Rebirth in a Perfect Era Chapter 777: Break the shackles of previous life
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Su Yingxue asked this sentence. Deep down, she wanted to try to create an atmosphere of love and ambition that the two would miss when they were in the world of two. Try, this is also a change in her heart.
She realizes that if she wants to grasp Li Mu, she can no longer hesitate about the progress of the relationship as before, Li Mu has also taken the initiative, but because of her hesitation, Li Mu has now become No longer take the initiative, in this case, if you still hesitate, then this relationship will certainly not be good.
Li Mu's thought back to previous life all at once.
When working alone in Yanjing, dragging a tired body back to the rented house and lying on the single bed every day, he will always think involuntarily in his mind, or think about reality, at hand How to do the follow-up work, how to implement a certain function, how to solve a certain BUG; Or else, just think about something completely delusional.
For example, imagine that you have a luxury car, you can travel around China great mountains; imagine that you have an annual salary of more than one million, you can buy a house and car in Yanjing, and even take your parents to enjoy; I imagine that you can be with Su Yingxue, that As soon as I came, I would never have such a sleepless night, and every night, I could hold her and sleep with great satisfaction.
A lot of times Li Mu will think about extra investment, imagine Su Yingxue being with herself, imagining her life perfectly integrated with her life, imagining herself and her working together to manage life better, making everyone envious, thinking Too much, not even asleep at 3-4 in the early morning, in a state of half dream and half wake up, all imagination is still controlled by his own brain, but because of this half dream and half wake up, it makes me feel different Kind of real.
This kind of price is generally the next day to drag the extremely tired body and spirit to carry a high-intensity work all day, but Li Mu is always happy, for him at that time, every midnight and half awake Is the most exciting part of a boring life.
Thinking about this, Li Mu felt the emotion and closed her eyes and said softly: "I now want to lie quietly in bed and hug you, stay awake, not sleep."
Su Yingxue's voice is a bit shy: "Why not sleep? What bad idea is in your head?"
Li Mu chuckled foolishly: "No bad idea, just want to hold you, get to the 3-4 point, get to the point of being confused, to the most quiet place, to experience the multiple fusion of dream and reality Feeling. "
"Multiple integration of dream and reality? What does it mean?" Su Yingxue didn't understand.
I thought Li Mu would say something teasing and explicit, and I even had the courage to cater to him on the phone as much as possible, but didn't expect's answer made him a little puzzled.
The Li Mu, who was already very tired, closed his eyes, and his mental state was a little accelerated, and he was tired of his body and mind. He rolled lazily on the bed, and deep down in his heart, he caught the back and forth in the middle of the night Illusory state.
At this time, Li Mu's no longer regarded himself as a so-called billionaire, as if he had returned to previous life again, and returned to the half-dream half-wake-up time, letting himself imagine the situation.
Thinking of Su Yingxue, Li Mu felt a little sad.
Not answering Su Yingxue ’s question, Li Mu was a little confused and said: "I want to sing a song for you ..."
Su Yingxue has a sweet heart and ca n’t help but say excitedly: “Sing, I listen!”
Without any warm-up, Li Mu directly began to hum and sing Zhang Zhenyue's "What to Do" lightly
"You are my only dream,
It ’s my only trouble,
What to do ...
Whenever the starry night sky,
There is always a little void in my heart,
What to do ...
You always walk by in a hurry,
You will never stay,
And I am waiting,
One of your answers.
An unspeakable loneliness,
A mood without dependence,
What to do ...
A person in the late autumn night,
Should I walk away slowly,
What should I do ... "
Li Mu sings softly, even because he is confused and half-dreamy, and even spit in some places, but he sings very heartily. This song represents all his previous life feelings for Su Yingxue It does n’t matter if you ’re obsessed with obsession, self-deception, or unwillingness, and everything is in this song.
In the eyes of Li Mu, this song is simply the most perfect expression and interpretation of a crush, it cuts through the first person angle throughout, it seems to be confessing to his crush girl, but Li Mu is able to understand The affection and helplessness contained in this song, this is a confession, this **** is clearly a dare to love but dare not say, dare to do but dare not to do, only in the middle of the night thinking and talking to himself The courageous inner monologue.
