Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1034: Take a stone to ask for directions 2
The treatment as always, in all the daily conversations between Dr. Ruan Li and I, occupied two-thirds. Even in ordinary daily life, Dr. Ruan Li can talk about it. In the case of psychotherapy. However, I can't produce any resistance at all. The reason is naturally quite complicated. I just need to be sure that I don't hate such daily routines and conversations.
After dinner, Dr. Ruan Li returned to the study to continue working. I also returned to my bedroom to go to study in the evening. However, this evening, for the first time, I put the equipment I made before and stuffed my brain into my schoolbag. middle. Although Dr. Ruan Li was very disgusted with my self-made weapons and disguise, but after that day, she did not confiscated these things, just didn't allow me to dress like that and dangle in front of her eyes. In this case, it is also feasible to take these equipment outside. It was not necessary to do so in the past, because the world is normal. However, since the Doomsday Agent has appeared, it is not clear which outsiders have invaded secretly, it is necessary. Maintain combat effectiveness at any time.
Furthermore, I also plan to tour the entire city during this time to see if we can observe weird and mysterious changes, and solve some of them in advance. After Carmen left, I once again thought about every point in his words. Although he maintained a secret attitude in many places, the only part of what he revealed made me feel that Carmen and the others restrained this. The restraint of the world is not simply to facilitate one's actions.
For example, inhibition has an effect on weirdness and mystery. It can also be regarded as the movement of inhibition. When there is no weirdness and mystery, inhibition is like the vast ocean that envelops the world. When an anomaly occurs, waves will appear in this sea. By interpreting this movement law, we will find a way to go deep into the core of the repeater. It should be one of their goals.
A world of stagnant water has no flaws, so it must be made to work more intensely. I think this is the real purpose of breaking the peace of this world.
The repeater is transformed from the special temporary data hedge space "Night of Valpus". Its power is everywhere, and it is a huge field of mystery. Its core spiritual integration device. Hidden deep in it, whether it is the ruins of Las Vegas on the surface, the upside-down city inside, or the deeper ideological world, it can be regarded as an object of suspicion until there is no definite clue. Under this premise, if there is a "channel" that leads directly to the location of the spiritual integration device. That shouldn't be a specific clue, otherwise this hiding method would be too simple. If it means that it is easier to find clues in this "channel", that is, clues of clues, then it should be the most concise and clear method to use the method of destruction to make the real clues emerge. Of course, doing so will inevitably lead to a stronger counterattack from the repeater. However, if you don't take risks but want to gain, there has never been such a thing in the mysterious world.
I can roughly predict what will happen in this world next: After the invaders have destroyed the restraint of mystery to a certain extent, they will use the mystery that can be used to overturn the clouds and rain here. Do whatever you can to make the world as chaotic as possible, and at the same time, wait for the counterattack of the inhibitory force and observe the counterattack of the world, and then determine a certain manifestation of the "singularity" and "core". And so on, the thing that best represents the power of a repeater-it may be tangible. Or it may be intangible—then capture and analyze it. The world's entry into the doomsday orbit is just a side effect of this practice.
This approach does not guarantee success. However, precisely because there is no clue, any idea must be tried. This is true whether it is Carmen who tries to fish in troubled waters.
Our purpose in coming to Las Vegas is to seize or destroy the core of the Las Vegas repeater. However, if the target cannot be confirmed, no matter how much we do and how many enemies we kill, there is nothing. use. Since this world exhibits a specificity that can suppress mystery, then, being observed, being invaded, becoming chaotic, and going to the end is the inevitable ending-unless all the invaders are killed here, I think, this This is probably the core idea of this defense system.
The problem is that I don’t think that this kind of defensive system of mystery restraint can be completely wiped out before the intruder finds a clue. The team and Carmen who are not mentioned first, the "Jiang" who is with me is already in every sense beyond the existence of the repeater itself. Even if "Jiang" is subject to various restrictions and cannot reflect his own will and strength in the first time, but Carmen and I are already here, and there is still a certain Jiang in which corner of the world, it can Lots of chips to use.
