My Elder Sister is a Superstar Chapter 594: Sorry

At the end of 1993, in an underdeveloped county town, Xu Yao was carrying a cloth bag sewed by her sister and was walking in a messy alleyway, flanked by mottled and old houses with rusty water pipes. There is a trash can at the door of each house, which exudes a slight smell.

He and his sister live in a small alley, the location is poor, and the rent is not expensive. In these small counties, there were very few people who entered the city to work and rent a house.

Xu Yao came to his door, took out the key, and opened the door.

A small house of only 30 square meters, pulled the curtain to separate the two rooms, elder sister and younger brother and one person each. There is only one bed in the elder sister's room, and the clothes are stored in the box.

Xu Yao's "room" has an extra desk and a lamp. When I bought him a desk lamp at that time, my sister felt a lot of pain for a long time, but she still bought it with her teeth.

Rice is cooked in the corridor. I set up a small earthen stove in my own house, a pot, and cook with raw coal. It is simple and simple. Better people have already bought a gas stove, but Xu Yao and her sister do not have this condition.

As usual at this time, the sister should cook a fire in the corridor, and the Xu Yao who comes home from school will make some handmade products. That is the extra work that the sister takes outside after get off work, and can earn a few more dollars a day.

"Sister?" Xu Yao shouted into the room, the sister was not in the room.

It may be that she found something outside. She often does this. She walks around the county every day, and then all kinds of work, only things that can make money, men can do, she can also do.

Xu Yao put down her schoolbag and saw a bag of unfinished handmade products beside her sister's bed. She should have returned and went out to buy food?

He is in a good mood today. Because of the test results in the school, he won the first name without surprise.

teacher loved this plain-dressed student hard-working, hard-working and serious, saying that he is a good seedling who can pass the university.

At that time, teacher was so simple. I wish I could have taken my heart out of my students and encountered a progressive reading seed, which I like more than my son.

At that time, the female schoolmate was also very innocent, like Study Tyrant, like the progressive boy, even if Xu Yao is very ordinary, but there are a lot of girls who send him love letters in private.

Not like the later love letter. The love letter at this time is very subtle and reserved. First write a modern poem by a celebrity. At the end is: What do you think of this poem? Then I handed it to the fancy boy. If the boy was interested in the girl, he wrote back and next day secretly put it in her drawer.

When you come and go, the story will come.

The flower season at the age of 18, love is green, immature, but also beautiful. After this age, even if you are in love, you won't find that feeling anymore.

But Xu Yao's hints and love letters to the girls dismissed them, as if standing on a stone statue in the flower rain, watching the petals falling colorfully, too lazy to reach out and pick one of the beautiful petals.

He didn’t have the capital to fall in love, and he wasn’t even interested. The rural baby only knew to bury his head in school and live up to the expectations of elder sister's.

Moreover, his lilac flower drifted to Shanghai with the wind, originally wanted to test Fudan, but in the first year of high school, lilac flower got married.

rascal married to Shanghai.

Xu Yao hasn't slowed down for a long time, and once wanted to hit someone when he heard Shanghai.

He is too silent, too low-key and too restrained. He always puts his emotions in his heart. But what is the value of lip service?

On the wedding day, Xu Yao went, and the fare from the sister was so expensive that it almost cost him to cry.

At the wedding, his lilac flower was very beautiful...No, that was not his lilac flower. It's the flower of the man who was teacher.

Little Lan was very pleased to see him. From the heart, he gave Xu Yao some comfort.

The girl I like, she weighs more and more in my heart. Fortunately, I am not as light as a feather in her heart.

The man looked at his newlywed with a smile.

My wife said: This is younger brother in my hometown.

Reality gave Xu Yao a heavy blow. At that time, he asked himself in his heart, It turned out that it was only younger brother.....

He felt a sudden pain, and he still didn't cry.

But when I really cried, it was after the wedding banquet that the boy from Xu Guang said: Is your elder siscon fault because of your sister?

Xu Yao cried, and then he beat the kid too.

The era when Xu Guang was born is a bit early. In the present, he must comfort Xu Yao in another sentence, for example: A'Rong does not cry, and stands up.

Xu Yao is sitting on the bed, doing handicrafts and dreaming. elder sister's hands are covered with frostbite and **** in winter.

Unconsciously, it was getting dark, and my sister did not come back.

Xu Yao decided to go downstairs to find it. He closed the door and left the residential building. At the corner, he saw the sister and a man talking in the twilight. They held hands and vaguely saw the man's face.

He is a calm and serious young man. When he talks to his sister, his eyes are full of smiles.

When Xu Yao saw him, the youth also saw Xu Yao. Xu felt the eyes of the teenager emerging from the corner were too sharp and he was stunned.

Suddenly, my sister found it, and turned her head to follow the youth's gaze.

Sister's face changed slightly, she whispered a few words to the youth, and turned to meet Xu Yao.

"Who is he?" Xu Yao asked.

"Peng.....friend, helped me a lot." Xu Ru simply explained, not to say more, to divert the topic: "Sister is late for something, A'Rong is hungry."

