My Elder Sister is a Superstar Chapter 596: It is better to raise grace than to be born

"She didn't say that she seemed to have expectations for that man, but in fact she didn't have confidence in herself. Don't blame your sister, she was bitter enough in her heart. Days."

next day, Xu Yao came to Xu Lan, she said so.

However, he couldn't fully understand his sister at the time. He hated more than iron.

elder sister's has been ruined in this life.

At noon, Song Zhongli knocked on the door of the courtyard with two tails of fish. He stood in the courtyard and said to Xu Ru, who was leaning on his belly. "Is A'Rong here? He asked me to touch the fish and said that it was for you. "

"Thank you, he went out with A'Guang." Xu Ru said.

"Thank you for your thanks, fifty cents." Song Zhongli grinned.

"..." Xu Ru was stunned, and nodded: "I will give you money."

"No, you are inconvenient. I will wait for A'Rong to come back and ask him for it."

As he said, Song Zhongli scooped a pot of water in the pot on his own, and brought in half-dead fish.

This man is idle and does not like to work in the ground. Touching the fish and catching the bird Jungler is very good. He is also the only one who does not "comment" Xu Ru. It is probably a bad person in itself, not qualified to say people. Perhaps he was not interested in chewing his tongue, or he had been counseling himself, afraid that Xu Yao would beat him.

The days of birth are coming soon.

Mr. Xu Ru, I didn’t go to the county hospital. At that time, I didn’t have the conditions to go to the hospital. Generally, I was born in a village doctor in the countryside. It is better than a barefoot doctor. Not in the countryside, but in the hospital.

Xu Family Town is too poor to have a clinic, and there is a clinic in the town next door.

From noon, the amniotic fluid broke, and the pain began. Until ten o'clock in the evening, the child was born.

Boy.

The dust settled.

first times as a mother in life, Xu Ru put away all the troubles, only the mother's love.

Xu Yao felt that he should have hated this child, but when he saw the tender red baby sleeping in the swaddle, he could not open the world and watched the world, holding a small fist and sleeping quietly.

He suddenly felt weak.

Due to malnutrition, the child was born at only 2.4 kg, which is relatively small.

"How cute is the baby, did you give him a name?"

The big-bellied Xu Lan looked at the side with a smile on his face.

Xu Ru shook his head, helplessly said: "A'Rong refused to help, he still has a thorn in his heart."

Xu Lan lamented: "Don't care about him, I have prepared a few names here. Do you want to choose one?"

"What name?"

"Qin Hao, Qin Xiaofan (small and ordinary)... just pick one and change the surname to Xu." Xu Lan said enthusiastically: "Xu Xiaofan is not very nice, it is better to call it Xu Hao."

Xu Ru nodded and smiled, "Okay."

"By the way, I brought the milk powder, you use it first, when I gave birth to Baobao's, I had more milk, and there should be no shortage." Xu Lan said.

Because Xu Ru's body is very short of bones, there is no long-term malnutrition, resulting in no milk. Regarding her son's rations, she finally refused.

A very real and serious problem is in front of me. The two elder sister and younger brother who have lived together since childhood are still dependent on each other and have one more life.

In the case of a weak postpartum sister who carried the beam independently, life seemed unsustainable.

It is not easy to raise children. Later statistics show that the number of young children who died in 90s exceeded 40 million.

That night, Xu Ru looked at the child silently.

next morning, shouted Xu Yao to the room alone and asked him: "Do you miss university."

Xu Yao is speechless, his eyes are on the baby's face.

In sleep, the baby suddenly trembles, and the weak mosquito yīng yīng yīng takes a few clicks.

Xu Ru is busy appeasing children.

"Don't worry about him, you say, do you want to?" Xu Ru said.

"Think!" Xu Yao said.

He thought, like never before.

Reading can change fate and restore dignity.

He is eager to stand out, to escape from poverty, and even more to find the dignity that his sister has lost.

Xu Ru nodded.

A few days later, one night, Xu Ru was suddenly awakened by the urgent knock on the door, and the baby wā wā burst into tears.

"A'Rong, Sister Ru," Xu Guang with a crying voice: "My sister fell."

Slamming the door hard.

Xu Ru sat up in shock, sleepiness was completely eliminated, and she was not waiting for her to shout. Xu Yao in the next room had rushed into the yard and opened the door. At the door stood anxious Xu Guang.

"What's going on."

"My sister slipped to the toilet at night, she, she is all blood..."

Xu Ru heard that, his face was pale, he couldn’t care to appease the child, and shouted: "A'Rong, A'Rong..."

No one answered her. Xu Yao had already taken Xu Guang out of the house.

.......

At five o'clock in the morning of next day, the sky was bright, and the Xu Ru, who had not slept overnight, finally waited until younger brother came back.

"We took her to the health center. Little Lan was unconscious at the time and couldn't give birth at all. There was no way to say that the fetus may be injured. Let us take it to the hospital. The car of the health center took us to the county. The hospital gave her a caesarean section. The child was alive when he first came out, but he couldn't survive it for two hours. The doctor didn't rescue him and went..." Xu Yao's eyes were covered with bloodshot eyes.