In addition, there is one thing I care about. According to my conjecture about "Jiang" and "Virus", the two are one body and two sides, based on the different appearances produced by the observer's observation of it, so now I have been separated from Omi, and I have not found another river in this world. Moreover, the existence of "Jiang" can only be felt from the nightmare. In this case, the "virus" should be particularly active. What will happen to the situation in the doomsday illusion due to the active "virus"? I don't know, but I can be sure that there will be no good things.
The final weapon of Doomsday Shinrikyo may have been dispatched. Thinking like this, I took out a mask from the drawer, exactly the same as the one I wore in the original doomsday fantasy, with the face of a harlequin painted on it. I once decided not to wear it anymore and use my truest side to meet all kinds of shocks. However, I was hesitating at this time. In this weird and mysterious manifestation, there have been signs, but the effect has not yet been concretized. The combat power of this ordinary body is still too weak. The result has been fully manifested in the fight against Carmen. I am probably better than The average person is much stronger, but there is no room to fight back against Carmen-but if you become a murderer, it will be fine. Even if you use the same body, the combat power of the murderer Takakawa’s combat awareness will increase. Far from being comparable to that of the top student Gao Chuan. Later, the reason why he took off his mask was due to his own mentality. But the manifestation of the three-level magic pattern and the power of "Jiang" is one of the reasons why the gap between the consciousness of the murderer Gao Chuan and the consciousness of the top student Gao Chuan was wiped out.
The power brought by the third-level magic pattern and the power that "Jiang" often bursts out at critical moments, there is no longer a problem of combat awareness and control. However, in this world, even if an intruder is destroying the suppression of the mystery by the suppression force, it is impossible to let the weirdness and mystery have the highest intensity. Reach the level of apocalyptic fantasy.
Ordinary people's physical fitness, not so high-end mysterious power, it is impossible to eliminate the difference in combat quality between the murderer Gao Chuan and the top student Gao Chuan.
It's just that the murderer Takakawa is very strong, but for me at this time, there are some mental obstacles to go. After so many events. Even if my mentality is not mature enough, it is still very different from my own when I just gained mysterious power in the past. The murderer Gao Chuan was a special product when he first realized the weirdness and mystery. I think it was a manifestation of my immaturity. However, it is also undeniable that I was more free than the wind at that time. More fierce than the scourge, he has unparalleled intuition and decisiveness for fighting.
After I came into this world, when I searched my room for the first time, I saw this mask lying quietly in the desk drawer. The position was not conspicuous, but it was clearly organized. It is an important collection. It seems to be telling me something, but. I ignored it. Now, it still seemed to be telling me something, I took it up, and after thinking about it, I tried to put it on.
From my own feeling, there is no strong sense of "transformation", it seems that the way of thinking and state of consciousness. It was still the same as usual, but when I turned to the dressing mirror behind me, I saw myself wearing a harlequin mask. The familiar, extremely strong sense of impact immediately poured into my heart. The me in the mirror, with a different kind of aura, the eyes hidden behind the eye holes of the mask are clear and cold.
"Long time no see, Gao Chuan." It was obviously from my mouth, but it was like Gao Chuan in the mirror, saying hello to me.
I didn't answer, I was talking to myself, but I felt that once I answered, I would completely transform myself into the mirror. After a while, I took off the harlequin mask and stuffed it into my school bag with my equipment.
Sure enough, this power must still be used. Because this world also has the people I love, Bajing, Sakuya, and... Dr. Ruan Li. In order to protect them, even if I don't want to, I need his power, the power of the murderer Takakawa.
"Let's go, buddy." I said to the crow in the painting on the wall before going out. Although the quark here is just a painting, in my heart, it is still a life leaping in the depths of my heart.
Doctor Ruan Li stayed in the study room after dinner, and rarely saw exceptions. The study was very quiet, I yelled outside the door, and walked out of the house in her usual simple response.
