Love Code at the End of the World Chapter 100: Juvenile Gaze
"Lesius, you are right, I have no memory loss, because I don't know how to say it, I didn't dare to say it at first..." The memories coming out of my head and the pain of separation from my family hurt me The ground cannot breathe.
I lowered my face, tears began to fall uncontrollably: "I don't know why I came here...what did I do wrong... let me come to this dark world..." Pretending to be strong, yes In order not to let myself be defeated by reality. Pretending to be strong is to prevent yourself from crashing in this reality.
But, I'm just a person, a girl, pretending to be too long...I will be tired...
I will also have too much confusion and confusion.
Why me?
Why I came here.
Why, why, why...
"To bring light to us..." The softly choked words and a warm hug pulled me back from the constantly gushing memories and pain.
I deeply smelled the fragrance of the delicious orchid on his body, the same as when I was in Harry's arms last time. Only for this moment, let me rely on it a little so that I can restore peace. I really held back this secret for too long...too long...
I really miss my home...
But, I really can’t go back, I can’t go back...
I don't know how long I secretly cried in Lysius' arms. Even if I stopped crying, I didn't want to leave his warm embrace. I continued to lean in front of him, temporarily letting go of what I had been pretending to be strong.
Only if you can't face the past, can you survive, what kind of strength?
But today, I can face it, I can finally face it.
I feel that when I tell the secret and I can face the past, I become stronger, real and strong.
He hugged me tightly in front of him. The firmness filled me with peace of mind, as if it had soothed my long-term anxiety and loneliness, and made me feel the warmth and peace of mind that only my family can give.
The night wind is no longer cold, and the surrounding air is stained with Lysius' body temperature and fragrance. I once again have a kind of comfort and peace of mind at home.
I finally calm down and can face the world again, Ming to Lysius.
I wiped my face, left Lysius’ embrace, hiding enough, and hiding for too long will make me weak: "Do you want to see the evidence?"
"Evidence?!" He looked surprised.
I lifted my face: "Why, don't you believe me? Do you think everything is my illusion?"
"No, no, no." Lysius waved his hand hurriedly and looked at me with pity. There were tears in his gray-blue eyes, and his eyes wet with tears were especially clear in the moonlight.
I was a little surprised, but my heart was touched by his tears: "You cried..." I stretched out my hand and gently wiped the glittering tears from his eyelashes.
He gently held my hand, the warm hand can withstand the cold of the night. He lowered his face and choked sadly: "I feel distressed...I really didn't expect you to experience this...not to mention that you were from another world... There is only one person, falling from a beautiful and magical world. In our world where there is nothing..."
I also lowered my face. After telling this secret, I finally stopped being afraid of remembering the past, and no longer afraid of remembering the faces of my parents. All of this in the past, I only had a deep seal in my heart. I didn’t dare to touch it. When it touches, it opens Pandora's box, and the pain inside will turn into darkness, engulfing me completely.
He gently took my other hand, stood opposite me, and held my hand tightly: "Xiaobing, I will always be by your side in the future, and I won’t leave you alone. ."
His soft words slammed into my heart in an instant, causing the last tears to well into my eyes, and I withdrew my hand and kept wiping the tears: "Thank you...Lesius..."
"Don't cry, Xiaobing..." He also choked up, and reached out his hand to wipe my tears together, "I won't make you cry anymore."
I nodded gratefully and happily. This time, it was tears of joy.
"By the way, what's the evidence you said? Is it this?" He stretched out his hand and pointed to the sandalwood beads on his wrist, his voice trembling as if trying to make me happy, "No wonder you have so many good things, There are also watermelons and apples. When you took out the apples, all of us were crazy!"
"Hey..." I wiped away my tears and raised my face, smiling, "I will take you to see the evidence, it is more convincing evidence."
His eyes trembled at me, I took his hand, ran under the clear moonlight, and ran towards the city of Noah, I felt my whole body lightened, and I seemed to be like Little Xiaobing, they fly up the same...
I took Lysius and ran back to my room.
In the hallway, I stopped and looked at Harry's room opposite. It was quiet. When I ran back, I didn't see him and Asuna. Have they already returned to the room?
"What's the matter?" Lysius walked up to me, blocking my gaze.
I looked at him: "I also want to tell Harry that you and him are my best friends."
Lesius was stunned slightly and lowered his face, "Yes... I should tell him..." His voice was a little low, with a sense of disappointment.
What happened to him and Harry today? The two always looked a little lost.
Lesius turned and looked at Harry's room: "Tomorrow is going to be a mission, Harry may already be asleep..."
"Then I'll tell him next time." I also hesitated.
I haven't told Harry before, but when I talked to him all of a sudden, it became a bit abrupt. I don't know where to start. Will it scare him?
Unlike Lysius, who naturally uttered this secret, many times it takes some foreshadowing and coincidence to tell the secret.
Look for a chance next time and tell Harry that I will always be with them, and there will be opportunities.
"Okay." The corners of Lysius' lips raised slightly, like orchids blooming in the night, sweeping away the loneliness that had just come.
I pulled him in the door~IndoMTL.com~ He sat on my bed and looked around my room. He hadn't come to my room for a long time.
I took out my bag again from the cabinet. The evidence I want to show him is not chocolate, apple. These things can also be said to be antiques, just like the beads in Lysius's hand, and they are not convincing.
I took my bag and sat next to him. His body tightened slightly, revealing a bit of embarrassment, but he was no longer as nervous as before.
He peeked at me with a slight side face, and slowly relaxed his body.
I took out my own wallet from my bag. This is a yellow wallet with cats in period costumes.
"This is..." Lysius' gaze was attracted by my wallet.
I let go of the bag, and then slowly opened the wallet in front of him. Inside, there are family portraits of my parents and me. Our family stood in front of Guilin's mountains and rivers, talking about eggplant happily.
"It's so beautiful..." Lysius took the wallet from me, and was deeply attracted by the beautiful Guilin landscape in the photo.