Nightfall Chapter 47: Go to death

There is no good news in the south, only bad news. A list is sent back to the tribe from the battlefield after a while, and each name on the list represents a dead soldier.

The character of Huang Ren is simple and determined, and he is very close to the Tang Dynasty. No matter what kind of difficulties he faces, he can be silent but not depressed. Even if the situation is harsh, women occasionally hum songs while washing and hunting.

As time passed, the war in the South became more and more cruel. The frequency of sending back lists became slower and slower, but the length became longer and longer. The old and weak women and children who stayed in the tribe were no longer in the mood to sing. The entire field became quieter and quieter, and the atmosphere became more and more depressing. Every night, a faint cry can be heard-no matter how strong the barren woman is, she can't hold back her sadness when she sees her son's name on the list. .

One day, the barren woman who took care of Ning Que and Sangsang finally saw her son's name on the list. She began to cry, and neighboring women gathered around to comfort her.

Ning Que put down the heavy curtain of the tent, walked back to the bed and continued to feed Sangsang. Sangsang stopped after taking a couple of sips, looked up at him and said, "What's the point of hiding here? I am going to die after all."

"Don't be guilty, the Huangren are just like us, they are not allowed in the world, even if they did not take us in, the Xiling Temple and the Central Plains countries would not allow them to continue to live." Ning Que said.

Sangsang gently shook his head and said, "But if we don't come, they won't die so fast."

After saying this, she spread out her palms and stared at the black chess piece in her palm and began to be in a daze. This chess piece was the only one she dropped in the last game of Lan Kesi.

More and more people died in the tribe, her illness became more and more serious, the tent became colder and colder, and everything was covered with a shallow layer of frost. Only the black chess piece in her hand is still warm and moist.

Ning Que took her into his arms and said, "Don't worry. Even if the barren people can't stand it, we can still go to the north, we can go to see the scenery of Atami. The big brother said that although the sea is frozen , But if you can break the ice, you can find a few peony fish. Old scalpers love it very much, and the taste should be good."

Sangsang said: "You know I am not worried about this."

Ning Que was silent.

Sangsang whispered: "Escape from Lanke Temple to Xuankong Temple, from Wasteland to Chaoyang City, then to Wasteland, and finally here, I am really tired of escape..."

Ning Que wanted to say something, but she stopped it.

Sangsang said: "In Chaoyang City, you said something to me. You said that the future is actually very similar to death. If it is doomed, then the troubles have no meaning. If they can be changed, then we don’t have to. Worries. Just need to work hard to change."

Ning Que said: "This is what the teacher said."

Sangsang said: "The world is huge. But there is really no place for me to live, we all know. The ending can't be changed, so why should we worry? Death means there is no future and cannot be changed. Shouldn’t we try to learn to accept it when it’s time."

Ning Que smiled and said, "This sentence is very good."

Sangsang bowed his head slightly shame.

Ning Que said: "I didn't expect my family Sangsang to be like a lady now."

Sangsang said: "I am a little maid."

Ning Que said: "Not to mention that Zeng Jing's bachelor is your biological father, only that you are the eldest lady of the Pluto family. Who else in the world is more noble than you."

Sangsang did not go on with Ning Que's joking words, because she knew that he wanted to divert the subject and said, "I don't want to hide anymore."

Ning Que was silent for a long time, and asked, "Why? I feel uneasy in my conscience? Or do I feel that hiding like this is like a mouse crossing the street? I told you when I was a child, as long as I can live, no matter if it is a human People yelling to beat the rat on the street, or the poisonous snake that everyone fears, should be done."

Sangsang said: "I know I can't live for a long time. If that's the case, why do I want to be a rat or a viper? If this is a conscience, then it is."

"Maybe we are destined to live so hard."

"What is fate?"

"Chance?"

"The teacher said, I was his chance, then what is my chance?"

"Of course your chance is me."

"Don't tell a joke. I don't know why, I always feel that I should go to the south at this time."

"Go to the south will die."

"You will die if you don't go."

"It makes sense."

Ning Que actually knew very well that if Sangsang appeared on the battlefield of the Southern Wilderness at this time, the most likely thing to happen might not be death, but it might be more terrifying than death.

He said: "It is said to live lively and die alone. If you really want to die, there should be a lively and lively ceremony, and you may find a chance to live if you go to the dead."

Sangsang laughed happily when he saw that he agreed with his opinion.

Although I don’t know the specific situation on the southern battlefield, it is obvious from the atmosphere of the deserted tribe that the situation facing the deserted tribe is getting more and more serious. Even the women in the tribe are already preparing Leather armored weapons may go to the front to join the battle at any time.

