Miss Gu & Miss Qu: 81081

At 1:10 p.m., the road traffic in the city was still extremely congested. Gu Xizhi drove through the crowds on the street, and was scolded by the driver behind him several times because he was driving too fast.

Being late is often fearless and crazy, but time is never tolerant.

The road close to the concert hall is not as flocked by media reporters as imagined. A chance glance at the elevated road, the double-sail-shaped concert hall located on the water, has a panoramic view of the gorgeous atmosphere like sailing out to sea in the wind, and the entrance of the building surrounded by water on three sides is neatly manicured. The green lawn spreads for hundreds of meters, and the modern white enamel is elegant and romantic in the pure architectural space.

After getting off the elevated road, the car drove along the lengthy granite road, but the deserted road along the way made Gu Xizhi more and more uneasy.

When approaching a row of white fences, Gu Xizhi parked his car on the side of the road. When he was about to approach the fence, he saw a black figure sitting on a treetop. There are indeed people sitting.

The man is wearing a pure white thin shirt with a dignified French square collar. The color matching of the collar and folded sleeves is particularly outstanding. The printed tie made of mulberry silk and the exquisitely crafted black agate platinum-plated cufflinks It shows a bit of luxury and dignity, and the whole person looks very elegant.

After confirming that he was Shen Ya, Gu Xizhi was stunned for a while because of his lazy posture, and when he wanted to say something, he became hesitant because of his closed eyes. This state lasted for half a minute, Shen Ya's voice unexpectedly appeared first.

"She's inside."

Gu Xizhi looked at him more carefully, but he was still half leaning on the tree trunk with his eyes closed, his side face seemed to be sunken into the shadows, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.

"...Thank you." Gu Xizhi thought for a long time and only replied this sentence, and quickly ran to the music square.

After crossing the music square and entering the concert hall, Gu Xizhi was lost in the ten-meter-long art gallery. He followed the signs to the second floor. There was no one in the terraced golden hall, and the sunlight shone through the triangular glass Come in, the rows of auditoriums are like golden waves of wheat.

Can't find Qu Xizhi back and forth, Gu Xizhi walked along the long corridor to the annex building a little anxiously, when he arrived at the western restaurant, the sound of a piano floated indistinctly, Gu Xizhi followed the sound and looked out the glass window Go, I was slightly dazed at this glance.

In winter, the sun is thin, and the velvety clouds overlap for thousands of miles. The dark green hills surround the water and fall horizontally. The landscape area behind the concert hall is sparsely forested. The large dead branches make the winter gray, and there are only patches of plum blossoms. Add a touch of peachy color to the deserted space.

The beautiful woman faces the lake and sits in front of the black piano under the flower stand. The white dress that stretches to the floor looks like a blooming hibiscus. The slow and sad C minor tore the sunlight out of the cracks. Her back is facing the concert hall, her back is still straight, but More pure and elegant than ever before.

Even if you don't see her face, the always straight back is full of identification like a label.

Gu Xizhi went downstairs along the escalator, stepped on the sound of lingling water and ran towards the landscape area, but when he was about to approach her, he suddenly dared not take a step forward.

The sun penetrates the branches, the light and shadow mottled the solemn white, and confused the petals all over the ground with the blooming skirts. Full of depression and heaviness.

Gu Xizhi stood quietly behind her, but the distance of two meters seemed to be separated by vicissitudes of life.

The sound of the piano under Qu Xizhi's finger became more and more restrained and sad.

"When I was young, my mother told me that my grandparents and my father were very successful people, they had a certain influence in this society, and if they made a mistake in every word or deed, they might be caught by the media , and was even criticized by the public.”

The sound of the piano reflects the flowing water, and the pink and white plum petals hang their heads down and sway with the wind.

Her voice is gentle and beautiful, "When I was five years old, my mother let me learn painting, musical instruments, calligraphy, and etiquette. She said that the environment I was born in was perfect. She could give me the best food, clothing, education, and etiquette. She It is also said that the environment I was born in is cruel, because the environment I live in determines that I must become a well-bred and elegant lady, just like the companions around me.”

"At that time, most of the girls around me were from the same family as me. Their average age was only seven or eight years old, but when they ate in western restaurants, they would gracefully spread the tablecloth on their knees. They never ate. Make a sound, smile politely to friends and strangers, they are all little princesses, but they never speak loudly, and they never lose their temper because one of the signs of self-cultivation is the ability to control Their own emotions, they need to be labeled with this label."

