Quickly Wear the Face of the Devil: 156|15.1
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Xue Zixuan Fanwai:
Due to the death of his sister, Xue Zixuan knew that he was a monster. He was eleven years old that day, and stayed in the piano room every day in order to participate in the Chopin International Piano competition. He remembered one day when his mother broke in and choked, "Zixuan, your sister is dead, go and see her."
When he walked out of the piano room, he found that the already was set up in the house. The younger sister, who was under one year old, was lying in a small coffin with a brand new badger on her body. She was born with hemolytic disease, and after a few months of treatment, she still went. The mother lay crying and crying on the Lingtai, shouting her sister's name in tears, her father's eyes flushed with tears, and her expression was equally distressed. Xue Zixuan touched-touched his heart, but found it very calm. He could not feel their grief, nor could he fit into the family. When they were busy with their sister's illness, he didn't even want to ask.
"You look at her carefully! What is your expression? Don't you feel sad?" The mother apparently noticed his abnormality and pressed him indifferently to the small coffin, letting him die. Sister looking into each other. He stared at her indifferently, his eyes were dry, and after a long time, his mother let go and examined him with a brand new, strange look.
My sister was buried, and her mother took him to visit a psychiatrist. Since then, he has started treatment for up to five years. He slowly accepted the fact that he was a monster without empathy. Such a person could not understand the feelings of others, and did not understand what was sad and what was joy. He sneered at it because he knew that music could make him feel sad and make him feel happy. In the world of music, he is complete.
But many years later, when the fateful man appeared, he understood what it meant to be truly complete. Before that, his world was black and white, just like jumping piano keys. After that, the most beautiful colors in the world followed his arrival and poured into his world. It was a splendor that he had never experienced before. And beautiful.
The mother suffered from depression and even suicidal tendency. To help her alleviate her illness, her father adopted a baby girl. Unfortunately, when the baby girl was three years old, congenital heart disease was detected again. Because the Xue family had died of a daughter in already, this daughter could not give up anyway. For this reason, the parents treated her at all costs. Xue Zixuan already understands his differences from ordinary people and learns to cover up. Even though he had no feelings for the younger sister, he reluctantly accepted her closeness and became accustomed to wearing gloves, which was his last layer of defense.
When she showed off her piano talent when she was six years old, he began to look straight at her, thinking that it might be a god's will for her to appear in Xue's family. He is willing to teach all talented children and look forward to their growth. The country of music needs more people to maintain, because that is the only place where he can experience emotions, and it is the bridge that connects the real world with his heart. Without music, he is like living in a vacuum, and sooner or later will suffocate to death.
When the sister reaches sixteen, her heart already is gradually unable to bear her mature body. When his father asked him to take her twin brother back to Xue's house in secret, he understood what they were going to do, but didn't feel anything. My sister needs a healthy heart, and someone can provide such a heart, that's all.
He met the boy for the first time in the shabby earthen kiln, and to be honest, he didn't feel good. He couldn't think of it anyway. The boy standing in front of him with his skin yellow and dirty will become his most beautiful dream and the most regretful number. On the way back to the imperial capital, he didn't say a word to him. After taking him back to Xue's house, he told him in an indifferent tone, one, don't touch me; two, don't call my brother. After all the dust was settled, he often felt the pain in his heart when he recalled this period.
The teenager raised his head, his dark eyes were full of panic and confusion, and a few water vapor spread out in his pupil, as if he would cry at any time. Every night in the second half of his life, he dreamed of going back to that time point, holding him tightly in his arms, and telling him in the softest tone, "You can, you can do anything to me, don't be afraid , I will protect you. "
But the reality is that he did nothing for him. He threw him to the speculative family and left, until he returned home after the tour and found him playing at the piano. He couldn't believe it was the boy's first touch on the piano. A song called "Early Morning" made him smell Aura of Chao Lu and Chen Xi. He first saw the boy in his eyes, and suddenly found that he had extremely beautiful eyes. When he stared at these eyes, he seemed to be able to see another gorgeous world through his bottomless pupil.
That world is so mysterious that it fascinates him. He began teaching juvenile pianos and was never exempt. He was better than he thought, and when he sat at the piano and waved his fingertips cheerfully, his eyes couldn't be removed from him. He was like a magnificent bridge, like a surging tide, breaking into his heart with an unstoppable gesture.
When he saw the young man lingering and whispering on Xue Yan's knee, he felt jealous. He hated why he had been so indifferent to him, so that his heart turned away from him and turned to others. If he could accompany him when he brought him back to Xue's house and listen to his confusion and confusion, perhaps he would be the most important person in his life.
