Love Affairs in Chang’an Chapter 398: Don’t be disappointed, just as I saw you first

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Qianjun cried bitterly, and the eight hundred battalion swords and spears roared every night, murderous!

The people mourn, and the mountains and rivers are eclipsed!

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Qin Mubai, kneeling alone in front of the brazier of the mourning hall, throwing paper money into the brazier page by page, his face was as calm as his father's spiritual position on top of his head.

For three days, he has remained almost unchanged.

Without eating, no tears and no sound.

Li Daozong led a group of people to preside over the condolences in the grand mourning hall of the former residence. The generals of the three armies and officials from Zhuzhou county attended the scene one by one. Wu Meiniang's family, Princess Gaoyang and others were wearing sackcloth and filial piety in the back hall, and accompanied Qin Mubai to put incense and burn paper on Qin Shubao's clothes.

At this moment, Qin Mubai drove everyone away, only one person served in front of the spiritual position. Although Wu Meiniang and Princess Gaoyang were deeply worried and refused to leave, at this moment, they did not dare to make a mistake.

"Father..."

Qin Mubai gently put a page of paper money in the brazier, just like talking to Qin Shubao during Pinming's chatting, and whispered: "San Lang is looking forward to your return and looking through the autumn water. But at this moment, where are you?"

"The Eagle Flute is beautifully made. I think in the future, Eagle or Flute will like it."

"Your old cold legs won't hurt anymore. Saburo will never be able to defeat you with a tiger-head chisel and golden spear right away in his life."

"Father, do you know? In Saburo's heart, you are a mountain. I stepped on your shoulders to the peaks, looking up at the stars and reaching out to touch the sky; you are a mighty horse of thousands of miles, Saburo riding on yours You are an omnipotent god, and whenever Saburo is lost and helpless, just think of you, he can always glow with endless strength and courage."

"But now, you are gone..."

"I regret it!...I shouldn't heal your legs, just let you relax and take care of yourself at home. That way, at least you are still there!... I am a cowardly, unfilial, frivolous, and talented son, I think To glorify the Qin family lintel for a career that he thinks is a good one, but he makes his old and sickly father work hard, but he relies on your sniff, and he is proud of doing his job."

"Father, I would rather use everything I have now, including my life, in exchange for you still alive... Have you heard? Saburo has seen through everything and thought through it. What dominance, achievement, fame and fortune are all It’s just a passing moment. There’s nothing more to cherish than the kinship of flesh and blood... Father, Saburo’s biggest regret in this life is that you didn’t let you see my children, and didn’t let them live in your knees. I know, this is actually you What I want most...If time can be turned back, I would rather not try to get into the official career, and become a biological child at home to honor you and give you the end of life..."

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Heavy whispers, without a second audience. Qin Shubao's spiritual position was placed on Yan, with smoke swirling around.

In the front room's penthouse, the window was gently opened, and Princess Gao Yang with red eyes secretly peeped towards Qin Mubai's side, biting her lips tightly.

"Come back, don't watch." Wu Meiniang pulled her back and closed the window.

"Mei Niang, I'm so worried about the white scene..." Princess Gao Yang cried into peaches in her eyes, and now tears rolled down, she whispered, "I have known him for so many years, I have never seen him like this. If you don’t cry or laugh, you don’t speak, you don’t sleep, it’s like suffering from heartache..."

"Don't talk nonsense!" Wu Meiniang said softly, blocking her back, "You haven't experienced this kind of pain, and you won't understand. When my father died, I was young, and it felt like The sky has fallen. What's more, Lord Yi still died at the hands of his enemies, and now the bones have not returned... Princess, the wound was so deep but there were no tears. Mu Bai is uncharacteristically, this is understandable."

"I am now worried about whether he will go to the extreme... You see him, it has been three days, except for sitting there and burning paper to speak alone, and ignore all things outside."

