Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1058: Foremost
When they left the house, there were still discouragement, dissatisfaction and patience on the faces of Hakkei and Sakiya. They said that they wanted to act with me. This was a very serious idea. Especially after seeing the anomaly of last night, that kind of momentary feeling is a great excitement for ordinary people, especially when they encounter this kind of thrill for the first time, they don’t want to be involved in it afterwards, but it is. Normal thinking. However, not only the eight sceneries of the Big Heart, but even the most direct victim Sakiya himself, did not back down after hearing that "mystery" reappeared on campus. I think this is not because they have insufficient awareness of the seriousness of the matter.
I did not mention to them that the students would judge the strange talk about the toilet, because although the abilities of the student council president and vice president exceed the standard of ordinary students, they did not have enough in the face of unprecedented accidents. Experience, intelligence, and professional manpower should have sufficient knowledge and judgment on the current situation. This point is the same even if it is the social group behind the student union. The data in that data is enough for me to roughly estimate the depth of their contact. The strange talk of the toilet disappeared during their observation. There is no information to determine its cause and effect. The plan they subsequently adopted was completely arranged in accordance with the "normal situation". If a certain intruder made an opinion, the result must not be It will be like this.
I used to guess that some intruders have entered this city and contacted those people, trying to expand the weirdness and mystery in this city, and then use this city as the basis to expand its influence to the world, but. Judging from the transfer in that data, the active characteristics of the intruder are not felt. If it weren't for the intruder, it was still in the latent stage. Or the other party didn't come to this city at all.
Regardless of the reason, whether the student union or social organization, the measures they have taken in the face of a series of changes in the strange talk about the toilet are too amateur! The most direct manifestation is the lack of awareness of the degree of weirdness and danger. Of course, some of them are talents in crisis management. Unfortunately, the world has been flat for a long time. The core of all crisis handling mechanisms is based on "common sense." It is not that it is inappropriate to use common sense to judge the crisis brought about by "mystery", but it is definitely not enough.
No matter the student union or social organization, the actions taken are too conservative. They may have entered a specific location before. Investigate the reason for the disappearance of the anomaly to identify the true face of the anomaly, but after judging that the anomaly has indeed disappeared based on your own common sense, what you have done is just like waiting for you. They want the abnormality to appear again. And use your own conventional thoughts to do something carefully and cautiously that you think may stimulate abnormal things.
However, this is not all after confirming the idea of "the abnormality disappeared and the abnormality has shrunk". Will the action be taken?
The direction was wrong from the beginning.
The anomaly did not disappear, nor did it shrink up. The "mystery" that has appeared will not disappear, but will only expand from "under observation" to "outside observation." The reason for the existence of the abnormality can not be found with the naked eye and equipment, and the obvious negative effects before it seem to have disappeared, so it is concluded that "the abnormality has been transferred, withdrawn or disappeared". It's so sweet and naive. They are not the relationship between evidence and conclusion!
If you can't find it with the naked eye or the instrument, it doesn't mean that it is not there. The negative influence is showing a downward trend from the collected data, and there is no information from the victim, which does not mean that the danger is not there. The information that ordinary people's eyes and normal scientific and technological equipment can confirm is very narrow compared to "mysterious", and most of the judgments made by relying on the two will produce terrible deviations. Therefore, for mystery experts, their own facial features and external equipment are only reference aids. What really allows them to recognize the situation is "feeling" rather than "rational."
Most people will think that as long as they have enough reason and enough information and data, they can see the truth. In a certain angle, this idea is correct, but there is a weakness here—
Humans can become as sensible as machines, but how can they be sure that they "have collected enough information and data" and "how do they collect enough information and data in the face of a mystery of unrecognizable nature"?
The so-called "mysterious events" have such a major premise, that is, "the information is not enough to make people see the truth and essence". If it is not, it is not a "mysterious event". If you can infer the causes and consequences of accidents and dangers by observing details and finding evidence, then this should be a detective reasoning story. The inability to find decisive details and evidence, and the inability to thoroughly confirm the cause and effect of the danger, is the essence of the mysterious story.
