Journey to Seek Past Reincarnations Chapter 11: Heartache


It's already night, but my mood has never been as chaotic as it is now. In a trance, I changed into the clothes I wore when I came here. I wanted to look at the crystal on my wrist, but I saw the gold bracelet that Ramses personally put on me. I hesitated and wanted to take it off, but how could I? I can't break it either.

Do you want to wear it back to modern times? However, maybe this is not a bad thing, at least it can tell me that all this happened for real. Every time I travel through time and space, I will be nostalgic, but why this time, I seem to be particularly reluctant.

Before parting, at least, at least take another look at Ramses.

Walking in front of Ramses' bedroom, I saw the Enemy Slayer guarding the door at a glance. When it saw me, it gave a low growl affectionately. I patted its head and went straight in.

Rameses fell asleep soundly, I sat lightly on the edge of the bed and looked at his face carefully. The moonlight outside the window shone lightly on his handsome face, his thick eyelashes trembled slightly with his steady breathing, and his lips were tightly pursed into a straight line. This idiot seems to be angry even when he is asleep.

I thought it was a little funny, but soon I was overwhelmed by a sad emotion, and I reached out to caress his face, and when I touched him, his body moved, and I quickly retracted my hand.

Seeing that he was still immersed in his dream, I breathed a sigh of relief.

"Rameses, I'm sorry, I must leave. Live well, you will become the greatest victor, and your name will pass through the centuries. You are the eternal son of light, and you will have many wives , you will have many, many children, you will live for a long time, and you will be accompanied by your favorite woman Nefertari, and soon, soon you will forget me..."

I murmured, my nose suddenly became sour, and my heart began to ache. There was a voice deep in my heart telling me, Ye Yin, I have to leave as soon as possible, and I can't stay any longer.

I took one last look at him, thought about it, lowered my head and kissed him on the face, stood there for a few more minutes, then turned and left.

Just as he walked out of the dormitory, just as he thought of summoning Si Yin to leave in a secluded place, the corner of his clothes was bitten by the enemy killer.

"Enemy killer, let go." I was a little surprised again, did it notice that I was leaving?

The enemy killer let go, and suddenly yelled at me in the next second. The high-pitched voice sounded particularly harsh in this silent night. I didn't think too much, just covered its big mouth, and said anxiously: "Don't bark! Do you want to wake up Ramses!"

"Why are you afraid that I will be woken up?" A cold voice came from behind me, my body froze, and I turned around slowly. Ramses was leaning at the door of the bedroom, looking at me with confusion.

He glanced at my clothes, looked straight at me and said, "Yin, why are you dressed like this?"

I gritted my teeth and said, "The reason why I dressed like this is - I'm going back."

"What?" His expression changed.

"I'm sorry, Ramses, I, I have to go back, I don't belong here." Why, I keep repeating these uncomfortable lines.

His face started to turn blue, he rushed over with a stride, grabbed my hand firmly, and said angrily: "Don't go back, I won't let you go back!" His eyes were messy, and he hugged me again suddenly, His chin rubbed heavily on the top of my head, and he said in a hoarse voice: "Tell me, Yin, how can you stay by my side. Tell me, I won't allow you to go back, I won't allow you to go back."

The smell of palm leaves on his body mixed with sunlight came to my nose again, I said to myself again and again, this is just a mission, this is just an ordinary farewell, just, why, this time my My heart hurts so much...

"I, I must go." I struggled to say this.

There was a flash of violence in his eyes, he grabbed my shoulder suddenly, and said: "Listen, I will not let you go, never, even if I use force, I will keep you .”

"Then, Ramses, I'm sorry..." As soon as the words fell, I had already attached the amulet to his body.

"Idiot! What are you doing!" he raged.

"Did you forget? I am the messenger of God, you can't stop me."

I tried to speak lightly, but my heart was even more depressed.

He didn't say anything, just looked at me.

"Yin, do you really hate me that much?" Ramses gradually calmed down from the initial anger, and the expression in his eyes was difficult to discern.

Hate it? How could it be... I took a few steps back, turned my head, stopped looking at him, and started calling for Si Yin.

"Do you really hate me that much?" he asked again, this time with a hint of sadness in his tone.

The crystal in my hand began to glow, and I couldn't help but look up at him again. His midnight-like black eyes were full of sadness that I had never seen before.

My heart was pulled up again, and a burst of uncomfortable feeling came out from the depths of my heart. I finally couldn't bear it anymore, ran forward and plunged into his arms, choked up and said: "Rameses, I don't hate you, I don't hate you at all... But, I must go, I must go!" Let's go."

He has not spoken, I can only hear his heart beating faster and faster. I can't procrastinate any longer, otherwise, or I will really be reluctant to leave. Get out of here before I get stuck.

I hurriedly left his embrace, and took a few steps back, the halo of the crystal became bigger and bigger, and my body began to heat up.

"Yin," he said suddenly, "I don't know where your country is, and I can't stop you from leaving, but you must always remember that no matter how far you leave Egypt, anyone who has drunk the water of the Nile , will return to Egypt again." He stared at me deeply, and said softly: "So, I will wait for you, wait for you to return to Egypt again, and return to my side."

There seems to be something overflowing from my eye sockets, my eyes are blurred, and I can't see Ramses' face clearly, "I, I like Egypt, I like Egypt, I like Latin America with Egypt..."

