Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 112: Dark Grey Dream II

It is not clear whether this murderer is Gaochuan or Shirai. Perhaps its essence is a mixture of the two.

　　 And whether this dream is Shirai’s or mine, there is no way to judge. Maybe it exists in both Shirai’s and me.

　　 I knew that I was dreaming, but I couldn't wake up. Perhaps it was because of the confusion between the murderer and Shirai.

　　The more sensible, the more suppressed. I already understand why.

　　If I and Shirai are equal to four, then I am only a quarter of me today, but the soul of Gao Chuan belongs to half of the "top students". The murderer in front of him is three-quarters, a crazy combination of complete Shirai and the murderer Takakawa.

　　 Like the murderer Takakawa said, he wants to lose control, because loss of control is his essence.

　　 Although after an overnight visit to the goat union branch, I feel that I already know the power of the murderer Takakawa very well, but in fact, he understands more powerfully than I think.

　　 He is so pure, because he is pure, he becomes a murderer. As long as he possesses even a little self-control and contradictory thoughts, he cannot become a "ghost". A ghost will neither negotiate nor compromise, because the pure he is a The natural insulator refuses to be contaminated by foreign substances.

　　 I used my left hand to grab a dagger and fight against the "ghost", using non-stop thinking to judge and interpret his actions, nevertheless, or because of this, I did not have the slightest advantage. The murderer's actions are simple and clear, but even if he knows it, he can't adapt. He is always one step faster than me.

　　Despite the accumulation of wounds on my body, this is a dream. Even if I have my throat cut and my head cut off, as long as I veto my own death, I should not really die.

　　In the completely distorted dream world, the top student Gao Chuan is constantly thinking while suffering the pain of being hurt.

　　Thinking is the source of reason, but it takes time to think, even if it is a moment of thought, it takes an instant of time. Thinking is distracting energy. Even thinking about the battle itself will waste energy due to interpretation and analysis. This is the difference between the top student Gao Chuan and the murderer Gao Chuan. The ghost who does not need to think has unparalleled concentration and response time.

　　Thinking completes instinct, but instinct overcomes thinking.

　　 Maybe this is the essence of fighting.

　　 Even so, even if the top student Gao Chuan gives up thinking, he cannot beat the murderer, because when the quality is the same, the party with the larger quantity has the advantage, and once the essence of "thinking" is given up, will it happen? More terrible results?

　　, will he completely lose his mind and become a beast like Shirai?

　　 "It's really stupid..." I don't know who he was talking about, the top student Gao Chuan muttered to himself. He was hit in the chin by the murderer, his body flew like a spiral, and then he was leaped into the air. Grab his head and hit the ground. In the huge physical impact, the top student Gao Chuan bounced and rolled like a tattered doll, lying on the ground, seemingly no longer having the strength to stand up.

　　Only what the opponent can't have can be the key to turning the game around. The top student Gao Chuan was lying on the ground, his eyes blank, but his thinking was still spinning sharply. The difference between himself and the murderer, if the top student has the only characteristic that can surpass the murderer, then it is still self-control and rational.

　　 can't feel the operation of talent at all, and can't locate the murderer who strikes at all. But if this is a dream, if this is my dream...

　　 Yeah, when I remembered it, how could I forget it?

　　 One question, how do dreams come about? What is the nature of dreams?

　　The answer is, think.

　　The cause and effect of thinking day by day and dreaming at night may not be inevitable, but if you don’t think about it, dreams have no source of structure.

　　 The thinking of Takakawa and Shirai created this strange battlefield.

　　 If it is said that the murderer Takakawa does not think and is out of control, it means that it is Shirai who is thinking.

　　 Since then, the conclusion is very obvious, Shirai has not really become a beast. On the contrary, he manipulated this battlefield with incredible control and thinking speed, bringing the dreams that originally belonged to the two people closer to where he was.

　　Is there a gap in the quality of thinking between himself and the alienator Shirai? The top student Gao Chuan doesn't think so, so there is only one reason why he is at a disadvantage, and that is that he is thinking in the wrong direction.