"What about Little Lan?" Xu Ru cried.

"She hasn't woken up yet, A'Guang is in the hospital, squatting outside the ward and crying." Xu Yao covered her face, trembling: "very well a child, if you say no, you will be gone."

After a while, Xu Ru said: "A'Rong, let's go to the county, now."

It's six o'clock in the morning at the hospital. There is no one in the hospital. The air is filled with the smell of disinfectant water. Sporadic 1~2 patients can be seen hanging on the bench in the corridor.

The night nurse was tired.

In the small ward, Xu Ru saw Xu Lan. She was awake and looked at the ceiling with her eyes wide, like a lifeless paper flower.

Xu Guang was sitting next to the bed with red eyes.

"A'Rong, A'Guang, you guys go out, I have something to say to Little Lan." Xu Ru said, holding the baby in her arms.

After the two left, she sat by the bed, said in a low voice: "The child is gone."

In a word, it seemed to wake up Xu Lan on the edge of despair, her expressionless face, her eyelashes trembling, and then she cried, crying heartbroken, a mother who lost her child.

"Nothing can't survive." Xu Ru said: "For so many years, it's all based on this sentence, my sister can support it until now. Every time I feel desperate, I will think about A'Rong, and I have it Hope. You still have Baobao (darling), you can't crash."

"A'Guang said he was a son." Xu Lan said softly.

There is a strange silence in her expression.

"I was born Baobao (darling) in first, a girl. Although he didn't say anything, I knew he wanted a son."

"I thought, since he married Qin Family, he should have a lineage for him."

"The child is gone, and the investigation is so strict....My dad doesn’t want me to regenerate, and I had a quarrel with my parents. A person like him, without this kid, even if it’s gone Wanting my son will not let me regenerate."

"A'Guang said he was a son...he always wanted a son...I can't lose this child, I can't lose his...wū wū wū, my child."

At first, he was able to speak smoothly, and his emotions were gradually agitated. The crying of Xu Lan twitched, and his speech was incoherent.

Xu Ru put the baby in her arms next to her, solemnly said: "He will be your son in the future."

She speaks very softly, and the expression on her face is complex, reluctant and painful.

Xu Lan stopped crying and looked at her without a word.

"He is your son." Xu Ru repeated.

"Are you comforting me?"

"No, I am serious." Xu Ru said.

"Why?"

"A'Rong said that he missed university, and I was not capable of studying for him, let alone raising this child. Just such a notorious woman, who can I marry?" Xu Ru smiled with regret: "The child and A'Rong are me I cannot bear the fate of both of them at the same time, I must abandon one."

Xu Ru trembles his fingertips and strokes the child’s cheek: "Perhaps in your eyes, the birth of this child is a mistake, so between the two, I choose A'Rong. My mistake, I will bear it, the future All the pain, all the remorse, I bear it alone. At least I am right to my parents."

"You are right, the child can't have no father, Little Lan, you can give him a better family, a better environment for growth. He can grow up carefree, without worrying about growing up and being scolded by others in the future Wild species."

"Your husband wants a son, but you can imagine how sad it will be when he learns about this bad news. Are you afraid that because of this, it will become a heart-to-heart relationship between your husband and wife."

Xu Ru burst into tears: "Little Lan, let's save each other."

Xu Lan reached out and tried to touch the child, but at the moment it touched it, it retracted its hand like an electric shock.

She was stunned for a while, "Sister Ru, starting today, this child is mine, and it has nothing to do with your family. I will raise him up, give him the best environment, and raise him as a relative son. You and A'Rong will not regret it in the future."

"Okay." Xu Ru said.

Speaking this word, she collapsed all at once.

"What do I need to do for you?"

"....... He will grow up in the future and take him to Xu Family Town to see me every summer vacation."

"Okay."

Outside the door, two young men stood there.

"What are you two standing at the door." The doctor in a white coat walked to the door of the ward.

The two teenagers were in tears, and the doctor was not surprised.

He pushed the door in and scanned the ward, holding a stack of reports in his hand: "You came last night, the doctor was off work last night, I am in charge of your ward. Sad, let me renew here Register, what's your name."

Xu Lan opened his mouth.

Xu Ru: "Xu Ru!"

"Yes, Xu Ru." The doctor swiped a few strokes, "After a while, I will ask the nurse to take you for an examination. After the miscarriage, pay attention to your body, or you will fall ill."

.......

Soon, rumors spread in Xu Family Town.

The child of Xu Ru died, and the wild seed outside was dead. The Xu Lan, who came to Xu Family Town for fetal care, had a big fat boy after a month of convalescence in the hospital.

Later, Xu Ru married, and married a man who had never "reviewed" himself, a man who was idle and engaged in business.

An unmarried pregnant woman, a delicious lazy man.

It’s a good match, isn’t it?

time went back many days ago, Xu Yao said that he wanted to read next day of university, and Song Zhongli sent fish again.

"A'Rong made you send fish again?" Xu Ru embarrassedly said: "Sorry, there is not much money at home."

Sitting on the sky for so long, there is really no money.

