Nightfall Chapter 65: Wen Tian (Part 2)
Ning Que walked to the depths of the temple and saw the figure on the terrace.
He was a little shocked, because the figure was tall, taller than an ordinary man, and the woman on the terrace was fat, which was beyond the scope of plumpness and could only be described as fat.
She was wearing a very thin flowered Qingyi. There was a light autumn breeze under the cliff, but she couldn't move the slightest, because the cloth was tightly stretched by her plump body, and the lines were exaggeratedly bulging.
Ning Que imagined the scenes of reuniting with Sangsang many times, but never thought that when they met again, the black and thin little girl had disappeared, and the tall and fat woman appeared in front of him.
He remembered the carriage he saw when he was buying sweet potatoes in the small town that day, and seeing the fat girl in the carriage, remembering that he once said that she was like a fat pig, and then he understood the two People have already met.
When he met and didn't know each other at the time, she must know everything in her mind. When he thought of this, he felt that his confidence was gradually dissipating, and the plan of the college seemed to become ridiculous.
He looked at her back and was silent for a long time,
This woman does not seem to resemble Sangsang in any way. She is completely two people with Sangsang in his memories, but he knows that she is Sangsang, not because of the mysterious feeling, but because of certainty. Perceiving that the barrier between him and her has disappeared, he can naturally know that she is her.
The woman on the terrace was obviously Sangsang, but she was not Sangsang, not the thin and black Sangsang, but turned into a white and fat Sangsang. Ning Que suddenly became sad because he understood I will probably never see the thin and black Sangsang again.
Sangsang stood on the terrace, facing the cliff to watch the autumn night, with his hands behind him, his green sleeves hanging down like a sea, and his body tall and straight like a peak, but he felt so lonely.
"Follow me home."
Ning Que said while looking at her back, with a natural tone, no longer as excited as before outside the temple, like a man saw a playful little wife by the lake.
Sangsang didn't turn around, still holding his hands, silent, the stars from the night sky fell on the terrace, on her broad shoulders, and then faded away like ink.
The temple is quiet and silent, the night wind blows in from the terrace, bypassing the broken ten thousand-year-old lamp, lifting an old cloth, revealing a gold brick, and a **** umbrella.
Ning Que looked at that place and walked to the terrace after a moment of silence. He walked behind her and stretched his hand to her shoulder, as if he wanted to brush the starlight off her.
The night wind was gentle, and his fingertips dropped toward her shoulders, and then down.
A piece of the tip of his finger was cut off, and the blood gradually overflowed and condensed into a very regular circle, which looked like a red dot, as good-looking as a cinnabar mole on a beauty.
There are countless lines invisible to the naked eye on the terrace, dividing the space into two parts, into two completely incommunicable worlds, Sangsang’s world and the world.
Sangsang’s world is made up of the most basic rules, including space rules. As long as she doesn’t allow it, then no one can enter her world.
Her world is so far away from the world. Even if she comes to the world, it is still like this. She is standing in front of Ning Que's eyes, but she seems to be far away.
Ning Que stood so close to her, yet so far apart.
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Ning Que looked at the red blood on the tip of his finger and was silent for a long time, and then laughed, with a slightly light and mocking smile, and said: "It really is the distance between heaven and man."
He raised his head and looked at her tall back, looked at her plump waist and hips, and said: "You have become a lot fatter, and you have become a lot taller, people have changed, and there are many things you have forgotten. ."
Sangsang still didn't speak, nor turned around, watching the mountains under the night sky with both hands.
"I can’t forget those things. That year, in Hebei Province, the hungry people killed each other and their parents changed their children. Although I survived, I have become a member of them, if not in the corpse. After you figured out you, I don’t know how I will live alone, so not only did I save you, but in a sense, you also saved me. You made me live more personally. I can find a brighter reason when I was doing all the evil in Minshan in the wasteland. Yes, for me at that time, you were the only light on my back. You were even me living in this world. The only reason."
Ning Que looked at her back, looked at her hand behind her, and suddenly wanted to hold her hand, just like many years ago, when she was scared by wolves in Minshan and cried. , He hugged her in his arms, held her little hand tightly, and told her the whole night. Now her hand is not so small, but he still wants to hold it. This desire is so strong that his voice trembles slightly.