But this 'maybe' hasn't existence from the beginning. The crushing and exploitation of the teenager by his sister and family made him gradually realize what he had brought him back for. Standing on the stage in Vienna, the boy shocked the world with his superb skills and broke his heart. The boy's tears and sweat spilled on the keys, and at the same time fell into his heart, watered a seed named love, allowing it to quickly take root and sprout and grow. For the first time, his barren, desert-like barren heart was covered with green vines and bloomed beautiful flowers, and each flower condensed the love and longing for the youth.
Juvenile is a lovely high note; it is the most beautiful melody; it is also the most touching love song. For the first time through his youth, he realized the beauty and warmth of the real world. He stepped onto the stage and held him tightly in his arms, proclaiming to the world that he was his pride. If he could, he hoped that time would always stay in the moment they embraced.
The boy made a heart grow out of his empty body, and shed blood, and became a flesh and blood and a conscious person. However, there is a good side to life, and naturally there is also an ugly side. After leading the teenager back to Xue's house, he suddenly realized what their original intention was to get him back.
Sister asked him if he didn't want her to live, this sentence made his blood coagulate into ice. He naturally wanted her to survive, but if the teenager and she could only choose one, he knew which one he would choose. He tried to protect him, but found that everything was too late.
The teenager seems to have found something and escapes from Xue's house overnight. He wants to pick him up, and hopes he never returns. But as long as he remembered the scene where he was lying on Xue Yan's knees and squinting and smiling, he couldn't restrain his jealousy. At that time, countless stars were falling in his eyes, and they passed by one after another, forming an extremely bright streamer. How much he hoped that one day, that streamer would cover him.
He endured for three days, and the thoughts in his heart made him almost crazy. When the father decided to take the boy back, he was so content and couldn't wait.
But reality gave him the heaviest blow. The juvenile had to be combined with Xue Yan. When he was still hesitating, they met already towards a happy tomorrow. He didn't know how he got out of Xue's house. Since then, he would wake up from nightmares every day. Xue Yan discovered the conspiracy of the Xue family, his father was deeply panicked, but he only cared whether the teenager knew the truth. What he desires most is the love and attention of the teenager, and what he most fears is the hatred of the teenager. However, before he gets his love, he may face his hatred.
Who will fall in love with someone who is trying to kill you? This is the original sin that he can never wash away. He hid in the room, covering his heart vigorously, and clearly had a healthy body, but realized that his sister had the heartbreaking heartache when he was sick. When the boy returned to Xue's house, every cell in his body was clamoring for thoughts, but he had no courage to look at him.
He was afraid of seeing a little bit of disgust and resistance in these clear eyes. It was like a knife that would cut his heart and even his soul into pieces. In pain and distress he felt a little relief: if the teenager left, he would not be harmed. But in the end he underestimated his sister's determination and almost failed to hold the phone when he received a warning text message from the housekeeper.
He rushed home as fast as he could, but it was too late. Seeing a **** wound incision on the chest of the teenager, his body seemed to be cut again. When the police took him out, he found that the nightmare necessary to come every night became a reality. The boy hid behind Xue Yan and looked at him with an aversion to fear.
At that moment, all the green vines and beautiful flowers in his heart were withered, and became barren again. The **** wind blew across the nose, almost choking him. The moment he looked down to escape, what he could already see, the gorgeous and magnificent world was completely closed. He had conceived countless times for a happy future that turned into despair at the end. It wasn't until this moment that he discovered what it meant to him to lose a teenager.
That was more terrible death than death.
The doctor told him that his hands might not be able to return to the previous state. But he didn't feel anything, these hands were destroyed to save the teenager, so thinking of this he was never satisfied before, even staring at the blood-stained bandage with gratitude. Before that, he couldn't do anything for the teenager. After that, he was willing to give everything for him. He co-operated with police investigations and confessed in court. He looked at the plaintiff several times, hoping that the teenager would look at him, even with hateful eyes.
But he was disappointed after all, and the boy's disgust at him had reached the level of disgusting even at the sight of him.
He lowered his head and told himself that it was so good, it was his retribution. The Xue family collapsed, Xue Xue's consortium was annexed by Xue Yan, and some assets were used to pay off debts, and some assets were used to compensate the young people for their mental losses. Xue Zixuan was the world's top pianist and had a lot of savings. He rejected the agent's proposal to sell the house. Living here can at least take a look at the teenagers far away and live elsewhere, and they never meet again in this life.
