Luoyang Brocade Chapter 359: Voice (2)
After a while, Wei Yan let out a long breath and let go of the delicate body in his arms: "You stay a little farther away from me, lest I can't control myself and hurt you."
Ling Jingshu blushed and hummed, quickly retreating two meters away.
Wei Yan was unhappy again: "There's no need to stay so far away!"
It’s a rare occasion to meet him, and yet you have to torment him like this.
Ling Jingshu couldn't help but want to laugh, and the corners of her lips could not help but raise: "How far away is appropriate?"
Wei Yan thought carefully and measured the appropriate distance: "Three feet away from me is enough."
At this moment, he was like a childish big child, seriously considering every little thing.
Ling Jingshu felt a soft emotion in her heart, and followed his words and moved closer. Wei Yan was then satisfied: "Okay, that's it! Don't you have something else to tell me?"
Ling Jingshu hesitated for a moment, then nodded slowly: "Yes. You have always been curious about why I, a girl in a boudoir, suffered from such unspeakable strange diseases! What I told you is only half of the truth. The real truth The reason, I have never known how to tell. This is also my biggest secret. Today, I will tell you everything!"
The sweet smile disappeared from her face, and her eyes gradually became cold and painful, as if she was remembering some unbearable past event.
That is her deepest and most painful scar!
It was also a secret she never told anyone.
Now, she wants to uncover her scars with her own hands and present all the secrets in front of him.
Wei Yan felt an inexplicable pain in his heart and blurted out: "Ah Shu, if you don't want to say it, just don't say it!"
Ling Jingshu raised her head and looked at Wei Yan with a look of pity: "Don't you always want to know my secret? Now that I am willing to tell it, why do you persuade me not to tell it? Maybe you missed this moment I will never have the courage to mention it again."
"This will become my eternal secret, and it will also be something you will never let go of. Even so, you will not regret it?"
Wei Yan was silent for a moment, then whispered: "Ah Shu, I don't want to lie to you. I really want to know everything about you, and I want to know all about your past. Because I like you and I want to spend time with you. Lifelong. People who love each other should be honest with each other."
"But, I care about you more. If this past event is your biggest pain, even thinking about it makes you so painful. Then I would rather never know."
"Don't force yourself. This will make my heart hurt even more."
Ling Jingshu's eyes flashed with crystal water, but the corners of her lips raised slightly.
The smile with tears in it is crystal clear and incredibly beautiful.
"Wei Yan, I have made up my mind to never mention this secret in my life. Even the people closest to me don't know. Ling Xiao doesn't know, and Bai Yu doesn't know either."
"Today, I want to completely uncover this scar. Because I finally have the courage to face the past."
"Actually, I lived one more life. In that life, I fell in love with my cousin Lu Hong at first sight, and we vowed to be in love with each other. When I was sixteen years old, I married into the Lu family and became a member of the Lu family. Daughter-in-law..."
……
Wei Yan, who remained calm despite being overwhelmed by the mountain, was stunned from the moment Ling Jingshu opened her mouth.
Ling Jingshu obviously tried her best to control her excitement and talked about everything in her previous life in a calm tone.
She once loved her husband Lu Hong so deeply that she gave birth to their child with such joy. Then he waited with great expectation for the return of his beloved.
However, the husband she had been waiting for so long failed her. He was entangled with Princess Changping, who wanted to recruit him as her consort.
Lu Qian’s entanglement with her, Ling’s dissatisfaction with her, and Lu An, who is worse than a beast...
When Ling Jingshu said that she was strangled to death, Wei Yan finally couldn't listen anymore.
He strode forward and took her into his arms, his voice choked with sobs:
"Ashu, stop talking. Stop talking...it's all over, now I'm with you..."
For more than 20 years, he has been tolerant and strong. I have never been defeated by difficulties and have survived until today. The man bleeds but does not shed tears!
But at this moment, looking at her silently weeping face and listening to her painful and almost cruel past, his heart seemed to have been cut into pieces by countless knives, and he was so painful that he could hardly breathe.
He didn't even know what he was going to say to comfort her.
I could only hold her tightly and repeat these two sentences over and over again.
Ling Jingshu lay on his chest, crying silently, her tears falling in strings and quickly soaking through his clothes.
He felt the wetness on his chest, and his heart ached again.
This world is so unfair!
Powerful people stand high and indulge in whatever they want. And those who are forced by power can only suppress and endure. Even so, it may not be possible to escape disaster.
For example, she was in her previous life.
That weak, kind and helpless woman had no idea how much resentment and hatred she had in her heart at the moment before she died.
Fortunately, God took pity on her and gave her a new life. Give her a chance to start over.
She is just a helpless girl in a boudoir. To reach this point, I don’t know how much effort and trembling she put into it.
……
Ling Jingshu didn’t know how long she cried.
My eyes were already red and swollen from crying, and my throat was also hoarse from crying.
My heart felt calmer than ever before. The suffocating pain that I could not forget day and night quietly passed away with this outpouring and tears.
It is because of his company that she becomes stronger and braver.
Ling Jingshu whispered in a hoarse voice: "Wei Yan, did I scare you?"
Resurrected from the dead with all the memories of his previous life! Such a thing sounds scary and terrifying. ~IndoMTL.com~ Putting herself in her shoes, if someone else told her this, she might not believe it.
Wei Yan's voice sounded above her head: "I'm not scared, I just didn't expect the truth of the matter to be like this."
"No wonder you traveled thousands of miles to the capital. It turned out to be looking for opportunities to take revenge. No wonder you suffer from such a strange disease and cannot touch any man."
Just as he had judged before, her strange illness was basically a mental illness.
As soon as the knot in the heart is resolved, the strange disease will be cured without medicine.
Wei Yan sighed softly, his voice full of pity and heartache: "Speaking of which, Queen Xu is our two common enemies. It can be regarded as the two of us working together to bring her down. Now Princess Changping After entering Ciyun Nunnery, your only enemies are the Lu family."
Ling Jingshu nodded silently.
Wei Yan continued: "So, you surrendered to the emperor's grandson to avenge the Lu family. In fact, you don't have to work so hard to do all this." (To be continued.)