Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1071: 1 body

I have a question, precisely because I affirmed in my heart that the other one in front of me was not a clumsy imitation created by spiritual erosion, but an existence generated through mysterious power based on the murderer Takakawa—as for, what? After analysing my past and mental data, it was possible to put it aside for the time being because of other methods. This is why this question arises.

"You really understand the current situation, so you came to fight me like this?" I held the cigarette and asked the murderer Gao Chuan who had already taken up the harlequin mask on the other side. As far as I understand it, since the guy in front of him is the Kokawa who kills the ghost, there is no doubt that he also has the essence of "Takakawa", and what is the essence of the murderer Takakawa and what is the essence of Takakawa. Based on this nature, I have personally experienced what actions and ideas these "high rivers" will produce. It's really because of this. Isn't it strange that the murderer Gaochuan and I are fighting on the premise of life and death at this time and this place? Because, I think, even if I reverse the roles played by myself and the guy on the opposite side, and look at the battle from the other side’s perspective, I always feel a certain sense of contradiction...

It's not that I won't make the choice of life and death, but that the reason for making this choice is not in harmony with the mutual feelings confirmed in the previous communication. In other words, perhaps, the reason why the murderer Takakawa fought with me was not based on the determination he had expressed before, but on a deeper reason. If he is really the murderous ghost Takakawa... it will be formed under the power of spiritual erosion, and it must not exist just for the reason of "declaring hostility and denying the other party". Perhaps, initially, he did it for this reason. It was realized by the "mystery", but among all the "Takakawa", the murderer Takakawa, who also possesses one of the best willpowers, will definitely not be simply eroded by this degree of spirit. Position one's own role as a harlequin like "mirror enemy".

Even if you wear a "harlequin mask" and become a murderer, it doesn't mean you will become a harlequin. It just has the consciousness to be a harlequin. However, he doesn't wear a mask at all. .

This sense of incongruity. The contradiction in understanding seemed weak in the fierce battle, but I thought about it carefully, so I felt it. What is suspected is a real situation.

It's rare that the murderer Takakawa interrupted the attack on his own, and said "put on the mask" to me. This is rare. On the other hand, it also proves from the side that my suspicion may be correct. of.

The murderer Gao Chuan attacked me with the feeling of killing me. There is nothing wrong with this. He probably didn't lie about the situation that he had already killed a lot of Gaochuan before. In any case, even if he kills other "self", the determination to continue on the path of this one self is also very firm and clear. However, as I said before, the killing of the murderer Takakawa was not the result of advancement, but merely a means of advancement, then. His ultimate goal is not to "kill me, kill those Gaochuan, so that he can survive and continue to advance on his own path" such a simple thing.

I stood in front of him. Before me, there may be many Gao Chuan mirror images standing in front of him. For him, all this is a trouble that is blocking his advancement and is already close at hand, so it is good to cut it off and practice again. However, this is something that will be done based on the premise that "I can indeed move forward after doing these things."

The murderer Gao Chuan likes to cut the mess with a sharp knife, and achieve his goals through killing, but this does not mean that he only pursues killing, and he can't see a path other than killing. When faced with the trouble of "killing, it will stop advancing", choosing another method will also take it for granted. Of course, after making a choice, when walking on another route, it is unavoidable that in the new choice, the method of killing is determined at the first time, so it seems that there is no difference in normal times.

However, the difference does exist.

The difference lies in whether the killing can really move forward at a certain selection point.

So, Gao Chuan, the murderer in front of him, really understands his own situation? Is it possible to continue to kill me under the current situation? If these two questions are satisfied, then you must ask: if you understand the current situation, killing me can indeed move on, so choose to kill me-then, what if you can’t kill me? ?

Although the murderer Gao Chuan will choose to kill at the first time, he will also make the assumption that "cannot be killed" at the first time, and make a backup plan based on it. After all, he is not only one in his head. The stubborn guy. The fine and stable style is not just a "killing" style, but refers specifically to all action styles.