Isn't this **** true portrayal of Su Yingxue by previous life?
previous life, Li Mu is not really just waiting for Su Yingxue, he is also in constant contact with other girls, but it is difficult for him to give up his obsession with Su Yingxue, so that he is in other emotion It's hard to devote yourself to it.
The inability to devote himself wholeheartedly is the main reason why Li Mu to 33 years old are still single. No matter how busy he is, he is at least a white-collar worker, and his appearance is not bad. There are girls willing to fall in love with him, willing to talk to him There are also girls who roll sheets, but because he cannot devote himself to it, he is willing to live with him for a long time, or a girl who is willing to marry him. Li Mu previous life has not met any of them.
If there are similar girls in previous life who are willing to live with them for a long time, even if Li Mu still has Su Yingxue in mind, it is impossible to wait for Su Yingxue to 33 years old. Su Yingxue is for him, it is the song in this song:
"You are my only dream and my only trouble, what should I do?"
Everyone has a beautiful dream, and even if the beautiful dream cannot come true, most people can accept the reality with peace of mind, but once the beautiful dream becomes a trouble, then I really do n’t know what to do.
Li Mu previous life simply cannot accept the gap between the dream and reality, so it will keep falling deep into it and unable to extricate itself.
And, most importantly, Li Mu is this kind of animal that is quite passive in the emotional world. He is used to crush, is used to putting his emotions at the bottom of his heart, and he is also used to suppressing his own needs, and Su Yingxue is also a feeling. In terms of passive products, the two passive people are like two sets of transmissions system. There is an obvious conflict of functions. There is no engine drive. How can the two sets of transmissions system make four wheels run?
It is precisely for this reason that Zhao Ziqiu will appear so well-matched and natural in the emotional world of Li Mu's. She is enthusiastic and proactive. After realizing the emotional passiveness of Li Mu, she immediately transformed herself into An engine that keeps burning, the surging power is sent to Li Mu, once you let Li Mu move, the car can run.
Li Mu's has always felt that there is a problem between him and Su Yingxue, but he has never wanted to understand where this problem originated.
He used to think that Su Yingxue is by his side, which is a proof of his rebirth. He seems to have been greatly satisfied, but he ignored how to manage the relationship between the two.
Holding the deep-rooted brand of previous life, he formalized and symbolized Su Yingxue in his mind, but did not try to remove this brand, and then transformed her from a symbolic symbol to a tangible existence. Because of this, Su Yingxue has not really walked into his life, which eventually caused the two's feelings to become more and more passive.
Li Mu is finally aware of the problem between her and Su Yingxue at the moment. This problem is not hers. After all, she has not experienced a rebirth. She is such a slow and passive person, but if she has not done work, the two It is bound to stand still, but now Su Yingxue has already accepted itself, if you take the initiative, the situation may not be as passive as it is now.
Thinking about it in my heart, Li Mu also sang the chorus part. At this time, Li Mu sang more affectionate and sincere:
"Standing in front of the door in your atrium,
I do n’t know your heart,
Is there me ...
I really want to pause the world time,
Let me take my heart,
Let you see clearly ... "
At this time, Su Yingxue quietly listened to the soft singing of Li Mu's, and her heart was completely attracted by the Li Mu's full of sincere songs. She didn't know why Li Mu sang this song for herself, because in her opinion, this song seemed I don't match Li Mu's feelings for myself. The reality is here. Su Yingxue can't believe that Li Mu will have such deep affection for himself.
However, every word of Li Mu's seems to contain a kind of magic power, a magic power that hits the heart directly, making Su Yingxue can't believe it, but also contradictory in his heart that this should be the emotion of Li Mu's heart to himself.
The extreme contradiction also makes Su Yingxue feel a strong sense of unreality, just like being in a dream, the true and false are not clear.
After singing a song, Li Mu felt as if he had suddenly removed the boulder that was crushing his heart. He finally realized that he was wrong with previous life, he was not able to cut the mess quickly, he was wrong in his life. Timely get rid of the negative effects of previous life dragging mud and water.
Su Yingxue has already been his girlfriend in this life. Why should he still feel like previous life?
At this moment, all regrets and regrets were discarded by him, and the branding brought from previous life began to become more and more vague. Li Mu decided to stop being hampered and troubled by previous life and change to a new way. A normal and active way to manage this relationship with Su Yingxue.
Thinking of this, Li Mu said deeply and heartily, "I miss you now, it feels like every cell in the body is thinking of you ..."
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