"I believe Mu Bai is not the kind of vulnerable man who can withstand such a blow. Give him some time! Remember Mu Bai said before that it is always easy for a girl to become a woman ; A boy has to go through a lot of hardships and sufferings to become a man. The death of Lord Yi is a tragic change and suffering for him. Now, he is like a snake fading , It hurts and hurts, but it will be tougher and more mature in the future."

"Mei Niang, why do you always speak so rationally and think everything so clearly..." Princess Gao Yang sighed and said, "I only know, I'm worried about Mu Bai... Nothing else. ."

"Why don't I worry? Actually, seeing him like this makes us more uncomfortable than him." Wu Meiniang also sighed and said, "I would rather he cry and curse like Yuwen Hongtai. Roar, let out wanton... That way, everything will be fine."

"That's a good man, and my old lady likes it." Su Lianqing who was sitting beside him said coldly, "Dare to love and hate, to cry and to scold, such a man is tasteful. Qin Mubai I have been under too much pressure, and I have too many thoughts in my heart. I want to cry, I can’t cry, I don’t want to scold, it’s very pitiful."

"What nonsense are you talking about? Believe it or not, this princess is holding your stinky mouth!" Princess Gao Yang said angrily, "If you like that wild boar-like man, go find and marry you, Hugh must comment on my Mu Baipin! You are not qualified!"

"If you don't say it, don't say it, why are you angry?" Su Lianqing rolled his eyes and hummed, "I didn't say anything bad about him, really!"

"Okay, don't make any noise to Mu Bai." Wu Meiniang walked between the two and persuaded him, pondered for a moment, and said, "Looking at Mu Bai's situation, I'm afraid I won't be able to recover for a while. Even if he doesn't What's the matter, but this will hurt the body after all, and Lord Yi Guo Zai Tian Zhi Ling does not want to see him so sad and depressed... I have an idea, I don't know if it is feasible or not?"

"Say it!"

"It's...this way..."

It's night.

The lights are still brightly lit in the Metropolitan Governor's Mansion, and the unabashed cry of men can be heard from time to time. Many sergeants take turns to climb the roof to call on Qin Shubao with soul flags. The sorrowful and sad cry in the night sky spread far away.

Qin Mubai still sits in front of the brazier and burns the paper, with a few cold meals beside him, untouched.

At this moment, a string of soft bells came from the door of the mourning hall. Light, melodious, and unrestrained, incompatible with this dull and sad atmosphere, he was walking towards the room.

Qin Mubai, who has been shutting himself in a confined space, was also attracted by this string of crisp and small bells, and couldn't help stopping his movements and turning his head.

He saw that a very young child was standing at the door of the mourning hall, wearing a red brocade robe combing two rows of hemp petals, blinking a pair of **** eyes, full of curiosity and a hint of confusion , Look at him.

"Where is the little girl?" Qin Mubai couldn't help being surprised.

Qin Mubai's heart throbbed involuntarily when he first saw this little girl. It's just like the previous life and this life, the old meet. Seems familiar, but can't remember where I saw it.

The little girl stood quietly at the door, making no noise or moving, a pair of tender hands patted gently on her own, and the two strings of red rope bells on her wrists lightly rang.

Two people, big and small, looked at each other strangely. Qin Mubai tried hard to recall where he had seen this little girl. Why did he feel so familiar? And the little girl glanced at Qin Mubai, blinked the pair of bright black eyes, suddenly grinned shy and weird, and ran to the side.

Suddenly, the little girl fell to the ground with a stagger. Qin Mubai felt a sudden panic, jumped up and hugged her.

The little girl didn't cry. After being picked up by Qin Mubai, he looked at him with a grinning smile, his two pink hands still patted gently, ding-dang, ding-dang.

"Whose child are you, why did you come here?" Qin Mubai looked around outside the house and looked around at no one else, so he held her into the mourning hall, sat down on a large chair, and finally She showed her first smile in a few days and asked while teasing her, "Where are your parents?"

"My mother asked me to come." The little girl was still very young, and she couldn't walk smoothly, obviously she was still babbling.

