Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1042: The light of 0 stars

I am an ordinary top student when there is no weirdness and mystery. I'm really sorry-how can I be indifferent to such a statement? I know very well that when I say this, Hakjing's attitude is very serious. That's what she thinks. Although in fact it is the case, there is no need to deliberately emphasize it at this time. I glared at the Eight Views, but Sakiya nodded to the side unexpectedly. In this way, I couldn't win support even if I wanted to argue in a smart way. Hachijing looked at me without retreat, and I thought her eyes were a bit proud.

"So, only novels are magnificent, and normal reality is very boring, at least for ordinary people." Many people will like the ordinary daily life, dangerous and exciting, that is, only when it is a fantasy, it is full of charm."

"Oh—" Bajing's elongated tone, with a questioning tone, said, "Is that so? But I think you are insincere, A Chuan."

"It's true, it's true." I turned around abruptly and walked towards the school. Now that I have encountered Bajing and Sakuya, I can rest assured this morning, even if it appears strange and mysterious. As long as the two are in my observations, they won’t be in a hurry, "I really don’t want to see you in such a danger again, even if the danger exists from beginning to end. Didn’t a writer in the textbook say? Many people fell into a coma in the iron room, and one of them woke up, so they had to make a choice to make everyone wake up. Accept the slow death status, or let everyone go into a coma. End your life without pain. For sober people, this is an extremely cruel fact, isn't it?"

"Ah, I have learned, I have learned." Sakiya's voice intervened, "When I read this article, I thought the author was really interesting. I thought about these things. I never thought about it. Well. Actually, by breaking the house, won’t everyone be rescued?"

"Hey, Sakiya, you didn't read that article seriously, did you?" Hakkei said, "The premise of the story is that the iron room has no gaps and cannot be opened. This is an absolute premise, otherwise, the story It makes no sense in itself."

"Is it an iron house that can't be opened?" Sakiya thought for a while, smiled and said, "Sorry, I can't imagine it at all, it's such an absolute thing."

"So. It's just a hypothesis." Hakjing laughed, "The author of the story was in a helpless state at the time. To him, the whole world was like an iron house that could never be broken."

"Is that so? Agawa." Sakiya turned the subject to me.

"Well, I think. I can understand the author." I told the truth, "The author in the story chose to awaken everyone. Then try again, whether it can break the premise of'absolutely unbreakable'. His choice is spontaneous, but my choice is forced. Because although I chose to wake them up, in the process, I still feel that if I let them go to sleep like this, until the last moment It must be more appropriate for the advent of —— if at that last moment, I had broken the iron room, it must be the direction of the perfect ending. I have always thought about it."

"But one person can’t break the iron house. Just because one person can’t do it, but hopes to break the absolute premise, that’s why I have to wake up others to work harder. Even though, this choice is better than one person. It’s more painful to bear everything, and some people will resent it, but I think there will also be people who are grateful. After all, if you are in a coma and can’t think, no matter what the outcome is, it’s passively imposed on yourself, but if you are sober Even if it is painful, it is only one's own choice, something that one must carry, and knowing this clearly, I think it is the quality that a real person should have." Bajing said as if comforting me.

Although I don’t have much to do with the alternation of the doomsday illusion and the hospital reality, I will not let Bajing and Sakiya truly realize the appearance of the entire environment in which we live, and I will not be affected by the fact that is full of despair. Interfered. However, part of the doomsday illusion, as my delusion, has been selectively told part of the eight sceneries. After it was confirmed last night that my "delusion" was not entirely a delusion, Bajing's attitude toward me and the information has also changed significantly. She is a type who is very good at bringing in other people's roles to think. If she brings me into my role, then she must be able to understand my emotions at this moment.

Am I expecting someone to understand me? It must be like this, although, once you try to walk into my world, you will inevitably be hurt by those heavy depression and desperate ridiculous things. My heart is so contradictory, I expect them to understand what I have done, but I don’t want them to be hurt, and I don’t want them to become the kind of action that only caters to their expectations. people. I have always believed that my willingness to take on this responsibility is not out of some utilitarian, forced idea, but a kind of active and positive motivation at work, just like the protagonist in a hot-blooded novel. .

