Lord of the Mysteries Chapter 2: The meaning of existence
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In the eyes of Audrey, the current state of Mister World is not to mention mental illness, and it will not lead to loss of control. It is just because of the destruction of life goals and meaning of existence, which has caused certain psychological obstacles. He establishes short-term and medium-term goals, and finds the meaning of life step by step, then the problem will gradually be solved.
In the dark silence filled with tranquility, Audrey heard the Gehrman Sparrow on the other side of the wall murmured and replied:
"No."
Sure enough not ... Audrey was not surprised, and asked:
"So did he search for the family's last words? Did he search for their graves? Did he try to figure out the reason for the deep sleep?"
Behind the wall, spiritual body seemed to have disappeared for a few seconds, and there was no movement. After a while, the hoarse voice slowly said:
"No, not yet."
Not yet ... that means there will be some in the future? Audrey was lighthearted, because she could clearly feel that the emotional state of Gehrman Sparrow the World was no longer so low and dark, and seemed to lack interest in anything. He already had a certain motivation, and had a little urgency, but it was still quite confused.
Seizing the opportunity, Audrey used 'calming' again, this time the effect is much better than before, at least she thinks that Mister World has escaped from the sinking depression abyss and returned to the normal state of depression.
Next, Audrey did n’t discuss how to find the trace and how to investigate the cause, because it was likely to bring resistance, she nodded and seemed to naturally nod in the dark confession room:
"Well, there are still many things to do, and there are still many problems that need to be repaired! Maybe there is a chance to meet people with the same bloodline? Maybe his family has not passed away due to old age, and has lived to present for some reason The reason why life is meaningful is because there are infinite possibilities.
"In the process of searching, you ca n’t ignore the surrounding scenery. Life is not only a avenue, but also many branches and alleys. If only the former exists, how monotonous it should be. Contact, see, discover ... "
I tried hard to recall the Audrey that fits the words in various books. I suddenly thought of something, and my voice softened a bit:
"Also, do n’t wear that thick mask."
The lighter and more transparent type is irrelevant, because in the interaction between people, no one does not wear a mask at all, and no one likes to show their private and poor places directly, which is right Self-protection is also respect for others ... When Mister World has certain friends, life naturally reconstructs a new meaning ... Audrey in one's mind silently added a few words, but in the end did not say it, because she thought it was too Straightforward, it may produce bad results.
Unexpectedly, Gehrman Sparrow fell silent again, still confused.
After a few seconds, a less hoarse voice came over:
"Thank you for your explanation and treatment."
"No, it all comes from your inner strength." Audrey responded seriously.
She used 'calming' again in the end to make sure that Mister World's mental state was close to normal and did not appear repeatedly.
She immediately heard Gehrman Sparrow said:
"It ’s over here today, is it okay?"
Audrey adjusted the tone again and answered briskly:
"Of course, this is not a serious problem. When will you be free next week and do another referral.
"Also, if you can, mix some medicines to stabilize your mental state. Take it for seven consecutive days. The material is 10g camomile powder, 5g rosemary powder, 10ml Fragrant Wasp Grass extract. Intake, relax yourself properly ... "
In the dark and peaceful confession room, she propped up the wall slowly with her hands and stood up slowly.
At this time, the sound of Gehrman Sparrow penetrated the wall and said:
"What is the consultation fee?"
Audrey held the wall with one hand, and slightly thought about it:
"Wait until I get the magical medicine formula of Audience path Sequence Five, I might ask you to collect materials for me.
"If, Psychology Alchemy Union provides all the materials together, well ..."
Her mouth twitched a little:
"When you return to Beckland from southern continent, remember to bring me a local specialty gift."
Ultra-luxury eight-person carry coffin for light and thin travel? On the other side of the wall, Klein had an inexplicable urge to vomit, then stood up along the wall and sent Miss Justice back to the real world.
After waving his hand to make the confession room disappear, he returned to the top of the bronze long table and sat in the position belonging to Fool.
On the table in front of him, on the right are three Card of Blasphemy of Dark Emperor, Tyrant and Red Priest, and on the left is the Hunger's Squirming that Leonard Mitchell just sent back through Miss Renette Tinichole.
"I owe Miss Courier 10.000 gold coin again ..." Klein looked back and raised his right hand to rub forehead.
In order to prevent Ince Zangwill from escaping through spiritual world, before planning this murder, he communicated with Renette Tinichole and asked her to expel spiritual world lifeform from the area around the Resurrection Square at the cost of 10.000 gold coins.
