It Seems I Love You Very Much Chapter 30: Lifetime beauty (2)

On the second day of junior high, Li Lulu from the same city called Sang's house to pay New Year's greetings to her aunt.

Sang's mother went out to visit relatives, and Sang Wuyan approached Cheng Yin about her experience after being proposed.

Su Nianqin was home alone and received a call from Li Lulu.

"Wan Yan, she went to find Cheng Yin." Su Nianqin said. He didn't know why she insisted on not following him.

"Cheng Yin? Mr. Su, are you kidding me?"

Su Nianqin couldn't feel the edge and didn't understand what the other party meant.

"Cheng Yin has been dead for five years."

Su Nianqun suddenly straightened up and asked, "What did you say?"

(4)

Su Nianqin and Li Lulu meet in a tea room not far from Sang's house.

Li Lulu said, "If you're talking about me and my college classmate Cheng Yin, who is Wuyan, she died when we were in our third year." After listening to Su Nianqin describe everything about Cheng Yin, she said I think things are a little serious.

"Then you say I'm lying?" Su Nianqun narrowed his eyes.

"No, no." Li Lulu hurriedly denied that she did not want to challenge Su Nianqun's usual position of authority.

"What was the cause of her death?"

“The elevator accident in our teaching building. It was too late, she was trapped in the elevator, and no one thought she would have a serious heart attack.” Li Lulu recalled.

"What about Wuyan at that time?" Su Nianqun was a little nervous.

"She and Cheng Yin were also trapped in the elevator together and witnessed everything. You must know that they were the best in the dormitory, Cheng Yin often helped her out, and they were almost inseparable. Since then, Wuyan has moved I live alone outside the school and don’t interact with my classmates much.”

"Miss Li, do you want me to believe that there are ghosts in this world?" Su Nianqun thought it was ridiculous.

"Mr. Su, I am a psychologist. If it is not a ghost, it can be called madness, a mild madness."

"Paranoia?" Su Nianqun had heard of it.

"This is a relatively common psychological symptom, and many writers are mildly paranoid patients. According to what you just said about Cheng Yin, it's not what I saw with my own eyes, but I learned it from Wuyan's mouth. Yes. You haven't actually met her."

Su Nianqin defaults.

"It's all just a fantasy of Wu Yan to relieve psychological tension or loneliness or depression. Some paranoid people will fantasize that they are the Secretary-General of the United Nations, and some people will fantasize about a non-existent figure, and Wu Yan just thinks that Her best friend is still by her side, and she subconsciously knows that Cheng Yin is dead, so she never tells about Cheng Yin in front of anyone in the know, for fear of being exposed."

Li Lulu added: "And they have a family history. Her mother also looked like this in the year after her husband died. Although it is impossible to determine whether it is inherited or not, it is at least related."

"Is that what you call schizophrenia?"

"No." Li Lulu shook her head, "It's not that serious, these fantasies are just her self-protection. When she is at a loss, she will play her according to Cheng Yin's personality and way of speaking in her heart, so that Talk to yourself. So it's a kind of positive self-coordination. At present, the best way to deal with Wuyan is not to tell her to see a psychiatrist but to pretend she doesn't know, take good care of her, reduce her alone time, and don't let her Negative emotions affect her."

When Li Lulu said goodbye, she added: "I will always pay attention to her, but Mr. Su hopes that you can let people watch her all the time to avoid any unexpected situation. This kind of disease requires a lot of effort from the family and Patience, many people may be incurable for life."

The sky was drizzling with drizzle. Even if it was like a thin needle, it would be extremely painful to fall on the skin in winter. Su Nianqun sat alone on the bench in the downstairs community of Sangjia for a long time, and the shoulders of his jacket were mostly wet.

Back to Sang's house, Sang Wuyan rushed over and acted like a spoiled child: "Nianshu, where have you been? You dare to go out secretly when I'm not here." He looked very happy.

Su Nianqun avoided and didn't answer: "Did you go to see Cheng Yin?"

"Well. Cheng Yin said that if such a valuable ring is divorced in the future, you can't let you go back."

Su Nianqin smiled.

In the afternoon, Sang's mother didn't return, and the two had just had dinner when Su Nianqin received a call from Xiao Qin.

"Mr. Su, I've already been to the address you asked me to check this morning. The landlord and the guard on duty downstairs said that the girl who studied A major in the previous lease has always been alone, and there is no shared rent. .”

He hung up the phone without saying a word, then shouted, "Nothing?"

"Hey, I'm doing the dishes." Sang Wuyan's voice came from the kitchen, and there was also the sound of water.

Su Nianqin walked gropingly, wrapping her waist from behind and hanging her head in her hair.

"What's wrong?" Sang Wuyan tapped his cheek with greasy fingers.

"It's nothing." Su Nianqun whispered softly, and after a while he said, "Wuyan, stop studying and come back to City A to accompany me."

"Su Nianqun, I don't see that you are so feudal." Sang Wuyan continued to wash the dishes.

"How feudal?"

"Women are also forbidden to go out to read. You won't be jealous that I am more literate than you are."

