Journey to Seek Past Reincarnations Chapter 11: The past is like sand

"Harlan, you..." O'Leary said after a pause, "Harlan, if you really love her, tell her clearly."

"Sister, do you think I don't want to? Last night I almost... But if I tell her clearly, I'm afraid she will leave immediately. If she wants to leave, I can't stop her. I don't want to take the risk Dangerous." Harlan said in a low voice.

"But it won't work if it goes on like this. Do you want Xiaoyin to think that her eyes have never recovered? Isn't this too cruel for her? This kind of love is really too selfish."

"Of course not!" He raised his voice, "Of course I won't let her go on like this, but sister, I need time, do you understand? I really need time, I need time to make her like it Fuck me!"

"Stupid child, I also made stupid mistakes for love, but Yang Li finally forgave me, and I finally understood that love cannot tolerate deception. Harun, tell the truth, and say to Xiaoyin Let her decide whether to stay or not, as you wish." O'Leiye persuaded softly.

"Sister... let me think about it..." His voice hesitated.

"Just think about it for yourself, it's not an option to go on like this, and, Xiaoyin has helped me, and I won't ignore it." O'Leary's tone softened, "Okay, tomorrow is yours The enthronement ceremony is over, let's rest early."

"Sister." He suddenly called again.

I don't have the heart to listen anymore, "Do you want Xiaoyin to think that her eyes have never recovered?" O'Leiye's words have been circling in my mind. What does she mean? Could it be that I His eyes have recovered? But, why, it was still pitch black in front of me... As I was thinking, I groped my way back, and when I estimated that I was about to arrive, I suddenly heard Amanla's panicked voice: "O God, miss, what are you doing?" If someone came out alone, His Highness would kill me if he knew, please, please don’t do this.”

"I see." I said lightly, and let her help me back to the room.

With extremely complicated moods, I waited until it was time to fall asleep. Finally, when Amman pulled out the door, I immediately got up and started to untie the gauze wrapped around my eyes. When I opened my eyes again, there was still darkness in front of me. ,What exactly is going on? I suppressed my impatience and thought quietly.

What is the problem?

I thought of the thing that Oulier seemed to stumble when leaving the room, and suddenly remembered a sentence I read in the book before, if you want to hide a tree, then the best way is to put the tree in In a forest. Thinking of this, my heart moved, and I hurriedly groped to the door, and when I pulled the door, it was locked. It didn't bother me, so I read a few incantations, took a breath, and the door slowly moved away.

As soon as I opened my eyes, the sudden bright light made my eyes burst into tears, so I had to close them again, and when I slowly opened them again, I had already gotten used to it. By the moonlight, I vaguely saw everything in front of me, and felt a burst of ecstasy. My eyes really recovered, and I could really see again! It's really hard to be blind. Only when you lose it do you realize how precious it is. Now I understand how lucky it is to have a pair of eyes that can see the world!

After the ecstasy, I realized something, and quickly turned around to look into the room. The room was still pitch black. I opened the door wide and let the moonlight shine in through the door. Only then did I see clearly that there was no window at all in this room. Moreover, the surrounding areas were all painted black, and the ice scarf that came into view was also black! It turned out that this was really the case. Harlan actually used a trick to let me live in a completely dark room, making me mistakenly think that I had never recovered my sight. How could Harlan be such a bastard? I still trust him so much in vain!

As soon as my guess was confirmed, I was naturally furious. Even if you like me, you can't use such an excessive method...

I looked at the crystal bracelet on my hand, I was about to summon Si Yin, but I just walked away, but I heard Anmanla's voice not far away: "Your Highness, are you still here so late?"

Harlan coming so late? I hesitated for a moment, I was not in a hurry anyway, so I might as well listen to what nonsense he wanted to say. Thinking of this, I hurried back to the room, rewrapped the gauze, and just lay down when I heard the door creak and was pushed open. Then I heard someone come to my bed and sit down beside me.

"Are you asleep?" was Harlan's voice.

I continued to pretend to be asleep and ignored him.

"Love seems to be very mysterious, but I don't take it seriously when I'm in it." His fingers touched my cheek lightly, "Now, I finally understand the meaning of this poem. When I find that love has come , it's too late, and I don't have much time left."

"God let me taste the taste of regret, I can only blame myself for not cherishing the time that has passed. If I can, I hope to lie to you and keep you forever, but my heart will also be uneasy Forever." He continued to murmur, "Don't worry, tomorrow you will find that you can see the dazzling sunshine again."

Hearing him say this sentence, my anger has been relieved a lot. It seems that he still doesn't want to lie to me all the time.

His fingers rested on my cheek and did not leave for a long time.

"I'll be leaving tomorrow." I said suddenly, his fingers trembled immediately and slid down my cheek.

"Are you awake?" He was visibly taken aback.

"Well, I was thinking, if you continue to lie to me, then I will leave immediately without saying goodbye." I whispered.

"You already know?"

"I——heard what you and O'Leary said."

He was silent for a while, "So, you still want to go?"

"Yes... I have to go."

"You still want to leave even if you understand my intentions?"