"Don't need money, the folks in the village are just two fish." Song Zhongli said: "You are not pregnant, you have to make up your body...... Anyway, we have known since childhood."

Xu Ru was stunned, hesitating and hesitating, "Do you have an object now."

"Who wants to marry me." Song Zhongli scratched his head.

"Then do you have bride's price."

It’s a bit weird to ask why, Song Zhongli said: "Don’t watch me like to gamble, but no matter if I win or lose, I save a little money and save, bride's price is there."

"Would you like to marry me."

"I don’t want to raise sons."

"You can rest assured that my child will give it away."

"Really?"

"But you have to help me study for A'Rong."

.........

For Xu Ru, instead of giving it to others, giving it to bosom friend who grew up is the best ending.

Song Zhongli is also trustworthy. Weak men have the advantage of being weak.

The day Xu Lan left, Xu Yao stood outside the town and watched the bus go away.

He never smoked, crouched by the road, and smoked a whole pack of cigarettes.

Later, Xu Yao read university with his wish, and came out on top with his wish.

But he lost money elder sister's, and it is still unclear in his life.

He regretted that morning countless times, regretting that he said: think!

In the years that followed, he rarely set foot on Xu Family Town. He married Miss Qianjin in Wen Metro and settled in Wen Metro.

Xu Family Town people all said that this grass chicken flew into the branches and turned into a golden phoenix. He forgot his book. In fact, he was afraid to face his sister.

Every time he faced his sister's aging face, he remembered the unbearable past.

"The day she died, she said a lot to me, saying that she did not disappoint her parents, saying that I finally came out on top. But I know what she wanted to say most was the word "A'Ze". We spent our lives trying to change I work hard for my destiny, but I can’t change the past in my life."

Xu Yao sat in front of the grave, and his expensive suit was covered with dust.

"After the death of my sister, the biggest obsession in my life was not a standout, but one day I brought you here, pointed to this monument and said to you: She is your biological mother."

"This was her biggest wish before she died. She didn't say it, but I know. It was because of me that I separated your mother and son for 20 for many years. Everything is my fault, my responsibility."

This is the biggest pain in his life.

So he went crazy like making Qin Ze "recognize his ancestors", trying to make up for his mistakes.

I want to make my conscience better.

"But we promised Little Lan that we can't mention this matter in my life. As long as she doesn't agree, I won't take the initiative."

Qin Ze awkwardly said: "In other words, my dad... I don't know about this."

"This is not important." Xu Yao said.

" A'Ze ,you can whatever happens|10 million Don’t tell your dad the truth. It’s probably your mother’s fault to hide it from him, but this kind of thing can only be kept hidden, time The longer, the less you can say. " Xu Guang Almost pleading voice.

This is very important, very important.

Qin Ze heart said.

He has read the diary of old gentleman's, and he is a little bit in his heart, but he hopes that old gentleman is aware of this, but rotten things in his stomach, pretending to have a son.

You think, any man knows that he has raised his son for 20 for several years, not his own.

Mentality exploded.

At that time, the situation will be out of control, what should mom do?

What about my sister and me?

"Sorry, I don't know who your biological father is." Xu Yao said in frustration.

"It doesn't matter, just let him die." Qin Ze's tone was plain.

I only have one father, his name is Qin Jianzhang.

"And Zhilong..."

"What does it have to do with me." Qin Ze interrupted him: "I don’t have older and younger brothers, only my sister. I can accept what happened in the past, and face my biological mother calmly, or face your uncle calmly, But that's all, I have my life, I have my family. There is no need to break the contact, but I hope you will not actively disturb my life in the future, especially not to appear in front of my mother."

Xu Yao nodded.

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"Can you call her mom?" Xu Yao looked forward to.

Qin Ze froze, staring at the tombstone.

Opened his mouth, a very simple word, but he spit it out.

.......

High-speed rail bound for Shanghai.

Su Yuyi snuggled in the arms of Qin Ze, the woman is always sentimental, and after she shed a few pounds of tears for her beloved biological mother, Su Yu became languishing, and she didn't take it easy for a while.

Qin Ze is more calm.

"Do you feel too indifferent?" Qin Ze fingertips flowed through her hair.

Su Yu wanted to shake his head, but finally nodded.

"Sadness doesn't have to show. The past things, all past, the person who left will never come back. You can't change anything." Qin Ze sighed: "If she is still alive, I will treat her Better, but, as they agreed, I will always have only one mother."

It is better to raise grace than to be born.

"You don’t want to know who your biological father is?"

"Do you think I should go find him?"

Su Yu thought about it, shook her head, and tangled, "You shouldn't find it, but you can't help but think about it."

"Think? Why do you think that he may still be in that small county, and lived a mediocre life for a while, maybe he will sigh that he had an illegitimate child. But what does it have to do with me? The world is so big, Still can't find it."

"All said, just let him die."

Why are you looking for him, crying with a headache, confidant?

I'm still afraid that his dog skin plaster will stick to me and I won't let it go. How to say it is also worth big shot of 10 billion.

At that time, my family will be restless?

In September 2018, midsummer.

Finally, I learned the Qin Ze of my life experience, and finally can face my life more calmly.

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