On the way to school, I deliberately passed the park and the sky bridge. The atmosphere of the street seemed a bit different, but it seemed to be the same in normal times. It was just the news brought by Carmen that made me extra sensitive. Along the way, I saw black cats squatting on the wall, birds flying, dogs running silently. No matter what they were doing, it made me feel that they were staring at me until I was so confused. Wake up in the state. Then, because of the normal world, I felt that it was just a neurotic illusion—in fact, I am not sure whether it was an illusion, but there is no evidence to prove that all that happened.
The black cat trot on the wall and disappeared in the corner. The birds fell down and pecked on the roof. The domestic dog made a big gasp, pulling the owner to run forward. Everything was so natural. harmonious.
I also saw the words on the billboards, the flashing lights of the lamps, the vocabulary of people’s conversations, and even the shadows that seemed to be indistinguishable from the past. I only felt that there was also some kind of unknown atmosphere hidden in them. The peaceful world seems to be suddenly shrouded in great malice at a certain moment, but at the next moment, it returns to its original appearance.
No one noticed this except me. If you are someone else, you will definitely feel that it is your own problem, but I feel that this is a sign that weird and mysterious trying to get rid of the interference of restraint and present in this world. It is now like an illusion in a trance, but it is bound to become deeper, more obvious, and more continuous.
The proof is: Carmen, when you leave, you can already use the mysterious power.
This kind of strong sense of signs accompanied me all the way, and it didn't disappear until I entered the school. The atmosphere in the class was not affected. Everyone is doing their own thing. Although Bajing is lying on the table and writing something, it is obviously not a homework exercise. Since I talked with Bajing about the whisperer, out of my deliberate avoidance, there has been no progress in our relationship, even if she sits next to me, one third of the day. It was spent together. Bajing does not interfere with my life, and I do not interfere with her life. These days, we are like two parallel lines close together.
It’s just that today is different, I think. The Eight Views will be involved in the mysterious event again because of the whisperer, just like in the doomsday illusion. The reason is actually very simple. Whisperers are too active. This is an organization looking for excitement in the ordinary. Once the weird and mysterious existence spreads, it is inevitable for the whisperers to go deep into it. And the eight sceneries-maybe they will become a prophet again? This is the only point that I cannot tell before it becomes a fact. After all, the prophet also bears an important and unique meaning in the various mysteries of the doomsday fantasy. And although this world seems to overlap with the doomsday illusion and the hospital reality, it cannot be simply thought that this world will be with the doom illusion. Or the reality of the hospital is exactly the same.
Since Hakjing and her whisperer will be involved in the change anyway, I don't have to continue to avoid them.
"Eight Views." I called her during the break, "How is the whisperer's situation?"
The expression on Hakjing’s face suddenly became alive, and she looked at me with a profound look: "Are you going to join in? Gaochuan."
I nodded and said bluntly: "I have something to ask you for help."
"No problem, as long as you can join the whisperer. Everything is easy to say." Hachijing replied without hesitation: "Your reputation and the position in the student union are all needed by the whisperer. Of course, if you refuse If these resources are provided, there is no need to join."
Hakjing’s words are straightforward. The exchange of interests is indeed necessary, and I never expect that Bajing and her whisperers will unconditionally help me. In this world, the relationship between me and her is not so close, even in the doomsday fantasy. The real friendship between me and her began after the whisperer was destroyed. With the opening of the magnificent and mysterious curtain, it gradually became closer, especially the reality in the hospital, which made me understand that I and Her deeper relationship-if it weren't for these, I'm afraid she and I would separate things after graduation. As at this moment, she and I are just classmates.
It's just that now my feelings for her are beyond her comprehension. If possible, I hope I can just look at her from such a distance, so that she won't be awakened in a nightmare. However, this world will not be what I want after all. I felt sad, Bajing seemed to have noticed something, a little surprised, and frowned slightly, looking at me with suspicious eyes.
"Do you want to chase me?" Before I could speak, Bajing asked with a strong attitude.