"I don't belong here. I want to go back to my own time. All of this is just a passing cloud for me, and it's all illusory..."

"Illusory?" He interrupted me, his tone changed, and he suddenly grabbed me from the bed.

"Hey, don't be so rude!"

"Ugly, come out!" He picked me up and walked out, and threw me onto the horse before I recovered.

"What the **** are you trying to do!" I said angrily.

"What are you doing! Go to the desert!" He got on his horse and rode away.

"Going to the desert in the middle of the night, did you lose your mind!" I turned my head and stared at him.

"Shut up, ugly bastard!" he growled.

"Put me down, or I'll turn you into stone!" I threatened.

"Turn into a stone?" A trace of deep loss suddenly flashed across his face, "Then turn me into a bird sitting on a cactus."

My heart skipped a beat and I was suddenly speechless.

When we arrived in the desert outside Baghdad, the speed of the horse gradually slowed down. In the desert at night, I could finally see everything with my own eyes. Under the shining stars in the sky, there is an endless light golden desert in front of you. The high places are like hills and hills, and the low places are like deep ravines. The quicksand is long, the stars are faint, and the breeze is gentle. A quiet and gentle beauty.

"Look ahead." He whispered in my ear.

I looked in the direction of his finger, and there was actually a large cactus growing in the front left not far away.

"I didn't lie to you last time, there is really a bird parked here." His tone seemed to have calmed down.

"Then the legend you mentioned?" I couldn't help asking.

"Fake." He said softly.

"Fake?" I unconsciously turned my head away.

He is staring at me, the starlight is faint, scattered all over the ground, the light is shining in his eyes, so lonely. I just wanted to turn my head away, but I was caught by him again like last time.

"This time, I won't..." Before he could finish his words, his warm lips quickly covered his lips. I tilted my head, and his lips slid across my lips and landed on my face superior.

"You really want to **** me off." I suppressed the anger in my heart and said in a deep voice.

But he hugged me even tighter, pressed my face tightly, and whispered: "Remember me, remember me even if you leave, I am real, and I am truly in your life I am not illusory, I... am not illusory..." He didn't go on, my face seemed to feel wet, and I felt an inexplicable discomfort in my heart, I wanted to push his hand away, but slowly Slowly put down.

Harun is not illusory, Sanatesi is not illusory, Ramses is not illusory, Seimei, Zongsi, Xiaozheng, none of them are illusory, they have indeed existed in my life, Although the separation brings endless regrets and sorrows, their existence makes my life more complete... Even if this is punishment, I will not regret meeting each of them...

"Harlan, I will never forget you, absolutely not. If you want, we can have another fight." I smiled and said.

He was taken aback, let go of me slowly, and also laughed, "I don't know if it's because since then, I have fallen in love with you ugly monster."

"Can you remove the word "ugly"?" I glared at him, and this kid recovered too quickly.

He smiled again, looking at the vast desert, "I won't see you off tomorrow."

"Well, tomorrow is your enthronement day." I nodded.

He reined in, "Go back."

On this last night, I tossed and turned for a long time before falling asleep.

When I woke up the next day, it was already daylight.

I changed my clothes and walked into the garden. The people in the palace seem to be very busy today, they are all busy preparing for Harlan's enthronement ceremony.

"Xiao Yin." O'Leary's voice came from behind.

I turned around and saw that the O'Reilly in front of me had lost her peerless face. The original radiant snow-white skin was now as dull as charcoal, and the star-like eyes had shrunk a lot. She was a bit clumsy, and it was not an exaggeration to use the word ugly to describe her, but the smile on the corner of her mouth was so natural and brilliant.

"Well, O'Leary, why haven't you attended Harlan's coronation ceremony yet?" I asked with a smile.

"Harlan told me everything, are you leaving today?" She walked up to me.

"Yes, I should go back too."

"Xiao Yin, don't blame Harlan, he actually..."

"I won't blame him."

"Xiao Yin, thank you." She hugged me into her arms, "If possible, I really hope you can call me sister as my brother's wife."

I also hugged her, and said in a low voice: "But I can use my sister's identity to say, goodbye, sister."

"Although there are thousands of sorrows in the world, the saddest thing is to part with you. Xiaoyin, take care." She let me go and smiled at me. At that moment, I suddenly felt that she was beautiful.

"O'Reilly..."

"What?"

"You are beautiful."

She laughed again, "Goodbye, sister."

"Well, goodbye." I looked at the crystal bracelet on my hand and called out to Si Yin.

"Wait!" A loud shout brought me back from my mind.

I opened my eyes, Harlan dressed in black was standing in front of me, with long hair flying, handsome and unrestrained, just like the first time I saw him.

"You, aren't you holding the enthronement ceremony?" I said in amazement.

He didn't speak either, he rushed forward and hugged me into his arms.

"Let go of me, Harlan, I will disappear soon..." I whispered.

"I know." He hugged him even tighter, "Then, just disappear in my arms, and let me in this last moment, imagine that you belong to me."

I bit my lip and told myself secretly, don't cry, don't cry. Why did this happen? I thought there would be no sad parting this time, but why, the same thing always happened again and again.

