Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1057: The daily life of the Gaochuan family
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The sky is like dye that has been washed off, with a thin hint of background color. This is the last afterglow before the sunset, which can only be seen in clear weather. I like this scenery very much, because it always touches the sensibility in my heart, but in the memory of the doomsday illusion, in the first few years of leaving the city, it is rare to see such a sky. When he raised his head again, the strangeness and mystery brought by it seemed to seep out of the twilight, and unknowingly drenched the atmosphere around him. I have become accustomed to this unique feeling. On the surface, the scenery that looks the same as before can always make the heart thump unnaturally.
It began to quiet down. Although there are still pedestrians and vehicles, the busy city is still continuing, but in this unique sense of abnormality, it seems that the sound is turned off and the color is eliminated, leaving only a kind of paleness. , Monotonous and quiet feeling. Not all abnormal feelings are like this, but in this world, the omens when weird and mysterious come alive are usually like this.
Where is it? what happened? I walked quietly, counting my steps, thinking in my heart, will something really happen tonight? Is the current situation a sign of toilet talk? Although what I said to the student council president is sincere, if possible, I still hope that the worst case will not come true.
"Mystery" is unpredictable. Even if I have professional experience, at this time, under the conditions of limited technology, equipment and ability, whether I can do everything. I don't have much confidence. The previous vowed self-recommendation was entirely because of. If what happens is something that even I can't handle well, changing to another person will only increase casualties, and the number of people and cooperation will be meaningless.
Even if the prospect is uncertain, and now I smell an unusual smell, I don’t think my suggestion is wrong. In any case, the school must be calmed down.
Walking forward again, the abnormal feeling in the air disappeared again. The world in my eyes has returned to its daily state. Until this time, I still couldn't determine the cause and location of this abnormality. However, I don't feel discouraged. After all, if the details can be easily detected, then. "Mystery" would not seem so dangerous.
Aware of the root cause of the anomaly, we will drive straight ahead and directly resolve the crisis. If we can do it, it will naturally be the best. However, based on my past experience. Failure to do such a thing is the most common. Therefore, if you are anxious at this time, it is actually useless.
"Relax, relax." I said to myself. After calming down, he soon arrived at his apartment building.
There are three familiar figures at the door downstairs. From a distance, it looks like a happy conversation.
"I'm back." I shouted to them.
These three are naturally my adoptive mother, Doctor Ruan Li, Bajing and Sakuya. I'm a little surprised. At this point in time, Hakkei and Sakiya still haven't returned to their homes. What are they doing here? At this moment, before Dr. Ruan Li responded to me, she said to Bajing and Sakuya: "It's all so late. Let's have dinner here."
"Can it be?" Sakiya said excitedly: "It's great. Anyway, I am alone when I go home."
"I also told my family that I will have dinner at a friend's house tonight." Bajing also said unceremoniously. In my ears, I felt that Dr. Ruan Li's words were right in her arms--no , No, even if Dr. Ruan Li doesn't invite, this girl will come up on her own. Although the decision to date was last night, only Sakiya knew the relationship between us. However, compared to me, the pace of Bajing is faster and more proactive. For example, the next night, she ran to her boyfriend’s house to see the parents, and then ate and drank. This description may not be appropriate, but Bajing's attitude gives me the feeling that it is a bit less reserved than ordinary girls.
"No problem, my food is still good." Dr. Ruan Li smiled and said, before responding to me: "I'm back? I didn't expect you to have good female classmates at school, A Chuan. It is not forbidden in the school. Early love? Which of these two is your girlfriend?"
I didn't expect Dr. Ruan Li to have such a reaction, but when it actually appeared, it didn't surprise me. In the days when I formed a family with her, I got to know her more and more. In terms of private life, Dr. Nguyen Li is different from ordinary mothers in this country. Perhaps because of his career as a psychologist, he pays more attention to psychological details in many aspects, and he appears more open-minded in general. My parents in the memory of the doomsday illusion... are not the same type. Although the family life is undoubtedly more free than in the past student days, perhaps because of the interference in the hospital’s actual memories, I cannot treat Dr. Ruan Li as a pure mother. Therefore, when we get along in private, there is always a kind of Feeling unnatural. I think that Dr. Ruan Li should have also noticed that in this world, she regards herself as my mother, so this unnatural feeling might give her some shock.