Now he can be regarded as ruined, his family ruined, and it is difficult to hold the pen with a broken ligament in his hands, let alone play. If he had never been able to face such a desperate situation in the past, he is quite calm now, because he is pardoning sin. He seems to have lost everything, but only he knows it. The heart full of love for the teenager has not diminished, but it has become stronger with the passage of time, which is enough to support his strong survival. . He sat in front of the TV, watching intently as he played with Ivanov.
After the murder, he was called the genius of suffering. His amazing talent and bumpy life made everyone crazy about his love. In fact, he deserves this love. His performance was wonderful, and the audience stood up to applaud him, and many invited veterans even burst into tears. After a long time, the young man's figure disappeared on the screen long ago. Xue Zixuan wiped already's cold tears, walked to the desk, and painted the flame-like love that filled the chest.
He revised it over and over again, and spent the whole five years writing Time For Time, writing this song "Forever", sending it to the teenager who has already grown up to be a great master of music with a rush and excitement. He was as handsome as ever, and his clear and bright eyes remained the same. He acted in an increasingly low-key manner, often disappearing for a year or two, and would not show up unless he performed a major performance. Xue Yan healed both legs, and every time he carried his shoulders through the bustling crowd in a protective posture, he also stretched out his hands and hugged his waist, smiling with satisfaction. There are many speculations about the relationship between the two, but they dare not describe it too much.
Xue Zixuan collected all the photos that were secretly taken by the media, cut out half of Xue Yan and made a photo album. The belief that supports him is that maybe one day, the man will play "forever" as a memorial of his love. But Xue Zixuan waited all his life, but he couldn't wait. He was lying on the bed- with a needle in the back of his wrinkled hand and a ventilator on his nose.
He took off the ventilator and took a hard breath. His vision began to blur, and he seemed to be back to the beginning. The young man stepped on the muddy path to the ruined cavern, and saw that his face was dirty, but his eyes were brighter than the stars. Can't help but smile. He walked over, embraced the boy in his arms, and kissed his forehead with the most pious gesture, sighing, "I am here, I will protect you in this life. Let us start over again?"
The boy nodded ignorantly, and his dark pupil reflected his figure clearly.
In the magnificent dreamland, Xue Zixuan left the world with satisfaction.
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Zhou Yunsheng was stunned by the repair fluid when he woke up, crawling out of the induction cabin while coughing. This time he was in a coma for twenty-seven hours, and the medical staff stood by him for an instant.
"There is progress, but we need to go in a few more times." He quickly got dressed, leaving the worried marshal and several generals, and headed for Orr Yasser's ward.
"What are you doing?" Jeram Yasai is bending over-working on Orr's medical equipment, seems to be interested in the ventilator, staring at it for a long time. Zhou Yunsheng walked in with a somber face and opened a chair to sit next to the bed.
"Who are you?" Jelam asked.
"You don't need to know." Zhou Yunsheng pushed open the door and called a passing nurse, "Move my induction cabin to this ward."
There has been an explanation for them to let them meet all the requirements of this 'martyr'. The nurse did n’t ask much, and soon reported to the superior and moved the induction cabin. Then, monitoring equipment was installed in every corner of the room. Medical staff are dispatched to work around the clock. Jeram was caught off guard by this upheaval, pretending to have a casual conversation with a guard in charge and left.
Zhou Yunsheng used the excuse of wanting to take a break to drive people away. Then he took off the earrings and inserted them into Orr Yasai ’s ear-lobe. He did very secretly. From the monitoring, he only felt that he touched Orr The horns, although intimate, are not exceptional. The electroencephalogram made a lively sound, and even Orr's fingertips trembled, which was a sign of brain recovery. Zhou Yunsheng retracted the earrings and waved at the monitor. "Be prepared, I want to enter the Star Network again."
"So fast? You just rested for an hour." The doctor frowned at the watch.
"Everyone is suffering, I have no right to rest. Let's go."
The words of the boy's righteousness moved the experts, and his eyes were reddish as he re-entered the induction cabin.
Due to the data regression and disorder in the Empress's database, Zhou Yunsheng did not know which reincarnation he was about to enter, so he left some energy in 008 for emergency use. Before opening his eyes, a faint ambergris came from the nose, and some people swept the fan and sent a cool wind.
"The emperor, are you awake? Then get up and eat." Seeing his slightly fluttering eyelashes, a gentle voice sounded in his ear.