　　High-ranking student Gao Chuan felt that the speed of his thinking was accelerating, like a streamer, flashing across his brain in a flash.

　　The figure that the murderer rushed towards, because of the abnormal acceleration of thinking, it became slower.

　　If part of this dream belongs to me...

　　 can at least control his body!

　　 Don’t change the environment, limit all thinking to the scope of self, at least physically get rid of the limitations of Shirai’s thinking. It is not an unfounded delusion. Within the scope of what you think is credible, judge that your own body can achieve Realm.

　　 "My speed, my strength, and the murderer are equal." The top student Gao Chuan said.

　　 So when the murderer fell with a kitchen knife in his hand, the top student Gao Chuan jumped ten meters away with unprecedented agility. The rapid increase in speed even made him have to insert a dagger on the ground to control the inertia of the sprint.

　　啧! The Murderer's eyes turned gloomy when he looked at him.

　　"It’s really annoying to have to struggle at this time. Why not just suffer to death?"

　　 "So...you talk too much." The top student Gao Chuan turned a pair of black-rimmed glasses on his face, "You said this dream is extremely real before. It hints to me that if I die here , I will die in the real. So, is the dead "I" Gao Chuan, a top student, or the real and complete Gao Chuan?

　　 If it is the real and complete Takakawa, then the murderer Takakawa will also die. You in front of me are not a single murderer Takakawa or Shirai. I think that the murderer Gao Chuan does not want to die, so he will not cause the real Gao Chuan death.

　　 Then the answer is obvious. It is me who will die-the top student Gao Chuan.

　　 In this case, there is another problem. In fact, there is only the existence of "personality" or "thinking", and there is no actual "high-ranking student Gaochuan". How can he die?

　　 There is only one truth, and that is that the top student Gao Chuan thinks he is dead, or abandons the essence of his existence.

　　 Now, Shirai, actually, you just want to turn Gaochuan into a beast, right? "

　　 The murderer was silent, and the bandage-wrapped face gradually cracked with a huge and ferocious smile like a crescent moon.

　　"You deserve to be a top student. Did you know? A short-term student who has no special features like me, and impresses people the most. I most envy and hate you, a smart guy like you."

　　"Really? In fact, I have worked very hard to pay attention to those students who are not gregarious and have a weak sense of existence. I will send them greeting cards every holiday. A large percentage of my support comes from them. It’s just that the seniors don’t. It’s really bad luck to meet a guy like me."

　　 "Ah...it's too bad. Obviously, it was so easy to show up, but it became the result now." The vertical pupils of the murderer were red like a burning cloud. How long is the unwillingness, anger and sorrow that have been accumulated? The top student Takakawa seems to have seen it again, in the woods where Morino was killed that day~IndoMTL.com~Senior Shirai opened his arms, as if he wanted to breathe the smell of Morino into his lungs.

　　 Despite being ignored by most people, Morino chose him. She is the only person who agrees with him, sees his characteristics that distinguish him from others, and thinks Shirai is Shirai.

　　 Maybe even his parents can’t see the uniqueness in his soul. They just regard him as an "ordinary child who is no different from other children." Paying attention to him is not due to the uniqueness of human existence. , But only the uniqueness of the relationship of "our children".

　　 However, the only Morino who can understand him died. He died in the hands of her best friend Sakiya, and died in his own eyes. This is of course unacceptable, right?

　　 I did not have the power to kill the demon possessed by Sakiya.

　　 also knew that even if Sakiya was killed, Morino would not return.

　　"That woman is indifferent to her own death. But, I got an information, her love is you, Gao Chuan, if you kill you, no, turn you into an out of control murderer, let Killing that woman yourself is the best way to get revenge!"

　　 is irrefutable and irretrievable.

　　 Shirai hates the murderer, hates himself, hates the world where Morino died.

　　 So, if there is really a god, decide to destroy the world and start over...

　　 "I know, I know, how naive this is." The murderer cut his chest open with a kitchen knife, tearing his skin left and right. He shouted: "But, if there is a chance of even one in four billion, I would like to see such a world!"

　　 An angry tornado came out of the body opened by the murderer, expanded rapidly, and completely replaced the shape of the human body.