Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1091: One-sided answer two

The temporary station of the Las Vegas Special Operations Forces is located several kilometers above the battlefield. However, this location is not as high as the overall height of the abandoned buildings. Without the true face of the topmost layer of the Victorian Heavy Industry Materialized Zone, looking down, there is also a dark abyss. Only after the transformation of the large army, a lot of industrial machines appeared in the place that was originally a deserted building. These machines are all local goods. I learned from other mystery experts that there have been ways to transform these machines a long time ago. All they need to do is to search for available objects like a gathering place, and then stitch them according to the drawings. , It’s okay if you can’t find the parts. There are a few mysterious experts in the team whose super powers are not for combat. What they are best at is processing parts-using unique super powers, gray fog, drawings, and waste. They completed the most basic camp construction and security system construction in less than twenty-four hours with the materials available in the medium.

This area is also a place that cannot be covered by the security network of the ruling bureau in the intelligence. It is said that for some reasons, the security network of the entire Victoria Heavy Industry Materialized Zone has been destroyed by two-thirds. Therefore, the security guards produced Most will stay where there is a secure network.

Before the camp area was set up, the team had indeed met with the aboriginal gathering area of ​​the tree tube belt. What is surprising is that even the general information about the gathering place has been prepared. As for what information there is, maybe only the highest commander Rivet knows it. The non-publicity of information. It makes people feel unpleasant, but. There are also many reasons for this, and the rivet management team has been implemented, and the mysterious experts have also acquiesced to such behavior. At least, along the way, there is nothing wrong with the rivet command, and it is not objectionable. Under the current conditions, take a step back. Maintaining the unity atmosphere of the team is also the common will of the mystery experts.

This kind of team connection can sometimes make people feel too fragile, but maintaining this fragile but existing form is also the common will of the mystery experts. Although everyone was recruited to attack the Las Vegas repeater, they all followed what they represented. The position of various member organizations or independent walkers, in order to fight against powerful enemies, cooperation is also a consensus. However, it does not mean that this team will become an army. Even an organization with close internal connections like Cyberball has never seen an army composed of mysterious experts. This is determined by a variety of factors, and the most critical of which is still the sense of independence deep within the mystery expert's heart.

The mystery experts got together just to fight against overly powerful enemies. To a certain extent, when carrying out tasks. Reduce your own pressure, not for some kind of group honor. The purpose is selfish, and the combination will naturally not be too tight.

Regardless of the order or the unreasonable behavior, as long as it does not cross the bottom line in the minds of the mystery experts, naturally everyone will follow these commands and default to this unreasonable behavior. The bottom line of a mysterious expert has led to the resistance of this mysterious expert, so it is almost impossible to "combine the majority and suppress the small part". Because every mystery expert here is an elite. They have the self-confidence that they don’t need to follow the unreasonable commands and behaviors that they think are unreasonable. "The trump card. And the idea of ​​"suffering oneself for the sake of the overall situation" is also largely absent from the ideas of these mysterious experts.

If you can gather these elite mystery experts, you must be prepared for this. On the other hand, knowing that this is the case, they still called the people here, which means that either they have no choice or think that such a team meets the requirements of this operation. Most of the people in the team believe it is the latter, so they have greater tolerance than usual for situations that make their hearts unhappy. After all, coming to this dangerous place and participating in a battle plan that is almost a life of nine deaths is entirely out of one's own will. Based on this willingness, in order to increase the success rate as much as possible, they can tolerate things that are usually unbearable and believe in things that are usually difficult to believe.

This team is fragile, but strong. It may fall apart at any time, but it can be rebuilt at any time. Make people believe that even if there is only one person left, the plan will still be executed.

The attack on the Las Vegas repeater, other than that, don’t think twice, no matter what the reason for this idea in the first place. It is for the excitement, for the sense of honor, for the sense of mission, or just for the birds to die for food. It doesn't matter. Come here, the mysterious experts who survived here are already mentally prepared for everything.

The three mysterious experts who were dragged away by the "weird" were not the first to die. Although there were no casualties when they first entered Las Vegas, they also took over the 51st district. However, after entering the upside-down city, after the disappearance of me, Zuo Chuan and John Niu, someone was "mysterious" attacked. Five people were killed in full view, four of whom were mysterious experts in the team. Using the information provided, he entered this area of ​​the ruling bureau, and in the battle with the elementary life, the doomsday truth sect, and the security guards, ten people died one after another. Everyone encountered various difficulties, one by one. After passing it, it became the team I see today—the team that can be surely survived, plus the members who are very alive but have lost contact, including me, Zuo Chuan, and John Bull, are altogether One hundred and eight people.