"My mother, Yin Jun, is a very strong person. Because my elder sister is naturally rebellious, she was scolded by her grandma for corrupting her morals. She was even stricter with me when I was young."

"I followed her to learn ballet since I was a child, not for this dance, but for a more elegant and beautiful figure. In her eyes, a well-dressed lady should always step on high heels regardless of whether they will hurt her feet or not. , No matter what happens, be calm and graceful.”

"She is very strict, never sloppy in walking and standing posture, and has high requirements on etiquette and conversation. With her, as long as there are elders eating at the same table, no matter how long they chat, I can't leave the table early , with her, I should understand art, fashion, economics and even politics in order to face any social interaction. With her, different wines must be served in different glasses, and the posture of holding the wine glass and the method of pouring the wine can never be wrong .”

"Although I don't like her education, but the surrounding environment is like this, even if it is a bit painful, I have gradually gotten used to these stereotyped etiquettes that have nothing to do with my nature."

"Under her various strong teachings, I gradually learned how to stand up more gracefully, how to smile politely but without losing amiability, how to control my emotions, and how to speak in the first conversation. It leaves a comfortable impression on people, sometimes when facing a lady praised by everyone, I actually feel as if I am getting along with myself, which is full of hypocrisy that cannot touch the soul."

"For a long time, I thought that girls should be so dignified and decent. It wasn't until I met more different girls because I changed schools that I realized that their smiles are full of human emotions."

"When I was ten years old, my mother had a school celebration party. The school invited many students who left school and famous people. Your mother and my mother were also invited. Later I found out that they were alumni. That day When my mother came back, she brought a lot of photos. In the photos, she was giving a speech, she was chatting, and there were photos of her with her old classmates, but the one that made me sad was the photo of her with your mother and daughter. "

"Your mother dotes on you very much, so even though the distance is far away and it is inconvenient, I will take you here to play according to your wishes. In that photo, your mother and my mother are standing under the tree, and you are standing in front of them. The corners of the mouth are grinning high, as if I don’t know anything but happiness. It is very enviable for a girl to grow up beautifully and smile so freely. My mother told me when she saw me staring at that photo Girls are also called Xizhi, the difference is that your surname is Gu."

"Maybe you don't understand, but my first feeling at the time was why our names are so similar but the difference is so big, your smile is so sunny, and I am full of ugly hypocrisy. Others can laugh Very happy, but the same name is Xizhi, why do you have to smile so happily."

"Your name is really a scary thing to me. I spent a whole summer in the piano room learning various instruments when I was ten years old, but just looking up at that picture and seeing you I have been crying all the time, but I still have to continue to learn after crying, I think I envied you at that time."

"Maybe it's because my mentality was gradually distorted, and I began to envy people like you. Later, I noticed Lin Mingling, the only one around me who could put on two looks. She is actually brave and casual, so in the two years between the ages of fourteen and fifteen, the biggest mistake I made so far was to try to protect her."

"It's a pity that growing up makes people understand more truths, and let the more mature me know the benefits of my education. At the age of sixteen, I gradually alienated her. She was unexpectedly persistent and even hysterical several times. On my birthday she brought me a gift and I didn't want to accept it, she stayed at my door all night, and when I was going to school the next morning, I found her sitting disheveled on the lawn in front of my house Cry."

"My living environment was already depressing, and my mental state gradually deteriorated when I encountered this kind of thing. After that, I was always full of guilt when facing her. She was always so persistent. No matter how much I apologized, I couldn't forgive it. Time After a long time, I was exhausted and unable to accept her feelings, and finally aroused her anger."

"Time is the best medicine after all. After a long period of psychological adjustment, our condition has improved a lot. When I saw you in the media at the age of twenty, my life became more colorful. At that time, I desperately regarded you as The other me in the world, I collected all the information about you, watched you grow up, watched you fall in love with boys, found out that you met someone who was not good, and wanted to drag you out of the quagmire. At that time, I just thought I like the other me in this world, the me like you, the one I want to protect, the one I want to break, the one I want to have forever, is also this me. At that time, I only thought that I was close to you and treated you well, Wanting to maintain your nature is a pathological way to compensate yourself, and it has nothing to do with you."

