Legend of the Great Saint: At the very center of the desert …

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Originally, this single chapter should have been issued yesterday, and I am going to take a long vacation. I have been in a bad state for the past two months, and I feel really tired. In my lifetime, I have never felt so alone, such as trekking hard in the center of the desert. In Sandstorm, I gradually forgot my partners, my enemies, and my goals.

Looking blankly!

Where ... Should there be anything? Obviously, why can't I remember it?

Speaking ridiculously, I have always loved loneliness. I prefer to live in isolation and maintain loneliness rather than the noise of the crowd. But, but it's not easy to get along with yourself?

Perhaps you should give up being a perfectionist, you will not be trapped in a maze in every plot, afraid to make an irreparable error by taking a step, so you will linger like an abyss. In hesitation, miss more.

Okay, you have been making mistakes, but you have been reluctant to admit it.

Countless times I have tried to read the book I wrote, this one, the last one, the last one, but I ca n’t do it, too many errors. Never recall the so-called childhood, the so-called youth, I do not know why, but the pain is extremely profound, and never heals, so that there is some doubt, have you ever been happy and laughing? Simply abandon it all!

Anyway, I can write great novels as compensation, but what if I ca n’t? What if we repeat the same mistake? What can be used to compensate? It is already so unbearable, how can we show weakness to anyone?

I would rather close my eyes and sink into the Illusory realm, rather than open my eyes to look at this crippled world, crippled self. Like a self-willed and stubborn child, spitting and rolling in the mall, crying and running, I just want that toy!

But damn, you know, in this way, you get nothing! Stand up, stop crying!

Although it has been said countless times that it is necessary to do it as a job, it is really difficult. Unconsciously, too much has been overwhelmed. Personal dignity and value, meaning and proof of existence are ill ?

I want to delete this text several times. Is n’t silence the best way to deal with the pain? Why go through the shame again? However, there are answers that I can't find in writing a hundred diaries, and I can't answer a thousand times of life.

So I need to make a break in this way, and admit my weakness in front of the people.

"Okay, my Third-Class author, will often write unsatisfactory plots!"

However, even if you keep making mistakes, you still want to go on.

Hey, answer me, is anyone listening? Is anyone waiting? If you are alone, you still can't go!

Try to be brave, accept all these fallacies, face this reality, travel through this desert, and find that dream! To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (iancwm) to vote for recommendation and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please go to mqpdan. cam reading.

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