Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1007: Self cage

I looked at Jiang Chuan who had returned from the delusional experience. At this time, she felt like she was completely reborn. Zuo Jiang said that her ability to experience delusions can make Jiang Chuan mysterious, and Jiang Chuan's delusional world is not her mystery. So, at this time, her completely new changes are caused by her own nature. Yes, or "Jiang"'s power transformation? However, in any case, Jiang Chuan's complexion looked good, so I was relieved.

"Is this real?" Jiang Chuan looked around calmly, less than ten minutes had passed, but she looked like she had been isolated from the world for a long time. The hellish delusional experience seemed to be true. It made her not sure what was real and what was a delusion, just like returning to the "real" world after I died in the last doomsday fantasy. In fact, although everything in the hospital has been called "reality", so far, I still don't have the affirmation of "that is reality" in my heart. Calling it this way is more just to distinguish it from the "doomsday fantasy". . If one day, something happens that makes that "reality" less realistic, I am sure that I am completely acceptable.

A long time ago, I always confuse reality with reality, but now I know that the boundary between the two will become blurred under certain conditions, but it is not completely unbounded. Jiang Chuan looked at everything carefully, reminding me of the same way when I woke up in the hospital. Probably, for Jiang Chuan, the difference between the delusional world and the normal world is equivalent to the difference between the doomsday illusion and the real world for me. If the normal world of this doomsday fantasy is like a delusion relative to the "real world", then. Is the so-called "real world" the unsuspecting reality?

I can’t answer these questions, but just as I set myself as the only true reference for Jiangchuan, I also set "Jiang" as my only true reference. Because, the existence of "Jiang" runs through all I know. In those different "worlds", just like my existence, it runs through the delusion and normality that Jiang Chuan knows.

So, I cannot answer Jiang Chuan’s doubts. I can only say to her: "Welcome back, Jiang Chuan."

Jiang Chuan stared at me. Her eyes are so clear that people can easily see how strong the emotions hidden in them are. I can't help but think that when I look at "Jiang", I must have similar eyes. As her only true reference, I became the most important existence in her life from now on. As my only true reference, "Jiang" is an indispensable existence in my life, and it is also a matter of course.

I reached out and touched Jiang Chuan, a strange radiance appeared on her face, as if she was greedy for my temperature, grabbed my palm, and gently rubbed her cheek. Sigh of satisfaction and relief.

"I love my master, because, no matter whether everything around me is true or false, the master must be real, and the me accepted by the master must also be real." Jiang Chuan muttered to himself.

"It seems that the experiment has been successful." Zuo Jiang said to me, "If other numbers are available, the next plan should proceed more smoothly. It is not that simple to walk in Las Vegas today. The power of the repeater. It is the power of consciousness. It is easy for people to fall into the maze of consciousness, and it is impossible to distinguish between true and false, illusion and true and false. However, if you take Agawa as a real reference, these artificial people are better than others. The strength is more resistant. Then, as long as Achuan uses me as a real reference, there is no problem. Although only the two of us are enough to complete the plan, having more troops can save a lot of time."

"Do you mean that non-conscious walkers are like pigs and dogs to be slaughtered once they enter Las Vegas?" I was a little stunned. Although I considered the power of repeaters at the beginning, listen to the left According to Jiang, the situation seems to be more serious.

"There are probably not many conscious walkers who can pass the level, right?" Zuo Jiang put his finger against his chin, and said thoughtfully.

"How much do you know about the mental integration device? A Jiang." I asked.

"I don't know how much." Zuo Jiang spread his hand and said, "I just acted on my instinct. Mae may know more, but, as you know, she is always busy."

"Where is Fu Jiang?" I asked.

"It is not clear. Our thinking is fragmented. Zhenjiang's existence is like the only center." Zuo Jiang said solemnly: "Actually, I don't even know how much personality I have, but, Judging from Zhenjiang’s performance, it should be more than I expected.” At this point, she smiled very easily, “I don’t even understand myself anymore. The only thing I can see is myself. Only the part that belongs to me, but this is probably the reason why the final weapon 999 is the most powerful final weapon."