Su Nianqun was speechless.

"You don't even have a primary school diploma, don't think I don't know. Xiaolu sold you out long ago."

The man smirked.

When he returned to Su's house, the family did not send him to a school for the blind. In his mother's eyes, he just had poor eyesight, which had nothing to do with being blind or not, and believed that his son should be in contact with normal people, so he specially hired a tutor. teach him.

So, it can be said that Su Nianqun never went to school to study.

"I asked Li Lulu, and she said that you should have no courses. You can accompany me while writing your graduation thesis in City A."

"When did you see her, why didn't I know?" Sang Wuyan continued to wash the dishes.

Su Nianqun silently buried her face on her shoulders again, holding her tighter.

"Nianshu, what's wrong with you? You weren't so sticky before."

"I'm afraid you will be taken away."

"Who is more attractive than you."

"Cheng Yin." Su Nianqun said lightly.

Sang Wuyan is silly: "Hey, Xiao Su, have you eaten too much vinegar?"

Before the new semester started, Sang Wuyan, under the double persuasion of Su Nianqun and Sang's mother, went back to City A with Su Nianqun to stay for a few more days.

Su Nianqun went to work. She was watching a CD at home by herself, and later received a call from Yu Xiaolu.

"Did Nianjin go to the hospital?" Yu Xiaolu asked.

“Why go to the hospital?”

"Doing the examination, his eyesight has deteriorated so much. Dr. Li, who has been treating him, finally came back from the United States and urged him to go there several times."

Sang Wuyan then remembered what Yu Xiaolu said last time. She was so careless that she even forgot about it.

"Come back and I'll tell him."

"I didn't tell him, I forced him to go." Yu Xiaolu emphasized.

"If I could kidnap him, it wouldn't be Sang Wuyan."

"If the only person in the world who can force him to do anything, it's only you, Sang Wuyan." Yu Xiaolu parroted back to her.

Sang Wuyan couldn't help laughing.

"My poor nephew is as cute as I am, isn't it. How else would you so willingly agree to be my niece-in-law."

After Su Nianqun went home and opened the door and put away the keys, the first thing to do when entering the porch was to ask: "Are your shoes left in disorder?"

Sang Wuyan was so angry that he bit him for the first time: "I didn't clean up so much." Later, he became numb, so he said, "Master Su, how dare you be a kid."

(5)

"Why don't you go to the hospital for a checkup?" The two ate dinner outside and walked hand in hand in a nearby park.

"I know my own situation, I don't like to do those boring tests like a fool, and they are useless."

"But your eyesight is really getting worse, at least before..."

"At least I could see you kissing me before."

"You are so ugly." Sang Wuyan still feels embarrassed to mention it.

After a while, Su Nianqun said again, "I don't mind whether my eyes will continue to deteriorate."

"But I mind!"

Su Nianqun was stunned when he heard the words, and then his expression gradually became stern: "I'm afraid that I'm really blind, and I'll be a drag on you?"

Sang Wuyan stopped and turned his head to look at him: "How can you think so?"

"What did I think? Did I say it?" Su Nianqun's voice raised a bit, and subconsciously let go of Sang Wuyan's hand.

Sang Wuyan was irritated by his unintentional release of his hand: "You are so unreasonable!" With a kick of his right foot, he turned around and left, leaving Su Nianqun standing alone.

Ten minutes later, Su Nianqun didn't move. He is a big man standing in the middle of the road in the park with a blind stick. There are not many people at the moment, so it is more conspicuous, and people look back from time to time.

In the past, if the two of them went shopping and got lost, he would definitely wait for Sang Wuyan to find her back there, but now he was the one who drove her away.

Twenty minutes, Sang Wuyan still did not return.

Probably really got angry and went home alone, Su Nianqun thought.

Going home? These two words flashed through Su Nianqun's mind and felt bad. She shouldn't be allowed to take the elevator by herself. Thinking about it, she was in a hurry, so she had to rush back.

Sang Wuyan rushed home and put her head in the quilt and shouted in a muffled voice, "I hate it! I hate it! What a bad temper!" After a while, she stuck her head out of the quilt.

I have to cross the road twice between the way home from the park. There was no beep at the traffic light, and he sometimes stood there waiting for several minutes, not sure whether it was a red light or a green light, but gradually he got used to it.

"How do you know it's a green light?" Sang Wuyan asked him curiously later.

"I heard the brakes of the car and thought it was a green light."

Hearing what he said, Sang Wuyan took a deep breath and never dared to let him cross the road alone.

Sang Wuyan regretted that he shouldn't have left him there, so he put on his coat and went out to find him.

The two just bumped into each other at the corner.

"Where are you going?" Knowing that she rushed out of the house recklessly, Su Nianqin asked nervously, for fear that she would run away again if she got angry.

"I...I..." Sang was hesitant and hesitant, he couldn't be so shameless, he let out his anger and went back to find him, "What is your business where I...go?"

"Are you worried about me?"

"Nonsense, who would worry about you, a heartless blind man!" Sang Wuyan got angry.

Su Nianqin's lips curved a little, and then pulled her home.

