Nightfall Chapter 90: Untitled

The stone chair in front of the Luqian is facing the lake in the twilight. Ning Que and Mo Shanshan are sitting on the chair. The **** horse is not far away to graze. Of course, it will not swallow the grass in its abdomen, but just pass it away. Boring time.

Ning Que repeated what happened in Kyoto. Mo Shanshan’s slender eyelashes flickered lightly. He looked down at the toe of the white skirt and remained silent, even though he heard that his teacher was seriously injured. There was no change in Shang's expression, only after learning that Ning Que had become the King of Dahe, he seemed a little surprised.

She did not like many women in the world who have been influenced by the novels of gifted scholars and beautiful ladies for a long time, and she said that since you refused to marry me, why don't you want me to marry someone?

"In Chang'an City, you said she ran to the sky this time. She ran too far to return, so you have nothing to do. Now that she has returned to the world, what do you think?"

Ning Que said: "I found that what I was thinking was too simple at the time. In fact, no matter whether she went to heaven or on earth, she was always there and there was no way."

Mo Shanshan said: "She is not her anymore, she is Haotian, can you still like it like this?"

Ning Que thought for a while and said: "I have thought about this question. She is Haotian, but she has all the memories of Sangsang, all those memories with me, how can I say that she is not Sangsang?"

He was silent for a while and continued: "I know no one likes her, but I don't care. Actually, I have never cared about this since a long time ago."

"This is probably because I really like it."

Mo Shanshan raised his head and looked into his eyes quietly. Said: "What about me?"

Ning Que was silent.

Mo Shanshan whispered: "You're a heartless man."

Ning Que said: "From a certain point of view, I am indeed a heartless man."

Mo Shanshan smiled and said: "But it's better than not being a bearer."

Emotions. If he is faced with a choice, he will always fail one party. If he wants to live up to the mountain, he must fail Sangsang. If he wants to live up to the two, he will be bothered.

Most men are bothersome. Some people can do it, but he can't. Because the most critical problem is that neither Sangsang nor Shanshan would accept it.

Ning Que thought for a long time, looked at the beautiful woman and said, "You are so nice."

As soon as this sentence was uttered, he felt that he was particularly stupid.

"I also think I am a very good girl."

Mo Shanshan looked at the direction of the lake, and said with emotion: "But it's still not enough. I can't win this war after all, but this is heaven to win me. It is not a crime of war."

The last setting sun, shining on the quiet lake between the cliffs, the sky dimmed, the lake surface was glowing with golden waves, and the lake seemed deep and drifting with the wind. It's really like the ink in the inkstone.

Sangsang sat by the lake, although his figure looked a little lonely, it was still as tall as the sky.

Mo Shanshan looked at that place, was silent for a long time, and then seemed a little afraid of the cold. Put your legs on the chair and hug your knees tightly. Asked: "Do you still like me?"

Ning Que thought for a while and said honestly: "Yes."

She said, "But you still don't like it enough."

Insufficient in the front refers to herself, and inadequate here refers to him.

What should Ning Que say?

She hugged her knees and said sadly: "You still like her better."

The skirt on my lap was wet with tears.

In the eyes of the world, she is a woman who does not ask about world affairs, is obsessed with Fu Shu, and is gentle and gentle. She can live, without vulgar rhyme, know the general, and righteously. As previously said, she is the best and the best.

Who would have thought that she would cry for a man?

This is the first time Ning Que saw her in tears. He was very flustered. He didn't know what to do and what to say. Finally he suffocated one sentence: "Kill me, can you be happy?"

He is not telling a joke at this time, he is telling the truth.

Some things are too heavy to be repaid, what should I do? He subconsciously offered his most important thing with his hands, and that was life and death.

"A person has only one life. You give it to me, what will she do? Or are you used to permitting people everywhere? Then whom do you want to promise? Why are you so...?"

Mo Shanshan said in tears, today was the first time she shed tears in front of others, and it was also the first time she wanted to use swearing, but at the last moment, she was still taken back.

Ning Que has done many things that are intolerable in this life. He knows that he is cold-blooded and ruthless. If you look at it from a worldly perspective, he is undoubtedly a scumbag, but he never cares until now. With Mo Shanshan's tears, he realized that scum is not so good.

The front of the cottage was quiet, and the twilight gradually faded, and the shadow cast by the tree behind the chair gradually spread until it merged with the night, and no one spoke for a long time.

"Where are you going next?" she asked with a low voice.

Ning Que said: "I don't know where the end point is."

Mo Shanshan raised his head and looked at him, and asked concerned: "It's very hard, right?"

Ning Que said: "I can bear it."

Whether it is for the world or for himself, he must continue this journey. However, since he is traveling with him, how can it be that he is alone?

Just as he thought about it, Mo Shanshan looked at the back of Sangsang in the night by the lake, his emotions became a little complicated, and said: "I think she is also very hard, right?"

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Sangsang has been sitting by the lake.

She first looked at the few green lotuses in the lake, and calculated that in the morning twenty-eight days later, the green lotus that looked so immature now would be like a fan, and would give birth to a very delicate lotus.

Then she looked at the lake and calculated that in 3,744 years, the underground river under Mogan Mountain would be connected to the belly of the mountain, and this rippling lake would disappear without a trace at that time.

The female Tmall walked over timidly, serving a cup of tea in both hands, her expression was particularly nervous, and then she wanted to retreat, but was stayed by Sangsang and asked her to speak with her.

Sangsang likes little girls because she used to be a little girl. But the Tmall woman didn't know, she spoke with Haotian. The pressure is too heavy for her.