What she said made me feel a little unnatural. I can hardly describe this unnaturalness, but I suspect that Zuo Jiang's situation at this time is very different from what I guessed. According to my inference, Zuojiang is a manifestation of "Jiang", and "Jiang" is a manifestation of "virus". The actions and thinking between the three should have a deeper penetration and penetration than it seems on the surface. consistency. Therefore, Zuo Jiang should be no stranger to "Jiang" and "virus", and his actions should reflect a more profound, "Jiang" or "virus" purpose.

However, Zuo Jiang's performance at this time seems to be different from what I had imagined. This world is different from the last doomsday illusion that Zuo Jiang appeared for the first time. The undoubted adaptability that Zuo Jiang showed before made me feel that she only appeared after she fully understood the situation. However, it now appears that Zuojiang is more like the Zuojiang of the above apocalyptic illusion. It is the product of adding adaptability to this world-although there is no doubt about this world and the current situation, the mysterious power is also obtained. It has been strengthened, but her inner being still stays in the last doomsday illusion.

The biggest evidence is that although the doomsday truth cult in this world also has the ultimate weapon, Zuojiang, who is standing next to me now, is not made by the world’s doom truth cult at all. Her serial number identity of "Final Weapon 999" was only established in the last doomsday illusion, but at this time, judging from her tone, she completely substituted this identity into this world.

If the inner nature of Zuojiang. Zuo Jiang is still staying in the last doomsday illusion, so her cognition of herself and the world is limited to "the state of split personality such as Zhen Jiang and Fu Jiang," and it seems normal. The problem is. I have always felt that Zuo Jiang should know more about himself, and the situation he was in at this time should be clearer than mine—strictly speaking, Zuo Jiang is the embodiment of "Jiang". Even the manifestation of the "virus", even if it is impossible to understand everything caused by the "virus", it should be better than anyone who understands the existence of the truth.

However, I have noticed that Zuo Jiang does not seem to be closer to the truth than me. She is just Zuojiang, an independent Zuojiang personality, and perhaps her potential ability can be related to "Jiang", but compared to this relationship, her consciousness is more severely separated from "Jiang".

As in the last doomsday fantasy, "Jiang" is "Jiang". It is an unknown monster lurking in the depths of my consciousness and body, and integrated with me. Perhaps in some respects, it is more closely related to "Zhenjiang", but compared to "Zuojiang" and "Fujie" There is no more superficial connection other than the connection because of "Jiang".

Yes, before entering "reality", for me, "Jiang" and "Zhen Jiang" are included. A more personal existence can be discussed separately. Today, I can connect them together, but Zuo Jiang's performance makes me feel. The two can still be discussed separately.

Maybe I think too much, because I know too much, so I can't help but produce a certain degree of confusion about many concepts. Zuo Jiang only thinks and acts in the way of "Zuojiang". Perhaps in essence, it can reflect the activity of "Jiang" and "Virus", but as an independent personality consciousness, she is not the director behind everything. The omniscient and almighty.

So, for Zuo Jiang, what did the Las Vegas battle think?

"For Zuojiang, Zuojiang is Zuojiang, Fujiang is Fujiang, Zhenjiang is Zhenjiang, is that true?" I asked tentatively.

"Isn't that taken for granted?" Zuo Jiang looked at me in surprise and said.

"So, who wants the mental integration device?" I asked further.

"It's a strange question." Zuo Jiang said, "This is what you want, isn't it? Zhenjiang and Fujiang are not interested, so I will help. If it's the two of them. , I should know more information. After all, in a sense, the final weapon 999 refers to the two of them. At the time of Doomsday Shinrikyo, the two of them appeared more often."

I can't help but think of my encounters with Fujiang, Zuojiang, and Zhenjiang, and the clues about the final weapon I discovered in the fog of the time. Indeed, at the beginning, they appeared as "Doomsday Truth Sect Man-made Weapon" and had nothing to do with "Jiang", and the concept of "Jiang" was also very simple in origin.

From the cadre training institute of the Doomsday Shinrikyo, the lunatic asylum is numbered 999, code-named "Jiang", severely mentally ill, the owner is "Zhenjiang", the split personality "Zuojiang" and "Fujiang", known as the "Final Weapon"— —This is her as I know it.