No matter what you think of at the scene of the mysterious incident, based on the clues you have found, if you take rational, so-called best efficiency and best safety actions based on such assumptions, you will definitely die. Because the clues found are either one-sided or false.
So, don’t regard what you observe as the first priority, you must concentrate, squeeze your potential with the sense of urgency of "carelessness will die", and intensify, amplify, and transform your instinct. Make a radar-like susceptibility to sense changes in yourself and the environment.
In the face of "mystery", there is no "optimal option" in the absolute sense. Relatively, as long as one can survive, it is the embodiment of "optimal". No matter what kind of mystery is to be solved, ensuring survival is the first priority, and above that, one can only deal with the crisis according to the tricks. In this case, no matter how many ordinary people gather together, the survival rate will be as low as a terrible trough. Because ordinary people will choose between observable evidence and their own instincts. The former, and even if they choose the latter, how strong and accurate the "intuition" of ordinary people is is a fatal question.
A person who can deal with mysterious events is not because of how well-educated and comprehensive he has, but because, whether it is luck or whatever, he used to rely solely on his own strength. Survive in mysterious events. "Mystery" is a sieve that sifts out those who can and cannot survive. And all training for "mystery". They are all useless. After all, "mystery" has the meaning of "unknowable". Under the premise of "unknowable", how can we talk about "targetedness"?
No matter how many people are sent to explore the secrets of the toilet talk, whether it is a student union or a social organization, it is just an idea of "the number of people is more powerful." But. Doing so just allows more ordinary people to die, until the first survivor appears, and then, in the future experience, prove that he did have more than one luck. This investment is feasible, but no one knows where the bottom line of consumption is. When exactly. Can a mysterious expert be piled up? One or two times will definitely not work, but five or six times? Is it okay more than ten times? How about dozens of times, hundreds of times? It is simply not certain, because it is not a question of probability at all.
What's more, the place where the anomaly occurs is in the school, involving the safety of teachers and students throughout the school.
It disappeared because of an abnormality. It is also a wrong judgment to suspend the action and adopt lateral response methods, such as removing the toilet. Because of their actions and methods. There is no interference with the "abnormal". When they waited conservatively because they could not "observe". When probing from the side, the anomaly has become larger and more terrifying.
The best way is to let me, a mysterious expert, go deep into it as soon as possible and solve this crisis completely. However, because of the actions of the student union and social groups, or, for deeper reasons, I participated in this "mysterious incident" too late, and now I acted only one night before "removing the toilet." According to the information from the Student Union, they have been watching the abnormal "disappearance" for a period of time. During the period, they have tried, but to no avail. At this time, it is even more impossible for ordinary people to participate, whether it is Hakjing, Sakiya, or other students. Once they are involved, with my current ability, the probability of failure is too high, and the consequences of failure are also conceivable. And know.
Maybe they will get away because of luck, but the chances of not being spared are greater. I don't like gambling, and I try to avoid this kind of meaningless gambling.
No matter what mechanism the world is formed by, no matter how it is related to the doomsday illusion, and the hospital reality, their essence is the same-dangerous, extremely dangerous, hidden in daily life, not The end that is noticed by ordinary people is approaching like a shadow. When you notice it, you can only passively accept the test of death, and it is the kind of test with a very low chance of surviving.
So, I am enough. I accept this test by myself. The particularity and experience of "Gaochuan" and this newly adjusted body can give me the confidence to live and then overcome it. This confidence is better than protecting others from the same danger. Confidence is more abundant.
The spirit, the will, the body, the potential, the technology and experience that have withstood the test, after experiencing a very knowledgeable adventure, I squeeze myself a little bit in death, but I feel that I still have the confidence of possibility-I Very strong, much better than I was in the past. Even if compared with the early murderer Gao Chuan, even if compared with another "Tao Chuan" who is now in London in the same period, I now feel that I have a chance of winning.
