Limitless: Memorial to the members of the Knife League, Xiongxiong, Xiongxiong, hello, Xiongxiong, goodbye.
Xiong Xiong is the core member of my fan club Dao League, my old reader, is a little sister I like very much. Everyone likes to call her little panda.
is a young and beautiful girl.
is the heroine Qi Xiaoyu in the Heavenly Blade.
is the little sister and little sister that everyone likes in the knife league.
It is difficult to accept that such a sunny, cheerful and optimistic girl bid farewell to this world forever.
3:26 pm on August 18th.
Xiong Xiong left us forever.
I only heard the news today, and my chest was very congested. Very sad.
I just wanted to be silent and sad.
But in the end, I decided to write an article for her to commemorate and see her off.
Because I have heard people say that people will die three times.
The first time was when the heart stopped beating. Biologically, this person announced his death.
The second time was during the burial. Relatives and friends attended the funeral and missed his life. Then he died in society and the world no longer has his place.
The third time, the last person who remembered him was no longer in this world. At that time, he really died. Forever disappeared in this world.
If this is true, then I hope I can use words to keep her forever.
I remember that it should be in 2013. When writing Aojian Tianqiong, the administrator Youyou Youtian suddenly told me, Brother Dao, there is a very beautiful girl who likes your book.
I laughed, so good?
At that time, Xiong Xiong, in my impression, was a shy and sensitive girl, because in the beginning, many things about Xiong Xiong were faintly relayed to me.
includes flaming illness.
The bear at the time, not long after he fell ill, came back from abroad and experienced a series of major blows such as breaking up. It was the most vulnerable time.
Youyou told me that Xiongxiong told her that when she was sick, she was living her life by reading my books, and she received a lot of spiritual comfort.
I heard it, and I was a bit at a loss.
Someone likes my book, of course it’s a good thing, and it’s a very happy thing for me.
But why is a girl who is terminally ill?
Why can't I just be a pretty girl who likes my book?
After a long time, with the encouragement of Youyou, Xiong Xiong added my QQ and told me personally: The most difficult period of the days was when I watched Aojian Tianqiong, my book, my text, I gave it She has unlimited motivation.
I was in a mixed mood at the time.
Because my book can bring such a positive effect to people, I should be happy.
But knowing what disease she had, I couldn’t be happy at all.
People who are sick are always sensitive. I didn't ask too much about the raging condition, but just comforted her. Be strong and everything will be fine.
I have experienced my father’s illness and death, and I clearly watched the distressing feeling of a person from birth to death and finally leaving.
Farewell to life and death!
It’s good to live away, because knowing that it’s still there, it’s visible after all. Farewell is the saddest thing, because I will never see it again.
Even if I don't think about it, I will never forget it.
So I am particularly reluctant to face this kind of thing.
afraid.
The most feared thing is that suddenly, there is no news of her.
The Sword League was probably also formed at that time.
At that time, the core members of the Dao League carefully protected her, and never dared to talk about her condition.
is actually herself. At that time, she was very active and optimistic. I am not very shy about my illness.
will sing for everyone, tell you jokes, and will rush up and tear each other out in outrage because someone has attacked me.
also cautiously came to chat with me, fearing to disturb me every time.
suddenly can't write.
Actually, I really want to write an article about flaming memories with a smile, because I know that she will hope that I will face this with a smile.
But I really can’t laugh.
There are too many memories about her, piled up in my heart, I can't say it.
Speaking of it, those in the Dao League communicate more with raging.
Over the years, I was regarded by Xiong Xiong as my brother, and I have not communicated with her so much.
But I know that in Xiong Xiong's mind, the author who wrote the book for her is different from the one she called her brother.
Whenever she wants to give up due to physical pain, Youyou will always come to tell me the first time, let me comfort it.
And every time she responded to me, she was full of cheerful words, telling me that it was good, and she was still insisting.
is still very optimistic.
I remember that it should be one to five years, before writing the Sky Blade.
Xiong Xiong cautiously ran to me and asked if there could be a dragon sleeve belonging to her in the new book.
I laughed and made her happy, and said, can the heroine do?
The cheerful expression sent by Xiong Xiong at that time turned the original joke into reality.
Yes, from that moment on, as long as someone is reading this book, someone will always remember her.
When writes this...I am getting depressed.