Before I finished speaking, the crystal bracelet was activated, my whole body was surrounded by a halo, and my consciousness gradually disappeared...

Farewell to my favorite - Egypt.

I should be unconscious, but, tears, why are they still flowing...

When I woke up again, I returned to this familiar past and present teahouse.

"Xiao Yin, why are your eyes so red? Did you cry just now?" Asuka cried out in surprise when she saw me.

Si Yin looked at me, with a complicated and difficult look flashing in his eyes, as if there was heartache, helplessness, and more things I couldn't understand...

I dodged his gaze, lowered my head and whispered, "It's nothing, I didn't cry!"

"Obviously..." Asuka just said a few words before being interrupted by Si Yin's light cough.

I bit my lip and stopped talking, feeling that my cheeks and eye sockets were all wet, at this moment, a napkin was handed to my eyes in time, and the voice of Si Yin sounded, "Wipe first.

I quickly took it and wiped it on my face, Asuka looked at my face and suddenly burst out laughing. Just when I was a little dazed, Si Yin stretched out his hand and gently removed the scraps of paper sticking to my forehead. I looked up, just in time to see the rare tenderness and pity in his eyes. My heart was suddenly touched, and then I tightly grasped Si Yin's hand as if seeking some kind of comfort.

Si Yin sighed slightly, and patted the back of my hand with his other hand, finally calming down my emotions.

"Master, I'm sorry... I may be too tired..." I said awkwardly. "Xiao Yin, how do you think about my suggestion to go on a trip and rest?" Si Yin's tone was exceptionally gentle.

Travel? Also, the way I am now, maybe it would be better to travel and relax.

"Okay." I nodded.

"So, where do you want to go?" he asked.

I looked down at the gold bracelet on my wrist, and said without thinking: "Egypt, of course - Egypt."

"Didn't you just go to ancient Egypt?" Asuka asked puzzled.

"Okay, let's go to Egypt." Si Yin nodded, "Leave next week."

Modern Egypt, Cairo.

When I set foot on the land of Egypt again, I felt indescribable. The words of Ramses seemed to echo in my ears: Those who drink the water of the Nile will return to Egypt no matter how far they leave Egypt. Yes, Ramses, here I am, and I'm back in Egypt, but you're not here anymore.

No, you are still here. At this time, you are lying quietly in the Egyptian National Museum in Cairo...

Knowing that it would hurt my heart, I couldn't help but walked into the gate of the National Museum of Egypt.

Through the glass display case, I once again saw the man called the Son of the Sun. The shriveled mummy did not damage his kingly demeanor and serenity. He lay there quietly, as if he was asleep. , as if he would open his eyes at any moment, he smiled and said to me: "Yin, stay with me, stay in Egypt."

My heart hurts again...

It seems that the singing of the distant Nile River sounded in my ears again:

The Nile, my mother,

Bring me the prosperous land of Egypt,

Bring me infinite vitality to the territory.

I am here to praise you, I am here to pray for you,

Let me Egypt, prosperous forever,

Let me go down in history as Ramses...

More and more people gathered around the showcase, pointing at him. Suddenly, a child's voice came to my ears, "Mom, he is so scary and ugly!" My heart seemed to be pricked by a needle. I turned my head and glared at the child. The child was frightened by my eyes and dared not speak any more.

Why, that son of the sun, that great king of Egypt, that man who shines like the sun, should be put in such a place, being pointed at by irrelevant people, if his soul is here, isn’t it also Will cry...

Why, why disturb his deep sleep.

Thinking of this, my body began to tremble slightly, Si Yin suddenly took my hand, and whispered: "Let's go." I was dragged out of the museum by him numbly, but my heart was empty.

While walking through an alley, an old Egyptian suddenly stopped me and said in broken English, "Oh my God, the bracelet on your hand seems to be a genuine product from the 19th Dynasty."

I just remembered my bracelet, and I was a little surprised that this old man could see through it at a glance.

"Can you let me see?" He asked eagerly.

"I can't take it off." As I spoke, I unconsciously snapped the bracelet open with a click. I quickly picked it up and saw that there seemed to be characters on the inside of the bracelet. When I looked more carefully, my hand trembled and I almost couldn't hold the bracelet. There was actually a Chinese word "Yin" engraved on the inside. I seem to have only taught him once, does he remember it all the time?

Next to the hidden words is a string of ancient Egyptian hieroglyphs, which I can't understand at all now. The old man leaned over, with an extremely surprised expression on his face, and translated the ancient Egyptian sentence into English. come out.

"Snap!" I couldn't hold my hand any longer, and the bracelet fell heavily on the ground. Tears welled up in my eyes, followed by waves of heartache, and I kept repeating that sentence in my heart over and over again— —

Hidden—the wife of Ramses.

"Why, Master, why do I want to do this kind of work, I don't want to do it anymore, I don't want to travel through time and space anymore, I don't want to continue!" Si Yin yelled. A trace of sadness flashed in Si Yin's eyes, and for the first time in history, he stretched out his arms to embrace me, hugged me tightly, and said, "This is all punishment..."

Punishment? I lost control of my emotions and didn't think much about it at the time, I just vented my heartache.

He hugged me tighter, and said as if comforting: "Soon, everything will be over. You, me, and we will all be free."


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