After that, because of Mae’s eye-exchange behavior, a phenomenon called "erosion" or "lodge" was triggered in my body. What was born from this was to distinguish Mae from it. , And because of the deep and essential connection with Zhenjiang, it was named "Jiang", whose name was taken from the original code name of the final weapon 999.

"Jiang" is an intangible existence. It is more like a phenomenon than matter and cannot be detected by any instrument. The confirmation of it is more like an illusion and fantasy, but it actually exists. NS.

Yes, for me at the time, "Jiang" appeared because of "Zhenjiang", and was the product of the combination of the most essential thing of "Zhenjiang" and me. As long as "Jiang" is still there , "Zhenjiang" will not die.

At that time, what I did was not centered on "Jiang". "Jiang" is a bystander, a dangerous trump card. "Zhen Jiang," "Fu Jiang," and "Zuo Jiang" are my wife and facilitator.

What I want to save, what I want to save, is not with "Jiang" as the core.

Since when did my thinking change? I remembered, that was when I came into this world.

Did my definition of "Jiang" change because of the experience of "reality" and some memories that do not belong to me?

But. Has "Jiang" changed because of my change in its definition? No.

I am very convinced that "Jiang" has never changed, and nothing has changed because of how I think or look at it. It is still invisible. It was like a strange erosion phenomenon, rooted deep in my body and consciousness, and could not be detected in any way. It is like my illusion and illusion, but it is real.

Did resurrection change anything after death? No, because it's not the first time to resurrect after death. In the last doomsday fantasy. In order to conquer the base of the Goat Guild and break through the sacrifice of Doomsday Shinrikyo, he had already died once in that weird place. If it hadn't been for the existence of "Jiang", it would have been really dead. However, because of "Jiang", I came alive again.

Theoretically, even if I was killed by other final weapons in the end, I still have a chance to be resurrected—from a certain perspective, I was indeed resurrected. To wake up in "reality" is a kind of resurrection.

Perhaps, the situation and phenomenon are too complicated, and I have overlooked it. Whether in the doomsday fantasy or in the "reality", "Jiang" has always been in my depths, as always, exists and operates. If, for "Jiang", there is no difference between the doomsday fantasy and reality. So, in this sense, I actually made a mistake in my definition of the concept of "death", which was the beginning of a series of misunderstandings that followed.

From the beginning, I was not affiliated with "Jiang". It's a symbiotic relationship. My actions and my will are not based on "Jiang" as the core, but instead represent the actions and will of "Jiang". I am actually free, and I will not lose "Jiang" because of this freedom, because my freedom means the freedom of "Jiang".

When I realized all this, my heart suddenly opened up.

Perhaps, it is not necessary to think about the relationship between Zuojiang, Fujiang, Zhenjiang, "Jiang" and "Virus" and use this as the core to divide their existence and judge their location and intentions. Actions derived from this speculation are also meaningless.

Because, "Jiang" and I do not distinguish each other. Based on this, we do not distinguish between Zhenjiang, Fujiang, Zuojiang, and even more Jiang. From the beginning, I have never died in the hands of the "virus", because "Jiang" has always existed, so I have always been alive, and as long as "Jiang" exists, I will always exist, as long as "Jiang" exists. "Where I exist, there is my existence, and the power of "Jiang" is my power. The reverse is also true, and the same is true for the existence of Zhenjiang and the others.

Mae once said when he exchanged eyes with me: "This way, we will be together forever." This sentence is not an emotional description, but a statement of truth and truth.

It is a mistake to define my own death with the concept of death inherent in human beings. Because, since "Jiang" appeared in my depths, I no longer fit the concept of "humanity".

"Sure enough, when humans think, God laughs. Humans exist because of thinking, but do they also appear stupid because of thinking?" I couldn't help but smile.

Previous thoughts made me realize that "Jiang" and "Virus" may not have specific manifestations of consciousness, but are only similar to phenomena, driving the existence of behavior in an instinctive way. For example, it is like higher breastfeeding. The difference between animals and single-celled flagellates. If this is the case, then it would be very foolish for me to use the human mind to guess its intentions. Zuo Jiang's existence here and her behavior do not represent the will of "Jiang", but conform to my will. "Jiang" and I are one body, interfering with each other, wanting to seize the spiritual integration device, from my point of view, it is also something I must do, not just from the point that "Jiang" needs it. Although the motivation and the result have not changed, the source of the motivation and the result is completely different.