No way, I can do many things, but there are also many things that I cannot do. Let me eliminate this unnatural feeling in a short time, I can't do it. Even so, I still respect and love this adoptive mother. Although she is only in this world, she plays the role of mother. However, compared to her in the hospital, she undoubtedly feels closer to me now. In addition, I wondered more than once why Dr. Ruan Li appeared here.
——She is not a doomsday patient at all! Could it be that... she was also infected when I didn't know it, and was thrown into the doomsday illusion when I couldn't pay attention to the reality of the hospital?
It is possible, but my instinct tells me that it is not the case. More likely than this conjecture, perhaps, the actual research team of the hospital has achieved some kind of success, allowing Dr. Ruan Li to complete the connection to the doomsday illusion? No, there is still something wrong. The device with color as its center is full of mystery, and its origin and composition are unclear. Even the research team in the hospital doesn't know much about it. They are only using part of the functions it has, and it seems impossible to repeat the manufacturing. In this case, it is very difficult to make a breakthrough. Even if they find a shortcut to transform the color system into a central interference device, it will not be able to complete the analysis in a short time.
The time flow of the doomsday illusion is completely out of sync with the real time flow of the hospital. I have lived in the doomsday illusion for a long time. But in the reality of the hospital, it may only take a day or two, or even an instant. After all, observing the doomsday illusion from the real level of the hospital, the latter is the world of "consciousness".
The time is too short, plus the tools that can be used, and the things being studied. They are full of a large number of unknowns, and the core “virus” cannot be recognized or directly observed. Therefore, the stagnation of research is a matter of course. Moreover, it is precisely because of "viruses" and doomsday illusion devices that are full of unknowns. It is extremely similar to the "mystery" in the doomsday illusion, so I have no way to judge whether it is "completely true in an absolute sense".
Combining these circumstances, the previous conjectures about the reason why Dr. Ruan Li appeared here. It may be wrong. On the contrary, it is such a statement that "the current Dr. Ruan Li is just a re-enactment of my consciousness by the repeater". It is easier to understand, however, there is no evidence. In this world, my adoptive mother, Dr. Ruan Li, is too detailed in details, so detailed that I can't find the loopholes in it, to believe that she is just a "phantom."
No, during the time spent with Dr. Ruan Li, with the gradual understanding of her, I am afraid I myself would not want to believe that she is just an illusion.
However, because there are too many doubts about Dr. Ruan Li, I can’t devote myself to this kind of family warmth while experiencing the warmth she brings, even if I know it, this situation , The psychological harm to her is great.
Damn—no matter where you are, there are too many things that you know how to do, but you can’t do it. I thought this more than once, and felt angry and sad about it. It is just a distant hope to treat the people you cherish to the fullest. When you actually do it, you will know how frustrating it is.
I can’t think about it anymore. I told myself to cheer up, just like my daily routine. I said to Dr. Ruan Li, “Bajing is my girlfriend and it started last night. Of course, the school doesn’t allow premature love, but , As long as you don’t get evidence in the school and keep your grades stable, the school will not be difficult to treat me as a top student."
"Well, good job." Dr. Ruan Li showed an encouraging smile on his face. "In a group, as long as other people understand that you are excellent, you can get privileges. This is something the whole world Is the guideline."
"This is not a normal education..." I paused and wanted to shout "Mom", but it was really hard to say it. Although I have said it occasionally before, I still do it like a daily habit. No, "When a mother, shouldn't you deny this theory of survival of the fittest? According to common sense."
"Then it depends on the common sense of the place." Dr. Ruan Li's smile is very kind, but his tone is not, "Our family's education is to be full of " " naked aggressiveness. When I was young, I couldn't cultivate it. With aggressiveness and competitive psychology, it is difficult to change your personality when you grow up. Without aggressiveness and competitiveness, without the pain of failure and excellent treatment, it is impossible to become an outstanding adult."