"I don’t know if you have ever thought about the meaning of life. You are an eternal existence, and human beings are just a passing traveler on the journey of time. Our lives are very short, and there must be an end. It’s easy to fall into nihility, and the reason that ultimately allows us to go through each day firmly is nothing more than emotions and other things that are more powerful in spirit. If you analyze these things carefully, you will often find that all All of this is based on memories. The more memories you have, the stronger and longer the emotions will be. I don’t want to recall those things with you at this time, but you know very well that the two of us have memories that no one can match. , So you can’t leave me, and I can’t leave you. As I said before, you are my destiny, you are my destiny, so I come to you, and I want to take you away."
After saying this, he stretched out his hand to her shoulder again, trying to brush away the lonely starlight, to pull her from that lonely world back to the world, and to his side.
There were countless extremely fragile cracks on the terrace, and his sleeves split into countless pieces in an instant. The pure awe-inspiring air covering his arms only supported a very short time, and was cut by those lines in the space. In pieces, countless thin blood lines appeared on his arm, and he was about to be cut off as soon as he saw it.
Suddenly, those spatial rules that divided the world into two ends disappeared, and the terrifying blood lines in his arm no longer went deep, because...Sangsang let go of his world.
Sangsang turned around slowly, looking at him quietly, there was no emotion in his eyes, just calm.
Ning Que hadn't awakened from the shock of her letting go of the world at this time. The look in her eyes became more shocking and speechless, because he had never seen her look like this.
Sangsang reached out to hold his stiff hand in front of him.
He felt that her hands were soft and warm, like lake water, able to contain everything, no, it was not a hand, but a gentle universe, which made him a little fascinated.
She is his life, so she can feel what he thinks, and when their hands are held together, he also sees her consciousness, sees her thoughts.
Haotian's consciousness is such a grandiose. The vastness is like a sea of stars, which is not something ordinary humans can bear. Even if Sangsang controls it at this time, Ning Que's sea of consciousness still sets off a giant*.
The corner of his eyes began to ooze blood, but his eyes were still bright, because he saw many memories in that stormy sea, many memories of her. He saw the stripped mulberry trees in Hebei Province, the bleating lambs in Minshan, the roast chicken and wine in Weicheng, the Laobi Zhai in Chang'an, and Chen Jinji's powder , I saw the summer rain and the silver ticket under the bed, and also saw the night by the snow sea.
——It turns out that she has not forgotten anything. She remembers all these things, even more clearly than he remembers.
Suddenly, Ning Que's eyes were no longer bright, they became a little dim, and then he became angry, because he wanted to understand a cold fact, she was Haotian, and the scenes in these memories were originally her. Arranged by herself, these memories are just derivatives of her asking the Master to go to heaven!
She and the Master looked at each other for thousands of years, and no one could help each other. She used the sky to construct a natural situation, came to the world, followed the trend, and finally succeeded in forcing the Master to ascend to the sky by the sprinkler.
The memories of her and Ning Que are part of this astronomical situation, but they are not the cause or the purpose. It can even be said that these are just means.
Ning Que stared into her eyes, looking at the eternal peace that is absolutely not human, and slowly clenched his left fist, because the body was hard, the blood lines on his right arm broke apart again.
Actually, he always understood that the memories he cherished were nothing more than her calculations. The two most important points when the teacher left the world were naturally accepting him as a disciple and Sangsang was exposed as the daughter of Hades , He flees with Sangsangman's world on his back, everything is fortune...
But he didn't want to think about these things, because he was not reconciled, he always felt that she was still Sangsang, until this moment, his hands were clasped, the consciousness was connected, everything was exposed, so he was in pain.
"Everything is calculated by the sky, so the memories are naturally fake."
Ning Que thought silently, and then realized everything in his consciousness. Those memories can be true, because Sangsang at that time hadn't woke up, but his Sangsang.
It's just that when Sangsang wakes up, those memories become a means.
"I haven't counted everything, because you are not a person in this world, so I stayed in the world, and the bond between you and me cannot be cut off."
Sangsang said: "So you have to surrender to me."
Ning Que never concealed anything from her, including his biggest secret. During the years when the master was roaming at sea last year, the conversation between the master and the disciples did not avoid her. She knew he was not from the Haotian World, so she decided to show her forgiveness and kindness.
Ning Que stared into her eyes and asked: "I am not your subject, why should I submit to you?"
Sangsang said: "I give you eternity."
Ning Que asked: "What is the eternal thing? Can it be eaten? Or can I make a bed for me?"
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