Pursuit of the Truth Chapter 1153: Memory of Seven Breaths
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She is a little girl whose mother died without fatherhood.
Since she was small, she has never seen her father ’s slight smile, and has not felt the love from her father. From the moment she is sensible, she has to cover herself with quilts at night. During the day, she must avoid them carefully. The father's house, because once met, she saw the father's coldly indifferent eyes.
The coldly indifferent in her eyes seemed to be complaining why she did n’t die chilling. Although she was a child, she understood ...
She has no friends, only the son of the teacher who grew up together is a partner of her childhood friend. If you add one more, maybe it is the teacher, who educated himself to do good, educated himself to read, and should be his Father did what he had to do.
As she grew older, she stopped crying at night, because she knew why her father did n’t like herself, was she the mother who killed herself, all this was for her own sake.
She rarely leaves the courtyard where she lives, and she is unwilling to go out, because every time she goes out, her father ’s gaze seems to contain bitterness, and the meaning of the bitterness is to question why she returned, why ... Don't die outside!
She lived in such an environment since childhood, she was scared and timid, but today, she decided to go out, because yesterday in the teacher ’s class, she heard that saving her next life is doing good, she is going to Like her companions, she went to the fisherman and begged the fisherman to let go of the fish.
So, even if there are dark clouds in sky, it seems that there will be several days of heavy rain later, but she still ran out secretly and came to the fish stand by the lake, saw the fisherman sitting there, and There is a fishing net hanging on the pillar beside it. A big fish struggling in the lake.
"Grandpa, can you give me this fish?"
The little girl whispered to open mouth to the fisherman who turned her back and was fishing.
"It's so pitiful. Don't eat it anymore. Please give it to me and let me put it home ..." The little girl begged for to open mouth.
The fisherman turned around. This is an old man, a very kind old man who looked at the little girl and laughed.
"You little dolls. A few days ago, a little guy came to beg for the fish to be released. Today you are here too, but if the fish is released, the grandfather still has to live." The old fisherman laughed After retrieving the fishing rod and putting the bait, it was thrown into the lake again.
"Grandpa, the one you said is my brother. You let him let go of the fish before. You promised me once today, it is very pitiful, its parents must be very anxious ..." Little girl Step forward. Looking down at the post, looked at the fish in the net.
"Who said I let him go, the little doll saw me disagree and ran away discouraged." The old fisherman said with a smile.
The little girl was stunned, but there was firmness in her expression. Behind the fisherman, she simply raised her hand to knock on her junior, a very cute look.
"Grandpa, please."
The time slowly passed, and the little girl ’s plea continued for more than an hour. The fisherman smiled and shook his head, looking helpless. He stood up and walked to the pillar where the fishing net was hung. The fish suddenly swam into the lake water, and flew into the water in a flash, disappeared.
"Okay, let it go, so that's okay." The fisherman patted the little girl's head with a smile, and while the little girl opened her eyes and smiled, she turned to continue fishing.
The little girl had a happy smile on her face, and ran away with a silver bell-like laughter.
At a young age, she did n’t even know that when she left, the fisherman ’s fishing rod was violently raised. I wonder if it was just released or another one. In short, there was another big fish caught. It came up, installed in the previous net, and hung it on the previous post again.
The little girl ran back to the county town with excitement, passing by a noodle stall, did not notice the old man sitting on the big stone there, with a complicated look, watching the little girl go away, Gently on the ground, tapped the cigarette bag.
Under this knock, the little girl who has run away suddenly has a step in her footsteps. She sees the world in front of her becomes a fragment, curled up into a vortex, and integrates her body into it, I do n’t know How long has passed, when the fragments in the vortex are put back together, it becomes a deep lake.
Fish, swim in the lake water. The water is deep. I do n’t know where to go. The fish flickered in the water, seeming to swim back and forth unconsciously.
It's a fish in this lake, I don't know how many years it has survived. It doesn't have much memory. If it is said to be true, then maybe there are seven breathing time.
It only remembers things within seven breaths, the rest is blank.