"After we intersected with the gathering place, we had a deal with them. It was not easy. They are very exclusive." The mysterious expert named me who introduced the situation said: "However, it is currently found in this ruling bureau area. Among the forces of, they are the only ones that can be called neutral. The other forces are all enemies." He smiled, "Anyway, the elementary life, the doomsday truth sect, and the security guards... are all old opponents. There is a neutral force, which can be regarded as a bit of anticipation. We have made an appointment with them. If necessary, we can join forces to attack the physical life. Of course, this has to make them understand that we can defeat the physical life in this area as long as we work together. Life. This is not easy to do. At least, I think the possibility is less than 30%. The Doomsday Shinrikyo has already joined forces with the elementary life. When they add up, it is not as simple as two. Therefore, we are still honestly and doing it. When possible, ignore their existence."

This sentence sounds really funny now, because--

"You just robbed them." I said.

Moreover, from my analysis of intelligence, "Ignoring the Doomsday Truth" is simply impossible, because. It is 80% possible to reach a tacit understanding of cooperation with Doomsday Shinrikyo, in order to gain a greater advantage when attacking the Las Vegas repeater. If the information that can always be produced at the key points is not obtained from the Doomsday Truth cult, how did it come from? This level of "preparation". It is not what the "prophet" can explain. Whether it’s arranging camps in this ruling bureau area, or creating all kinds of equipment to invade the world of repeater traps, the premise is that there is a prerequisite for detection activities in this area. The Doomsday Shinrikyo has obviously been operating here for a long time. A lot of traces. Even at the gathering place, they can feel their presence. However, the trace is just this team.

There are many situations where you can feel the truth from clues even if you don’t need very sufficient evidence. I don't believe it, the other mystery experts in the team didn't feel this. In the previous ambush, in fact, to a certain extent, both sides knew something was bound to happen. It is simply because there is only "understanding" in tacit understanding, so there is no deep understanding of the time, place and specific circumstances of the occurrence. The preparations were more fully prepared, so the Doomsday Shinrikyo "failed". Because the emergence of Zhenjiang was not expected by anyone, the Doomsday Shinrikyo was defeated and even the winged knights were killed. Fortunately, the team did not. Get rid of all the cocoons of the body life, or bring it back to do something else, otherwise, the Doomsday Truth cult and the body beings will probably come to the door immediately-it is naturally impossible to get information from the Doomsday Truth cult. No information leaked out. Just as we can ambush the ranks of the Doomsday Sect, there is also a way to find our footing on the Doomsday Sect.

This temporary camp has initially seen its scale. Considering the time and energy spent, if it is not a last resort, the team will probably not move. There are many things here that cannot be taken away.

"I heard that you have entered the depths of the repeater." The mysterious expert said: "Is that a real world?"

"Is it in the depths of the repeater, I don't know." I briefly said the situation there: "However, I even think that it is a real world."

"If it is real over there, then what are we here?" The mystery expert smiled kindly.

"Maybe... are all real, all happen in our minds, and all are acting on our bodies." I can only describe it like this. After all, the truth is so complicated that even I don't know. , We should believe in what is real and what is illusion, but can only define "reality" as everything that one has personally experienced and acts on oneself.

"So that's the case." The mystery expert didn't refute, but showed a slightly distressed expression, "In fact, I have thought about the so-called truth for a long time, but the more I think about it, the more I feel that the world I'm in is not real. ...I always feel that the world shouldn’t be like this, it shouldn’t be what we want to do. Ah, Gao Chuan, do you have this experience? Even if you don’t use mysterious powers, or even if you don’t have mysterious powers People who do not, to a certain extent, will also make the world change. What I am talking about is not'change the world with action', but as long as a thought, even if it is not acted, it will make the world strange …Well, it’s really hard to tell that feeling. Let’s make an analogy: In theory, the earth’s gravity is determined and will not change due to human will. It is a very scientific thing. However, I sometimes feel that, In fact, the gravity of the earth has been changing, and even there is no so-called gravity at all. Whether these concepts or things that actually exist in common sense, they are just the result of observations, or even just an inherent concept in people's minds. It seems that this concept has existed since birth. Therefore, this observation result was produced. It is not that it actually exists, so it was observed."

"Are you talking about idealism?" I asked back. In fact, I know what he meant. At least, he can understand his thoughts by observing the reality of the hospital. However, only based on the doomsday illusion to look at his problem, what he wants to express. It is nothing more than idealistic philosophy.

He was stunned for a moment when he heard the words, and then smiled bitterly. I think he didn't really want this answer. He knew that his thoughts were "ideal" and even made him feel "ridiculous". However, what he wants to express is another level of meaning-this world may not be something that actually exists, whether it is material or non-material. Whether it is common sense or mystery, these things are not observed and recognized only when they exist, but the other way around. It is because people have these concepts in their hearts, so. They will only appear, or in other words, appear in this form.

Then, the most critical core of the problem lies in-if these concepts are born with them, and the world is born because of these concepts, then what is the source of these concepts? So-called people, since when, where, and in what way did they get these concepts? In contrast, the education that people get when they grow up becomes "reconfirming the concepts they already know". Isn't that ridiculous?

The inquiry into the "mystery", the inquiry into the "truth", the inquiry into the "origin", I think, every mystery expert will subconsciously generate thoughts after experiencing all kinds of things, but in front of me This mysterious expert was the first to show it, to actually act, to ask these questions, and to express their distress. Probably, in many cases, he will be regarded as a philosopher with "weird thinking". I don't know how many people still doubt the world like him, but since he is standing here, he is definitely not alone.