"Yes, the qualities that a real person should have." I repeated this sentence. If the character is a bit rebellious, I must dismiss such an argument, but it fits my liking.

"Are you talking about...Agawa's delusion?" Sakiya didn't quite understand why this conversation started, and asked a little hesitantly: "Agawa doesn't want us to touch something dangerous? "

"You are so dull, Sakuya." Hakkei said, "What are you talking about now? Last night, didn't you have a dangerous and weird thing?"

"Ah, but, even if Agawa doesn't remind him, it will happen. What does this have to do with the iron house? This is fate." Sakiya said.

"It's okay to think so. However, the important thing is not an incident that has already happened, but a deeper destiny that is reflected in this incident." Hachijing said solemnly: "If reality continues to follow Achuan The trend of delusion, then in the next time. Similar events will happen one after another, pushing the whole world step by step to the abyss of doomsday. Is that right? Achuan."

"Probably that's it." I nodded.

"However. According to Achuan’s previous statement, this process will not be known to everyone at the beginning, but it will be like boiling a frog in warm water, which makes people die in a self-righteous accident. Therefore, an inviolable accident The doomsday process is like an iron room that cannot be broken. I don’t know it. I just think I’m living a peaceful life and I’m unable to observe anomalies. People who don’t recognize the dangers in it are like sleeping people, and they recognize all of this. Those who try to do something are the sober ones..." Ba Jing thought deeply, and said: "A Chuan, you should think yourself. You are the first sober in this world."

"It's not my own opinion, but the fact." I looked at her and said seriously: "In this world, I am special. Don't forget, the end is coming. It's just like my delusion."

"Then, can you be sure that the agent of the doomsday did not exist from the beginning, and was not the messenger that determined the arrival of the doomsday?" Hakkei asked in return: "If there must be a beginning. Then, the agent of the doomsday does not matter. Whether it’s the title or the action, it’s more suitable for the role of the'special first person'."

"Well, under normal circumstances, it will be the same as you think of Bajing." I just said: "However, this time is different. Only I truly fit the "first person" argument. "Because, " Jiang" is in my body. Although Carmen is special, under the premise of the beginning of everything, his existence is only a phased result, and cannot be the original cause.

"So, what's the special situation now?" Faced with my inexplicable words, the Eight Scenic Spots delved into it purposefully.

"Well...it’s very troublesome to say, my delusion, the doomsday illusion, but a very complicated structure, full of twists and surprises, it seems that I can see something clearly, but I can’t say that it is the truth." I described it like this, "However, my psychiatrist said that it is only the result of a person's divergence of thinking, just like a draft written by inspiration, and it is also a proof of'everything is delusional for me'. If , To sort out the story from the beginning, maybe it will become a great story."

"If what happened last night did not happen, I would probably agree with this psychologist." Hakkei said unceremoniously, "After all, things like that are simply unbelievable."

"However, the whisperer must investigate this kind of mysterious event in depth, and he can't look for it like a headless fly." Sakiya didn't feel uncomfortable with the situation he was in at this time, although there was only one At night time to make psychological preparations. For ordinary people, I am afraid that what happened last night is like a dream. However, Sakuya seemed to have no special thoughts about someone who was already a whisperer, so she accepted it naturally, and stood in this new position to think about her future actions. She said: “It’s better to tell us all of Achuan’s delusions. It doesn’t matter if there is no organization. Now that it has been proved, those strange events are somewhat similar to Achuan’s delusions... or, in other words, they are connected to each other. . Then, I have to try to interpret it more."

"I can't guarantee that everything will be exactly the same as those delusions." I said.

"Of course, there is no need to guarantee these, but some clues can still be found in Agawa's delusional story." Sakiya said: "Even if there is only one point, it is also very important. It can make the whisperer more Get into orbit soon."

