Picking Up a General to Plow the Fields Chapter 1134: Tomorrow’s anxiety

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Xu Yiyun cried in a low voice, crying so badly. She thought she would no longer love or dare to love again, but the gentleness, affection, and tolerance of this man had already caused her to fall deeply, but she Never knew it.

In other words, I don't want to think about it.

Until today, maybe because after today everything will be different, because today may be the last moment, put aside all the scruples, there is no need to care about hesitation anymore.

She is not a fool. Rong Shizi's abnormality has already caused doubts in her heart, which has turned her into alertness.

After being separated for so long, he never looked back to find himself. Her controlled parents knew that she had no future with him, so she never thought that he would suddenly think of herself again.

His performance was too eager, and it didn't seem to be true, which made her think about it.

Thinking about it, even though she didn't want to believe it, she had to face it.

It happened that after she got married, he entangled himself so recklessly. It would be impossible to say just because he loved her.

If he really loves her, he shouldn't see her again at this moment, how can he please tease him again and again? How important is his unknown festival to a woman? Once things are exposed, there is no way for her to live!

In contrasting Lian Ze's attitude towards herself, she knew better that he was not loving herself.

Then, there is another purpose.

And the purpose is not simple! Otherwise, it would be impossible for him to follow him so hard.

Xu Yiyun couldn't help but feel a bit chilly, what exactly does he want to do!

She was puzzled, but faintly felt that this purpose was never pure. She had a hunch that he would not let him go easily.

She didn't know what would happen to him tomorrow.

What if she doesn't make sense to him? Does he have to struggle to the end? What can she do?

One is that she is unwilling, and the other is that once things are exposed, she will have only one dead end, ruined and ruined.

If so, she would rather die tomorrow...

Perhaps, tomorrow, she won't be able to come back!

Xu Yiyun's tears dripped down two strings quickly, thinking of Lian Ze, it was only at this moment that she realized that this man occupies multiple positions in her heart, how reluctant she is to bear him! Reluctant to be so gentle and affectionate. Isn't this what she has been searching for?

However, everything is too late, it's too late, isn't it?

She wanted to give herself to him tonight, but she didn't say that after all.

Why bother?

As long as you have to leave, you must walk cleanly. There is no intersection between the two, and he will be less sad when he goes there in the future! When he marries another wife, has children, and the days are longer, he will naturally forget himself, and forget himself, a person who shouldn’t have appeared in his life...

It’s just why the thought of him marrying a wife again, having children with others, watching the flowers blooming together with the white head, and savoring the tastes of life, her heart hurts so much, and the tears flow continuously. The face, wet clothes, drowned her heart.

Xu Yiyun cried all night, and only fell asleep when he was tired of crying at dawn.

When she woke up, he was already out.

He felt relieved, but also a little sad.

If he is there, she is afraid that she will not help but want to look at him again, this man she is destined to fail, she is afraid that she will not be able to help but show his clues.

He was not there, and she regretted that she couldn't take another look at him, but she was relieved that she could not hesitate.

Xu Yiyun left a letter to Grandma Lu, so that Grandma Lu gave it to Lian Ze to go out at night.

In a mountain called Xinghuagang ten miles away from the northern outskirts of Beijing, specially dressed Rong Shizi is holding his hands on his back and is slightly raising his chin to admire the distant mountain scenery.

The white clothes win the snow, the skirts fly fluttering, the waist hangs beautiful jade, and the ink hair is like a waterfall. His posture is quite arrogant and slender, standing among the mountains, like a beautiful scroll, which is pleasing to the eye.

Xu Yiyun stood at a distance, looking at Rong Shizi's back, as usual, but her heart couldn't stir up any waves.

I saw his chest full of joy and joy before, and there was no drop of it.

Instead, she passed the shadow of Lian Ze in front of her eyes, passed the affectionate and gentle eyes, and smiled to herself.

Xu Yiyun felt a pain in her heart and stopped thinking about it.

She sighed lowly and couldn't help but ask herself secretly, why did she like him in the first place?

Perhaps, at that time, she needed a little warmth and the warmth to continue to love the world. At that time, he was so gentle, so kind, and caring about her. This is all she has never seen since the death of her grandmother. Haven't gotten it.

Even if there are Madam Lu and others, but after all they are slaves, and there is Meng Clan, Madam Lu and Bingmei are also indifferent to her, even watching Xu Yizhen bully her and dare not help her. She can only comfort a few words behind her back, she is too hopeful, too longing for the warmth and hope that she can rely on!

She thought, if the one she met was not Rong Shizi, even if it was someone else, if that person treated her like that, she would love her because of her love, and she would love her more because of her love, and then stubbornly guard. Are you reluctant to let go?

So, her feelings have nothing to do with Rong Shizi.

This is different from her to Lian Ze.

The tears gradually welled up, filled the eyes, and everything in front of me gradually became blurred and fragmented.

Xu Yiyun choked lightly, raised his hand to wipe away the tears, and murmured: "If, if I had met you...how good would it be!"

She took a deep breath, carefully wiped away the tear marks on her face, and walked over to Rong Shizi calmly.

"Rong Shizi." Xu Yiyun stood still three or four meters away from him, and whispered softly.

Rong Shizi turned around leisurely, his eyes were gentle and affectionate, and at that moment a smile was filled with sunshine, and he smiled: "Yun'er, you can count it!"

Xu Yiyun pursed her lips, and subconsciously stepped back, saying: "Rong Shizi should call me Miss Xu or Mrs. Lian!"

Rong Shizi didn't call her like that, but his eyes sank, a touch of pain quickly passed, and then he sighed lowly, as if with infinite loneliness and helplessness.

He stared at her and said softly: "Yun'er, are you still complaining about me?"

"Don't call me like that!" Xu Yiyun was a little angry, and a little frustrated, her pretty face sank, and her voice was a little cold: "The world is looking for me, what is the matter?"

Rong Shizi raised his eyebrows, his eyes were still gentle, but his heart was "cock!" He looked at Xu Yiyun secretly.

On Xu Yiyun's body, he can't see the traces of pretentiousness, that is to say, she said these words from the heart.

How is this possible? Did she change her heart? Don't like yourself anymore?

How long did she get married, did she fall in love with that country boy? Thinking of this, Rong Shizi became even more angry: unreasonable! A woman who has liked him, how can she dislike him and turn to a man who can't compare to him no matter what!

This is simply an insult to him!