"Where did your mother go?"

"It's there!" The little girl pointed out.

Qin Mubai hugged her and walked to the door and looked around. There was still no one! "Perhaps I walked away for a while, you stayed with me obediently, will you wait for your mother to come back?" For this beautiful and cute, childish and spiritual little girl, Qin Mubai was delighted and acquainted with her, so she again Hold back to the house and sit down.

The little girl didn't seem to be afraid of strangers at all, allowing him to hold and sit on his lap, shaking her wrists all the time, making a clinking sound, and sometimes making innocent and lively laughter.

"Back then, my father used to hold me like this before..." Looking at the spiritual position, Qin Mubai smiled unconsciously and said to the little girl, "Tell uncle, what's your name? ?"

"Xiaolouer!"

"What?" Qin Mubai was stunned!

"Xiaolou'er!" The little girl said with a grin.

Qin Mubai's heartstrings moved, and he hugged her upright and asked her: "Then what is your mother's name?"

"Call a mother..."

"What about your father?"

The little girl seemed to be a little frightened, pouting her mouth and looking at Qin Mubai a little scared, not daring to speak.

"Okay, good... Uncle loves you, and I will buy you sweets later... Tell Uncle, what is your father's name?"

"I... don't know..."

Qin Mubai was immediately at a loss, thinking that this child is still too young to be at most one or two years old, and it is normal to be unsure of it-then it will be hard to ask her family!

So, he was about to pick her up and leave the house to find her family.

"Mother said, Dad is the most beautiful man in the world, and a great hero who stands upright..." the little girl said suddenly.

Qin Mubai stagnated, swallowed dryly, and asked: "Little Lou'er, tell Uncle, are you...surnamed Qin?"

"Yeah! How did you know?...My name is Qin Xiaolou!"

Qin Mubai hugged her high, staring at her well-behaved black eyes, and the skin of her mouth twitched uncontrollably.

"Uncle, what's wrong with you, are you going to cry or laugh?"

"...Call Daddy!"

"What? You are not my father! I have never seen my father since I was born!"

"Little Louer, be good, call him Dad..."

"No! You are not the most beautiful man in the world, and a hero who stands up to the ground!"

At this moment, a figure suddenly appeared at the door, with a gentle voice in the calmness, and came slowly—"Xiao Lou'er, be good, call him father!"

Qin Mubai stared at the door in amazement, "Yan!"

"It's me." Chen Yan smiled as she had seen before.

"...Xiao Lou'er, really my daughter?!"

"Yes."

"Yeah!" Qin Mubai nodded heavily, tried to squeeze a smile to look at Xiao Lou'er, and whispered: "Xiao Lou'er is good, call him father..."

"Daddy!!" Xiao Lou'er exclaimed happily without restraint, and giggled.

"Good! Good Xiaolouer!" Qin Mubai hugged her tightly in his arms, tears finally came out of his eyes...

Holding her, Qin Mubai knelt to the front of the spirit, crying like a child--

"Father! Have you seen it in the Spirit of Heaven? What a well-behaved and beautiful child, you can tell at a glance that she is of my Qin family blood!-She is your granddaughter, Xiao Lou'er!"

Wu Meiniang and Princess Gao Yang quietly appeared at the door, standing beside Chen Yan. The three women burst into tears.

"Mei Niang, you are still smart... Once Xiaolou'er comes, Mu Bai will be fine. Just cry out, and keep suppressing like this. I'm really afraid that something will happen to him!" Princess Gao Yang said relievedly, wiping tears .

"At this moment, only the flesh and blood can open Mu Bai's heart and let him return to peace and soothe the pain... Sister Yan, from today onwards, you should not escape and leave. We are a family, Mu Bai needs you and Xiaolou'er!" Wu Meiniang whispered.

"Don't leave." Chen Yan smiled with tears, looked at the father and daughter in the hall with sadness and relief, and whispered, "I can have nothing, but I can't have little Lou'er; and my little Lou'er, you can't have a father!..."