Xu Yao looked at the back of the young man, walking further and further away, disappearing into the night.

Since then, Xu Yao has never seen a youth again, and her sister is no different. Work as usual every day, with hard work.

.......

In 1994, two things happened this year, each of which made this small family face the disaster of extinction.

The first incident, due to the bursting of the real estate bubble, set off an extremely terrible economic crisis. It is difficult for people who have not experienced that era to imagine how terrible that economic crisis is. It is a direct collapse of the economy, which is far superior to any later. An economic crisis. In fact, it collapsed once as early as 90 years, and by 1994, the two crises were superimposed on each other, promoting and expanding each other.

Boom!

The bubble collapsed, and I don’t know how many people were killed.

Although the crisis was stabilized within the relatively short time, in this time, it had a very large impact.

The aftermath received in the small county town is not too big, but the people’s days have indeed become tight.

As a result, Xu Ru began to earn no money and life was unsustainable.

second, Xu Ru is pregnant.

That day, Xu Yao was still in the sea in school, preparing to sprint for the college entrance examination.

My sister asked someone to call the class head office and said that she was sick and was hospitalized.

Xu Yao rushed to the hospital and learned from the doctor that her sister was pregnant.

Thunderbolt on a sunny day.

"Don’t be too laborious, your body and bones are tight, go home and take good care." The doctor complained to Xu Yao: "You are her husband, don’t know how to care..."

The doctor has not lied yet. The elder sister who recovered from dumbfounded interrupted in embarrassment: "He is my younger brother."

Xu Yao developed relatively early. When his peers had long hair on their lips and were excited because the hair in the crotch became thicker and thicker, he looked like an adult, at least not like a high school student.

The doctor was also embarrassed and asked, "Then your husband."

Silent.

elder sister and younger brother is silent.

When I got home, nothing seemed to happen. My sister was sitting by the bed doing handicrafts, and Xu Yao was sitting at the table writing test papers.

"pā dā!"

The ballpoint pen was heavily pressed against the desktop, and the voice was not loud, but Xu Ru was startled, and her hand shook obviously.

Xu Yao stood up, his face somber, he looked directly at elder sister's's eyes, and asked, "Who is that man."

Xu Ru does not speak, Xu Yao does not speak, he stares at the eyes, and gradually reddens.

"A'Rong, don't worry about it..."

"Is it the man, is it the man?" Xu Yao said aloud.

The elder sister's was silent in response to him.

Suddenly, it seemed to light the explosive barrel.

"You stayed in the hospital for so long, he didn't come, did you not contact him, or he refused to come?" Xu Yao pulled elder sister's's hand and walked outside the door: "Go call and contact him now."

"I will not go." said the sister.

Xu Yao was stunned and exploded in an instant, he shouted, "You are shameless, we are poor, but we can't lack dignity, and we must know how to love ourselves even if we are poor. If a woman doesn't even care about herself, Then she will have nothing."

"What do you do now, pregnant with children, can you raise it. When you unbuttoned your belt, you thought about what you would do in the future, do you want to marry someone, do you know if you ruined in your life."

In the dark room, the boy was hysterical, his face flushed and his eyes were crazy.

That day, he said a lot of excessive words.

Every sentence is like a knife, inserted in my sister's heart.

Xu Yao is crazy, he hates, hates that man, and hates his sister for not being self-love.

My sister sat by the bed, her head down and weeping.

After all, she is a woman, a weak woman, life makes her strong, and in some ways even more desperate than a man, but in front of younger brother, she cry helplessly ~IndoMTL.com~ lowered her head.

After many years, whenever I think of this scene, Xu Yao will tremble, and my body and mind will tingle from the inside out.

"Every sentence I remember very clearly, every sentence is printed in my heart. I hate myself in those days, I was too selfish, never thought about her feelings, never thought how wronged she was at that time How helpless and eager for someone to help her, just like a person stuck in the quagmire, eager for someone to lend a helping hand, and my younger brother, but stepped on her with a hard foot." Xu Yao wept bitterly.

Two-year-old lost his father, four-year-old lost his mother.

My older sister raised him with hardships, a teenage girl, and the cocoon in his hand is like a man who has worked hard for years.

My sister worked hard to prepare him for reading. Every morning breakfast was porridge with three steamed buns. Why do you want three steamed buns? That’s the meal left until noon. The steamed buns are served with pickles. She has eaten for many years.

When she was a child, she refused to give him away. When she grew up, she was nowhere to be married, leaving all her time to younger brother and all her hopes to younger brother.

But younger brother did not consider her.

Qin Ze looked at this man in silence, at this moment, he stripped off all coats, successful, serious, beautiful...

He crouched in front of the elder sister's grave, crying like a broken child, crying like a fool.

Sorry is regret because it is destined to be irreparable.

Your crying whistling, crying tears, you hate yourself at the beginning, and hope that going back in time can make up for past mistakes, but life will never give you second chances.

So, you desperately want to recognize my nephew.

Want to make up for your mistakes and want to appease the pain that is hidden in my heart and colics day after day?

"Later?" Qin Ze asked hoarsely.

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