Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1006: Only 1 real

After realizing the gap between the limit he reached and the theoretical perfection, Jiang Chuan had a very strong idea of ​​surpassing himself in the depths of his heart. However, he was unable to achieve it in reality. Therefore, "continuously "Beyond oneself" has become a delusion. Such delusions are guided by Zuo Jiang's "delusion experience" and constitute this world composed of countless doors and rooms. Each room will produce its own mirror image. The maximum number of mirror images is about six people. Except for the "mystery", each of these mirror images has the same qualities and combat abilities as the main body. However, on the other hand, if the copied ontology possesses "mystery", then the so-called "challenging oneself" when facing the mirror image becomes a joke.

In Jiangchuan’s delusional world, I cannot use the magic pattern super power, but the magic quark can exist here, although I don’t know the specific principle. Since my death in the last doomsday illusion, quark has always existed by my side in a peculiar way-as if it was just my personal illusion, but it was not completely an illusion. I guessed the existence of quark, for me It represents what kind of obscure meaning, but there is no real evidence to prove everything that is suspected. Quark is a crow. It appears in the form of a crow and must have a certain essential meaning. It exists deep in my consciousness, in the scars in my heart, and in any world dominated by consciousness.

Its existence is more free than me.

Because of the existence of quarks, the mirror images produced by Jiangchuan's delusional experience have lost their original threat. With just one more envoy, killing an enemy with the same combat quality is as easy as cutting grass. After solving a mirror image, I stayed in this room for a while, just as I speculated. The mirror images appeared in front of me one after another, just as many as the reflections on the walls, ceiling, and floor. After these mirror images were killed, the smooth surface of the room could no longer reflect my figure.

Although it seems easy for me to pass the level. However, Jiang Chuan does not possess mystery. She has to face enemies with the same fighting quality as her. If there is only one enemy, she may be able to reach a tie. Even surpass yourself and defeat the opponent, but as the mirroring in the room increases, the pressure she has to endure will quickly reach a limit. The choice left to her was to escape into another room, and the other was death.

Judging from Jiang Chuan's physical condition and presentation of consciousness, she has already escaped and died many times. The erosion of the "door" by those unusually indeterminate crimson and black colors should show her state at this time. In this world where there is no export, it is almost impossible to find a resting place without the mysterious river. In other words, she shut herself in the general paranoid world of Shura Field.

Zuojiang’s delusional experience originally has the power characteristics of "Jiang". Even if it can trigger mystery for others, the delusional world that should have been beautiful will become bad and dangerous because of this power characteristic. Regardless of me or Jiang Chuan, I underestimated this vicious intensity, if I did not enter Jiang Chuan's world of consciousness. There is not even one in ten thousand chance of Jiang Chuan leaving the world of his delusion.

Her fate is that in the constant conscious death, her life is overdrawn, and even this time of delusional death will interfere with the body composition. Before I come in. Jiang Chuan's body has begun to crack. This is not only the deterioration of the physical state of the body based on this world, but also based on "reality", which represents that the personality and will of Jiang Chuan's existence is collapsing.

This collapse involves the essence of Jiangchuan. Once he dies, Jiangchuan, an independent individual, will completely disappear. What I have to do is to take her out of the delusional experience before the worst comes, even if she loses the opportunity to develop the mystery because of insufficient experience. It is probably not willing to accept such a result when replaced by Jiang Chuan himself, but I have already considered the excuse. The question now is how to find her.

If the erosion of crimson and black represents Jiangchuan’s failure, then Jiangchuan’s position should be closer to crimson and black. I thought about the eroding door I saw in the attic. I threw my cloak to wrap myself and sank into the shadows.

When I left the shadows again, there was a strong smell of blood floating in the room I entered. The walls, ceiling, and floor all around did not show my figure, but were stained with a lot of blood. The mirror image will also bleed. After being killed, unless a special mystery is used like me, it will also leave a corpse. The scene that appeared in my eyes at this time was the most normal scene of a death-match cage-two Jiang Chuan's corpses, one seriously injured Jiang Chuan was leaning in the corner to linger, and the other slightly injured Jiang Chuan was still confronting each other.