Day after day, year after year, you just walked in this lake, sometimes seeping through the water, watching the wind and snow of Outer World, watching the passing of Spring, Summer, Autumn, and Winter, there were times when it wanted to Rushing out of the water, go to Outer World and take a look at sky and a look at earth, but this idea often just emerges, and before it is put into action, it has become beyond the memory, more than seven breathing time, so that it was It ... forgot.
It is only memorized within seven breaths, and it does not know what sorrow is, nor does it know happiness, because the time of the seven breaths is too short, even if it is sad, it will be the most, and it will forget why it is sad.
Even if it's fast, it's at most seven breaths, and I forget why I am happy.
So most of the time, its mind is blank, no memory, no thoughts, only instinctively swimming in the lake, looking at companions, looking at darkness, looking at the distance without a future.
Until one day, a bait sank into the lake and was seen by it.
It knows what it is, but it still bites forward. When its body is caught by the hook and flicked up, it sees the blue sky and the world outside the water. It ’s a pity ... its memory has only seven breaths. When it is put into a net and hung on a pillar, it can only struggle in the water in the net, and it can only struggle for seven breaths at most, because ... it forgets I was caught by someone ...
I have also forgotten that the lake I am in should not be just a square inch in size, and there should not be such a net that makes it impossible to leave, so it swims leisurely in that net.
Until this net was lifted, it left the water. In the discomfort of constantly struggling and suffocating, it saw a little girl who was carrying the net, which made it so uncomfortable. The culprit.
It stared at the little girl fiercely. In the constant struggle, as time passed, it forgot why the little girl raised the net she was in. It only remembered that it made her so uncomfortable. , This little girl.
Although this memory has only seven breaths, until it breaks free from the gap that was suddenly opened in the net, he forgot that he was caught out of the lake, that he was put into the net, and that he forgot That net is not its home, it only remembers, in the first breath of memory, the little girl brought pain to herself, so after returning to the water, it jumped up again, and it did not know why Her body can become bigger instantly, and the little girl is dragged into the lake in one bite ...
Time seems to pass slowly again. It never knows how long it has passed, perhaps just seven breathing times. In short ... At this time, it sees the fish hook hanging down in the lake again.
Forgetting the danger of this fish hook, it seems to know what this fish hook is. After it bites again, it is once again caught out of the water, again put into the net, and put into When it was in the limited lake, it was the same as before, forgetting the beginning of the story, only remembering the end.
This time, it did n’t see the little girl, but it did n’t know how long after the net opened, when it swam out of the net and returned to the lake for a moment, it penetrated the water and glanced at the fish stand , The old man standing beside him, that little girl who seems to be looking at herself ...
It watched the little girl go away, until after the time of seven breaths, it swam in the lake, but this time, it seemed to be thinking hard about it, until it bit the fish hook again, and Once fished out ... until the moonlight came and left the water, it forgot the beginning and the ending. It was carried by the fisherman and sent to a noodle stall. Until this time, it opened its eyes and passed The fishnet saw an old man holding a cigarette bag, weaving a grass puppet with leaves, looking at it.
"You are what I saw, the sixth self ..." This is the old man's words, with a vicissitudes and a slow sentence, he said a full time of seven breaths to make this fish complete I heard, it became the eternity in the memory, and it turned into a roar, seeming to remember something, followed by the collapse of the whole world in the eyes of the fish, the fragments of the collapse formed vortex, this vortex whistling, with After the last consciousness of the fish, it could not see the recombination of this fragment, nor a world, and appeared in front of it again.
Zhang Wenzhang, this is his name, a name that looks very vulgar, but in fact has such a hint of charm. This name was started by his father. As a son of a teacher, Zhang Wenzhang thinks this name is still Not bad.
At the very least, a glance at the name reveals that he is a scholar.
Actually, he does n’t like reading very much. He likes some foods made by himself, such as cooking soup, such as making pasta, maybe this is the reason for this hobby. That kind of weak look like a name, but became a young man with a fat body.
His round face looks a little blunt, but the light that sometimes appears in his eyes can be seen. This person is a little clever, but it is just that. Often it may be deliberately revealed that it is a kind of self-esteem that does not want others to feel unwise. (To be continued)