Dr. Ruan Li’s words are still as straightforward as they used to be, but today I didn’t talk about the nature of this topic, and turned to the subject and complained: "When can I start the meal? I have to go to evening study at 7:30." /
"I know, I know." Dr. Ruan Li smiled apologetically to Bajing and Sakuya. "I am glad you can be friends with A Chuan. He doesn't seem to care about anything on weekdays, but in reality he always I keep things in my heart, and I don’t know if it’s crooked. There are not many students who are really friends, who will stay here for dinner. In the future, this kid will trouble you too."
"Mom..." I tried to say it, "but there is no mother who scolds her son like you."
"That's strange! Mothers always look down on their sons." Dr. Ruan Li said of course: "When complimenting his son, he will only bring back a girl who is not satisfied with a friend or a lover. But now You and Bajing are not so half-bottled relationship, right?"
I can only respond with a "tsk", but I know it very well. How difficult it is to beat Dr. Ruan Li verbally. After that, she took the lead in front of the building. I saw her deliberately undisguised triumphant eyes. Is it such an interesting thing to embarrass one's only adopted son? Thinking like this in my heart, I watched Bajing and Sakuya and went up there, using the "Liang Shu" that I would never show in normal days to please Dr. Ruan Li. That kind of atmosphere was like giving me the only boy. The same as repelling it.
What a shame! These women really know how to pretend.
With a slightly uncomfortable mood, I waited for them to walk into the elevator, and then waited for the next elevator to go up. After that, there is nothing to say, the abnormal changes did not invade the dinner time. Although it was late. But at seven o'clock exactly, we still had dinner. During the period, Bajing and Sakuya naturally became Doctor Ruan Li’s helpers, helping with cooking. What surprised me was that both of them were very good at cooking, and they couldn't tell at all. Even if I think back to the doomsday illusion, there is no impression of "they are good at home cooking". On the contrary, Zuo Jiang is better at this.
When I think of Zuo Jiang, I can't help thinking, what is she doing right now? I am trapped in this world now. From another perspective, I have indeed lost direct observation of "Jiang". According to my previous assumptions, "Jiang" is a "virus" if it is not in my observations. The "virus" is often active at this time. At this time, the possibility of the entire doomsday illusion being negatively affected by the "virus" is extremely large, and this negative impact is not only reflected in the details of the "Final Weapon" will launch operations. It is more reflected in the tendency of the situation of the whole world to "collapse". That is: I usually feel that the whole world is developing in a bad direction, but. When the "virus" is active, this overall feeling is more intense, just like the feeling of a slow current surging up all at once.
Are those people okay? Judging from the current situation alone, the safest ones are those of us who have entered this world. At this time, Zuo Jiang did not take the initiative to appear in front of me, which somewhat disappointed me and made me more nervous. After all, the scene of being killed by the "Final Weapon" is still vivid today. No matter how strong you become, whether you have made a breakthrough, the other party is always better than yourself, and the feeling that you can just get rid of yourself is really too bad.
Considering the direct and indirect relationship between this world and the entire doomsday illusion, since other mystery experts can enter here, Carmen has also started to act, then it is not possible that the "final weapon" of the Doomsday Shinrikyo will be stationed in this world. No. And if they did arrive, it would be the worst case. Others will be restricted by the mysterious inhibitions of this world, but I can't imagine that the final weapons using the "Jiang" as the template will be restricted to the same degree. After all, that is the most direct manifestation of the active existence of the virus.
If "Jiang" may consider me, or have more humanity or sensibility, and cannot let go of his hands and feet, and the handling of some issues tends to be a modest way, then "virus" can There is not so much interference. The meaning of the word "virus" in human dictionaries does not have the attributes of "forgiveness" and "hesitation", nor does it have rationality and sensibility. It is entirely driven by the instinct of survival and reproduction-no matter what brings doomsday syndrome. How unknown the "virus" is, it makes people full of associations, but since it is crowned with this name, it is enough to prove that it embodies the corresponding characteristics in action.
"Virus" is terrible. The unobservable and incomprehensible "virus" is even more helpless. You can only continue to bear the pressure brought about by it. Struggling under this pressure, until you find a way to deal with it, no matter what its changes, you can only Endure silently.
That is a monster in the true sense, a monster more terrifying than the demon in the doomsday fantasy.
