Legend of Ravaging Dynasties: Sorrow Chapter 38
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——Actually, I also know that thank you for what you said, thank you for leaving your world. Allow you to live without burdens like today.
——Although I will feel heartache when I hear such words. But seeing how happy you are now, I really feel very happy.
——In the past, I would disdain songs every time I heard it, and that day also made me cry. The song is called "Love you very much".
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In fact, youth is just such pieces piled together.
Get up, brush your teeth, ride your bike to class.
Following the rhythm of the radio, I shaved my eyes lazily. Occasionally escaped the radio operation and sneaked to the canteen to buy things.
Today I hook up with this girl, and tomorrow I will turn my face to death because of something trivial to boring.
The delicate faces of Japanese boys are as attractive as the male protagonists in manga.
The fog in the alley will not decrease in summer.
The green watermelon is soaked in cold water in the bucket of the communal kitchen.
It is such a piece of specimens mounted between the glass slide and the cover glass. The lines clearly explain and explain youth.
But this is not exactly the case.
It's like the life Yi Yao has experienced. Those things that can almost subvert the original coordinates of the world, you think they will stop.
When Qi Ming and Gu Senxi received Gu Senxiang's text messages together that day, they didn't realize that they were two of the last three text messages that came out before her death.
"I hate this dirty world."
——It should be a bad thing. Qi Ming thought for a while and replied: "That's because we are still keeping clean, fool."
"Senxi, you have to come on, don't make your mother angry. I will always love you."
——It should be her mother who is telling her about herself again. Sensi thought this way, and replied: "I know. I will always love you, beauty."
When Gu Senxi walked out of the elevator, she heard her mother's heart-piercing cry from home into the corridor.
Gu Senxi hurried over and saw that the door of the house was wide open, and his mother was sitting on the sand, with her hands beating the edge of the sand hard, her nose and tears seeping into the wrinkles wet. While seeing Gu Senxi, his mother let out a sharper cry.
In the corner of the living room, my father was sitting on a stool with his hands on his forehead, tears rolling out from the red sunken eye sockets one by one.
Gu Senxi rushed into her sister's room, and as soon as she pushed the door open, she bent down and vomited violently.
The strong smell of blood all over the room. The tentacles that were as sweet as countless deep seas suddenly rushed towards me, wrapped around me, piercing the intense sweet smell into every cell of the body.
Gu Senxiang lay quietly on the bed, with his head tilted to one side, his eyes fixedly looking at the sky outside the window, his pupils dilated to make people feel scared, the bed sheet was soaked in blood, and the place where his wrist was cut looks white. The minced meat turned up like petals was shocking.
Gu Senxi leaned against the wall, opening her mouth as if every joint in her body had tripped, and an excessively violent current flowed through her body, so she could no longer move.
On the writing desk is a piece of paper.
The above are two sentences.
It is exactly the same as the two short messages for Qi Ming and himself.
——I hate this dirty world.
——Senxi, you have to come on, don't make your mother angry. I love you forever.
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Gu Senxi did not go to class.
Yi Yao called during the break in the morning, and Gu Senxi didn't want to say more, so he hung up after just a few words.
He sat in Gu Senxiang's room, looking at the clean white sheets.
There is no one at home. Both mother and father were hospitalized. The sudden blow made both of them ten years old. Especially my mother, when she was admitted to the hospital last night, her face was as pale as a piece of paper that was blown torn. Before being sent to the hospital, the mother's sharp crying had never stopped.
Gu Senxi's eyes are red again. He stretched out his hand to open the drawer and took the paper towel.
Gu Senxiang's folder, notebook, and mobile phone are in the drawer.
Gu Senxi picked up the phone and turned on the power. Staring at the picture of herself and her on the screen as the desktop, my heart throbbed again.
After a few seconds, the phone vibrated. Two short messages.
Open your inbox, one is Qi Ming's and the other is yours.
Gu Senxi pressed it, and saw the sentence she wrote "I know. I will always love you, beauty", tears couldn't help but flow out.
Gu Senxi was about to turn off the phone when he suddenly saw a short message from an unfamiliar number under two text messages between Qi Ming and himself. Gu Senxi looked at the time, and it happened to be the day when her sister died. He moved the cursor to the text message.