The assistance of amateurs, even if it is out of good intentions, will only disrupt my position.
"Night Crow Quark...I think you can come out and move around tonight." I spoke to the shadows printed on the wall with a voice that only I could hear—I don’t know how to walk beside me. Have you noticed that the eight sceneries and Sakuya in the world have noticed that the huge and rugged silhouette is no longer in human form. I can smell the abnormal smell, although it is not always active, like Mars, beating one after another, but the frequency and concentration have already begun to rise. At this time, the mysterious power that I regained will naturally become active. There is nothing strange about it. It should be said that the time came!
"It's very silent tonight, Agawa." Hakkei, who had been chatting with Sakiya, turned his head to look at me, "Are you nervous? Tonight."
"No, I should say, I'm very excited." I replied, making no secret of my innermost thoughts, "Although I am sorry to say that, the abnormal appearance will cause great harm to the surroundings, and I am also I think it’s best for an abnormality never to appear. But when it does, I feel like I’m alive... No, I don’t know how to describe it properly. Of course I live a good life, too. No dissatisfaction. It's just that when there is an abnormality, it feels very different from when there is no abnormality."
"Don't apologize, A Chuan. I understand that because daily life is very peaceful, and peace means no accidents and no change. Sometimes it can make people tired." Bajing smiled slightly, "Although your performance makes I am surprised that there is a big difference between you in normal times. I think you are a man who prefers easy days, but now there is nothing wrong with being like this. Because this kind of abnormality can not be encountered casually, and, It is also the fact that we are facing. Only this kind of you can protect us. So let go and do it, Achuan. Our lives are protected by what you have learned in the delusional experience."
"A delusional experience...?" I was a little surprised at the word that Bajing said in his mouth, but when I think about it the other way around, it's natural. From their point of view and from the standpoint of being in this world, my past experience. Isn't it just "delusion"? I think the real experience is nothing but an experience from "delusions."
Is Zuojiang’s "delusion experience" the same thing? Her own authenticity, and the reasons for her formation, are also not quantifiable by "common sense". I can't understand from her perspective, just as I can't understand other "Jiang". However, my current situation looks very similar to her power in the eyes of others. This recognition makes me feel that Zuo Jiang has never left even if it does not exist by my side in a more tangible form.
Yes, although the power of "Jiang" is very vague and cannot be mobilized at will, it is not just "Jiang" that gives me power.
The responsibilities that I need to shoulder, the loved ones standing behind me, should be counted as well as the actualized Mae and others. The so-called "guard" and "salvation" are such things. Once there are specific objects that can be felt, endless power will emerge from the body, will and soul.
If I can fly, then they are my wings.
"Hmm!" I said to Hakkei and Sakiya beside me, "Leave it to me."
"Agawa like this is really reassuring." Sakiya responded innocently, "However, we don't want to sit back and enjoy our achievements. What tasks should be assigned to us? Because we are not all members of Whisperers. Is it? Since it's a team, it should be divided into different roles."
"Well said, Sakiya. You are already very self-conscious, and you really can't see it." Hakkei praised, Sakiya smiled embarrassedly.
"Mission? Yes, we are a team, the first team in this city born for mystery." Unbelievable, now I talk to them about this dangerous thing, my mood is still Quite calm, and this is not to give up their peace, but a more powerful default, as if they can overcome all difficulties and walk to the end of the world together. It’s because, although it’s a new world, the time spent with them in the past has accumulated to the present, has it finally been fermented? I can entrust my back to them without any worries, and then, without regret, rush to the forefront.
"Monitoring the Student Union." I said: "This is your mission. This is something that can be done before gaining power that can be confronted face-to-face and mysteriously. I have set up a surveillance network in the Student Union. After entering the computer server terminal of the Student Union, all the available information will be gathered in the computer in my room. Although the data obtained is complicated and needs to be sorted manually, it is possible for you. "
"A... monitoring network is set up?" Bajing was a little surprised, "In the student union? How did it do it?"