I can hardly tell whether they are mirror images or all of them are mirror images. Their situation is a bit different from the situation when I encountered the mirror image. Maybe it was because when I was probing before, I killed too fast, so I didn't encounter the scene like this, even the mirror image will be hostile. Moreover, each of these rivers and rivers is full of the agility of mind and life, and there is no stylized feeling brought to me by my mirror image.

Maybe, this is the difference between a master and an outsider? Here, after all, it is Jiang Chuan's world of consciousness, and this death battle cage is also constructed based on Jiang Chuan's delusion.

My appearance made Jiangchuan's eyes gather, but the next moment, the three rivers who were still able to move immediately attacked each other whose attention was attracted. Their reactions and their choices are almost identical. Before I could react, the seriously injured Jiangchuan was pierced by two bones in his throat and heart because of the inconvenience caused by the injury. The other two slightly injured Jiangchuan chose to kill the seriously injured first, and then resorted to tentative attacks. The power of the two stretched the distance between them. They each chose a corpse of Jiang Chuan, and tore off the corpse's arm forcefully, using its bones as a new weapon, and killing the two bones that severely injured Jiang Chuan should be the same.

The torn body looked extremely pale, and the blood in the body was about to drain.

This is really a horrible sight, what kind of strong will it is to kill so many myself without compromise. Can you maintain normal thinking and personality? I guessed it, this delusional world is a **** that belongs only to Jiang Chuan. Moreover, considering the difference between Jiangchuan's scene and mine, one must even doubt it. What Jiang Chuan is facing is simply a copy of the mirror image.

If these rivers and rivers are all "true", then the situation becomes more difficult. Because, that is not just "conquering oneself". More vividly, it is "self-eating", that is--

Eat yourself!

"Do you still recognize me?" I said to the two Jiang Chuan who were still alive.

"Master!" The two Jiangchuan said in unison, their eyes like a stagnant pool, without any emotion, let alone any waver, "Wait for me to kill this guy."

"It seems that you still know what you are." I stepped forward and grabbed a Jiang Chuan by the shoulder. Another Jiangchuan attacked immediately. Jiangchuan, who was caught by me, wanted to fight back, but was imprisoned by me, and it was naturally impossible for another Jiangchuan to escape. I tied them up with ropes to prevent them from fighting again, and then quickly left the room, because the blackness of death had eroded the four doors of this room.

After I enter the next room. The door I entered quickly turned crimson. I thought that the last door in the room should have been stained crimson. In this way, black corresponds to death, and dark red corresponds to escape, just in line with the number and status of Jiangchuan.

"What is your situation now?" Before the mirror image of this room was born, I asked two Jiangchuan.

Jiang Chuan immediately wanted to say something, but his expression became blank in the next moment, and it took a while before he said: "Victory against another self.". However, this answer did not show enough firmness. She also seemed to have no very accurate answer to why she was fighting.

"Why do you do this?" I asked again.

"In order to defeat myself." The two Jiangchuan said so, looking at each other, once again igniting a strong desire to fight.

Do you just fight for the sake of fighting? I couldn't help but think. It is so similar to the Nazis. I have never felt that this is a good belief and reason.

"Master, I can be here and continue to beat myself. I feel that I am becoming stronger. It's incredible." Jiang Chuan said to me seriously: "Although I don't know where this place is, I I feel that I can leave here at any time. Before I leave, I have to buy time to make myself stronger so that I won’t hinder my master in the subsequent battles."

After listening to her, I have already understood that Jiang Chuan himself does not know the situation he is facing, just like a dreamer who does not know that he is in a dream. Her behavior and thinking have become very pure, and she will not be able to observe the doubts of herself and the environment on her own. Even, I don’t think about things when I wake up. They can recognize me, but they don't even think about why I am here and why I stopped them from fighting.

Speaking of which, Jiang Chuan, who fell into a nightmare, could recognize me even after killing each other to such a state, which is enough for me to realize the weight of myself in Jiang Chuan's heart.

Their behavior makes it impossible for me to tell which one is true and which one is false, but it is also possible that both are genuine. After all, it is quite normal for the power of "Jiang" to split personality consciousness into multiple parts. Both the multi-personality manifestation of "Jiang" and the multi-personality manifestation of patients with doomsday syndrome prove that this is a very characteristic. Lesions.