"Are you dating Qi Ming? Then come to the back door warehouse of the school at two o'clock in the afternoon. I have something to tell you."
Gu Senxi thought for a while, then pressed it back to the box, and saw that in addition to the two messages from her sister to herself and Qi Ming, there was another message: "Are you satisfied?" The object is the person in the inbox just now.
Gu Senxi looked at the unfamiliar number, and seemed to have seen this number in his impression.
He took out his cell phone and dialed the other party's phone according to the number.
When the number on the phone screen suddenly turned into a name, Gu Senxi's whole body instantly became cold.
This series of numbers has always been stored in my mobile phone.
Its owner is: Yi Yao.
When the phone rang, Yi Yao was eating in the cafeteria. She saw that the caller was Gu Senxi, so she answered the phone. Just about to speak, Gu Senxi’s indifferent voice came from there:
"Go yourself."
"What did you say?" Yi Yao didn't react for a moment.
"I mean, you can do it yourself."
After saying this, the other party hung up.
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In fact, many things that we seem to be unable or unbelievable are not as complicated or unbelievable as we imagined.
Like when we were young, we can’t understand that disgusting caterpillars are the "childhood" of beautiful butterflies.
Actually, there is nothing incomprehensible. Those bugs wrap themselves in layers of opaque cocoons, then gradually change day by day, and finally become colorful butterflies.
In fact, even if you become the Queen of Butterfly, you can bring more incredible things. For example, it **** its wings on the other side of the ocean, and the other side of the ocean generates storms randomly.
In fact, things are much simpler than we thought.
It's just that we can't accept it.
One day, Yi Yao received a text message from an unknown number. The text message said that if she is Qi Ming’s girlfriend, then ask her to go to the school warehouse and tell her something. Yi Yao's subconscious reaction was that the other party "made a mistake." Qi Ming's girlfriend should be Gu Senxiang. She did not expect that such a peaceful or even slightly polite text message would be Gu Senxiang's death invitation card.
As for Gu Senxiang after going to the appointment, there is no way for anyone to know. Only Gu Senxiang knew about it, and those who let Gu Senxiang encountered the dirty things know.
It's just that we all know that these bad things are so bad that they can make Gu Senxiang give up his life and say "I hate this dirty world".
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Yi Yao looked at Gu Senxi standing in front of him with cold hands and feet. He coldly stretched out his hand and said: "Then show me your phone, who's the information, you give me the number, I will look for it."
Yi Yao closed his eyes and said desperately: "I deleted that text message."
Gu Senxi looked at Yi Yao in front of him, and finally laughed.
After wiping away the tears, he said to Yi Yao: "Do you have anything else to say?"
Yi Yao lowered his head, "It's really not me."
Gu Senxi's eyes were full of disgusting light, "Yi Yao, do you know that all the things my sister went through originally belonged to you, including those who die, it should be you."
Yi Yao didn't speak, and the wind blew her head away suddenly.
"My sister is a pure person. She has never experienced anything. Even a little insult can make her unhappy. You forward that text message to her... I will assume that someone else has given you... …Don’t you think you are too vicious?"
Yi Yao twisted the head sticking to his cheeks because of tears with his fingers, "Do you mean, I am an impure person, I should encounter all that, if the person I encounter is me , I will not commit suicide, my life will be cheaper than your sister's~IndoMTL.com~Do you mean that?"
"You have beaten your kids, are you still cheap?"
"Do you want me to die for your sister?"
"Yes, I just want you to die for my sister."
Yi Yao couldn't breathe with the sudden pain in his chest. Tears quickly blurred his vision. The sense of humiliation that had disappeared for a long time came over again.
She took a deep breath, then stretched out her hand to reach the corner of Gu Senxi's clothes, "I know you are very angry now..."
Just halfway through Yi Yao's speech, Gu Senxi pushed her back hard, "Don't touch me!"
Yi Yao, who fell heavily to the back, just hit the bike that was riding over. The boy who fell on the ground quickly stood up and asked if there was anything wrong with Yi Yao.
Yi Yao looked towards the painful knee, a long opening was bleeding outwards.
Yi Yao raised his head, Gu Senxi had already left without looking back.