Love Affairs in Chang’an Chapter 200: Leave


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In a quiet room in Dajiaoguan, Concubine Yin De is dressed in a plain black and white robe, her hair is simply rolled up and tied with a wooden bowl, holding a scripture in her left hand, and stroking her dark hair with her right hand.

Princess Gao Yang put her head on her mother's lap and muttered: "Mother, Mu Bai is going to leave..."

Yin De Concubine smiled slightly, stroked Princess Gao Yang's head, and said: "Wei mother knows, you have said it many times.

"I can't bear him..." Princess Gao Yang curled her mouth and groaned sadly.

Yin De Fei just smiled without speaking.

"Mother, why don't you speak?"

"In fact, missing you is not a kind of happiness." Concubine Yin De finally spoke softly, "Wei Niang came from your age. When I was young, I like to hold on to everything I like. In the palm of my hand, I don’t want to relax for a moment. After living for a long time, I will gradually understand that there are many things in this world, such as autumn leaves and sand between your fingers. If you want to keep it, you can keep it, but you can hold it firmly if you want to grasp it. It’s better to see each other than to miss."

"Meeting is worse than missing..." Princess Gao Yang said in a low voice, "Mother, have you missed a person? Just...Close your eyes, it's his kind in your mind. Miss?"

Concubine Yin's expression was slightly stagnant, and she smiled lightly, noncommittal.

"Actually, I have been unable to figure out a question all these years...but I dare not ask you." Princess Gao Yang said.

"So it seems that you want to ask today?" Concubine Yin De smiled kindly, "Ask, Ling'er. You have grown up and become sensible. There must be some questions you want to ask. It makes sense."

"Then I really asked?" Princess Gao Yang sat up upright, looked at Concubine Yin De seriously, and whispered, "Mother, I want to ask...How did you talk to your father over the years? Get along? He is... the one who killed my grandfather's family!"

Concubine Yin De's eyes flashed with shock, and her eyelids jumped, but she immediately calmed down.

Capturing this look of fear suddenly revealed by her mother, Princess Gao Yang hurriedly reached out her hand to cover her mouth, and said in shock: "Mother, am I stupid to ask? Then take it as I didn't say it!" /

"You are not wrong." Concubine Yin De took a deep breath and slowly exhaled, closed her eyes, and said leisurely, "Do you...really want to know?"

"Want!"

"It's actually very simple." Concubine Yin De's voice was calm, as if she was telling something unrelated to her, and said lightly, "The more I hate him, the more I will try to love him."

"What?!" Princess Gao Yang called out in surprise.

"Yes." Concubine Yin De still said faintly, "With love, dissolve the hatred in my heart, dissolve his hatred of our Yin family. Unreserved, as always, without regrets, love him deeply ."

"Mother..." Princess Gao Yang's eyes widened in amazement, she couldn't help swallowing, and murmured, "How did you do it? It's me...it's impossible!"

The corners of Concubine Yin De's mouth, which is so beautiful to the extreme, raised a slight arc, smiled faintly, and said: "In this world, there is nothing that people can't do. When a person has nowhere to go, there is no choice. Things, anything, can also be done."

"But, but!..." Princess Gao Yang argued a few times, paused very hesitantly, gritted her teeth and said, "It's me, even if I can't get revenge, I will definitely die!"

"No." Concubine Yin De's voice suddenly became a little cold and calmly said, "A death is not enough. When you find that if you seek death, you will kill your brother and his family. ; When you find that if you seek death, the innocent children in your womb will also die together..."

Speaking of this, Concubine Yin De's voice became a little trembling, and she said every word: "You won't make such a choice!"

"I, I..." Princess Gao Yang's face suddenly became a little pale, her eyes widened and looked at her mother, and said, "I don't know what would happen if it were me, but... at least I Will always hate him! It is absolutely impossible to love him the other way around!"

"When you live to be a mother, you will understand." Concubine Yin De slowly closed her eyes again, and said leisurely, "It's actually easy to die, but the difficulty is that it is better to live than to live. Linger, when I was pregnant with your brother for my mother, I tried to die thirteen times. Because I don’t want him to be born in this world, born with shame, hatred, and blood. I don’t want my son to be his father. An enemy for a lifetime. But then I figured it out, the child is innocent, for him, I want to live. For him, I must love your father. For him, I must resolve the feud between the Li Yin family... So, There was one more concubine from the Zhenguan Dynasty in the world, and one less woman from the Yin family."