Whenever I think of this kind of thing, it will destroy the okay mood in an instant, or make the unpleasant mood even heavier, but I just can’t stop myself from thinking about it, because...this thing, In my body. I couldn't help but grasp the skirt of my clothes. Just "thinking of it" would produce a huge sense of oppression and the kind of instinctive fear emanating from under the abyss. Such feelings and emotions will only imprint the fact that the "virus" exists and its influence over and over in my soul over and over again.
Can’t get rid of it.
"Your face is not so good, and you are thinking about something else? My hands stopped." On the opposite side of the table, Dr. Ruan Li said while using a knife and fork to break down the steak on his plate. . She didn't even have to look up and observe, because she was used to the symptoms that I would explode from time to time.
"Ah... it's okay." I re-divided my steak, pretending to be nothing. I don't know how many times I have experienced it. Even if I can't get used to it, I won't be too excited at this time. "Today The steak is good."
"It's Sakuya's craftsmanship. It's amazing, although it's still not as good as me." Dr. Ruan Li said in a natural tone. I think she simply used Sakuya to praise herself.
"It's not that good anymore." Sakiya condensed her shocked expression when she looked at me just now, and became a little shy and humble. I am not surprised that she will show such an expression. In this world, she is not as deeply aware of the situation of "I am suffering from mental illness" than Bajing. On the other side, the eight sceneries were silent, with a daily expression. Now, the eight sceneries have become accustomed to my psychological condition. She is indeed better than Sakiya in terms of adaptability.
"Speaking of which, what are the dishes Bajing made today?" I couldn't help asking.
Dr. Ruan Li and Sakuya raised their heads, looked at each other, and laughed faintly, making me think there would be no good answers. Then, Bajing took the initiative to point to a dish—the peanuts inside—that's it. She didn't hide anything, and she didn't have any shameful expressions.
"In fact, the peanuts from Bajing are fried very well." Sakiya said quickly.
"Yeah." Hakjing replied unceremoniously, "After all, what I am best at is firing peanuts and firing." I think her words seem to be a pun. Responding words.
Probably because of my silence, the atmosphere of the dining table, which was still lively, suddenly became heavier. However, I did not have any other thoughts because of the "Eight Views Only Fried Peanuts". In fact, even if Bajing doesn’t know how to do housework at all, I won’t change my psychology and mood after knowing it, because girls don’t know these things, which is actually a very common thing. I have never used these housework skills to judge a woman. Of course, if the housework is versatile, it will be more reassuring.
"Say, say something." Sakiya said awkwardly, and she seemed a little unbearable at the atmosphere on the table.
"The Student Union has sent me a task, so I will spend the night at school tonight." I said calmly.
Bakjing and Sakuya stopped the tableware in their hands and focused on me. On the contrary, Dr. Ruan Li had an indifferent expression and said, "Oh, then bring more clothes. This season~IndoMTL.com~ Overnight. It will be very cold. You are on duty outside, right? You won’t stay in the dormitory, do you?” Although asked the question, the tone is very positive.
"Well, if you stay in the dormitory, it doesn't make sense to stay in school. It's better to come back and rest." I said.
"Tonight, I too..." Bajing's words were not finished yet, just before I was interrupted by Dr. Ruan Li, she was interrupted by Dr. Ruan Li. She said, "No. If you and Sakuya don't plan to go home, Just stay here for the night." Her tone was calm and normal, obviously not a reprimand, but she felt like she couldn't refuse.
Hakjing and Saya seem to choke for a while. Perhaps it was because Dr. Ruan Li put too much pressure on them, so that they didn't say anything next, let alone show the slightest "must go" thoughts. Therefore, before going out to study for the evening, Dr. Ruan Li stared at them again, and said carefully: "I remember the previous words clearly. My family's rule is: The threshold for girls is ten thirty. Don't follow it. For a girl with this threshold, I will strongly oppose her approaching A Chuan in my house."
Doctor Ruan Li, who said this, is more imposing than usual when he treats disobedient patients. Hakkei and Sakuya looked like wilted vegetables. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote recommended votes, monthly tickets, your support is my biggest motivation. Mobile users please go to read.)