However, if what Jiang Chuan is facing is not the stylized mirror image I faced before, but another self constituted by the split personality consciousness, from another perspective, it will save me from "looking for Jiang Chuan "Trouble.

"How did the battle begin?" I asked.

The two rivers were at a loss for a while, and they said for a while: "When I realized it, the battle had already begun. Yes, I must kill them, I must defeat myself, there is nothing better than this. Chance."

I was silent for a while, Zuo Jiang’s delusional experience was really terrifying. For a person, if you don't know what you are doing, and if you don't think about why you want to do this, you don't even have the opportunity to resist. This is the situation in Jiang Chuan, I am not sure, whether my appearance can get her out of this state of sleepwalking.

At this moment, the third Jiangchuan came out from the wall on the other side, her gaze swept across me in a daze, and stared at the two Jiangchuan who had been tied up. She is not sober. However, the body had already started to attack, and it wasn't until I was captured that I became a little awake.

"Forgot? Jiangchuan, this world. It's just your own delusion." I said to Jiangchuan in a deep voice.

Jiang Chuan’s eyes became clearer suddenly. They stared at each other, the expressions on their faces seemed to be trying to confirm their own memories, but this is not easy. Dreams are a kind of divergence of consciousness. Normal people want to be in Knowing in the dream that I am dreaming. Often because of the cohesion of consciousness, you will quickly wake up from the dream, but if the dream is too strong, will it hinder the cohesion of consciousness? Delusions are similar to dreams, but they are different from dreams. Falling into delusion is more similar to falling into thinking, which consumes the efficiency of thinking. Most of the operation of consciousness is used to maintain the delusion. Then, other aspects of consciousness operation will become inefficient.

I saw that the bodies of the three rivers were becoming transparent, as if they would disappear at any time. And as time passed, the mirror image of the river that was about to emerge from another wall seemed to be stuck on the boundary. However, this transparency and hindrance did not last long, and Jiang Chuan's eyes became blank again.

"This is just your delusion, Jiang Chuan." I said again: "This delusion experience is not your mystery. Killing yourself here will not bring you any benefit. You forgot, enter this Is the original intention of the delusion?"

Jiang Chuan's eyes became clearer again, and his body became transparent again. The unformed mirror image is also stuck again. The three Jiangchuan muttered to themselves: "The delusion... the original intention..."

"Remember me?" I said to them.

"Master." Their eyes focused on me.

"Do you think I am your delusion? Jiang Chuan." I said.

Jiang Chuan seemed to have encountered a problem, with a struggling look on his face.

"Can you confirm that I am your delusion?" I continued: "You said you dedicate everything to me, then. No matter when, where, and under any circumstances, you are willing to listen Does my voice follow my wishes? Even when you cannot confirm whether I am your delusion."

Jiang Chuan knelt down suddenly, retching in pain. Their bodies began to twist, as if something terrible was about to squeeze out of their bodies.

"When you confirm that I am a delusion, I am your delusion. Then, can you hold on to your once will?" I said again.

I don't know what Jiang Chuan will become after experiencing this delusion experience, but there is a situation that must be prevented, and that is-after she is sober, she still regards everything as a delusion. When the delusion is too strong, it is not clear what is reality. This is a common situation in mental patients. It is precisely because it is impossible to distinguish what exists only in one's mind from what is not only in one's own mind, that will cause the behavioral disconnect in the eyes of others. Furthermore, when Jiang Chuan reverses the things that exist only in his mind with the things that exist outside of his mind, the consequences will be more serious.

"Lord, master..." A Jiang Chuan leaned under my feet and grabbed the hem of my windbreaker. I squatted down and stroked her scarred and bloodstained face. The touch she gave me was gradually disappearing.

"It's so warm..." She murmured. Then, she stared into my eyes and said in a clear and powerful voice that had never been seen before, "I believe that even if everything is delusional, the master is definitely not me. Delusion. Therefore, I am willing to believe everything the master said, follow your orders, and dedicate everything to you."