"Mother, how did you survive these years!..." Princess Gao Yang's nose suddenly sore, and tears fell, "I used to be too naive, and I was always naughty to provoke you. Angry. It turns out that you have been living for us!"

"It's not a kind of happiness to be able to live for others." Concubine Yinde smiled sadly and said calmly, "Forget about all my desires, hatred, love and paranoia, I have been living for so many years, completely It’s all for you, your brother, and your uncle’s family. In addition, I still love your father with all my heart and no regrets. Only by loving him with my true heart can he forget you. I also keep a trace of the blood of the Yin family, forget that period of national hatred..."

"Mother, you are too bitter, it's not easy... ooh!" Princess Gaoyang plunged into Concubine Yin De's arms and burst into tears, "Did you not have your own preferences and pursuits over the years? Live completely for us!"

"Preferences? Pursuit?" Concubine Yin Deok smiled faintly, stroking Princess Gao Yang’s beautiful hair, and whispered softly, "Whenever I have such thoughts, I will kill it decisively. .Because I don’t deserve to have these things."

Princess Gao Yang's body suddenly shook slightly: "Mother! Did you suddenly escape into the empty door to kill something?"

"No!" Concubine Yin De was very decisive and resolutely denied, and said in a stern voice, "Why do you think so?"

"Mother, you are angry..." Princess Gao Yang raised her head and looked at Concubine Yin De blankly, "You are... so weird today!"

"Nothing. You have to ask these questions, which disturbs Wei Niang's mind." Concubine Yin De took a deep breath and closed her eyes again, "Well, you go, Wei Niang must be quiet Enlightened."

"Oh..." Princess Gao Yang nodded in confusion, and had to withdraw slowly.

Slowly opened her eyes, glanced at the blue lantern, ancient cases, scriptures, and the Concubine Yin De chuckles with a slight self-deprecating but miserable chuckle: "Preferences? Pursuits?... Linger, these, only It belongs to you. Only you are worthy of...cherish it, my child!"

Close those beautiful eyes, Concubine Yin De began to meditate.

Half an hour later, a string of melodious lutes suddenly sounded in the courtyard outside the room, accompanied by crisp slaps: "That's great, Mu Bai! Why are you playing this tune so beautifully today? Much better than before!"

"Are there?" Qin Mubai's voice came.

The five fingers of Concubine Yin De's jade hand trembled in terror, and she accidentally dropped an ancient book in her hand beside her.

"Qu Zhong clearly has a lingering sadness, don't you hear it, Ling'er?" Concubine Yin De muttered to herself, "It turns out that he can't bear to leave... Stupid girl, you You should use snacks to taste his thoughts. A man is like the same book. You need to read carefully to understand. Although your Mu Bai is young, it is like the scriptures on this ancient case, with profound meaning and long meaning, not The kind of simple little man who makes people see..."

At this moment, she heard Qin Mubai say outside the house again: "Gao Yang, is your mother and concubine in the house?"

"Yeah, what's wrong, what's the matter?" Princess Gaoyang asked.

"It's okay. I just want to leave the capital temporarily and want to be alone with her. But I don't want to disturb her. Would you like to go in and tell me something?"

"Good too." Princess Gao Yang answered and opened the door to tell Qin Mubai's words truthfully.

After listening, Concubine Yin De was indifferent, still closing her eyes, and said lightly: "I know. Go and tell him. I love listening to his pipa. If you like, please play for me. ."

"Oh, okay." Princess Gao Yang blinked a few times, then retired lightly, and said to Qin Mubai: "Mu Bai, my concubine asked you to play a song for her."

"Okay." Without saying a word, Qin Mubai sat down in front of Concubine Yin De's door, stroked the strings, and played "High Mountain and Flowing Water".

In the quiet room, Concubine Yin De closed her eyes and listened.

Xianyin curls around the beam to transfer the house.

Those notes, seem to be able to penetrate a person’s skin, reach the internal organs, and penetrate the heart.

"I actually... is his soulmate!" Concubine Yin De murmured, her beautifully curved red lips seemed to tremble slightly.

The melody stopped abruptly, and Qin Mubai said outside: "Yin Concubine, the Weichen is here to say goodbye. The Weichen is going to take a post in a remote county. This place will last for a year and a half. It takes three to five years. If the Weichen is not in the capital, she will have to work hard to take care of Gao Yang."