Sakiya was a little surprised at Hakjing’s surprised expression, because she was just an ordinary student and did not have a deeper understanding of students like an excellent student like Hakjing. For Sakuya, the Student Union is just a "very capable" organization that brings together the top students of the school.
"Programming by yourself, looking for some parts to modify...Although it sounds great, but in fact, the required components are all low-cost, and they are sold in ordinary electronic products." I said: " The knowledge was learned in the doomsday illusion. Although it seems to you, it is just a delusion, but it can really be used. That’s why I don’t think that the past is just some fictitious things in my mind— —Because, in a person’s spirit, knowledge is not real, even if you learn it, you can’t use it, right?"
"Why, how could there be such a thing..." Hakjing's astonishment deepened, "Learning knowledge in delusion...Are you sure you haven't read books in this area on weekdays? Moreover, the layout covers the entire student union headquarters. Monitoring network, isn’t this level that ordinary people can do? How long did it take you to learn this... No, if it’s just'thinking', your sense of time and learning speed in delusions are the same as in normal situations The sense of time and the speed of learning will indeed make a difference, but the knowledge that is delusional can be used in practice, which is really abnormal."
"I said it before. My situation is very abnormal." I said and thought about it. However, leaving aside the mistakes in the perception of the eight sceneries, I entered the cyber game in the doomsday illusion. The time is indeed only a few short months. At the time of the doomsday illusion, I still felt very rusty about the things I learned during that time. Because the time was too fast, there was a feeling of forgetting what I saw in a blink of an eye. No, it should have been forgotten at that time. It's just that I can recall it clearly now, and the details are not bad, so I don't understand myself whether I have really taken the initiative to learn that knowledge.
This situation is of course abnormal, but what I think of from this is only the "Human Completion Project" led by Dr. Ender-through entering the world of pure consciousness, spiritual Is the exercise on the body, and then fed back to the body, to guide the strengthening of the body, and finally complete the "replenishment" of the mental and physical levels?
From the perspective of the underlying structure of the doomsday illusion, it is theoretically possible to connect the spiritual consciousness of others through the rapid and fuzzy communication of the subconscious.
So, now I seem to be alienated, but am I actually being "completed"? Or, at the same time of alienation, it happened to take a path of "complementing"?
...It is completely impossible to judge, as before, all kinds of guesses can be made, but none of them can be completely certain. In this situation, it's like standing on a soft, ever-changing cloud, not knowing when it will fall down, or where it will float to. Uncontrollable depression makes the heart seem to be always pressing on a huge stone. Ordinary people probably can't stand this feeling for a long time, right? But--
I am different.
I am strong, and this is proof of my strength.
"It doesn't matter if you don't understand, because even I can't understand. All I can do is just guess and move forward." I hugged Hakkei's shoulder hardly~IndoMTL.com~ touched it again. Touching Sakuya’s head, he said in the most firm tone: “In the face of an unintelligible situation, all we can do is the same, and there is only one thing-accept it and go on steadily. That's it."
"Well, it is true." Sakiya said, but looking at her soft smile, I think she probably can't really understand it, because her cognition is limited. However, it doesn't matter. She doesn't need to bear too heavy things, because I am ahead to pave the way for her.
"It's really like a hot-blooded script." Hakjing sighed, "But there is no way, that's all."
Yes, that's the only way to do it. This is reality. It is cruel and incomprehensible. If you can't accept it, you will fall into self-destruction. However, it doesn't matter, and Bajing doesn't need to bear this. Although she will think more than others, as long as I cut a path for her in front, she will definitely follow. As long as I'm always ahead of her, she won't have to worry about how to move forward.
Walking ahead, no matter how arrogant or silent, they must first resist the pressure. I, Gao Chuan, exist for this. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote recommended votes, monthly tickets, your support is my biggest motivation. Mobile users please go to read.)