Her mind is really sensitive, but although we have a relationship that only I understand, my love for her is definitely not what she thinks. Who I want to save is actually a very subjective and stubborn idea. This kind of idea is actually unfair to her unaware. Even so, I have never changed my mind. In this world where everything seems to be starting again, everything I see in my eyes is not exactly the same as everything I see in her eyes, so it is not surprising that she would have such an idea.
Her question is indeed difficult to answer. Bajing's relationship issues are different from ordinary girls, so I have to consider the words. However, before I answered, she herself said so: "Look carefully, Gao Chuan, you look really good, and your personality and my appetite are also blue-chip stocks in terms of ability. It seems that I have not refused. Reason-yes, I can be your girlfriend, and I will become your wife in the future. Although it is a few years before the legal marriage age, I have confidence in seeing and educating men." Then, she stared at me with a scorching gaze that looked at delicious snacks. From head to toe, she seemed to not let go of the pores. Such aggressive eyes were never seen before when she was with others.
Sure enough, this is not what an average female high school student, especially a good student praised by teachers and students, what a good squad leader would say.
"I—" Before I could say something, she interrupted again: "The conditions have changed."
"What?" I couldn't react.
"I think you feel a little regretful." Hakjing didn't give me time to speak, and said straightforwardly: "But I have already decided. If you refuse to associate with me or agree to marry me, you will not be allowed to join. Whisperer, I won’t help what you want to do. What do you think?"
I was simply caught off guard. The Eight Views are pressing hard every step of the way, but in those past experiences, things that have never happened before, but it makes me feel that she is such a character, placed in a doomsday fantasy. In the middle, if our encounter is like this world, it will definitely evolve into this state. I suddenly felt like I was playing a text adventure game. At the beginning of the game, different action options determined which heroine first developed a relationship with me. In the doomsday illusion, my actions made myself the first to encounter Tomie, followed by Sakiya and Bajing. In this world, my first choice was to accidentally fall into Bajing.
I can’t tell how I feel at this time, but it’s definitely not regrets and regrets, let alone rejoicing and joy. If you talk about the biggest element, it’s probably shock. Although it was obvious afterwards that such a development was actually a matter of course, when I personally experienced it, I still couldn't conceal the kind of shock in my heart.
"Hmph, I seem to be right again." There is a penetrating power in the eyes of Bajing, "What? Gao Chuan, what is in front of you is a good deal. You can get it as long as you enter my house. A savvy, capable and well-built black long straight beauty, any hard setbacks will disappear, tonight will be able to get rid of the identity of a virgin, will always be envied and hated by the FFF group. But if you refuse..." She smiled sullenly After a few sounds, although the pressure was very low in order to prevent the sound from spreading out, it was particularly creepy.
"This, is this kind of relationship developing too fast?" I was overwhelmed by her courage. I had been overwhelmed by the **** experience, and I was no longer a white man who didn't know the relationship between men and women, but that kind of knowledge. And experience, facing the current eight sceneries ~ IndoMTL.com ~ will not help at all. Her crispness and aggressiveness make me feel that my perception of her is extremely one-sided in a sense, but there is no sense of disobedience. I haven't encountered such a strong woman in the past. I can't help but think of Fu Jiang. However, although the two have similarities in some aspects, there are essential differences in temperament and behavior.
It's just that these things that flashed in my mind didn't help the current embarrassment in the slightest.
"Quick? What's fast? I hate procrastinators." Hakjing didn't care. "It's not necessary to talk about feelings or anything. It's just hormones fermenting. You don't think those love talks Regarding love, is the whole person feeling sour? Since it fits, it is the right thing to take it down. As for worrying about the relationship not being in place and regretting breaking up in the future, it is really **** and unreasonable. The real mistake is that it is not clear at the beginning— —" She paused here, staring at me with that creepy gaze, and said: "I have confidence in how I look at men. Gao Chuan, you are a pervert who values responsibility more than feelings!" /
"Change, pervert?" I feel that the more she talks about it, it seems to release all the incredible thoughts that have been accumulated in order to play a good student. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote recommended votes, monthly tickets, your support is my biggest motivation. Mobile users please go to read.)