The only thing that surprised him is that "0-08" is more terrifying than expected. In the case where Ince Zangwill suffered Curse of God and itself was consumed by King of Angels Adam, the first attempt was still "leading" enough to break through Unknown living creature blocked by Renette Tinichole, if there is no Daly Simone to force spiritism and enter into a contract, Ince Zangwill is likely to escape like that.
Of course, under the circumstances of carrying Curse of God, even if Ince Zangwill escapes successfully, the subsequent high probability will also encounter other difficulties, such as being thrown to a more dangerous place by the unknown living creature, or directly invading, but then it is not Klein's is in control.
Thinking of bearing the debt of 10.000 gold coins again, Klein has a headache, but his mental state has improved a lot.
—— Climbing the gray cloud along the ladder of light, seeing the fan "Light Gate", after seeing those "Silkworm Cocoon", his spirit was hit by the flood and the dike, only to feel that all expectations were crushed, the original mature world view , The outlook on life and values collapsed, and the whole person became muddy, like a Living Corpse.
Fortunately, he still has the instinct to survive and promptly requested treatment from private Psychiatrist, Miss Justice Audrey.
Huh ... Klein sighed, forcing himself to turn his thoughts back to those "Silkworm Cocoon", and when he saw such a picture, his intuitive reaction was:
A very high-level existence, or a certain sealed item, at the same time, with a different method, a large number of people were captured from the earth. Among them, some used Luck Reversal Ceremony, some bought singular silver medals, There are weird viruses in the phone ...
Then, these souls of transmigrator are enclosed in "Silkworm Cocoon" and hung on "Light Gate", waiting for a certain opportunity to appear and be sent to the real world.
According to Klein's observation, "Light Gate" is currently unintelligent and runs purely on instinct, that is, as long as the conditions are met, it will catalyze a "Silkworm Cocoon" and send the soul body inside to the body of a specific target.
From the current point of view, Klein guesses that there are two conditions that need to be met:
First, there is no other transmigrator in front, or that transmigrator has been judged to have failed or died; secondly, something, a certain item or a ceremonial "call", like the dark divination made by Klein Moretti according to Antigonus family notebook same.
"As for whether there is anything else, it is unknown, unless you find the corresponding content in the Mister Russell Great Emperor diary ... Combining all aspects of the situation, my current guess should be very close to the reality, so that you can It is a good explanation why Great Emperor and I are on the same era on the earth, the difference will not exceed one year, cross over comes over but it is in the early two hundred years ... because, we are cross over at the same time, but they were "dropped" in different years! Before the real world, both Great Emperor and I had been asleep for some years ... brother next door? "Klein leaned back against the chair back, his eyes flickered slightly and returned to gloom.
This is his rough judgment based on "Light Gate" status, his own situation, and Great Emperor diary.
Of course, this does not mean that there is no other possibility, but at present, Klein can not find other basis support, such as a "Silkworm Cocoon" may indicate transmigrator a life, but this is inconsistent with the increasingly difficult recovery of Klein itself, and his spiritual body No contradiction has occurred.
And if his speculation is not much different from the reality, it means that he left the earth and came over cross over, at least two hundred years, or even thousands of years, even if he finds the way to the earth, he ca n’t get back to his heart. That home.
The time barrier is more desperate than the distance in space.
This is what caused the collapse of Klein's mental state. "Going home" is his ultimate goal.
"Miss Justice is right, there are still many problems to solve, to explore ... What is the significance of that 'Light Gate' hanging so many transmigrator? What is the purpose? Who had arranged everything and pulled so many people? Come here? Where did you go now? blessings of the Black and Yellow Heavenly Lord? "Klein strives to put himself into a state of thinking in order to rediscover future goals.
Unfortunately, he can only approach the "Light Gate" at present, unable to touch, grasp, or even see clearly. He has no ability to do research for the time being, and it is difficult to obtain the most direct information.
"Consider looking for clues from the real world ... Also, since you have reached Sequence Four, you can board the gray cloud and see that 'Light Gate', then when you reach Sequence Two, there is another qualitative change, can you control it to a certain extent? 'Light Gate', figure out why?
"Oh, I was infected with the attitude of Qiguang, Goddess, and Arrods. I almost thought I was really the master of grey mist, what a great ruler of above the spiritual world, and now it seems that I was just randomly selected and placed "Experiment", if it fails, there will be the next transmigrator ... "Klein said silently, tapping the edge of the bronze long table with his finger.
Another point of curiosity is:
Three broken "Silkworm Cocoon"s, one for yourself, one for Great Emperor, and one for who.