"Well, Sakiya is right. However, according to your appearance, I don't intend to say it by mouth, Agawa." Hakkei said, "I remember you said that you wrote your own delusion in a diary... How about leaving it to us?"

I almost refused without hesitation: "No." Because, although I did similar things in the doomsday illusion and showed them to Fu Jiang, but in this peaceful world, facing The relationship between Hakkei and Sakiya is just beginning, but suddenly there is a feeling of "so shame".

"Don't be shy, A Chuan. Since we are in a relationship, we should do some interesting relationships and see what the diary is about. Anyway, it's just a delusion." Hakjing breathed into my ears and moved the whole body. They were all pressed up, and they deliberately rubbed my arm against my chest.

"Don't." I persisted.

"So, how about the exchange diary? What I write is all the things that happened to me." Bajing tempted again. Sakuya Tim on the other side called out in confusion, and immediately rushed up: "I want too. I want to exchange diaries too."

"It's so annoying, no matter what the relationship is, the development time is too short. We only became such a relationship last night?" I found an excuse and almost dragged the two of them forward. Is the relationship between them so deep?"

"Of course, because you have been thinking about me all the time." Hakkei said, "In other words, I am "　" in your dreams... It's roughly the same."

"Me too, I am also in Agawa's dream "　"?" Sakiya's voice came in again. She has a shy expression, but she still sticks to me hard.

"Hmm, "　" in the two dreams, two boats, A Chuan." Bajing said, "If you don't want to be smashed by an angry woman, you should hurry up and do some affectionate relationships, such as exchanging diaries. Yes. Women are very emotional. Maybe this will forgive you."

Is it just ‘maybe’? With such words, you can't believe it at all. However, because the topic is too sensitive in my opinion, I couldn't say such a thing.

"I know, I know. I just exchange diaries." I finally bowed my head amidst the entanglement of Hakkei and Sakiya, but there was no lack of it. Sakuya was right, the whisperer wanted to find the key point of the change in such a big city. It is very difficult to refer to those adventures without doomsday fantasy. Although this world and the doomsday illusion are not exactly the same. However, since the guys who caused the mutation have not changed, then the things they will do will probably be similar.

"Come to my house after school. Those diaries are stored as computer files." I said, those diaries are not only the records before "I" arrived in this world. Recently, I have also written some things in the doomsday illusion. Come down. However, the reality of the hospital, because the impact was too great and completely subverted the world view, I gave up recording it.

"Hmm! I will also prepare a diary." Sakiya smiled naturally.

I looked at Bajing and saw her serious expression, saying: "I understand, I will start writing a diary today."

Are you kidding me? Eight scenes.

Although I really want to say that she has a chance, when I think that this is her true color, I think it's useless to say anything. Besides, Bajing is not the kind of person who can't refute. Even though I have my own reason for arguing with her, it is hard to say who wins and loses. To teach people, if the other party can't listen and cannot be persuaded, but is attacked by the other party, then that is the most depressing thing. So, I decided to stay silent.

"Huh?" Bajing seemed to have noticed something. He glanced at me with interest, then turned away from the subject and said, "The whisperer can’t immediately start to act. After all, the whisperer’s previous goal is not such a change. There are many members who cannot accept this kind of delusional experience. I need to do some work to clean up the interior. Moreover, considering the reaction of the real society, our actions must be kept secret to a certain extent. , If the members are too complicated, it is not conducive to confidentiality. A Chuan, in your delusion, shouldn't we be the only people who are realistic, can anyone recommend?"

"Well, this..." I thought for a while, and said: "A girl named Morino, is Sakiya's friend?"

"Ah, yes, it's my friend." Sakiya didn't seem to expect to hear this name from my mouth, she couldn't help but was stunned, but she quickly reacted: "Agawa, she has to do it. Is it? Although Morino is also a very good girl, but...such a dangerous thing..." Her face was filled with hesitation and worry. I think this is normal. Doesn't this worry justify the deep relationship between her and Morino? Only if you really care about the other person, will you not put your friend in danger for reasons like "this is a very exciting thing". Just like when I started, I just watched Hakjing and Sakiya from a distance, and didn’t want to contact them too much to avoid the current situation-although the current situation has proved that this is not something I can achieve if I am willing or not. .