The gossip should be idle. The conversation partner is too nervous, so it is difficult to continue. Sangsang frowned slightly, feeling a little boring, and waved her to leave.

Sangsang continued to look at the lake, trying to figure out whether this lake would disappear prematurely because of the landslide six hundred years later, but found that it was a little messy. Suddenly remembered Yanming Lake in Chang'an City.

She looked at the green lotus in the lake and remembered the lotus in Yanming Lake.

It doesn't matter, it's just that I planted the lotuses myself, so I was more impressed, Sangsang said silently, knowing that it was just an excuse.

As night fell, she raised her eyes to the stars.

In the eyes of humans, the stars are extremely complicated. In her eyes, they are actually very simple numbers, much simpler than human affairs. She thinks this is boring. Humans always like to complicate things, because only in this way will they find it interesting and that survival is meaningful.

The sky full of stars quietly looked at the earth in the night sky, the positions of those stars, and the distance between them. Nothing has changed in countless years.

Suddenly, she discovered that compared to the location in the kingdom of God, the starry sky looking up from the ground was equally beautiful, but it always looked a little monotonous. Somewhat boring.

No, quietness is the real beauty. She said silently.

Quietness is beauty. This is the philosophy of Taoism, because the law of the distribution of stars in the sky is Haotian.

Then naturally cannot be changed.

At this moment, the cloud in the southwest of the night sky was blown away by the wind, revealing a full moon.

The moon's light shines on the earth as well as the night itself. The starlight that seemed to be stagnant before suddenly becomes alive, and the whole world becomes alive.

Sangsang narrowed his eyes, and his willow-like eyes appeared bright.

Her eyes are a little confused.

Haotian came to the world, which sounds like a **** coming into the world. In fact, the rules leave the objective realm of the rules and come to the world, just like a baby coming into a new world.

Newborn babies live by instinct and can grow through learning.

She also relies on instinct to survive in the world, but her instinct is cold rules and logic, and the warm things here are too strange to her.

Her studies are very clumsy.

She is lonely, and she would be even more lonely without Ning Que.

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Mo Shanshan looked at the back of Sangsang by the lake, and said with regret: "She is really pitiful."

Ning Que looked at that place, and said after a moment of silence: "She certainly doesn't like hearing humans evaluate her like this, but you are right, she is really pitiful."

Mo Shanshan said: "You have to take good care of her."

Ning Que thought about the torture in the Xiling Temple and the journey, and laughed at himself and said: "I am very pitiful too."

Mo Shanshan said: "Aren't I pitiful?"

Ning Que was about to speak, and suddenly felt a soft feeling on his face.

Mo Shanshan gave him a soft kiss.

He was a little surprised.

She is a little bit ashamed. She doesn't want to grab anything, she just wants to show her heart and satisfy her heart.

Ning Que was a little nervous and glanced at the lake.

Mo Shanshan looked at the lake and whispered, "How come it feels like I am cheating?"

Ning Que smiled bitterly and speechlessly.

Mo Shanshan said: "Don't worry."

Ning Que said: "I am not worried about her."

Mo Shanshan looked at his stubborn stubborn look and couldn't help laughing.

Ning Que said: "I am worried about you."

Mo Shanshan smiled and said: "You don't need to worry about me, I actually wanted to understand it a long time ago."

Ning Que said: "Can you understand this? I can't understand what I think."

Mo Shanshan smiled and said: "I am more than ten years later than she knew you. Haotian has a way to reverse things like time, let alone a mortal like me?"

"Let's go with her. If she really returns to the kingdom of God and doesn't come back again, or she doesn't want you anymore, you come to me again. Before that, I will have a good time."

"What if?"

"I will find a good man."

Ning Que listened to this, and subconsciously wanted to answer: Where can I find a good person like me? But suddenly realized that I really wanted to say it, so I was too scumbag.

Mo Shanshan knew what he wanted to say, pursing his thin red lips, not letting himself laugh, and said, "There are not many good women like me, and there are many better men than you." /

Ning Que was a little embarrassed and hurt his self-esteem.

Mo Shanshan suddenly said: "I like you."

The moonlight fell on her face, very beautiful.

Red Wall Baixue, if you like it, how can you forget?

"But I also like you like her."

She smiled and said, "I like you who likes her like this."

Ning Que didn't speak, just smiled.

I like you too.

He said in his heart.

I like you who like me like her.

He got up and walked out of the shadow of the trees and the night in front of the house, came to the lake, looked at Sangsang's back and said, "Let's go."

Sangsang stood up and looked at what he wanted to say, but said nothing.

The journey continues again.

Someone was seeing each other by the lake, with white skirts fluttering.

The first year of Zhengshi of the Tang Dynasty, the 3450th year of Xiling Dazhi, the 14th year of Dahe Chongsheng in late winter.

Two thousand cavalrymen from the Xilin Temple crossed Henan to go south.

A pair of young men and women came from Dahe Country.

The monarch abdicated.

Dahe State reformed Yuan Xihuan.

Hee refers to the sun.

Huan is a stream in the southern country, and thousands of acacia trees are planted by the stream.

The new monarch is a woman. On the day of ascending to the throne, the woman was still wearing a white dress without a national dress.

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(This story started from a long time ago by the Red Wall and Baixue. It is about liking. The last two sentences of liking today are all my views on love and all my pursuits. Specifically, I will be in the future In a single chapter, or in the postscript after Ye is finished, I will give you a detailed report and talk about my understanding. The writing of this chapter is very troublesome, and I really want everyone to accept that it is best to like it. There is only one chapter. After I finished writing, I found that I couldn't find any suitable words for the chapter name, so I had no title and two chapters tomorrow.)