"Harlan...I..." I didn't know what to say, my heart was boiling like water.

"Ugly, you must never forget me." He said hoarsely.

This time, I didn't refute him, forget it, anyway, this is the last time...

After a burst of familiar burning and dizziness, I finally ended the thrilling journey of A-Ra-Bo and returned to this teahouse called Past and Present.

"Master, I'm back." I'm back, and I'm back to my real world.

"Is the mission going well this time?" Si Yin patted my head lightly, "Is there any trouble?"

"Why, how could it be." I laughed dryly twice.

Master, I met King Solomon. King Solomon said that my previous life was related to the underworld. What about my previous life? I really wanted to ask Si Yin directly, but when the words came to my lips, I swallowed them again. If Si Yin refuses to speak, then no matter how many times I ask, it will be useless.

"I'm going to see Asuka." I smiled and walked to Asuka's room.

Asuka is still asleep, looking at his quiet face, I can't help feeling more confused, Asuka, what was your previous life, why did you have to be punished like this?

"Tonight, I will entrust a dream to that client named Han Li." Si Yin whispered behind me.

"Then she..."

"When your task is completed, she is also relieved, and the so-called inner inferiority complex is also eliminated at that moment."

"That is to say, when she comes tomorrow, everything will be back to normal?"

"Good."

"Master..." I turned my head, "If the infinite bottle is full this time, you will send me to the underworld, right?"

Si Yin looked at me thoughtfully and nodded.

I really want to go to the underworld, never so urgently. Because not only flowers that can save Asuka grow there, but also, maybe, secrets that have a great relationship with my previous life are hidden. All the mysteries may be solved there...

The next day, I saw Han Li again. It was completely different from the first time I saw her. Her face was not covered with makeup. In fact, she is not only not ugly, but also pretty.

Life in faraway Baghdad is very happy, and she will be happy in this life too.

When her tears dripped into the infinite bottle, unfortunately, the bottle still didn't turn white.

In order to appease my disappointed mood, Si Yin proposed to visit the flower and bird market on the outskirts of the city. When I have no tasks, we occasionally go there to buy some flowers and plants.

The flower and bird market on the outskirts of the city was still as lively as ever, Si Yin stopped the car at the door, took a pair of sunglasses from his pocket and put them on. Because of his strange-colored eyes, every time he goes out, no matter it is windy, rainy or scorching hot, he always cannot do without the cover of sunglasses. But no matter how he conceals it, his outstanding appearance is still very easy to attract everyone's attention, which is why he doesn't like going out very much.

Si Yin and I picked a few pots of green broad-leaved plants in the market. When we passed one of the stalls, I found that there were many cacti in different shapes and sizes. There are so many cacti, my thoughts seem to return to the desert night under the starry sky not long ago, where there are also many cacti growing.

"Miss, do you want to buy a cactus? These cactus have just been transplanted from the desert of the Arab Peninsula. Unlike those edible cactus in Mexico, the flowers of this cactus are very beautiful." A middle-aged man He greeted me warmly and took out an album for me to read.

"What? Xiaoyin, do you want to buy a cactus?" Si Yin also asked me.

"Oh, no." I shook my head and was about to leave when I heard a sound of fluttering wings, and a colorful parrot landed on the cactus in front of me.

The parrot stared at me firmly, and its round black eyes looked at me fearlessly. I smiled and said softly, "Hello." The parrot just looked at me and didn't speak.

"You are a parrot, why don't you talk." I teased it.

"Not all parrots can talk." Si Yin looked at me funny.

The people around me were also looking at me with great interest, when suddenly a young woman ran over in a hurry and said, "That's my bird, it escaped from the cage like crazy for some reason, Please catch it for me, please." As soon as she finished speaking, the parrot suddenly flew into my hand again, and I was about to return the parrot to the woman when the parrot puffed up its feathers and said clearly to me Said a sentence: "Ugly!"

Everyone around laughed.

My heart trembled violently...

"Wait, can you sell this bird to me!" I suddenly didn't want to return it to that woman.

"No, it is my treasure, and I will never sell it." The woman refused me straight away.

"Sell it to me, please tell me a price!" I begged unwillingly.

"Xiaoyin, let go." Si Yin quickly reached out and snatched the parrot from my hand, and returned it to the woman.

"Master, you!" I said angrily.

Si Yin bent down, stared at me, and said in a low voice: "Xiaoyin, there are some things that are destined to never be with you. They were in the past, they are in the present, and they will be in the future."

I closed my eyes helplessly, and the boundless desert on the distant Arab Peninsula seemed to appear in front of my eyes. The figure galloping vertically and horizontally. The past is like sand, thousands of years later, the desert is still there, but the young prince has long been turned into a long stream of quicksand, merging with the peninsula...

Harlan, I know, you are not illusory, you once existed in my life so real...

The words he said sounded in my ears again:

There is a legend in our Al-Arab, if you ride a camel through the desert and see a bird sitting on a cactus staring at you, then the soul in its body is your forgotten lover in the previous life .

In my previous life, did I ever forget you.