"Is it really not? Sakiya." Hakjing seems to have no worries about this, I think it is understandable, because in Hakjing’s thinking loop, there is no such thing as "a friend's friend is my friend". of. Morino, for the current Eight Views, no, even the relationship between the two in the doomsday illusion is just a stranger who was suddenly implicated together.

Morino had a bad fate in the doomsday illusion, and his end was also very miserable. Even her boyfriend Shirai also collapsed because of an overdose of psychedelics "Paradise". And this series of events was the beginning of my in-depth contact with Doomsday Shinrikyo, and Bajing was also involved in a series of "mysterious" dangers because of the activities of the Goat Guild, a subordinate organization of the Doomsday Shinrikyo. In this way, Morino and Shirai, like a bond, connected me, Sakiya, and Hakkei at the time. Until now, I can't make a strict judgment on the meaning of Morino and Shirai's existence in my life, but in terms of sensibility, I should be more grateful.

So, if possible, I hope that in this world, the tragic fate of Morino and Shirai can be saved. I am not very familiar with Morino, but I had a brief but in-depth exchange with Shirai. He impressed me very well. If it weren't for the impermanence of the world, he and I would have become good friends. Today, that short-lived and somewhat false friendship is still deeply imprinted in my mind. Similarly, I can't forget that he chose to overdose "Paradise" for Morino, brandishing a dagger in the dark. For me at the time, Shirai was a cruel reference object that allowed me to see the "mystery".

I think I have many similarities with Shirai, so I especially don’t want to follow in his footsteps. Now that I came to this world, I used the authority of the Student Union to confirm Shirai’s existence. So, before the change expanded , I hope I can give him a reminder, in this way, may be able to bring him a different journey of life-even if the end of this journey is still death.

People are mortal, but if Shirai knew what he looked like in the doomsday illusion, would he feel that it would be better if he paid more attention at the time, or knew in advance that the world was dangerous like that? Even if that doesn't change his own death.

I can’t know how my existence will affect Shirai in this world, before everything starts, and I’m not sure whether Morino and Shirai can go to different situations from the doomsday illusion, but, I hope they can succeed. Because looking at those two people is like looking at our shadows.

So--

"Sorry, Sakiya, I think it's better to let them know about these things." I said firmly in the eyes of Sakiya's request.

"They?" Sakiya noticed it.

"Yes, Morino has a boyfriend, a senior student named Shirai." I said, "You don't know yet, right?"

"Yes, is that right?" Sakiya was obviously a little shocked, her open mouth couldn't close. However, I don’t mean to divorce the feelings between her and Morino~IndoMTL.com~ The school does not allow dating. It’s not surprising that Morino didn’t say it. Just like Hakkei, he declares that he is his girlfriend when they meet. . "I said: "Morino and Shirai are both recommended by me. It is better to join in than not to join in." "

"Really? I'm very curious. What is the basis of what you said is good and bad." There is something in the eight sceneries, and I can understand it.

"It's my side words, out of my personal sensibility and thoughts." I didn't sloppy on this matter. Sakiya looked at me steadily. Just when I thought she wanted to object, she said, "Because, in Agawa's delusion, Morino and Shirai-senpai did not end well, right? They were there last night. In an unusual situation..." She could not tell the cruel result, but, in fact, their result was more cruel than she thought. The tragedy of being reduced to sacrifices and guinea pigs, Sakuya and the Eight Views without the actual memory of the hospital, are all incomprehensible.

I nodded, not correcting the flaws in her words. This level is enough. Sakuya is still very happy in this world. Even if the future will become a bit cruel, but, at least for now, I have enough ability to extend her happiness for a little bit. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote recommended votes, monthly tickets, your support is my biggest motivation. Mobile users please go to read.)