The emperor? Zhou Yunsheng quickly reminisced about the generations he used to be emperor, and clarified the context of this world through the familiar voice of women. It is so good that the last life was the turtle king of the seven to eight years, and this life can finally collect debts. He opened his black eyes and looked at the woman kneeling on the couch, and sure enough he saw a face that turned the world upside down.
This is his most beloved concubine. No, it should be said that Zhao Bixuan, the most beloved destiny son of world consciousness and villain system, looks at her childish-tender features and luxurious robes. The first year after she was officially enshrined as a concubine, that is, when she was 16 years old, she was still a child of half a size in modern times, but already entered the palace for three years. In the first year, she did not want to be flattered and annoyed the emperor. He was driven into the Cold Palace; in the second year, he precipitated introspection in the Cold Palace; in the third year, he struck counterattacks, relying on a gorgeous crown and a gentle and cowardly character to crown the Sixth Palace, and gave the second prince to the emperor.
Zhou Yunsheng is the supreme ruler of the Daqi Empire, Zhao Bixuan's husband. He is gay. He only likes strong men and women, and wants to know that he can't really love Zhao Bixuan, but the helpless villain system keeps issuing tasks to love Zhao Bixuan, which makes him promote her again and again. After the birth of the second prince, she has been promoted to be a concubine from Yipin, given the title Huiyi, and in charge of the Sixth Palace. She can be said to be a pyramid-shaped figure after the death of the Yuan Dynasty.
I don't know how many women hate her in the harem, but Zhou Yunsheng's maintenance can't help her.
"Putting food." Zhou Yunsheng settled down to get dressed. This body is named Qi Yining, 27 years old. From the bronze mirror, the eyebrows are soaring, the face is like a crown jade, and the handsome is unparalleled. Because he has learned martial arts since he was young, he has a strong-flexible body, chest muscles, and abdominal muscles. There are a lot of mermaid lines, and when playing small, he was dubbed as the first beauty of Daqi by the emperor. He was very fond of him, and even raised his identity to foster him in the queen, which is now the name of the queen mother. Zhou Yunsheng took over this body when Zhao Bixuan entered the palace three years ago, and looking at Zhao Bixuan's luxurious dress and grand palace, the task seems to be done well.
Zhou Yunsheng raised his hand and asked Zhao Bixuan to help him fasten his belt, and said lightly, "What about Chenger?"
"He just drank the milk, and he was asleep right now. If the emperor wanted to see him, I would let the grandma hug him." Zhao Bixuan had no intention of waking up the child, but she just said. If in the past, Qi Yining, who especially loved their mother and son, would wave her hand and refuse, but today nodded, "Bring it here."
Zhao Bixuan's eyes flashed and she sent the maid to the side hall. After a moment, the grandma held her crying child across the threshold of entry, immediately kneeled down to plead guilty, and said she accidentally awakened the little prince.
"Anyway, let me hug you." Zhou Yunsheng held the second prince under one year old in his arms and gently stroked his flushed cheek. The child's eyebrows are similar to his five or six points. When he grows up, he must also be a handsome and gentle Lang Jun, but there is another person's blood in his body.
Yes, this child is not the seed of Zhou Yunsheng. How could Zhao Bixuan's so arrogant figure be put down if he didn't accidentally conceive him in the cold palace? The second father's biological father was not someone else, but was the second half of Zhou Yunsheng's half-brother, the queen's uncle's uncle's son, respected Prince Qi Jinyu. If Qi Jinyu was only two years old when the emperor died, it would be Qi Yining's turn to say two. Although he was adopted by the queen mother, the birth-mother was only a small concubine and concubine, and his mother's family was not apparent due to the difficulty of giving birth, and his status was not valuable.
Because he was close to his queen mother since he was a child, he was easy to control. Then the queen mother joined the mother ’s house to promote him to the throne. However, Qi Yining was a master of playing pigs and eating tigers. In the first three years, the Queen Mother got rid of the control of the Queen Mother series and became the true master of the Daqi Empire. With status and rights, it is always perfect to add a few beautiful stories. Therefore, Zhou Yunsheng came, under the control of the villain system, and led Qi Yining to rush on the silly fork road that loves beautiful people but does not love rivers and mountains, until captured by Prince Gong. And beheaded with one sword, it was worthy to understand that he had been the turtle king of half a life.
Although loving Zhao Bixuan is only a systematic threat, which man can bear this humiliation? Coming back this time, Zhou Yunsheng will definitely complete the pair of dogs and girls. With all these dark thoughts rolling in his heart, his gesture of touching the child became more and more gentle.
Zhao Bixuan looked at ‘Father and Son Two’ with a smile and seemed very happy.