I don’t want to answer him with an answer like "This world is really just an illusory spiritual world. You are in the true reality, but a sad patient who has broken down even his body." If this answer is the ultimate truth , That would be too cruel, and I have personally experienced this cruelty. If this answer is not the final answer, then a truth that is not the truth is not enough to answer his question. I have experienced the reality of the hospital, and I was shocked by everything that happened there, and my own mission. I was also caught in the contradiction between "real" and "illusory". I also thought about rejecting the reality of the hospital. Or reject the doomsday illusion and only take one of them as the truth. However, in the end, I didn’t do anything, and I didn’t make a conclusion about anything. Even though I was contradictory and distressed because of this, my thinking was always wandering and I couldn’t get rid of it. However, I still didn’t really have the idea that "one of them is the truth" is true. .

I treat both, even things like the world of repeater traps, as "real". For me at this time, there is more than one "reality", which may bring contradictions and confusion in thinking. However, only by accepting this result can I not abandon any party.

No! It should be said that I don't want to abandon any party! If the truth cannot be determined, then everything is the truth. Since the true reality cannot be affirmed, then all are regarded as the reality of the self. From every angle and every level, try to save everything you want to save.

Of course, I know very well that I can’t save everything. Even in order to save a small part, I must discard most of it. Just like now, I seem to want the doomsday illusion to complete the doomsday process, collapse the originally peaceful world of repeater traps, and let many people die, so that it is possible to save myself and the girls in the hospital in reality, but, When I did this, the painful mood and the reluctant and contradictory behavior kept reminding myself of what I was doing.

I’m a person who knows what I’m doing, and knows that suffering is inevitable, but suffers from suffering. I am so pious, hoping to reach the end of all goodness, even if I am doing it, it may destroy all behaviors-but from another perspective, I think that there is only this kind of "may be destroyed The behavior of “getting everything off” is possible to reach the ending of “everything will be good”.

The ending I want to arrive, I feel that I will face, is either crueler than any other ending, or sweeter than any other ending. The pain we are suffering now will either turn into a more painful poison at the end, or turn into a luscious salvation at the end.

Now, everything that cannot be saved because of my actions may eventually have no room for salvation, but maybe, all will be saved.

Yes, it's so extreme, it's just divided into two, either the best or the worst-I'm stupid, I didn't give myself any retreat, and I didn't give anyone any retreat. I understand my stupidity, so I just sighed, but never looked back, because looking back is too inconsistent with a fool's style, and it is not something a fool can do well. It is possible for a smart person to rein from the cliff to find a new and better path, but for a foolish person, to rein from the cliff can only be more confused, eventually buried by more problems, and completely lose the confidence to move forward. .

I consider myself a fool, so I choose the fool to do what is suitable and best at doing, that is, to choose a path that is possible to achieve the result I most expect, and then, no matter what you encounter, no matter what How vague, I walked on without looking back.

I’m such a fool. So, at the beginning, I couldn’t answer this mysterious expert’s question. I don’t think that the answer I gave is the answer that the mysterious expert wanted. I don’t think I The answer given is the final correct answer. So, I just stayed silent, listened, and then heard him say, "Ah, sorry, I said so many boring things. In fact, I usually think too much, and many people say that, think too much, Sure enough, it's still not good."

"No, being able to think is actually a very happy thing." I replied.

"...Is it happy to think?" The mystery expert smiled bitterly again. He seemed to laugh bitterly often. However, I don’t have much say in this. People who think too much are always filled with too much. From this perspective, thinking is not happy. However, I always believe that the bitterness of thinking is more important than the happiness of not thinking, although it seems meaningless in many cases.

"Yes, thinking is happy." I once again emphasized, "I also think about it often. I have thought about what you think, and I am also troubled by it, and sometimes feel that this kind of trouble is very unpleasant. Necessary, if you don’t think, you might be happier. Even so, I still think that thinking is happy, and even if God laughs, I don’t want to stop thinking."

This mysterious expert looked at me with a little surprise~IndoMTL.com~I don't understand why he was so surprised. For him, what I said shouldn't be surprising. If he has been thinking, he can naturally understand what I want to express, even if he does not accept it, it should not be surprised.

"Have you thought about the things I thought? Do you know what I'm talking about?" he asked repeatedly.

"Isn’t this taken for granted? I don’t think your ideas are unique." I asked, "Or do you think that only you can think about these things? What you know, what you know, what Observing and thinking, although not everyone will do it, it is not so lonely and lonely."

At this time, he appeared in a daze and said to me: "Although you say that, you are the first person to really say this to me."

So, I suddenly realized that he, like me, had never heard anyone mention the same thing before. Even if he mentioned it to other people, everyone around him "disapproved" or " Don't understand". It's not that there is no his companion in this world, but just because he has never met before. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote recommended votes, monthly tickets, your support is my biggest motivation. Mobile users please go to read.)