I want to understand this, and the dark clouds that have troubled me for a long time suddenly disappeared. If I said that before, I was still full of anxiety about the road after I seized the spiritual integration device, then, at this moment, I am already calm in my heart. The plan is still the plan of the past, but if you observe everything you do from your own perspective, not from the "Jiang" perspective, you will not have the slightest doubt about the direction you are ahead.

Now, I am quite sure that my plan is correct. Uneasiness is only a matter of foothold, not a matter of the plan itself.

I condensed my thoughts and turned my attention back to the topic. After understanding his problem, let's look at the anomaly that Zuo Jiang showed before, and it is no longer an anomaly. There is no problem with Zuo Jiang. The problem is that I once thought that she didn't need to do any small movements, and that she could dominate everything with the power of "Jiang". Zuo Jiang is not a "Jiang", nor is I a "Jiang". "Jiang" and I are one body, but they have their own laws of operation. This means that the power of "Jiang" is regarded as the first force, and it is flattened in one breath. All the difficulties are very unreliable.

Only after the extreme anomaly of "Jiang" is eliminated, will Zuo Jiang and I be in the normal state of this world, and it is also a means we can use normally.

I want to seize the spiritual integration device. Under normal conditions, I am only a third-level magicweave messenger, and Zuojiang is only a consciousness walker, and this battle may have to be normal. Under the state. The two of us really need help to face the many enemies who are holding our ground. Moreover, the helper must still be able to act normally under the strong interference of the repeater's consciousness, and in Zuo Jiang's view, this is actually difficult for most people in this base to do. At least, it is only the current situation observed, Zuo Jiang does not think that many people can take the first line of life in a nine-dead life.

So, Zuo Jiang took the initiative to accept Jiang Chuan and tried to trigger her mystery with delusional experience. Just from a different perspective, looking at Zuo Jiang's behavior, it has produced completely different conclusions. Looking back now, Zuo Jiang's purpose has always been clear, without any concealment, that is, based on the current situation, he has chosen the most efficient solution.

Jiangchuan's conditions fully meet Zuojiang's needs. When the two met for the first time, Zuojiang’s erosion was probably different from what I imagined. From her perspective, it was an ordinary consciousness invasion based on the ability of the current consciousness walker. That's it. The effect to be achieved is to confirm Jiangchuan's conditions and eliminate accidents to a certain extent.

So Jiang Chuan became our person without any surprise.

I have to say that Zuo Jiang's efficiency is amazing even under normal conditions. Just as I knew her in the past, she really hasn't changed at all, she's still so powerful and vigorous.

"Sorry, A Jiang." I said to her.

"What?" She looked at me in amazement, as if she didn't even think I would say this suddenly.

"Nothing." I laughed, her expression was so vivid.

"There must be something." Her expression became less gentle.

"Really nothing." I changed the subject and said to Jiang Chuan who had been staring at me: "Jiang Chuan, has your mystery appeared?"

"Yes~IndoMTL.com~Master." Jiang Chuan said calmly, "I call it a self-cage. Under normal circumstances, it is a mystery of consciousness. However, combined with my understanding of mystery, this mystery can be It becomes an erosion phenomenon and manifests in the material state-so, its full name is..." She said in a deep voice, "Intrinsic barrier-self-cage."

Self prison? I was stunned, the name reminded me of her delusional world. That world was constructed by Zuo Jiang with the power of delusional experience, but it was indeed Jiangchuan's delusion.

"Although it is just a delusion, it is indeed what I desire the most." Jiang Chuan said: "Generally speaking, the mysterious effect is similar to the experience of delusion, but it has been adjusted. For me, There is no better mystery than this mystery."

"Sounds great." Zuo Jiang said, "But, it may not be enough. We need more helpers. Jiangchuan, can you find other top ten numbers placed in this base?"

"It should be possible, but before that..." Jiang Chuan took out a mobile phone from his pocket and handed it to me: "Master, this is a special communication specially equipped for fighters like you after passing the conference screening. Installation." (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote for recommendation and monthly pass. Your support is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please read it.)