I can’t help but flip through the WeChat chat records that I and Xiong Xiong have not many in the past two years. Another feeling of sorrow and sorrow arises from the bottom of my heart.
February 19, 2016, my birthday on the lunar calendar, she sent her birthday wishes.
May 13, 2016, she said: Brother, brother, don’t forget to wish me a happy birthday hahaha!
there are five grinning expressions below.
If you just look at the chat log, it’s hard to believe that this is a terminally ill patient.
I said how could I forget it, and at the back of the book, I wished her birthday.
She must be very happy to see it.
In July 2016, I made a few crying expressions and asked if I deleted her.
I said how could it be.
asked her how she was, she told me that it was stable, and it was almost healed.
February 10, 2017, I asked me when I would open a new book, and said I would continue to read my new book.
At the end of June 2017, Youyou told me that Cub's father was hospitalized.
I asked her on WeChat, she was still very optimistic and said it was okay.
October 4th, 2017, the Mid-Autumn Festival, she came to wish me a happy holiday, and then told me that she was going to have surgery.
told me that her father had put two brackets on, and it was already healed.
asked if I would remember the bear if the operation was unsuccessful.
I didn’t answer her question directly, I just told her that she would definitely succeed. You are the heroine of the Heavenly Slaughter Blade!
I was still thinking in my heart, maybe one day I will be put on the screen, you will be very happy watching it then, right?
I had a lot of chats with Xiong Xiong that day. It was one of the relatively frequent chats in these years.
She told me that even if many operations are successful, many will die from rejection after surgery.
I said: "We are not those."
On January 1st of this year, New Year's Day, I sent my blessings and asked her if she had any surgery.
She replied to me: No brother yet, happy new year, brother! Congratulations to brother for winning the prize.
Well, there is also a careful heart.
Seeing this text, I almost forgot what award I got at that time.
recalled, it should be an academy award.
In the chat log, I told her to work hard.
Xiongxiong said: I’ll work hard, brother, let’s do everything by my destiny. I'm not sorry if I tried my best, right?
At that time, I could only tell her pale comfort: It will be okay!
told her that medical care is much more advanced than before.
February 15th of this year, it should be New Year’s Eve.
The last message Xiaoxiong sent me.
"Happy New Year to my brother, a lot of blessings."
From one to three years to 18 years.
From the QQ era to the WeChat era.
I have been an Internet writer for a year, and I have gradually rushed towards being confident.
In the past six years, everyone has changed a lot.
There are many members of the knife league, from high school to college to graduation and now to work, get married and have children.
If he hadn't gotten sick, Xiong Xiong would have graduated abroad and returned from school. Perhaps he would have already entered the marriage hall and had his own family. It should be very happy.
So if there is a if, I would rather, Xiong Xiong has never read my book, never know that there is an ordinary writer named Xiaodaojian on the Internet.
Last month, Youyou suddenly came to me and told me that Xiongxiong can't get in touch anymore!
I tried to send a WeChat message.
The message displayed back was rejected.
Like Youyou, I panicked.
We are all afraid, afraid that that might come true.
Then he waited in this panic and sent some text messages.
Until today, the raging cell phone has responded.
is her family.
informed us the news and the exact time of Xiong Xiong's death.
and thank us for caring about raging.
For a while, my mood became extremely heavy, sad, regretful, and sigh.
This commemorative article is very scattered and messy.
even a little bit incomprehensible.
We always joked~IndoMTL.com~If we die in the future, what will happen to QQ and WeChat?
Will anyone still find you?
Will anyone remember you?
Will anyone still talk about you and care about you?
When this matter became a reality, when no other little girl named Xiong Xiong sent a message to greet her, it turned out to be so sad.
There are too many regrets. For example, there is no chance to visit her in the hospital because she always refuses, saying that she wants to get better and goodbye, because she is not good-looking when she is sick; for example, she didn’t have time to send her the signature book of Heavenly Blade. And write words that wish her a speedy recovery.
For example, that will never be fulfilled, visit your promise.
Xiong Xiong asked me if he would remember Xiong if the operation failed.
did not answer you positively at the time, I will answer you today, although you will never see or hear anymore.
But I still tell you very seriously: Yes! All my brothers and sisters in Dao League and I will always remember a girl named Xiong Xiong.
You are a good girl, a kind, optimistic, and cheerful girl.
May there be no sickness in heaven.
I hope I can see each other in the next life.
I heard you yell again: Brother. ...
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