"Actually, Wuyan, I am no different from being blind."

Su Nianqin felt that they should speak calmly.

"Not the same, I don't want you to live in darkness where you can't see any light."

"That's it?" Su Nianqun hugged her gently. These matters should be resolved in a peaceful manner. They can't always make trouble for such a trivial matter.

"Also," Sang Wuyan added, "you don't know how beautiful your eyes are, it would be a pity if they were just decorations."

"Wanyan..." Su Nianqun found a problem, "I think you always use your appearance to judge people."

"Is this bad?"

"Of course it's not good." All elementary school students understand the truth.

"Then I was so in love with you at the time, what should I do? Judgment is wrong."

"The only choice is right, it's rare to have such a combination of both inside and outside."

Sang Wuyan giggled and bit his chin: "Su Nianqun, when did you become such a slippery man?"

"Influenced by a woman."

"Going to check tomorrow."

"Can't I just go?"

Sang Wuyan rolled her eyes, she spent so long in ideological work for a long time in vain?

"No, unless you want to see me run away from home."

Women have to make a trick.

The next day, the results of the inspection were terrible.

Su Nianqun's sense of sensation within three feet is almost lost, and the sense of light is drastically diminishing.

"What caused it?" Yu Xiaolu asked first, Sang Wuyan was anxious.

"How can you let him drink? And he's still drinking for a long time. Alcohol accelerates the atrophy of the optic nerve." Dr. Li's words were similar to Yu Xiaolu's own guess. "And don't make him overworked."

Sang Wuyan realized that she hadn't paid much attention to Su Nianqin's eyes.

Yu Xiaolu explained to Sang Wuyan outside the ward: "He was caused by the imperfect development of the optic nerve system in the brain when he was in the mother's body."

This Sang can't understand, just like the reason why a child is incapacitated because part of the brain shrinks, it can be said that at the current medical level, those treatments are comforting and completely useless.

"I've never cared enough about his health." Sang Wuyan sat down on the bench in the corridor with red eyes. All he knew was that he was arguing with him, and he was completely putting the only daughter's temper that he was used to at home on him.

"Wuyan," Yu Xiaolu patted her shoulder, "Everything will take your time, you just need some time to get used to it. And his temper is already bad enough that few people can stand it."

"But you and Xiao Qin seem to be able to get along well with him." Sang Wuyan was frustrated.

Yu Xiaolu smiled: "Xiao Qin is because he is her boss, and his parents. And I am because I am his aunt. As an elder, I can't have the same knowledge as a child."

On the way back, Sang Wuyan didn't speak, and made a big decision in his heart.

"Wuyan, what's the matter?" Su Nianqin saw that she was bored, so he came over.

She doesn't seem to hear.

Occasionally, Sang Wuyan's reaction will suddenly be three seconds slower than others. In Cheng Yin's previous description of her, "the brain is not enough".

Su Nianqin reached out and squeezed her chin, turning her face over: "What are you thinking?"

"I think I can stay. The courses at the school are basically over, and the same is true for my graduation thesis in City A." Now Yu Xiaolu is married and does not live with him, and Xiao Qin is only a secretary, and he is hired outside. Housekeeping is too measured, and there is always no family attentive.

"You want to take care of me?" Su Nianqin asked.

Sang Wuyan knows that he has a strong self-esteem and hates impersonating others, let alone taking care of him. Unexpectedly, Su Nianqun smiled unexpectedly: "I'm very happy."

Sang Wuyan was startled and blushed a little when he was laughed at, so he explained: "If it wasn't for the doctor's orders, I would be too lazy to care about you."

"I'm really thankful for my sickly eyes. I wonder if I'd be better off if I was totally blind."

"No nonsense!"

Then Su Nianqin started planning the future with her.

"We're moving back to the old house."

"Why?"

"There is no elevator to get up and down, save the trouble."

"Well. I also like the living room of the old house."

“Would you like to re-buy the furniture and fix it?”

"No, it's good enough. But I have the conditions." Sang Wuyan rolled his eyes.

"In addition to picking stars, all requirements are met."

"Am I so bored? Besides," Sang Wuyan began to feel that his old problems had relapsed again, "If I really want stars, you have to find a way. Isn't that the case in movies?"

"I read a story before. The male protagonist promised to give his lover a star, but he actually bought a small meteorite to fulfill his promise." Sang Wuyan continued to describe a lot of romantic love about picking stars.

"Wuyan..." Su Nianqun interrupted her. He decided to filter the plots of the movies she watched, otherwise the day would be impossible.

Yu Xiaolu couldn't help smiling as she looked at the couple who were talking from the rear mirror. She had never seen Su Nianqun so chatty, and suddenly she thought of the business: "Nianqun, when will my brother-in-law and sister let you? Take Wuyan back for a trip."

Hearing Yu Xiaolu's words, Sang Wuyan grabbed Su Nianqun's hand subconsciously.

He noticed her subtle movements, and held her hand in his palm with his backhand, saying, "We'll talk about it later." But after all, she can't hide from her life, she still has to face these things.