Yin Fei did not speak, her eyes closed, her slightly pale face trembling.

Qin Mubai was also silent for a moment, and said leisurely: "Manny, you have to take care."

Suddenly, Concubine Yin De shed tears.

……

"Why didn't my mother speak? Should I go in and have a look?" Princess Gao Yang whispered.

"No more. Let's not bother, let's go." Qin Mubai took Princess Gao Yang's little hand and turned and walked towards the snowy courtyard.

Listening to the sound of Taxue’s pair of footsteps drifting away, Concubine Yin De was in tears.

"Ling'er, Mu Bai, you...cherish it!"

……

Looking at the door from Dajiao, Qin Mubai turned around, wiped away the tears from Princess Gao Yang’s eyelids, and smiled.

"Go back, Ling'er." Qin Mubai said softly, "It's just a short separation, I will come back."

"But I really don't want you to go..." Princess Gao Yang waved her arms and hugged Qin Mubai tightly, sobbing, "I would rather not see you for a year, and only hope you I’m in Chang’an. In this way, I will feel that you are very close to me!"

"Fool." Qin Mubai gently patted her on the back, "If the love lasts for a long time, why are you going through the night? Didn't I tell you very early? During this period of separation, Just take it to miss!"

"In order to miss?..." Princess Gao Yang chewed this sentence carefully and muttered, "Is it better to miss the meeting?"

"What?" Qin Mubai asked in surprise. This is not like what Princess Gao Yang could say.

"My mother told me..." Princess Gao Yang whispered sadly, "She said, seeing each other, it's better to miss..."

"It's better to miss each other than to meet..." Qin Mubai carefully savored this sentence in his heart, and for a time, all feelings were mixed.

"Although I know that you will not forget me and will come back one day, I am sad and sad..." Princess Gao Yang cried and said, "Why can you men leave so cruelly? Go? In your eyes, is separation simply worthless?"

"It's not like that, Ling'er." Qin Mubai sighed softly, "No one likes separation. Men and women are the same. It's just the way of expression."

"I don't understand! In short, I just don't want to be separated from you, even for a moment!" Princess Gao Yang cried louder and held her tighter.

……

Qin Mubai left Dajiaoguan and the palace after all.

Leading a horse to walk outside the imperial city wall with red walls and green tiles, Qin Mubai glanced sideways at the snow on the distant palace, and muttered: "Life is really lonely as snow..."

……

In the next few days, Qin Mubai either walked with his father or acted alone, saying goodbye to Jiangxia King Li Daozong, Wei Guo Gong Li Jing, Lu Guo Gong Cheng Zhijie, and Baiqi all soldiers and others.

The feeling of parting is always uncomfortable. Mother Liu and sister Shuang'er always cry in the dark, and their eyes are always red.

Youer no longer practice piano, always playing the pipa over and over again, becoming taciturn.

The night before leaving, Qin Mubai came to Wu Mei's family.

"I'm here to say goodbye." The two sat down, and Qin Mubai said to Wu Meiniang.

"I know." Wu Meiniang nodded calmly, "It's just that I don't understand, why did you come to see me today? Put me at the end of my farewell?"

"You should understand." Qin Mubai just smiled.

Wu Meiniang's eyes drooped for a moment, and she said softly: "Because you can't bear to be separated from me?"

Qin Mubai smiled and said nothing.

Wu Meiniang sighed softly and said, "Let’s go! I’ve never had a contradiction like today. I’m afraid of this moment, but I also look forward to your coming to say goodbye to me sooner. Wait hard, I I haven't been out for four days. As a result, you came, but my heart aches."

Qin Mubai held her hand, held it in her palm, and breathed a sigh of warmth into her palm: "When I am away, I will take care of myself."

"I know." Wu Meiniang nodded, "You don't have to worry about me. Don't worry about me. Don't worry about doing what you should do."

"Does that thing that I said before still count?" Qin Mubai asked suddenly.

"Which one?" Wu Meiniang asked.

"Yes, you said that if I find a good shop, I will send you a letter and you will go to Xiangzhou to open a semicolon for Qinxian Pavilion." Qin Mubai said.