According to Ning Que’s previous plan, he used the desert tribe to block the Central Plains coalition forces for a period of time, to see if Sangsang’s condition could get better, and then he took Sangsang to the extreme northern cold region, even if he went to the hot sea. The savage could not be caught by the powerhouses of the two schools of Buddhism and Taoism. However, instead of getting better, Sangsang's condition became more and more serious. Especially Sangsang himself was unwilling to continue to flee, so everything would stop.

After making the decision, I don’t know if the spirit finally has a place to put it. Sangsang’s spirit has become a little better, and he no longer wants to sleep like the previous day. The cold breath is getting heavier, but she has some appetite, a bowl of meat porridge was eaten most of the time before she put it down.

Ning Que burned a large pot of hot water and took a bath for her. Sangsang was sitting in the cauldron, his body was full of cold air, and the wood under the cauldron continued to burn. Only by adding a fire talisman, could the flame not go out.

"This makes people watch, and I must think I am going to stew you to eat."

Ning Que rubbed her hair and said with a smile.

Sangsang laughed a little naively, and said: "Smelly smells not delicious."

Ning Que said: "My sangsang is the sweetest and most delicious."

Sangsang said: "Then I didn't see you really ate me."

Ning Que said with a smile: "Who makes you unsatisfied. I have been sick."

Sangsang raised his head. He opened his eyes and said seriously: "If you don't eat it, you can't eat it anymore."

Ning Que pressed her head down and said, "You don't know that I don't like meat."

Sangsang grieved and said: "When I was a child, I was in Weicheng. You ate all the meat. In Chang'an, you like to be by the side of Shui Zhuer. Where can I tell you don't like it?"

Ning Que was speechless, so she didn't speak, took a towel and hugged her on the bed, then carefully dried the water that had become ice beads on her body, and took out Chen Jinji’s powder. She spread it evenly on her face.

Sangsang looked at his pale face in the mirror, and sighed, "I used to feel that I was born black, but then became whiter and whiter when I got sick, and now it's black again. There is no definite number for black and white. Trouble."

Ning Que finished rubbing her powder, and then began to stroke her eyebrows again. Casually replied: "My family Sangsang. If you want to be black, you will be black, if you want to be white, you will be white. It is really a little beauty who is always suitable for heavy makeup and light wear."

Sangsang said: "Ning Que, your face is getting thicker and thicker now. You don't have the same expression when you tell such a big lie."

Ning Que looked at the clean face in front of him, looked at her ink-like eyebrows and grass-like short hair, bowed her head and kissed her forehead, and then on her cool lips. She kissed him and said: "You are already beautiful."

Sangsang was a little bit ashamed, but looked at him bravely and went back to kiss him.

Ning Que smiled, put on her underwear, put a fire symbol on her, put on a few thick cotton-lined fur clothes, whistle to the outside of the account, then quietly looked at her and asked Said: "Let's go now?"

Sangsang nodded and said, "Let's go."

Ning Que said, "Then go."

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Just leave without any reason, just stop staying. Ning Que and Sangsang refused the violent retention or even hindrance of the Huangren tribe and drove the black carriage to the south.

——After all the hardships, they came and went suddenly, as if they were waiting for the big brother in Chaoyang City for a whole winter, and then they met and broke up.

This kind of behavior looks a bit ridiculous, almost trivial, but in fact it is a helpless choice in an absolute predicament. Chic is all fake and chic, and the bottom is extremely cold despair, no matter how big the world is, there is no place for it. There is no direction and no end to the flight, so it is meaningless.

Sangsang, who was seriously ill and dying, didn’t want to run away anymore, so Ning Que didn’t run away anymore, so they went to the southern battlefield with cold air, and it was at the moment when they decided not to run away anymore. During the only time he and she have been in this world, they have regained a certain meaning called freedom.

Fleeing these days is forced, and leaving is also forced. In the war between light and darkness, everything they do to cope is forced. Only when they die peacefully at this time The choice they made on their own initiative, because only the eternal death that truly represents eternal death is higher than light and darkness.

Sangsang has already seen the end of her own, knowing that she can't get rid of it, so she is very calm, Ning Que wants to understand these things, understand the reason, or say that he has no hope for Sangsang's illness, so He no longer feared sadness, and began to calm down.

The **** horse couldn’t calm down. It’s walking on the grass and sniffing the fragrance of wild flowers. Its hips are padded with a few thick animal skin pads, and it can’t stop the cold in the carriage. Its legs have already been frozen and lost consciousness. , It is very frightened.

The black carriage left the desert tribe, and the thick dark clouds in the sky gradually moved, covering the wasteland in the deep spring, making the grass in the field dim.

More than a dozen black crows flew south with the carriage. I don't know if the cold air in Sangsang's body is getting more and more serious, so that the temperature of the air has become much lower, and they have become much quieter.

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