I have always felt that setting myself as a reference for Jiangchuan to observe delusions and non-delusions is no way. If it is not for Jiangchuan’s own power, then even I can’t break away from this delusional world, right? , Because in the concept of delusion, it will continue to be born, boundless. If Zuo Jiang did nothing, then Jiang Chuan, who could not even go deep into normal thinking, would probably only collapse in this self-made hell. After the collapse of Jiangchuan, this delusional world will naturally collapse, and then I can get out of here. And this ending is difficult for me to accept.

I reject all unhappy endings because it is too painful. Therefore, even if the measures taken are so despicable and the sequelae are so serious, as long as the worst results are stronger than I can foresee, I will do it without hesitation. Just like now, I forcibly set myself as a reference for Jiangchuan's delusion and non-delusion. Once she accepts, then, I will become the only "truth" in her world that does not need to be judged. On the other hand, everything except me may be a false delusion.

Holding to your own truth means holding to me. In my opinion, it is really cruel to treat another person as the only certain truth. and. Under normal circumstances, it is difficult to succeed, because, in terms of the education that humans have received in their growth, this kind of thinking is completely contrary.

However, Jiang Chuan accepted it easily. Although my question made her feel painful. However, just after these questions, I accepted such a thing, which shocked me. Behind Jiang Chuan's ease, there must be more complicated factors hidden deep, and these factors must be derived from the composition of her own philosophy and must also involve the things she has experienced and the education she has received. in my opinion. Jiang Chuan, who accepted "using another person as the only true reference" so easily, everything he experienced before that was absolutely abnormal and very different from normal human education.

There is no doubt that in the perfect warrior plan of the Mercenary Association, from the time when the cyborgs were still a blank sheet, they added abnormal things from the body to the consciousness comprehensively. I am guessing whether they want to achieve "abnormal" through "abnormal". And then come into contact with the "mystery"?

I think that is very inhumane and violates universal moral values. However, in any case, such an approach saved Jiang Chuan at this time. If Jiangchuan can get rid of delusion. Acquiring mystery, then, from this perspective, the perfect warrior plan has indeed been greatly advanced.

"Your will is my will." Jiang Chuan's body calmed down, although, at this time, their bodies had become so virtual that they could not even be **** by ropes. They glanced at each other and said to me in unison: "Master, my only truth, who of us is a delusion?"

"You are real, and only this world is a delusion." I said this to them without hesitation.

Jiang Chuan showed relief smiles on their faces, and they seemed to understand their own situation at this time. The room was shaking violently. At this time, the hard metal wall became extremely fragile. Within a few blinks, cracks were cracked. The mirror image of the river and river that had been stuck before finally got rid of it. It turned into light in an instant and penetrated into the body of the nearest river.

I felt that this delusional deathmatch **** was collapsing, and then I saw the most beautiful scene I have witnessed since I entered here: in the countless rooms that disintegrated, countless rays of light rise, one after another. Coming at speed, merged into Jiang Chuan's body in this room. As a result, the three rivers all turned into a huge light.

In the next instant, the three beams of light merged together, like a bursting sun, which flooded my vision in an instant.

When I came back to my senses, I found that I had returned to the normal world room~IndoMTL.com~ Zuo Jiang sat beside me, seemingly never moved, and Jiang Chuan sitting beside the bed, his body It was completely cracked, and there was no complete place. The room was very quiet, I could even hear the sound of breathing. When I looked at the clock, there was a peeling sound coming from my ear. I turned my head and saw Jiang Chuan's body peeling off along the cracks, but in the observation of the linkage determination, it was not disintegrated, because there was some kind of entity in the cracks.

Jiang Chuan’s body is just in front of my eyes, disintegrating a little bit, revealing the contents inside. As a result, the disintegrated body is like a ruined shell, just falling on the bedside, it turns into a thinner layer ash. What's inside the shell is another temporarily new body. The skin color, appearance, and figure have all changed a lot. It's like re-polishing, adjusting, and recombining rough places, and then the composition is more than the original. The perfect utensil.

After the old shell was completely peeled off, Jiang Chuan opened his eyes temporarily, and her pupils were so clear as to reflect every hair on my body.

"Is this real? My master." She spoke for the first time, just like that.

"Welcome back, Jiang Chuan." I just answered that. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote recommended votes, monthly tickets, your support is my biggest motivation. Mobile users please go to read.)