"Kill me, you can move forward. In your understanding, this is the situation now?" I looked at the silent murderer Gao Chuan, and asked in a deep voice, "Why do you exist here? , In what form does it exist here? What is the relationship between you and me? Your actions and my actions will have a huge impact on other people. When you choose to fight, how long do you plan to spend to resolve the battle? If you can’t What if the battle is resolved within the time limit?" I paused, took a cigarette, and said to him wearing the harlequin mask: "I really want to know, how do you understand your current situation?" /

"Toilet talk..." As expected, the murderer Gao Chuan didn't do anything in the first place. After a long silence for this conversation that would obviously delay me, he replied: "This time the toilet talk is better than the first The time I encountered it was more serious, so I will appear here. My existence is an empty shell, which only has meaning in the battle with Gao Chuan-the mystery here defines my existence and separates me. Drag it out of your deep consciousness. Even if there is no definite evidence, I can still imagine and understand such a situation. I am an empty shell of Gaochuan, and the power that drives me stems from the mystery here. But at the same time, I am a fragment of your past. The power that made me independent also originated from the mystery here. In other words. It is precisely because of the current situation, this time and place that I exist here."

He is very complicated and has too many meanings. Included in it, because the words do not express the meaning, so he can only repeatedly mention the most fundamental situation: he can recognize how he was born and why he exists.

"I am a miracle, a special case. It originated from a very strong mystery, but this very strong mystery is not just a mysterious power here and now." He lifted his fighting stance and converged his sharp temperament. , Sitting tiredly and ordinary on the stone beside, "So. Don’t worry about time. Before I met you, your time data has been hedged again. The environment where you and I are now is in a temporary data hedge space. Parallel temporary data space constructed by the secondary temporary data hedge. It is very troublesome to explain, so you can understand it literally. For example, when one of us leaves here, the time of the others will begin to flow Or something..."

"No, don’t have to be so troublesome. Secondary data hedging. Separation of time and data, parallel construction of space, these words are enough." I nodded, wondering why it was difficult for me to get close to the destination before, and it was difficult to summon the night crow quark. There is a relatively clear understanding.

The murderer in front of him, Gao Chuan, finally chose to talk. It may be a backup plan after "confirming that the killing will be fruitless within a limited time"; or it may be the situation of "Kill me and I can't move forward" from the beginning. The life and death battle is just to confirm this. Therefore, after confirmation, such a choice was made. In any case, if I can solve the problem through communication, I really prefer to communicate-after all. I am no longer a murderer.

"Do you want to smoke?" I picked up the cigarette case and handed it to him.

"I have it myself." He said so, and took out an identical Camel cigarette from the same position of the combat trench coat. Seeing him lighting up a cigarette and smoking, I felt embarrassed to stare at it like this--probably because the feeling he and I exude at this time is like being made in the same mold. Bar.

"When will the secondary data hedging end? Is it caused by the mystery involved in the toilet talk? I have experienced a mental erosion before, and it is related to the current situation?"

"Although you ask me that, I can’t answer all the questions. What I can answer is what I can feel... I’ve already said it before, I’m just an empty shell. Fragment, a miracle that can only exist in a special time, place and situation." He said: "Because I am Gaochuan, I can get rid of the huge sense of emptiness generated by such an identity. It is because I am you, so, I must meet with you to really move forward."

"So, it would be great if I could move forward by killing me. But that would be the worst, right?" My guess was finally proved by his attitude and words.

"Before you, I have killed many Gaochuan. I'm not sure, what is the difference between you and other Gaochuan, but only after fighting with you, I can confirm this feeling." The murderer calmly Looking at me, "Only when I was about to kill you, my intuition told me to stop... In the previous battle, I had three chances, and I could not kill you percent."

I couldn't help being silent. The three opportunities he said, I didn't feel it once. Although the previous battle was very embarrassing, I was able to avoid the key every time, and I didn't feel like I was released. However, if the murderer Takakawa said so, then he should be able to do it-I have had three fatal gaps.

