Outside of time: A letter to book friends in the New Year

Xiaomengxin would like to wish everyone a happy new year, wishing everyone a happy new year, everything goes well, the family is healthy, and the big show is "rabbit"

The most outstanding ability of rabbits is reproduction, ahem, I wish brothers and sisters of the right age to have a baby early~ Those who are under the age, wait first, don't worry.

I told you about the situation of this book last time, so I won’t say more today.

But this activity requires 500 words for a single chapter, and Xiaomeng's new thoughts and thoughts have been finished on New Year's Day at the beginning of the month... I should have left half of it.

Then let me tell you something else today.

First of all, let’s talk about Xu Qing’s light. When I wrote about it, I remember telling everyone that I had the opportunity to tell you a little story.

This story happened two years ago. I was drinking with some friends in a small bar. At that time, a female classmate I met for the first time gave us a psychological test.

I won't talk about the testing process. In the end, my senses were that a ladder appeared in front of me, and I went up the ladder to the end of the sky.

There, the sky was dark, and an eagle came flying. I stood on its back and went to the edge of nothingness. There I saw a castle.

This castle is in the style of the Middle Ages, withered, and there are gardens around it but all withered. I walked into the castle and saw a door in the deepest part.

I went over and pushed the door open.

Then the test ended here. The female classmate told us that this world represents the heart, and you will see yourself in the door, which represents your true self.

She asked all of us what we were doing when we saw ourselves inside the door.

Some friends said that the sky is blue, the garden is full of colorful flowers, it is beautiful, and the self inside the door is smiling.

Some friends said that they saw themselves crying in the door.

Some friends said that there is nothing inside the door, it is empty and dark.

And I didn't see myself inside the door.

What I saw was a light!

A blast shot out from the door, filling the world in front of my eyes, dispelling all the darkness, and making the whole world transparent with bright light.

It is like the sea, filling all areas of my world.

Then I woke up, and the memory is still vivid.

Afterwards, the female classmate said that I must have experienced something, which caused my heart to wither, dark and withered.

She was not surprised that there was no self inside the door I opened, but she was surprised that what I saw was light.

She told me that my self became the light, healed my world, merged with everything, and illuminated all reflections.

Finally, she told me.

"You yourself, healed yourself."

So, I felt a lot of emotion at the time, and I also thought about the past, and felt that I should get out of the past and have a new start.

So, I later found a girlfriend and wanted to get along well, but due to various force majeure reasons, we broke up.

Then I thought about it and found another one, but because I really didn't have time to accompany me because I was writing a book, I broke up again.

Now that I am single with one ammonite, I think it is better to concentrate on coding and not to think about things that disturb my mind. Click home, free and carefree.

Good luck to everyone!

In fact, when I wrote this, I found that there are still many things I want to share with you, but I suddenly realized that the requirement is 500 words, and I have 1,000 words.

Let's talk about it next time.