Love Affairs in Chang’an Chapter 280: Break the cocoon into a butterfly

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A few days later, Qin Mubai and Princess Gao Yang, together with Li Ji's army, set off for Chang'an.

The military law is strict and there are differences between men and women. Before the verdict, the princess Gao Yang was also charged with a crime of "imperial court". Therefore, Li Ji had to do business and "invite" her to the Chinese army and dedicated a few servants to serve. , Sent some sergeants to guard.

Just out of the territory of Dengzhou, Princess Gaoyang suffered a serious illness. She was dizzy and weak all day long, her face turned yellow and depressed. When I woke up, the tea and rice were not fragrant, and when I fell asleep, I yelled and talked in sleep.

All the famous military doctors and alchemists have come here, but the effect is not great. Finally, they said that Princess Gao Yang was suffering from heart disease, and the medicine stone was useless, so he had to use heart medicine to treat it.

About life, if the princess goes wrong again, Li Ji can't afford it. At this time, he had no choice but to break the rules, and invited Qin Mubai this "heart medicine" to take care of Princess Gaoyang with him.

Seeing that the lively, lovely and watery little beauty of the past has turned into a dying daylily, Qin Mubai felt very sad. So he didn't care about any evasive gossip, and kept taking care of Princess Gao Yang's driving account all day long. Yiying tea is not handled by maidservants, but is fed by herself. Tongxiao Dadan is waiting by her side, speaking with her to relieve boredom, and to understand her.

A few days later, Princess Goyang really recovered. Although he is still depressed and unhappy, his condition has obviously improved.

Qin Mubai knew that Gao Yang was really heartbroken this time, hurting his heart. When she was still in Xiangzhou a few months ago, when she heard that Li You and Yin Hongzhi kidnapped Qin Mubai for rebellion, she was already in great pain, but she had been pretending to be strong and enduring no episodes, and she was still trying to recover. . Then, the two siblings rushed to Chang'an not far away, but were kidnapped in front of the Xuanwu Gate of the Daming Palace, and then returned to Dengzhou. Then, she was put under house arrest, went on a hunger strike for several days, and witnessed the tragic deaths of Li You and Yin Hongzhi under the gate of Xiangcheng...

To be a big man with a strong body and a heart of iron and stone, I am afraid that he will not be able to bear all the fatigue and torture, let alone the weak and slender Princess Goyang?

"Ling'er, after returning to Beijing, no matter what, even if there is something big, I will stay with you until you return to the way you used to be." Qin Mubai said to Princess Gaoyang.

Princess Gao Yang snuggled in his arms and closed her eyes with a shallow smile: "I'm sorry, Mu Bai, I finally made you worried and hurt you."

"Stupid." Qin Mubai stroked her face and said softly, "Actually, I know that for many days, you have been pretending to be strong, trying to relieve my burden and pressure, and trying to help me. Bear more. But, I would rather I take it myself, better than seeing you like this, you know? Man, he was born destined to bear something. It is unavoidable. Otherwise, it is so wide. What are the shoulders?"

Princess Gao Yang hugged Qin Mubai's waist with her hands, she shrank her head in his arms, and whispered: "I'm so useless. Really. Compared to Mei Niang, I'm really useless."

Qin Mubai smiled helplessly: "Why are you talking about this suddenly?"

"It was originally." Princess Gao Yang said, "Do you still remember what I had agreed upon with Mei Niang?"

"Well, what's the matter?"

"In fact, our agreement is very simple. That is, if we both marry you in the end, I am the mistress on the outside, and she is the wife on the inside." Princess Gao Yang smiled a little shamely and said, Yes, in any case, we don’t let you regenerate worries and troubles because of our affairs. Do our best to help you share some pressure."

Qin Mubai couldn't help laughing, and said, "As a family, we should advance and retreat together with good fortune and common misfortune. In fact, if one share of happiness is shared by three people, there will be three shares of happiness; Only one-third left. Understand?" "After experiencing this, I understand." Princess Gao Yang nodded seriously and said, "After arriving in Dengzhou, I once felt really desperate and helpless. , I think day and night and I hope you can show up next to me. At that time, I thought, if Mu Bai was there at this time, it would be fine. He must have a way. Really, I have never needed you like I did then. Feeling my incompetence, my pretending to be strong and capable is all shattered. Mu Bai, am I really useless?"

"No. You are strong and brave." Qin Mubai said, "I have felt this way when anyone has weakness and weakness. At this time, I also feel that I am very It’s useless. Just like when I was under Xiangcheng and witnessed King Qi taking poison. At the time, I also felt that I was incompetent. It seemed that everything was beyond my control. I could only watch a lot of things I could do. Things develop in the direction I least want to see."

"Very helpless, isn't it?"

"Yes." Qin Mubai nodded, "In life, there is always so much helplessness."

Princess Gao Yang's body trembled slightly, and she hugged Qin Mubai tighter.

"Mu Bai, I suddenly have a fear."

"What are you afraid of?"

"If at that time, I was afraid, gave up, gave up...Today, am I unable to lie in your arms?" Princess Gao Yang closed her eyes and muttered, "I admire I was silly and innocent and stubborn. If I am today, I am afraid that I would choose to report and abandon myself at that time. Maybe I would really agree to my father's marriage to Tubo... It's terrible!"

