy is completely unacceptable to Xu Jinwen. Not only did he hate Gu Tianyou, but he was even more angry with his daughter for doing such an unethical thing. With anger on his face, he turned and walked towards Xu Jiahui

"Don't touch her!" Gu Tianyou shouted, "It's all my fault from beginning to end, I forced her!"

Xu Jinwen turned around suddenly, staring at Gu Tianyou. Of course he knew that wasn't the case. But Gu Tianyou's words made him see a possibility.

Gu Tianyou's expression remained unchanged, his eyes firm.

For a long time, Xu Jinwen's tense expression seemed to loosen slightly. He took a deep breath and asked, "Where are you going to say this?"

Xu Jiahui is still young, Gu Tianyou wants to take responsibility, but Xu Jinwen doesn't plan to give Tianyou this chance at all. In his opinion, Gu Tianyou, a child who grew up in prison, is not worthy of being his son-in-law at all, and his daughter is pregnant at a young age, which is a loss of virtue. Although this person is already lost, the shackles of morality should not be set. on her. The Xu family's innocence and reputation need to be preserved even more.

Gu Tianyou saw through his mind and simply took all the responsibility on himself. At that moment, Xu Jiahui looked up at him, her eyes were sad, and she shook her head frequently. He turned to look at his furious father again, and finally closed his eyes slowly without speaking. For a girl who grew up under the care of her parents, it was too difficult to help Tianyou resist her father at this moment.

Gu Tianyou looked at her and said with a smile, "It's alright, although I can't afford a home now, but at least I can bear a few scoldings. You're fine, I don't care!"

Xu Jinwen turned a deaf ear to Jiang Chunxiu's dissuasion, stared at Tianyou, gritted his teeth and said, "You said this, you have to do what you say, I count you as a man!"

Before the Spring Festival, Gu Tianyou was sent to a juvenile correctional center for seduction.

This year, he was sixteen years old. The trajectory of life that has been reversed seems to have turned back again, returning to the track that was originally set.

A juvenile detention center is an institution specially set up for minor children who have committed serious mistakes and violated the law. For other children, walking into this place almost means that the future life is completely denied, and it is difficult to turn back. But for Tianyou, who grew up in prison since childhood, this place is only equivalent to a low-difficulty return journey.

This is the golden time of Gu Tianyou's life, and the seemingly harsh life in the juvenile detention center is not difficult for him. Whether it is dealing with work studies or dealing with various people such as correctional police officers, he is able to advance and retreat with ease. At this time, Gu Tianyou was just a young boy, tall and handsome, enjoying a free and worry-free time.

Once a person has a goal, he is not blind.

Missing is like a fire, urging Gu Tianyou to adapt to the laws of society. Study and study, grow up in a way that everyone agrees, and wait for one day when you grow up, be a so-called useful person to society, shoulder the responsibility of a family, and get Xu Jinwen's approval.

In the spring, Gu Tianyou was sitting on the window sill, the mountains in the distance were full of life, but he turned a blind eye, holding Xu Jiahui's letter and reading it over and over again. In summer, in the orchard outside the wall, peaches and plums are fragrant, flowers are red and willows are green, Gu Tianyou is too lazy to look at it, holding a thick stack of letters, old and new, never tire of reading them. In autumn, the juvenile detention center's self-planted vegetable garden is full of fruit, and the fruits and vegetables are red and green. Gu Tianyou is rubbing the letters sent by summer, and his heart is empty.

From July to October, Xu Jiahui has not heard from her for three months.

After several rounds of tossing and turning, I asked someone to find out the news that Xu Jinwen had been promoted, and his family had moved to the south. Gu Tianyou had no way of inquiring about the new location of Xu's house, so he could only hope for a letter from Xu Jiahui, but Xu Jiahui never received another letter.

Until one day, Mama Jiang came and brought Xu Jiahui's breakup letter with no new address on the envelope. She said in the letter that she has started a new life in a new city and is working hard for her life goals. She is still young and not yet the age to make decisions about her love life. She made Tianyou forget her.