"..." Wu Meiniang twisted her brows slightly and said softly, "Let's talk about it... At that time, it was just a sentence that was thrown out without consideration. Opening a new shop in a new place is not what I imagined It’s so easy. Maybe, it’s even more difficult than when I opened the world’s first wine in Chang’an."

"I see." Qin Mubai nodded, slightly disappointed.

"But..." Wu Meiniang smiled, "I can go to Xiangzhou to see you!"

Qin Mu raised his eyebrows and smiled: "I'm waiting for you!"

"But there is one thing I have to tell you clearly now!" Wu Meiniang said very seriously.

"What's the matter?"

"That's...it's enough to have a Gaoyang princess, don't mess with flowers and grass!" Wu Meiniang gritted her teeth bitterly, "If you get to Xiangzhou, you can't hold back your lonely hooks and threes and fours. You!"

"Uh!..." Qin Mubai was startled, "Then what if... someone else voluntarily comes up to me to hook up?"

"Then I will blast her away, and then take care of your family law!" Wu Meiniang stared murderously, "I can't beat Princess Gaoyang, can I still beat the little girl in Xiangzhou? Humph!"

"What if, what if you can't fight it?" Qin Mu asked the white thief in a soft voice.

"Also say, beg!" Wu Meiniang was furious, and when she jumped up she threw Qin Mubai to the ground, pressing on him, opening a bow on the left and right, holding his ears and shouting, "Are you determined to Are you messing around with flowers in Xiangzhou?"

"No no, this is totally a misunderstanding, a misunderstanding!" Qin Mubai laughed, and a pair of thief hands held Wu Meiniang tightly.

"Thief man, too dishonest!" Wu Meiniang finished picking his ears, then picking his nose in shame, and scolded softly, "I really want to consider whether to go to Xiangzhou with you. Watch you firmly!"

"Okay, okay, welcome, warm welcome! On behalf of Xiangzhou, I would like to welcome Wu Meiniang to come!" Qin Mubai laughed.

"Huh, don't even think about it!" Wu Meiniang smiled beautifully, and then she grabbed his ears and flicked left and right, yelling in a ferocious whisper, "Unhonest man, you can't help it. An honest man, then you don’t need to look at it at all. If you have me in your heart and you are sincere to me, you will naturally act with your conscience and will not do things indiscriminately. If you don’t have my preference for doing wrong things in your heart, it is useless to force me!"

"Touching your conscience?" Qin Mubai smiled badly, and a thief hand swam from her back toward her shoulders, as if to attack her chest, the thief laughed, " Or, let me learn how to touch it first?"

"Begging for a fight! Asking for a fight! Deng's apprentice, if you don't clean up for a day, you will be so broken! Ah-look at the trick!"

"Wow--yah!"

A scream suddenly sounded, and the members of the Wu family heard their hairs stand up--"What are you doing, it's so miserable?"

……

Not long after, Qin Mubai walked out of the gate of the Wu family, touching his ears as he walked, grinning and screaming pain.

Ms. Wu Mei arrived at the door, she chuckled her mouth and said, "Seeing that you will not be honest in the future, hum, this girl has a trick to deal with you!"

"Mei Niang, you are a dog, you bit my ear?" Qin Mubai said with a grin, "It hurts, I'm afraid it's bleeding!"

"Don’t pretend, I’m not. I’ve read it a hundred times carefully just now, and there is no tooth mark." Wu Meiniang smiled sweetly, "Okay, go back and rest soon. I have to get up and hurry! Remember... when you arrive in Xiangzhou, take care of yourself. Also, remember to miss me!"

"Then you...Will you come to Xiangzhou to see me?" Qin Mubai asked.

Wu Meiniang raised her mouth and smiled mysteriously: "I don't want to tell you! Either come or not. Even if you come, I won’t predict you in advance, lest you have time to erase some traces you don’t want me to see. ."

"Are you going to attack suddenly?" Qin Mubai grinned in amazement, and said in his heart: Wu Meiniang is too "modern" too? Actually learned to "check posts" secretly without a teacher?

"You are very nervous! Haha!" Wu Meiniang laughed, "That’s the decision—I will definitely attack you from time to time, so for the sake of your ears, you are in Xiangzhou Be obedient!"

Qin Mubai subconsciously touched his ears and smirked: "Don't worry, don't worry. I'm in a barracks full of men every day, where do I go? Besides, I have a beautiful wife who is the best in the world. Now, who else will you look at?"

"Hmph, it's best to do this!"


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