Qin Mubai twisted his brows lightly and said in secret: It seems that this incident has left princess Gaoyang with sores. She has become a little lacking in self-confidence and insecure.

Actually, it's not just Princess Goyang, people, who isn't it?

I have been rolling in this world for a long time, seeing a lot, hurting a lot, and gradually becoming cold, timid, sleek and sophisticated. Lost the spirit and courage of the first-born calf, replaced by suffering from gains and losses and thinking about the past. Or it can be called mature and stable.

Especially at the age of Princess Gao Yang, growing up is like a transformation for her. Shedding a layer of old skin and putting on a new outfit.

Every transformation is like a new life.

And every transformation is so bloody.

At the beginning of human beings, whether they are inherently good in nature or evil in nature, they grow up in this transformation, and there is a separation between personality and life.

It's just that the transformation of Princess Gaoyang is too vigorous. Such a series of dramatic changes and tragedies happened to her.

This may give her a strong and tough mind that ordinary people can't match, and a maturity and rationality that people of her age can't match, so that she can break through the cocoon and become a butterfly. Or maybe, she will be completely crushed, and thus go to the extreme of self-reporting or abandoning her.

In other words, Princess Gao Yang at this time is actually "dangerous". Either break through the cocoon and become a butterfly, or go extreme.

So along the way, Qin Mubai tried his best to help her confuse her with all kinds of ideas to unwind her emotions and release her soul. When he was idle in his previous life, Qin Mubai read a lot of inspirational books like "Carnegie". Although there is no need to copy the original copy to Princess Gao Yang, but finally there is a theoretical basis that can flexibly compose various short stories to comfort and solve Princess Gao Yang.

In this way, the journey of thousands of miles and half a month, Qin Mubai turned into a "teacher", and Princess Gao Yang became the only student, listening to him telling various stories and subtly accepting Qin Mubai's "brainwashing" ".

"According to legend, there is someone who always wants to know the difference between the legendary heaven and hell. Why do people always regard **** as terrible and painful as the legend, and heaven is the pure land of bliss. Later, the gods will Soul invited out and took him to hell."

"This person went to **** and found that there were no legendary ox head horse noodles and a pan of oil under the sea of ​​fire. On the contrary, each soul was sitting on the side of a huge table full of all kinds of deliciousness. Food. But these people don’t have hands. Their hands have become thin and long chopsticks. They can use this chopsticks to pick up food, but they can’t deliver food into their mouths. So every soul is hungry. The face is yellow and thin and frowning. Therefore, the wailing of hunger and the moan of pain in **** are full of helplessness and sighs."

"Then this person went to heaven again. He found that the situation here is very similar to hell. Everyone's hands have become extremely slender chopsticks, and the center of the huge table is filled with food. But they all Singing and dancing happily, the place is full of joy and happiness. Later he found that people here all use chopsticks to feed each other with food. In this way, everyone can eat."

"I understand, Mu Bai!" Princess Gao Yang's bright eyes filled with radiance and smiled, "In the future, if I have something, I must not hide it from you. I must tell you where I need help early; the same Yes, if you have a tricky trouble, you must tell me. If there is something I can help, don’t hide it. We are not allowed to be selfish and pretend to be strong, okay?"

"Of course it is good." Qin Mubai smiled with relief, "because we are a family."

"Mu Bai..."

"What?"

Princess Gao Yang looked at Qin Mubai’s eyes and said calmly: "You marry me!"

"Okay!" Qin Mubai smiled and said firmly.

Princess Gao Yang nodded and smiled, but her eyes were hazy.

"After that, we will be relatives! I will not leave you, nor will you leave me!"

"Yes, relatives." Qin Mubai gently embraced her and said in his heart: At this moment, I am afraid that no one can understand the meaning of the word "relative" more than Princess Gao Yang, and no one can more than her. Cherish your loved ones.

If you have a wife like this, what can your husband want?

Changan is here.

Li Ji led the army to garrison and rectify the army first. Make an appointment with Qin Mubai to go to the face tomorrow together. Princess Gaoyang insisted that she would help Li Youlingshu with Qin Mubai and go to the palace to meet the emperor first.

The princess insists on this, so it is natural that Li Ji has trouble persisting.

The two took Li You's Lingshu, accompanied by several guards, and left Dajuntun, 15 miles outside Chang'an City, looking towards Chang'an.

Qin Mubai clearly felt that every step closer to Chang'an, the expression on Princess Gao Yang's face added a touch of solemnity, and at the same time, there was more perseverance.

At this moment, the little devil who used to be a messenger seems to have disappeared. She still carried a somewhat childish face, always revealing maturity and boldness beyond her age.

"Mu Bai, I think it over." Princess Goyang looked at the familiar Kyoto city and the imperial palace, and said calmly, "Escape and crying are always useless. I have already thought about it later. After arriving in the palace, everything that may be encountered. In any case, I will face it calmly. My brother and uncle are already gone, I want to make them feel at ease in the spirit of heaven. From now on, I will live a good life. Treat my loved ones and myself . I will cherish every day I live and cherish everything I have."

Qin Mubai nodded softly, without saying a word.

He understood, Linger, really grown up.

She broke through the cocoon and became a butterfly... Although it was painful, after she became a butterfly, she became more beautiful and moving!

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[I was ill recently and the update was not effective. Hope forgive me! ]