It's not Gu Tianyou's character that ripped trousers wrap around his legs. Now that Xu Jiahui has made a choice, he will simply let it go, even though it makes him feel pain.

The most beautiful thing in life is first love, and the most helpless thing in life is always first love.

A beautiful love affair that devoted all of Gu Tianyou's enthusiasm finally ended without a hitch. As the song sings, the ruthless ties of the world always divide the amorous people on both sides.

A woman's charm is always related to a man, and a man's growth is also inseparable from a woman.

The experience of breaking up for the first time in my life taught Gu Tianyou one thing: you can be sincere in dealing with feelings and you can be reckless, but you must never get stuck in the mud and can't extricate yourself.

Mother Jiang left with a sigh, and Gu Tianyou shut herself up for three days without eating or drinking. Finally realized that to survive in this society, the weak can only go with the flow, let the fate dictate, what the society gives is only worthy of what the society gives, and the current self is a weak in front of Xu Jinwen. If you don't want to let fate take away everything you love, you must be a strong man.

You can study in a juvenile detention center now, but the sentence is only 18 months. Seeing that autumn is over and winter is over, what kind of life will you live after you leave here after the expiration of the next year? How can I become a strong man who takes everything?

When I was in Haozi, I was forced to learn all kinds of skills, and I never thought about what I would do in the future. During the two years at Jiang's mother's house, there seemed to be only one Xu Jiahui in the whole world. For her, Gu Tianyou doesn't mind doing anything and becoming any kind of person. Now that Xu Jiahui had left, the clear goal before suddenly became blurred again.

Wandering the rivers and lakes?

With an old-fashioned trick, he can become a wandering entertainer who makes a living. But when he thought of this, the old face of the old immortal came to mind. He always said that this world does not support tricksters. And the life of the strong should not be like that.

In the 16 years of my life, in the first 14 years, everything I saw and heard was related to crime, and they were all anti-social. Miao Shifan has taught him many practical skills, but he needs diplomas and qualifications to become a doctor, and he needs capital to engage in finance, both of which he currently does not have. And the rules of this society are so unbreakable. What's more, these two professions are not something that can be achieved on paper.

In the two years since I left Haozi, in addition to a romantic relationship, I went to school for two years under the test-taking system. All scholars are used to prepare for the exam, let alone becoming a strong person, it is wishful thinking to use it to make a living.

But it's not completely nothing, at least I have realized a reality: this is a world of competition, compared to my father, and also to my father, and most of the social resources have already been divided according to strength. The chief's son is the section chief, and the workers' children are workers. In that so-called realm of the strong, there are very few self-made people. There seem to be only two ways for a young man like himself to rise up in this peaceful age and become a powerhouse occupying a lot of social resources.

The first rule is that the sword goes slanted and the sword goes out of the way. Playing is the heartbeat, fighting is the life. This line of work is like walking a tightrope and requires extreme skill. I remember Lord Long said that the society outside is not a black and white world, there is a very narrow gray area between the two. Once you learn the skills of surviving in this gray area, nothing is impossible.

The other way is relatively safe and is to rely on the strong. Follow the strong and become the strong. Although this road is not easy to walk, it is much easier than the first one. However, it comes at the cost of dignity and time.

Because the strong don't need the strong beside them, all they need are dogs, hounds, pugs, and watchdogs. If you want to rely on the strong, you must first learn how to use your own strengths to be a good dog. From a good dog to a person who is on an equal footing with the strong, it will undoubtedly take a long time. Many people do it all their lives and never make it out.

There is no need to weigh, Gu Tianyou is self-aware that he is destined to be a bad dog in his life. Because since birth, the people with the deepest contact have never taught themselves how to be a dog. Lord Long has been in the army for half his life, and he would rather bend than bend. Miao Shifan is unruly and unruly; the blasting team leader is gentle and introverted, soft on the outside and firm on the inside, preferring to break the jade rather than complete the tile;

Hey, it looks like the only way to start is to get a sideways door.