"It's extremely embarrassing to be said by you." I don't know what kind of expression I should put on, "But, embarrassing myself, it's like looking back at the second phase after the second phase. Is the same as himself."

"Um—" The murderer Gao Chuan just responded so dullly, making me feel that he can really understand my feelings at this time.

"So, it's not that you can't kill me, but you can't kill me." I changed the subject and said: "In line with my guess."

"Constructed my power, there is the mystery of this toilet strange talk today, but besides it, there are other mysteries." The cigarette flame, in the gloomy fog, illuminates the face of the murderer Gao Chuan: "I think that the Gaochuan I met before should be the same, but I am still the most special among all the constructed Gaochuan. Because I am the only one who survived."

"Well... from this point of view, you are indeed special." I confessed.

"Although it is special. It is also bound by the origin of the structure and the current state of existence." The murderer Gao Chuan raised his eyes and stared at me and said: "My original intention for the mysterious structure is very contradictory. Also. It's very complicated. When I saw you, I felt it. After fighting with you, I was more certain. I was born against you, and the strongest idea is to kill you."

"I can understand." I didn't avoid the sharp feeling emanating from him. Stare at him with as calm as possible.

"..." The murderer Takakawa took the lead, lowered his eyes, snorted in a disdainful tone, and said, "However, that strong idea and the original pertinence were all imposed. Moreover, in and You confirmed when you played against it. If you really follow these things and act, it will run counter to your most essential mission. Although I am a temporarily constructed miracle, a fragment of emptiness, I am still Gao Chuan. At this point, I will not question myself, nor will I accept others’ questions."

"Yes, this is proof of being Gao Chuan." I responded heartily.

"So, I am Gao Chuan first, so I will be constructed specifically and become this temporary miracle. This is confirmed." His eyes were very calm. This kind of calm can only be produced when you have a deep understanding of the special situation you are in through your own cognitive perspective, and accept this understanding. I know exactly what kind of situation it is. In the reality of the hospital, I have had the same experience-the situation is completely different from what I originally thought, the inherent cognition has become the biggest blow, and even the reason for my existence is unable to generate a sense of identity. However, as long as you can rely on a strong will to find a foundation that runs through your life, you will regard these originally unacceptable changes as "tests of destiny", which will give birth to great courage and unanticipated misfortune. Calmly.

In front of me, without any concealment, the murderer Gao Chuan who claimed to be a "empty shell of nothingness, a fragment of a miracle" made me feel this calmness and courage.

I am very moved. The murderer Takakawa who can kill me three times is such a guy. Compared to me who was a murderer in the past, he is indeed more worthy of the title of "Killer Takakawa".

"Yes, whether I am Gao Chuan or not is not determined by anything else outside, but by my own heart." Originally, I had to fight against the murderous ghost Gao Chuan. I feel a little uncomfortable, but now, I am very thankful that I can meet him at this time. "Jiang" can't appear, and the quark is no longer there. Zuo Jiang doesn't know where he is, and he doesn't know what Seishi and Dorothy are doing. Bajing and Sakiya are completely in this world. All these make me from time to time. I feel lonely, but when I gradually recognize the murderer Gao Chuan in front of me, the feeling of loneliness has disappeared without a trace.

If he said he was a miracle, then I would like to believe that it would be great for him to appear in front of me in such a way, at such a time and place.

"I am Gaochuan, so I must move forward. But, as an empty body born for you, a fragment of a miracle, whether I can kill you or not, I probably won’t be able to survive, let alone On moving on." The murderer Gao Chuan said: "So, I decided not to kill you."

"Thank you." I can only answer that way.