"The more morbid the relationship, the less I dare to mention it. I never even dared to tell you how much I like you. The more time passed, the more obvious I found that you and I have always been two alone, and I can't dominate you Thoughts and actions can't make you like me according to my will, let alone make you never leave me, but I still want to protect you so much, I can't even imagine you disappearing from my side."

"Being a vegetarian is because I believe in the existence of sin. In fact, I am afraid of sin. I vaguely thought about these consequences when I was looking for Bo Yiqing. You will do this if you are closer to me, but it is a pity that instead of bringing you and me closer, it pushes you farther."

"Later, I thought about the reason why you left. I understand that you will make the same choice a hundred times when you look back, and I also understand that you don't want to be compared with me."

"I just don't understand you more and more."

"You are willing to kneel down every day to ask for my mother's forgiveness, but you can be so hard-hearted that you never look at me more than once. You clearly wear the ring I gave you, but you can walk away more than 800 times without hesitation." Day and night. I don’t understand why I look at you and talk to Tang Yu and I’m so sad that I can’t sleep and eat, but even if you know that I’m with Zhong Linshan, you can’t respond. I don’t understand why you always hesitate to treat my feelings, I don’t understand why You are tolerant of everything but me, I often feel that you still like me, and often feel that it is just my sick imagination."

“One of the ways that actors want to subvert their previous image and let the audience re-understand themselves is to play homosexuality. It took a long time to let me know that I can’t wait for you to come back. I looked at your position because the ring was getting closer and closer to my locator, and finally one day you appeared by my side, but you didn’t come to find me.”

"I didn't drink too much on Zhong Linshan's birthday party. I know you didn't come to see me, and I don't want to admit that you didn't come to me, but unfortunately, in the end, I can only lure you upstairs through Li Scarlett."

"Those words, true and false, are mostly for you. I waited for more than 800 days, and I don't want to lose even a hug easily."

"Probably the strong anxiety made me worry about gains and losses. I can't imagine you leaving me again, and I can't imagine that no matter how I keep you, I can't get you back, so even if you promised me to start all over that night, I But I don't feel happy at all."

"Sometimes the more people care about something, the less they dare to mention it."

"I'm ashamed of what I did to you. That insane person is also mine. I don't want to ask for forgiveness, and I don't want to continue this disease-like tired and repetitive relationship. So whether it's engagement or marriage, it's already gone for me. It doesn't matter."

"It's been almost four years. Whether it's Zhong Linshan's birthday or Christmas a few days ago, I've been waiting anxiously. I thought I could finally be free this time, but at the end of the day, I fell into the back and forth again. reply."

"Did you know? Before this engagement ceremony, Lin Mingling looked for me."

"She said you would come, but it must be after the wedding, and then she told me every reason why you came or not."

"She is scary, but I still want to wait until Gu Xizhi, whom I love and envy, gives me a brave back for me to cherish."

"But she was right in the end. The relationship between the two of us is so fragile and vulnerable. Looking back, it looks like a joke. This is my biggest failure, and it will also be your regret."

"That's fine, at least let me know that giving up is our happiest way out."

"Perhaps from the first time I saw you, this relationship was wrong and distorted. I have liked you for so long, chased after you for so long, and waited for so long. Now, I am finally willing to end this failed mistake." /

The sound of the piano had already stopped, Qu Xizhi's straight back gradually relaxed, and the sound was so soft that it could no longer be heard.

"Gu Xizhi, we..."

Sunlight penetrates the flower branches, casting shadows on the white skirt, and the plum petals on the branches bloom vigorously in the wind. The vitality is too vigorous, and the life that is said to wither quickly.

Gu Xizhi watched the blurry shadow gradually fall down, as if he was extremely frightened, his whole body was trembling, and he didn't even dare to take half a step forward.

In the distance, such as Daiqing Mountain, shrouded in mist, water mist rises suddenly, and warm smoke curls up, circling and covering.

The vague shadow fell among the petals, its eyes were closed, and its expression was peaceful.

The thin flower shadows fell on her fair face, reflecting the bright and gorgeous colors, but because of the wet eyelashes, it was more quiet and quiet.

Her eyebrows are like a moon, and her glaring red lips make her complexion almost glamorous.

She is still beautiful.