"In exchange." The murderer Gao Chuan once again passed the harlequin mask in his hand and said, "Put it on." He stared at me, his eyes calm and condensed, as if he would not consider me at all. In the case of refusal, say something like this: "You have said before that you are Gao Chuan who can accommodate different wills and draw nourishment from them, and you are also willing to entrust the responsibility to the new will if you have to. Therefore, learn from Gao Chuan. My will, in this way, let me fight. Until one day, you can’t fight anymore. Then, entrust it to me. Let me continue the road you have broken, and move on in my own way. Ahead!"

His words are calm but with a strong will, like a drum, roaring in my heart. Let me fully feel that this transferred will is so heavy and full of power-when I stretched out my hand and touched the once-lost harlequin mask, the extremely strong emotion, like lightning, penetrated me. Nerves throughout the body.

This is--

I suddenly raised my head, only to see the murderer Takakawa sitting on the opposite side, like a scattered firefly, his body was shattering into tiny light spots, and then, so quietly, there was no room for recovery. Open. The whole process seemed to be only a moment, and it seemed to allow me to see every detail of his disappearance. I seemed to see his smile at the last moment-it was very gentle, and full of expectations and determination. His gaze seemed to be looking at me, looking at the harlequin mask in my hand, and he seemed to wear it all, looking farther away.

When he completely, like a bubble, disappeared in front of his eyes, the flow of the gray mist suddenly became heavy and real. On the harlequin mask, it seems that his body temperature still remains. In my ears, it seems that his voice is still echoing: "Put it on", no, maybe: "Take him (me)."

I firmly grasped the harlequin mask tightly, tears couldn't help streaming out, but my heart seemed to have been washed, and it became exceptionally clear.

The parallel space constructed by the secondary data hedging has been touched, and I can clearly feel it, but there is no way to affect my mood at this time. It is not sad or painful, full but not intense, but not It's extremely hot, but it makes people cry. That's it.

"Damn—is it just this time?" I said to myself, "But, although it disappeared, it didn't end."

Put it on—the voice said so.

I loosened my grip on the palm of my hand, and gently and deliberately put the harlequin mask on my face. In an instant, there was a sense of existence of the night crow quark, even if it didn't look back, the hot flame in its hair seemed to line up the gray fog and darkness that filled the surrounding area, so strong and so clear.

The light, swaying by my side.

"I can accommodate, and I am willing to entrust. You are willing to be accepted, and you are willing to wait." I said to my shadow: "So, before I die, walk with me. You become my strength, and I Become your body. Now we are one again."

When I straightened up, the gray mist in front of me seemed to be split by an invisible force, and it penetrated into the night sky at a consistent height. The sky that was originally covered by gray fog and looked gloomy, a little bit fell on me. It was different from the feeling when I was in the gray mist, the bright outside the night space was like my heart at this time, as if it had been washed by clear spring water. There is a signal connection sound from my earphone again: sand, rustle......

"Ah..."

"Achuan... is it Achuan?"

"Connected?"

"The signal is unstable, but it is indeed connected."

It's the voice of Hakkei and Sakiya. It's this time. Didn't both of them rest? I have said that I will use the shift system, with only one person standing by the computer. However, it is really happy to hear their urgent and surprising voices at this time.

"Yes~IndoMTL.com~ is connected, I am Gao Chuan." I interrupted their voices.

While speaking, the Night Crow Quark grabbed my shoulder and galloped towards the old toilet. When I contacted the Night Crow Quark, I was sure that what Gao Chuan said before the murderer was correct. When I met him, the time passing inside and outside was different. Unlike the malicious shocks I encountered one after another, when the Night Crow Quark arrived at the dormitory with the group of off-campus people, there was no trouble at all. Observing my side from its angle, I can't notice that I have gone through so many situations.

Probably, from outside the normal school, you can't experience these changes inside the school.

In this sense, the things that I and myself possess, including the Night Crow Quark, Sakuya, and Eight Views, were indeed cut apart for a while.

However, in any case, when I finally got in touch with Hakkei and Sakiya, there was one thing I had to say to them.

That is--

"Everything is fine." (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote for recommendation and monthly pass. Your support is my biggest motivation. Please read it for mobile phone users.)